Bamboo horse and bamboo horse grow up together

Yang Fan also wants to study hard, but he has to travel around and study at school. Yang Fan has no energy. Every time he and his children perform on stage, they are accompanied by their parents and stew meat with an insulated bucket. Thinking about the cold tooth pie in the bag, Yang Fan felt more and more aggrieved, and he simply didn't want to go to school. Anyway, if he went, he could only be yin and yang being played around by the teacher.

Yang Fan was suffocating in his heart. Many years later, when he returned to school with dignity, he still did not forgive his teacher. He also beat around the bush with a yin and yang teacher. The teacher smiled helplessly below, and Yu Wen asked angrily, what do you think? what. "Try to have fun." The grown-up Yang Fan replied happily.

Sensitive Yu Wen noticed the change in Yang Fan. He became more and more taciturn and didn't like to communicate with others. He usually sat in the back row of the classroom and read novels. He was no longer the same as before. Yu Wen shouted, otherwise he would not have played on the playground at all.Yang Fan received a lot of love letters, sometimes stuffed in their car baskets, but Yang Fan never opened them and ignored them.Yang Fan seems to be a different person, he likes to cling to Yu Wen's side, no matter what happens or not, he is used to following Yu Wen.

Yang Fan also felt the change in Yu Wen. Yu Wen seldom came to see him. Although his class was just downstairs of Yu Wen, and he went down the stairs, but Yu Wen would not come to the class to look for him after school at night. Wait by the bike.Yu Wen leaned against the corner every night, curled up to sleep, at first, Yang Fan thought that Yu Wen's leg was hurting, so he had to sleep against the corner.

However, in the second year of junior high school.Yang Fan also began to grow. Although his legs didn't hurt very much, he also felt that Yu Wen didn't need to be close to the corner at all.Yang Fan feels equally sensitively that Yu Wen is keeping a distance from himself, and the distance between him and himself is getting farther and farther.

One day in the second day of junior high school, Yang Fan had a strange dream in the middle of the night after he lay down to sleep. The slender hands were cooling himself under the light. Yang Fan held those hands, feeling unprecedentedly comfortable and happy. Yang Fan was curious and wanted to look up at the owner of the hands, but no matter how focused he was, he couldn’t see clearly the person who was only one step away. , Yang Fan held hands tightly, feeling like he was flying up in vain.

Yang Fan felt an indescribable feeling, warm, so he woke up, glanced out the window, it was still night, and continued to sleep, when he unconsciously touched his quilt, he felt a puddle of sticky marks, Yang Fan sniffed it, but there was no smell. He just read the textbook on puberty yesterday, and he clearly knew what happened to him.

He was a little scared. Although he knew what was going on, he didn't know what to do next. The book only said that this thing would come, but it didn't say what would happen after it was over?

Yang Fan got up quietly and creptly folded his sheets. Yu Wen was sleeping soundly in the corner. Yang Fan tiptoed to the yard. Today is No. 15. Yang Fan thought about the day. The bright moon hangs in the sky, illuminating the yard brightly, the feeling of comfort in the body gradually recedes, and what remains is an indescribable nausea and discomfort.

Yang Fan was a little flustered, and quietly went back to the house, lying on the bed, Yang Fan couldn't fall asleep, thinking wildly in his mind, he turned over, heard Yu Wen's steady breathing, and gently patted Yu Wen awake.

Yu Wen looked at Yang Fan who was restless waiting for his advantages, and said calmly: "It's okay, I've lived like this too. Just sleep and eat something good."

Yang Fan calmed down and told about the strange dream he had sitting on, while Yu Wen lay down and listened.Halfway through hearing it, after sitting down, I covered myself with a sheet and said, "It's normal, it's okay, it's all like this, it's quite normal, go to sleep."

Yang Fan then asked: "Then what dream did you have?"

"I, I, I forgot, it's been a long time." Yu Wen said while curling up and facing Yang Fan, he looked at Yang Fan calmly, wanted to say something to Yang Fan, but didn't know what to say?

Yang Fan looked at Yu Wen's neck, where there was a protruding Adam's apple, and couldn't help stretching out his warm hand to touch it.Yu Wen bounced up suddenly, leaned against the corner, and shouted urgently: "What are you doing?"

"Just touch it, I'm going to grow in a few days, I want to know what it looks like." Yang Fan was so frightened that he withdrew his hand.

"Touch your own in a few days." Yu Wen said, wrapping himself in the quilt, and sleeping with his back against Yang Fan.

Yu Wen heard the sound of steady breathing coming from Yang Fan's direction, stuck out his head, looked at Yang Fan who was sleeping beside him, and then stared at the beam of the room all night until dawn.

The next day, Yu Wen took Yang Fan to school by bicycle. Yang Fan grabbed the school uniform on both sides of Yu Wen's waist and put his hands in. Yu Wen resisted a little, but didn't say anything. He often puts his hands in his pockets.

Yu Wen took Yang Fan to ride on the way to school, his legs got longer and longer, and their car got smaller and smaller. The bike used in primary school was already making noise when he was in junior high school. Yu Wen rang the bell on the bike , taking advantage of not riding across the intersection, said: "Let's change cars."

"Okay, there is no class tomorrow, let's go and have a look."

