After being reborn, I got into a relationship with my idol [Entertainment Circle]

Xu Xiaoyan took a deep breath and mustered all her strength, only to realize that she was not as indifferent as she imagined.

Anrong found that she lowered her head and didn't look at herself, as if she was talking to herself.

"We are learning to dance in a dance class. Her parents support what she does. If she wants to dance, she is sent to dance. If she wants to take the art test, she asks the tutor. She is very spoiled. My family disagrees, and I secretly She slipped away, and she saved some money to enroll in the class, and if she didn’t have enough money, she could only study for two months, so she would study there by herself, and she would teach me after she came out, it’s free.”

An Rong listened to her talking about the person in the past, she had the same interests as Xu Xiaodi, she was a nice person, and she sounded like a delicate and soft girl.

17 years old, what a good age, An Rong felt a little sour.

Xu Xiaodi clenched her fingers, and looked down at the lines on the marble floor. She paused for a long time this time. When Anrong felt that she wanted to ask a question, Xu Xiaodi spoke.

Her voice was tight, and she was full of resistance.

"One day, I went to dance class to find her, she was not there, so I went to her house, her parents opened the door and beat me out, scolded me a lot, to the effect that I spoiled their daughter's puppy love I felt baffled and angry about the pervert or something, so I went home first."

An Rong had almost guessed that the girl's parents must have thought they were in a relationship, but Xu Xiaodi might not have realized it at that time.

Xu Xiaoyan lowered her head, all she could hear was a sigh, as if she was choked with tears, but she suppressed it, and finally only made a broken sound.

Kishi Rong held her veined hand.

Xu Xiaoyan looked up, looked at An Rong with a pale face, and twitched the corners of her mouth as if to say that she was fine.

An Rong felt very distressed, even if Xu Xiaodi and the girl really fell in love, it's okay, what's the matter, who is in the way of falling in love with each other.

"When I got home, my mother's face was also very ugly. I didn't know what was going on at the time. I denied everything she asked me. I didn't know what she was talking about. But at that time, I often skipped classes and made many friends. She didn't Don’t believe me. I was only thinking about where to find someone, I didn’t think about anything else, I fell asleep after eating, and when I woke up, I was... in another place, and I was scared to death.”

Xu Xiaodi's voice trembled.

After so many years, she felt that she had let go of it, but when she said this, the fear seemed to bring her back to the past, that lifeless place full of despair and depression.

An Rong saw that her eyes were dazed, and quickly embraced her, and hugged her comfortingly, "Don't shoot, don't be afraid, don't talk, we won't talk anymore."

Xu Xiaoyan was pulled back to her sanity by An Rong, she took a deep breath, shook her head, "You said it was a coincidence, I ran into her again there, because we entered on the same day, we became roommates temporarily. I only found out later , She has a person she has liked for a long time, who is also a girl, the love letter she wrote secretly was found by her family, and her family only knew that we were close, so they thought it was me, so they asked the school for my mother's phone number. "

She spoke very calmly, without any modifiers in her words, but An Rong was terrified when she heard it. She couldn't imagine what kind of parents would do such a thing, and she couldn't imagine how much Xu Xiaoxiao suffered at that time.

But now she can't do anything except hug Xu Xiaodi, a sense of powerlessness and sadness fills her heart.

Xu Xiaodi never told her about this matter.

"She said that her girlfriend went abroad, and she will come back after her college entrance examination. She has persuaded her parents to send her to study abroad, and they will meet soon." Xu Xiaodi smiled wryly, "The life there is not very easy, she At the beginning, she resisted fiercely, and was beaten severely. If she often made troubles, she would be given medicine. After taking the medicine, people would lose energy and would not want to resist. Later, she learned to be smart and pretended that she was fine. She didn’t like it. She was a girl, and even deliberately found a boy to ask for dating, her parents believed it, and happily took her away with tears."

Xu Xiaodi smiled sarcastically.

An Rong didn't know Xu Xiaodi, who was 17 years old, but Xu Xiaodi was definitely not a person who would be weak and bow her head at that time. female.

She must be the one who took the lead in making trouble, so she must have suffered a lot and taken a lot of medicine.

Kishi's nose was sour and his eyes were hot.

If you come here, although helpless and cruel, it is not hopeless, but Anrong feels that this must not be the end, she feels cold in her heart, and regrets letting Xu Xiaoyan uncover this scar.

Xu Xiaoyan stiffly patted Anrong's arm that was holding her, wiped the tears off her face, looked at her reddened nose, and said helplessly, "Why are you crying?"

"I'm sad." Kishi Rong choked up, "It would be nice if I was there at that time."

Xu Xiaodi's numb heart gradually came to life, she wiped the rolling tears from her face, and said softly, "You were only ten years old at that time, what were you doing there, it's not a good place."

An Rong felt that she was a bit worthless, and the person who was clearly in pain should be Xu Xiaodi, and now she wanted Xu Xiaodi to comfort her instead.

"Tell me." Anrong wiped tears by herself.

Xu Xiaoyan pinched her nose, "Then you are not allowed to cry, go out and let people see you, you may think I bullied you."

Kishi nods.

