After being reborn, I got into a relationship with my idol [Entertainment Circle]

In the four years since their debut, the GG girl group relied on their excellent professional qualities and the company's strong support, and their careers have risen extremely fast. Although they have encountered difficulties and been slandered by rumors, because the company's team is cautious and professional, they have passed each time smoothly.

Xia Chunhua has a good personality and is naturally dull. Although her singing skills are average, she was sent to participate in several variety shows, and the effect was surprisingly good. She was down-to-earth and stern. Except for daily training and announcements, she was basically active in variety shows.

Fans don't blame her for "not doing business", but are waiting for food, waiting for her variety show to start broadcasting.

Xiao Yu's fans are different. They worry about Xiao Yu all day, suspecting that she has been oppressed by the company.

She accepted another promotion and ran to the announcement.

An Rong counted the time, it was around this time in the last life, Xiao Yu disappeared for several days, even though they were half unemployed at that time, Xiao Yu often went outside.

But that disappearance was unusual, that time she didn't see anyone for several days, and when she came back she was haggard and lifeless, and she didn't come out for a long time.

Thinking about it now, if I guessed correctly, Xiao Yu should have found Qi Chuchu's grave that time.

She guessed this in her heart, so she told Xu Xiaodi to pay attention to Xiao Yu's itinerary, she was too busy recently, she had to come back and rest for a while, otherwise Xiao Yu would be exhausted.

Xiao Yu could more or less listen to Xu Xiaodi's words, and Chen Xin also gave her a few days off this time. When she came back, there was nothing else to do. She wanted to look for it again.

But the news came by coincidence. Xiao Yu received a text message from Zhong Liren as soon as he arrived at the airport.

The assistant pulled the suitcase and followed Xiao Yu closely. People around had recognized Xiao Yu. Many people were taking photos with their mobile phones, and some were preparing to approach.

She just wanted to follow closely to remind Xiao Yu to pay attention, but she just opened her mouth, and before she could make a sound, the person in front of her suddenly let go and ran away.

Even the suitcases are still in place.

The assistant hurriedly pulled the box and chased after her. There were so many people here, and she didn't know what happened, so she didn't even dare to shout, for fear of causing panic.

But there were many people, and she was carrying a bag and holding two big boxes, squeezing back and forth, and when the view opened, Xiao Yu was nowhere to be seen.

The assistant's face turned pale, and he stood there and called Xiao Yu with his mobile phone, but the other party never answered.

She didn't dare to tell Chen Xin rashly, she could only stomp her feet in a hurry, and then turned around to look for the boarding gate.

She has been with Xiao Yu for two or three years. Xiao Yu is really not an impulsive person. Not only is she not impulsive, but she doesn't even have any extra feelings. Except for work, she rarely talks to her, doesn't cause trouble, doesn't curse, and has a bad temper. , but rarely loses his temper, usually like a wooden man.

Who knew it would suddenly disappear!

Xiao Yu flew out and bought another ticket. Standing in the crowded airport, her body suddenly became cold and she shivered uncontrollably.

She read the text message again.

She had received many similar messages before, and she ran to find each of them. Every time, she packed up her mood, then rushed to nothing, and continued to wait for the next time.

She no longer knew what disappointment felt like.

But this time is different, this time it was sent to her by Zhong Liren himself.

Xiao Yu closed her eyes.

Anrong steamed a pear, opened it and tasted it. There was a bit too much Chuanbei, and it was sticky and bitter in the mouth, and the taste was very weird.

Xu Xiaodi strolled in, "What are you cooking?"

Kishi Rong immediately turned around to block the steamer behind him, shaking his head.

You can do it again, and you won't make a mistake.

Unable to suppress the itch in her throat, Xu Xiaodi coughed twice, then looked behind An Rong.

A few days ago after I caught a cold, I have been coughing a bit. The cold is almost gone, but the cough is still the same.

Anrong frowned, and slowly moved away, revealing the small bowl next to the steamer behind him.

"I stewed pears for you, Chuanbei stewed pears."

An Rong handed the bowl back to Xu Xiaoyan, and emphasized again, "I put Chuanbei powder in it. I checked online and said it works very well. One a day, you should try it first."

Xu Xiaodi looked at her suspiciously.

An Rong licked his lips, "It's a bit bitter, why don't you wait a while, and I'll steam another one."