On school days, Yu Wen sat in the front row and listened carefully to the class, but he was getting taller and taller. As long as he raised his head, he would block the back, so he had to shrink his shoulders and lie on the desk all the time. As time passed, Yu Wen's back became more and more serious. camel.Yang Fan sat in the back row, and all the teachers gave up on Yang Fan, feeling sorry for such a pretty face, it would be a pity if he didn't study.When Yang Fan was rebellious, he simply looked at the teacher, sat in the last row reading novels, and didn't even lift his head in class.

Yang Fan and Yu Wen wandered around the market, picking out the car they liked, and Yu Wen saw the most flashy one at a glance. The paint on the frame gleamed under the light, the wheels were big and cool, and the price was also shiny. One thousand and five, they came here with two or three hundred second-hand bicycles, who would have thought that such a cool car coming out of the road would block the way.

Yang Fan stood by the car for a while, and said, "Why don't we buy this one." Yu Wen took his hand off the car, and asked incredulously, "What did you say?"

"Buy this one."

Yu Wen thought that Yang Fan didn't know the price, so he quietly reached out and gestured with the price. After reading it, Yang Fan still said he wanted to buy this car.

Yu Wen's eyes sparkled, and he asked, "Where do you have so much money?"

"It will be ready in a few days, and their photography shop called me to work."

Yu Wen was happy at first, but when he heard Yang Fan's words, he lowered his face and said, "Do you know what date it is? The midterm exam is only a few days away, so you won't study anymore."

"Don't delay." Yang Fan said indifferently while touching the handlebar.

"No delay, where is no delay? Do you know where your name comes from? On the name list posted by the school, you are counting down, do you know?" Yu Wen said and poked the car seat vigorously.

"It's fine if you don't count correctly. What you learn is what I learned." Yang Fan said with a playful smile.

Yu Wen rolled his eyes and said: "If you don't study, what do you want to do? Your father and your grandfather let you study, so you just learn like this."

Yang Fan didn't speak, the air was so quiet that people were afraid, Yu Wen knew that he was in a hurry and said something wrong, so he licked his lips and said, "Don't worry, I'm also doing it for your own good."

"Well, it's all for my own good. You and the teacher said exactly the same." Yang Fan said, turned his head and left.Yang Fan hates this way of speaking, they are all in a way that is good for themselves, and they pierce the needle from their hearts. In the classroom, the teacher pretends to care about himself, puts it in front of the whole class, hurts himself over and over again, and emphasizes studying hard The importance of it, I never expected that when I came out of the classroom, I left it here with Yu Wen, and encountered it again.

Yu Wen called Yang Fan, Yang Fan walked on the road without looking back, "Yang Fan, Yang Fan, hey, what are you doing, I didn't mean it."

"Don't do anything, go to study. Isn't it bad to study, go to study." Yang Fan kept walking forward with a straight face, Yu Wen grabbed Yang Fan's collar, Yang Fan shook his hand violently, throwing Yu Wen away. In the back, keep going.

Yu Wen followed Yang Fan, followed, and his rebellious spirit also came up, turned around and walked towards home, and as he walked, he remembered again, that is not his home, that is Yang Fan's home, if he wants to go back, he should also It was Yang Fan who went back.

Yu Wen didn't know where he should go, he was wandering in the street, when a bus came ahead, it was a number he was familiar with, and he was going in the direction that he went year after year, but failed to return In this place, Yu Wen put a coin into the car and came to a familiar place. Although he and Yang Fan had spent seven years of happy time in the alley, the two of them were playing and laughing in the alley, but Yu Wen’s In my heart, I always felt that the shantytown that was demolished back then was my home, but now, my heart's home moved to the mental hospital with my father's migration.

Yu Wen stood at the door, and the security guard gradually became familiar with himself, saying hello, "Here we come, it's so cold, come in and have a seat."

Yu Wen was sitting in the security room, holding a glass of water, looking through the window at the people in the yard. It was getting dark, and they went back to the house to rest one by one. Yu Wen looked at them, but he still didn't find his father. Wen became more and more aware that he couldn't find it the first time he looked for it, and his memory became more and more blurred afterwards, how could he find it, but Yu Wen always convinced himself that his father was among them, and he would definitely find it.

Yu Wen sat by the radiator and chatted with the security guard: "Master, do you think the people here will get better one day, remember the past, and then go out through the gate."

"Hey, how can it be, if things get better, their families won't let them go back. They might as well live here forever and die."

When Yu Wen heard the words "dead and pulled down", his mind buzzed instantly, "dead." Yu Wen repeated.

"That's right, they all go out lying down." The security guard took a sip of hot tea and pointed to the door.

Yu Wen couldn't help wondering if his father was dead, he was so stupid, he was bullied by himself on the street, let alone a mental hospital, would abnormal people be bullied to death by them? , Will it have been carried out long ago?Could it be that he died eight years ago, so I couldn't find him.

Yu Wen didn't dare to think about it, his hands were cold and stiff, and he held the radiator tightly, allowing gusts of hot air to flow into his body.

Yu Wen was walking on the street, there was no bus for a long time, Yu Wen felt that it was time for him to go home, Yang Fan must have gone home at this point, he was growing up recently, he had cramps every night and couldn't sleep, he should go back to accompany him Yes, what's more, if I said something wrong, I made a mistake first.

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