As soon as she interrupted, Xu Xiaodi also came out of that emotion. She looked at An Rong and continued: "She was sent here by her parents in less than two months after she left. Her parents were heartbroken and asked her to continue her education." Years ago, on the 27th of the twelfth lunar month, people came one after another to pick up their relatives to go back to celebrate the New Year. The atmosphere was good, and the supervision was not so strict. We were doing exercises downstairs. I didn’t even notice it, and suddenly a person fell from the sky and landed in front of me, and the blood stained my shoes red all of a sudden.”

An Rong's heart skipped a beat.

She looked at Xu Xiaodi's pale face, her throat moved as if she was going to vomit, but she held it back, and finally showed a smile that was uglier than crying, "Her parents are here, and they are distraught and blame the lax supervision. It caused my daughter to jump off the building..."

"At that time, same-sex marriage was already legal, and her parents regarded her as the apple of their eye. The most expensive mobile phone, out-of-print handicrafts, brand-name clothes, anything and everything she wanted to do, obeyed and obeyed, and finally stopped there. One thing, just one thing, killed her."

Kishi was speechless.

Xu Xiaoyan looked at her and asked, "What do you think your parents can do? Should they drive you out and never recognize you again, or accept you to marry a woman?"

An Rong opened his mouth and found that he had nothing to say.

They are backward, economically underdeveloped and conservative in thinking. Ever since the promulgation of the same-sex marriage law, she has been listening to the people around her laughing at the son of a certain family marrying a male wife, the daughter of a certain family married a woman, and the family of a certain family will never be born again. , the ancestors of a certain family were shamed.

She wasn't sure if her parents would accept it, but...

An Rong took a breath, she looked at Xu Xiaodi, and suddenly smiled roguely, "If they don't agree, then this is a long-lasting battle, whoever loves will lose, the worst is kidnapping by family affection, I'm not in a hurry, even if they don't agree Agreeing can’t live in my mind, the mountains are high and the emperor is far away, let’s see who can survive, and the Civil Affairs Bureau doesn’t need my parents’ signature and stamp to get the certificate.

Xu Xiaodi: ...

"...You are not practical."

The tip of An Rong's nose was still red, and he looked at Xu Xiaodi with wet eyes, "Why is it unrealistic? I am seventeen, and now I can escape from a strong man with good physical strength, let alone that old man who is about to turn fifty? I have money, my school is here, my career is here, what should I panic about?"

Xu Xiaoyan didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "It's not about physical strength, it's about spirituality, about public opinion..."

"Talk about the certificate, sleep and sleep, the king of heaven will ignore it." An Rong said with a solemn face, "What's the big deal, I'm not the queen emperor, I don't need to find a partner and vote for public opinion, I'm just a little sesame, the people There is no need to make public opinion about my bed, besides, if someone opposes it, there will be someone who supports it, if I must listen to a voice, then of course I will listen to the one who supports me."

There are a lot of nonsense, which is completely different from what Xu Xiaodi thought, just like a wall was smashed by her sledgehammer, and the old master was beaten to death with random punches, there is no reason at all.

Xu Xiaodi was dumbfounded.

An Rong looked at her and said: "Seven years ago, you were still young and innocent, and some methods were inescapable and impossible to guard against. It was not your friend's fault. She is very pitiful, but I am not her."

After Xu Xiaodi told this story, Anrong already understood why Xu Xiaodi was afraid of taking medicine, and why he suddenly ran up that night and vomited in the dark.

Because at that moment, Xu Xiaodi regarded herself as her friend, An Rong sighed in her heart, looked at Xu Xiaodi seriously and seriously, and said: "I am different from her, I can't guarantee that I will be in her position." What choice to make, but I am Kishi, I can make my own choice, have you read a book? "On Protracted War", you can take a good look."

The two of them were so close that they could see themselves in each other's pupils, Xu Xiaoyan stared blankly at himself in An Rong's eyes, a little deformed and a little dazed.

Xu Xiaoyan frowned and said, "Are you serious?"

Kishirong raised his eyebrows, "Of course, the pants are on fire—the crotch is on fire!"

Xu Xiaodi didn't know what to say for a while, she told An Rong about this matter, she wanted to let her know what kind of serious consequences might happen once her parents, relatives, friends and other people found out about her homosexuality.

It's not for her to talk about protracted warfare.

Kishi raised his eyebrows, "It's like saying, the person I like is you."

Xu Xiaodi's heart skipped a beat, and his eyelids twitched.

An Rong's face remained unchanged, "I mean to give an example, let's say, the person I like is you, I started to pursue you, we have the same mind, I want to be with you, you want to be with me...cough , Then what, you can get a certificate for free, will you refuse it because you care about people's eyes and opinions?"

Xu Xiaodi seemed intimidated by her bold example, and was speechless for a while.

An Rong blinked, licked his lips and said, "Don't get me wrong, the example I said is like, it doesn't have to be you."

Xu Xiaodi's head was muddled, what should I say?She never thought about it.

"...Give me some time, I have to think about it."

An Rong watched her frown as if she was really lost in thought, and she felt happy, and asked: "It's just an example, what's there to think about? I have someone I like, and I just want you to have a sense of substitution by taking you as an example. "

Xu Xiaodi looked at her in astonishment, "You..."

An Rong remained calm and raised his eyelids, "What's wrong?"

"There is no such example."

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