In fact, it is not ordinary suffering.

"Have you tried it?"

Anrong nodded, now she suspects that Chuanbei put too much rock sugar and not enough.

Xu Xiaoyan took the spoon from behind her, "It's okay."

As soon as she held it in her hand, the phone rang outside, and it was from Xu Xiaoyan.

An Rong hesitated for a moment, then followed out.

Xu Xiaodi's face was solemn, and he looked up at An Rong, "Xiao Yu is gone."

An Rong's eyelids twitched, "What do you mean missing?"

Xu Xiaoyan frowned tightly, and while calling Xiao Yu, said: "She and Xiao Ai arrived at the airport and were about to come back, and then ran away suddenly."

An Rong's heart tightened, and he ran away suddenly?

For so many years, she knew that Xiao Yu had been trying every means to find out the whereabouts of Qi Chuchu's parents, but so far there was no news. She also left from time to time before, but basically she would send a message to Xu Xiaoxiao.

What's more, this time even Xiao Ai who was with her didn't get any news, so she left her at the airport face to face.

Xu Xiaodi spread her hands, "The phone is turned off."

An Rong frowned tightly, "Let Xiao Ai come back first, she may have already bought another ticket and left.

Xu Xiaodi sighed.

"Maybe I got another letter."

An Rong nodded, and suddenly said: "Why don't you ask Uncle Zhong? Isn't he also looking for it?"

Xiao Yu made a deal with Xu Yanqi from the beginning, and Zhong Liren was in charge of Xu Yanqi's affairs. In the past two years, Xu Xiaodi occasionally asked about the progress, but there was no news.

With this thought in mind, Xu Xiaodi immediately called Zhong Liren.

The news came very quickly, Xu Xiaoyan turned on the speakerphone, while An Rong was writing down the address, the two of them didn't dare to delay, they packed up their things and left, telling Xiao Ai not to say anything.

The address given by Zhong Liren is very biased, not to mention across more than half of the country, not even a third-tier city, it is a small town quite far away.

So even though Xiao Yu has worked hard for several years and has stood at the top of the new generation of traffic, he still couldn't find it here.

There was no direct train or bus, so after several rounds, I took a taxi in the county town, and Xu Xiaoyan left the driver's phone number in case he went back.

It took two days on the road, and it was noon when we arrived. There was no cloud in the blue sky, and the autumn wind was very cool. The autumn harvest had been completed in the field along the way, and the yellow and red leaves were connected in pieces, and the air was very good.

It is sparse and open.

It is a good place to retire.

Zhong Liren's message to Xu Xiaoyan was more comprehensive, but it didn't specify which house. Recently, the company received a piece of topaz at a counter in the county. The price was not low, and it was appropriate to go when I received the news. The seller's name was Qi Zhen. , with the same name and surname as Qi Chuchu's father.

The same goes for age.

Zhong Liren also sent Qi Zhen's mobile phone number to Xu Xiaoyan.

Xu Xiaodi didn't call, she and An Rong looked around the town, the houses are generally two-storey, and there are many shops, it's not a very backward place, but the rural towns are generally like this, the streets are quite wide, There are also a lot of fitness equipment in the middle of the road.

It may be that there was a strong wind, there were not many people on the road, and grains were spread on the ground at the door.

"Here... are you sure?"

An Rong was a little hesitant, Qi Chuchu's family used to be in a first-tier city, Qi Chuchu's father was a company executive, he was used to that kind of life, come back to the remote countryside here?

Don't make a mistake again, right?

"If you make any more mistakes, Xiao Yu may collapse." Xu Xiaodi murmured in a low voice, looked around, and said, "Maybe, Qi Chuchu is the only daughter, and what happened to her, the couple moved out sadly." , it’s not surprising to come to this kind of place.”

But the degree of openness is different. If they live in first-tier cities, they may see more and hear more, and have a more objective understanding of homosexuality. But living here, young people are not around, and older people gather together. What can we discuss together?

Kishiyong is only worried about this.

What if after ten years, Qi Chuchu's parents blame Xiao Yu for Qi Chuchu's death?

Xu Xiaodi also had this level of worry, so she came here early, and wanted to meet with Qi Chuchu's parents first, to find out, if her attitude was not good, then she could only find a way to get Xiao Yu away.

It is much better to continue to search with hope than to be sentenced to death.

Xu Xiaodi thought for a while, picked up his mobile phone and called Qi Zhen, saying that he was the supervisor of the counter yesterday, and there was still something wrong with that piece of jade, and he wanted to talk about it again.

The voice on the phone was tired and hoarse, he didn't say much, he just answered.

It was very different from the person in Xu Xiaoyan's memory.

She smiled and said, "Then we've arrived in town, where do you live?"

Qi Zhen hesitated, "I'm not at home now, or..."

"I can go to you." Xu Xiaodi smiled apologetically, and said in a low voice, "I can do it now, I'm in a hurry."

There was a long silence on the other end of the phone, and then hummed, "I'm in the county psychiatric hospital, come over and contact me."

After hanging up the phone, Xu Xiaodi was stunned.

Psychiatric hospital?

She hurriedly called the taxi driver who had just left, and returned to the county seat.

The psychiatric hospital in the small county looks dusty, and the surroundings are extremely deserted. This place seems to be a taboo, and people who come and go seem to try their best to avoid it.

So no one noticed that there were two people standing at the entrance of the hospital.

An Rong looked sideways at Xu Xiaodi, and asked in a low voice, "Is it not a mistake?"

Xu Xiaodi was also a little puzzled.

I've never heard of Qi Chuchu's family having a mental patient.

An Rong suddenly pulled Xu Xiaodi, pointed at the back of the person who had just entered inside, and said anxiously: "Xiao Yu!"

The figure galloped in a hurry, and passed by in a flash, Xu Xiaodi didn't see it.

But it was almost time. They were close, but going back and forth to the town wasted time. I originally wanted to come here earlier, but I didn't expect Xiao Yu to arrive first.

At this time, they didn't care about much, the two ran away, Xu Xiaodi called Qi Zhen while running.

"I'm here, you..."

"Mr. Qi, I'm Chuchu's friend."

Xiao Yu's voice came from the other end of the phone.

The other side of the phone immediately fell silent. This silence made Xu Xiaoxiao's heart skip a beat, and she hung up the phone directly.

The two rushed into the inpatient department and looked at each other in dismay with the two people in the hall.

Xiao Yu looked at her sideways, "Why are you here?"

After finishing speaking, she immediately remembered the relationship between Zhong Liren and Xu Xiaoyan, so she pursed her lips tightly and turned her head to look at Qi Zhen again.

"I want to know Chuchu... where is she now?"

It's probably been too long since no one mentioned this name, Qi Zhen's eyes were blank again for a moment, he looked at Xiao Yu, then turned to look at Xu Xiaodi, "I remember you, you are..."

"You misunderstood her back then, Chu Chu's girlfriend is not her." Xiao Yu stood aside, looking at Qi Zhen with a blank expression, "It's me."

Her hands hanging by her side clenched into fists.

Tight and stiff.

Qi Zhen's wrinkled face turned away expressionlessly, his eyes were red and sunken, at that moment, his back slumped, his lips trembled, he looked at Xu Xiaodi and said, "I'm sorry."

It took him too much effort to brew these three words, as if he had finally found an entrance to recall for the past ten years, so he began to fall into silence.

"Do not blame you."

Xu Xiaoyan shook his head.

To be honest, she complained back then, thinking that she was just taking the blame, but later she also figured it out, Qi Chuchu's mother just delivered a message that she thought was correct, and it was Ying Xian who decided to send her in.

There are thousands of reasons for many things in this world. If there is no Qi Chuchu's mother, there may be other reasons. In the final analysis, it is Ying Xian who cares more about his own interests.

Qi Zhen shook his head, his voice was low and weak, he looked much older than his actual age, and she might have had a bad time these years.

"The person who called just now..."

"it's me."

Xu Xiaodi nodded, "That piece of jade is fine, I'm sorry, Xiao Yu is my friend."

Qi Zhen glanced at Xiao Yu again.

"Ten years."

He sighed, his voice trembling when he opened his mouth, "She's gone."

Ten years of torment, day and night.

Xiao Yu let out a little voice from his throat, "I know."

She took a breath, her face tensed, "Where is she buried?"

Over the years, her hopes have been wiped out, and at this moment, she feels an indescribable feeling in her heart.

I thought I could come back and find someone, and asked her why she lost contact for so many years, but later found that she was dead.

The windows in the lobby on the first floor of the hospital were large, and the sunlight from outside poured in a large area. Several people stood beside the chairs in the rest area, quietly without a sound.

The sun fell on the body, but it seemed that there was no temperature, and it could not dissolve the stagnant atmosphere here.

Qi Zhen's lips moved, and he looked at Xiao Yu with complicated eyes.

"Ten years, what's the point of you still looking for her?"

A person whom I haven't seen for ten years, a dead person, Qi Zhen knows how hard it is to find here without asking.

In order to avoid relatives and friends, he wandered around with his wife and settled here. The pace was slow, and no one knew where they had been. Unexpectedly, someone would find them.

Xiao Yu looked at him, pursed his lips tightly, and said nothing.

The two faced each other silently, Xiao Yu didn't explain anything, and didn't apologize, except for the sentence she explained to Xu Xiaoxiao at the beginning, she didn't mention the past in a single word.

The past is too long, and many things have changed.

After a few minutes of confrontation, the silence was like a competition where no one would bow their heads.

Xiao Yu was dressed in dust and dust, she hadn't washed her face or hair, her makeup was off, her eyes were bloodshot, but she looked resolute, as if she could just wait until the end of time without saying a word.

Qi Zhen kept looking at her until the muscles on his face trembled and twitched, and tears filled his eyes. He turned around and said, "I'll take you there."

"Thank you."

Xiao Yu followed her out the door, Xu Xiaoxiao glanced back, Qi Zhen alone cut off relatives and friends and brought his wife to this kind of place, so he probably knew who the people in the hospital were without thinking.

Kishito kept holding her hand.

Followed far behind the two people in front.

After going out, Qi Zhen took a taxi and went back to that town.

Xu Xiaoyan and An Rong stood on the main street of the town when they came by themselves, but Qi Zhen's house was not here. His house was placed in the outermost corner of the town. It may be someone else's old house that he bought. It has not been renovated, and there are mottled old traces everywhere.

Without saying a word, Qi Zhen opened the door and led a few people in.

The house was not too big, but it was neatly tidied up. There was a pot of honeysuckle in the yard. The leaves were dark green and plump, and looked a little hairy, but there were a few dry leaves in the pot.

There is a lot of space in the room, but it is empty, with tables, chairs and benches, other than that, there is nothing else.

Qi Zhen opened one of the bedroom doors, and said to the person standing in the living room, "Inside."

Anrong has been staring at the door, and as soon as it was opened, a pink curtain was blown up by the wind, and the sunshine was gentle and tender.

It's like opening up another world.

This feeling is so weird, if Anrong didn't know that Qi Chuchu had been dead for ten years, she would have thought that there was really someone inside.

Xiao Yu swallowed and exhaled nervously.

Qi Zhen stood at the door and didn't go in.

Xu Xiaodi and An Rong also stood outside, after a while, An Rong took Xu Xiaodi out.

The wind outside is a little less, the sky is high and the clouds are light, a good scene.

Kishi Rong held Xu Xiaoxiao's hand.

The two sat on the steps outside, Qi Zhen took out two stools, looked at them, and went back in silence.

Listening to the movement behind her, Xu Xiaoyan sighed, lowered her voice and said, "It's not easy for them either."

The beloved only daughter died just like that, without knowing why, and there was no turning back.

Qi Chuchu's mother, Xu Xiaodi, has met before, and she is an extremely gentle person.A person like that would grit her teeth and send Qi Chuchu in, even though she knew that she would suffer a lot, suffer a lot of crimes, take medicine every day to make people lose energy, and suffer various punishments, such as whipping or Electric shock, you have to step on your dignity under your feet, denounce your sins in front of hundreds of people, and have to guard against the people around you day and night to report against the truth and intrigue...

Qi Chuchu has never experienced hardships, her ten fingers do not touch the spring water, and she can't even wash her socks. She also went out from there, but was sent back to the hospital not long after.

go with.

Everyone seems to be in a madness.

"Now that I have found it, what should Xiao Yu do?"

Kishi was a little worried.

Xu Xiaodi glanced back, the room was well lit and cleaned very cleanly, but the coolness was lingering.

Xiao Yu stayed inside for a long time, and she didn't come out until dark, her eyes were red and swollen, she left without saying a word.

She was just Qi Chuchu's short-term ambiguous lover when she was young, and she was not qualified to take Qi Chuchu away, even if it was just a handful of ashes.

But she also hopes that these ten years will be enough for Qi Chuchu to have a good pregnancy again, to be a free and carefree person who doesn't remember the happiness of her previous life.

The three of them rushed over overnight, sat there for half a day, and then drove back overnight.

Xiao Yu didn't speak a word along the way.

Xu Xiaodi and An Rong didn't comfort her either.

Only the person involved can come out with this matter, and what others say is in vain.

It took four or five days to go back and forth, but Chen Xin couldn't find anyone, and his worried head almost went bald.

She was about to call the police, but fortunately she received a text message from Xu Xiaodi, saying that they would be back soon, and that Xiao Yu should not arrange work during this time.

Chen Xin didn't understand it a bit, but it's fine when the person is back, and I'll ask after we meet.

So she was relieved and not in a hurry.

She asked about the flight, and drove there to pick up the person, but after seeing the person, Chen Xin couldn't say a word that was brewing.

Xiao Yu's appearance shocked her, it's only been a few days?Why does it look like it has been severely injured?

Why do these three people look more tired than going to the announcement?

"What happened these few days?" Chen Xin looked at the lifeless Xiao Yu, and asked Xu Xiaoyan, "Where have you been?"

Xu Xiaoyan frowned, and her emotions were not too high, "I went to find a friend."

This is a private matter.

Chen Xin saw that the faces of the three people were not very good, so he didn't dare to ask any more.

After returning, it seemed that everything was back on track, and the few days when it disappeared was like an illusion that nothing happened.

Liu Yihan still arranged a lot of work, Chen Xin gave it to Xiao Yu, and Xiao Yu did it, and it seemed to be the same as before.

But Chen Xin could tell that Xiao Yu had changed.

In the past, Xiao Yu worked crazily on the initiative. No matter what her purpose was, at least she sincerely wanted to be famous, but now Xiao Yu is still working crazily, but like a headless chicken, flying around aimlessly, just Not dead yet.

Chen Xin was startled, and then remembered something. She quickly opened Weibo, entered Xiao Yu's homepage, and her profile had been deleted.

As time passed day by day, Chen Xin observed Xiao Yu day by day in fear, for fear that something might happen to her.

But it seemed like she was thinking too much, Xiao Yu was very quiet, she didn't collapse, didn't go hysterical, and didn't leave directly.

Like a bomb, after that time, it didn't explode.

Chen Xin was still worried, so she asked Xu Xiaodi to ask, and asked Xu Xiaodi to go back and persuade her. There is nothing difficult to overcome at a young age.

Xu Xiaodi was noncommittal, Xiao Yu's hurdle was a bit big, but she also went back and had a serious talk with Xiao Yu.

Xiao Yu was at a loss, just in a trance, unable to find the direction of life.

Xu Xiaoyan didn't try to persuade her any more, it's good to let her be busy, at least she can feel alive, and when time dilutes everything, it's up to her whether she wants to leave or stay.

The closer she was to the day of her rebirth four years ago, the more disturbed An Rong became. She really quit drinking, not drinking at all, for fear of accidents.

Now she and Xu Xiaoyan are still official CPs and have not come out, but CP fans are very happy, and many people produce food every day.

An Rong followed Xu Xiaodi all day long and never allowed any scandals to appear.

Xu Xiaodi was a little dumbfounded by her nervousness, but she was actually a little happy in her heart.

After all, being cared about so much.

An Rong went to Director Dai to record songs. There are two singles in the new album. She has time today, so she came to record first.

Everything went well, and I discussed the next song with Director Dai.

As soon as An Rong came out, he ran into Chen Xin. Chen Xin was walking hurriedly with the information in his hand, but when he glanced at An Rong, he immediately turned halfway and came over.

"Finished recording? Did it go well?"

Kishi Rong responded.

Chen Xin smiled and said, "As expected of you!"

An Rongke smiled politely, and was about to speak, when he caught sight of a walking figure from the corner of his eye.

Tall and slender, with perfect proportions.

When turning a corner, he turned his head to greet people, showing half of his face.

An Rong gave up instantly, turned and asked Chen Xin, "Who is that?"

Chen Xin looked blank, "Huh?"

"The person who just passed by is 1.8 meters tall, with chestnut brown hair, very white, who is he?"

Chen Xin looked in the direction An Rong pointed, but there was no one there.

"The image you mentioned, there are not ten but eight of our company's debut artists plus trainees."

Kishi Rong pursed his lips tightly, "The recent newcomer."

Chen Xin thought for a while, then suddenly said: "Ah, I see, it's a newcomer signed by Mr. Chen, who seems to be called Ankang? What's wrong?"

An Rong was in a trance for a moment, it really was him!

Seeing her expression, Chen Xin immediately rang the alarm, and An Rong was 21 after calculation. It was the time when Yi Yi's heart sprouted. Don't fall in love at first sight, right? !

"You, do you know him?"

Anrong shook his head, didn't know him, never knew him.

"I'll go back first."

Kishi Rong had a stern face, vigilant as if his hair had exploded.

Chen Xin's face was inexplicable, he didn't know him, why did he have such a big reaction?

As soon as An Rong went back, he looked at Xu Xiaodi mysteriously.

Xu Xiaoyan was terrified by her look, "What's wrong with you?"

An Rong thought about his words, "Mr. Chen has a newcomer, do you know?"

Xu Xiaodi was stunned for a moment, then blinked at her, "Who is it?"

Look like you don't know?

An Rong breathed a sigh of relief, "Ankang."

Xu Xiaoyan nodded and dragged out her voice, "Oh, it's him."

An Rong's breath of relief immediately came up again, and he looked at Xu Xiaodi in surprise.

This time, she has been by Xu Xiaodi's side day and night, why doesn't she know? !

This, this is impossible!

Xu Xiaoyan looked at her raised eyebrows and pressed lips, the villain in her heart laughed up to the sky, and couldn't hold back her face, and said while laughing: "Ankang is Cheng Xuyang's cousin, two years younger than me. Cheng Xuyang told me before he came, and asked me to take care of him, especially pay attention to the girls around him."

Kishi Rong: ...

Anrong suspected that the question mark above his head was more radiant than the golden light behind the Buddha.

Xu Xiaodi couldn't bear it any longer, and laughed loudly, "Ankang has been liked by girls since he was a child, from eighty to three years old, young and old alike, Cheng Xuyang was afraid that he would fall into a woman's nest and have an accident, so he asked me to watch more Hold on."

Kishi Rong: ...

Kishi Rong: "Oh."

His face was expressionless, trying to make nothing happen.

Xu Xiaodi approached her face, "Why are you asking me this all of a sudden?"

Kishi Rong: ...

An Rong's lips moved, "...that's right, we just met."

Xu smiled but said nothing.

Kishi Rong: ...

fuck.

"Old husband and wife, are you still jealous?"

Kishi Rong immediately put on a straight face, "It's nothing."

Mainly there are problems left over from history!

Can it be her fault?

snort!

"Cheng Xuyang's younger brother is my younger brother." Xu Xiaoyan hung his arms around Anrong's neck, "My younger brother is your younger brother. Is there a problem?"

An Rong believed this.

Kishi Rong frowned, "He's older than me."

Xu Xiaoyan kissed Anrong's chin with a smile, and said confidently: "You are now a member of our family, and this is how relatives are counted. If this was ancient times, your name would have to be preceded by my surname."

Kishi looks down at her.

Xu Xiaodi immediately changed his words, "An Xu's family is fine too, it's fine, it's fine, it's fine."

Strong desire to survive.

An Rong held Xu Xiaodi's waist, but found that Xu Xiaodi was skinnier than before.

I don't know who to learn from.

An Rong looked down at Xu Xiaodi's smiling eyes. She believed in Xu Xiaodi. The rumors of the scandal in her previous life spread so quickly, there must be a company involved, and it must have been agreed by Xu Xiaodi. It was not a misunderstanding.

Xu Xiaodi has such a knot in his heart, and Ankang is Cheng Xuyang's younger brother, so it can never be true.

An Rong thought a bit narcissistically, maybe Xu Xiaodi found a fake boyfriend on purpose, and while helping her younger brother to hype it up, at the same time made her give up?

Or maybe something happened in the previous life that she didn't know about, which made Xu Xiaoxiao make that decision.

But the most important thing is that the past is in the past, she has to look forward with a smile, they still have an infinite future.