ghost lights

Li Shang walked around the community before finding Su Boyan's residence. It was only because the community was so green that it was easy to dazzle people.

He took the elevator up to the third floor and found Su Boyan's room. Just as Li Shang was about to knock on the door, the door was suddenly pulled open from the inside, and then a young girl with an angry face stepped out of the room and slammed the door hard , walk away.

Li Shang looked at the girl's back, did she argue with her boyfriend?

"Why are you here?" A low and hoarse voice rang in his ears, Li Shang turned his head and found that Su Boyan was leaning against the door with his arms folded, with a playful expression on his face.

Su Boyan was one of the few relatives of Li Tang who knew what Li Shang looked like.He is eight years older than Li Shang and five years younger than Li Tang.When Li Tang adopted Li Shang, Su Boyan was still in college, and he had a good relationship with Li Tang, so he would go to Li Tang to live there during the holidays, so he got to know Li Shang.

Su Boyan is Li Tang's nephew, and Li Tang has many nephews and nieces, but he cares most about Su Boyan, probably because he spent a long time with Su Boyan since he was a child, and the two of them get along like friends. In addition, Li Tang's appearance looks small, and he is not as tall as Su Boyan. The two are often mistaken for brothers by others.

"I have something to tell you." Li Shang took out a card and handed it to Su Boyan, which contained 50 yuan.

"What do you mean?" Su Boyan put away his unscrupulous smirk, and looked at the card coldly.

"This is what he left for you. He asked me to bring it to you personally. Also, he is no longer here, so he won't let me..." Before he finished speaking, Li Shang felt a tightness in his chest and a hard feeling in his back. He slammed into the wall, and the back of his head made intimate contact with the wall, making a loud bang.

"Say it again!" Su Boyan suspected that he heard it wrong, so he would not believe that Li Tang died like this, but these days, no one answered the messages and calls to Li Tang...

The person next door who was about to go out to throw out the garbage saw two people standing in the corridor as if they were about to fight, so he was so frightened that he quickly closed the door. The garbage can be thrown away at any time, so forget it now.

Su Boyan glared at the man, grabbed Li Shang by the collar and dragged him into the house, the poor door was slammed down again with a bang.

The house was a mess, with clothes strewn all over the place, curtains blocking the light from outside, the lights turned to the dimmest setting, and it didn't look like a place to live, it looked like a den.

Li Shang was thrown on the sofa, his butt was hurt by a hard object, he took it out and saw it was a glasses case.

Su Boyan's eyes are a bit nearsighted, Li Tang took them to buy this glasses case on his 20th birthday, Su Boyan was so happy at that time, unexpectedly he still kept it.

Li Shang just wanted to open it to see if the glasses inside were still the same one, but a slender hand took away the glasses case in his hand.

Su Boyan's hand has distinct joints and long fingers, which are very beautiful. Li Tang once said, "Boyan's hand is the most precious hand, and it is a life-saving hand. It must be well protected."

As a doctor, Su Boyan lived up to expectations and was admitted to the best medical school. Now he should be studying abroad, and Li Shang just wanted to come here to try his luck. He didn't expect to see Su Boyan. It took them several years We haven't met each other, even if we do meet, Su Boyan is always clinging to Li Tang and rarely talks to him.

Li Tang's suicide note stated that there is no need to hold a funeral, don't invite anyone to come, let alone tell Su Boyan, and tell him when everything is over.

Li Shang handed over the will to Su Boyan, and said other things that needed to be said. After saying this, Su Boyan still didn't say a word, as if the young man with a smirk that Li Shang just saw was just an illusion.

Perhaps in everyone's heart, there is a person who is most important, and there is no room for a second such existence. For Su Boyan, Li Tang is probably this person. Li Shang didn't know why Su Boyan was so attached to his uncle. , but he knows now.

Maybe all the dreams he had when he came here by train were real.He once saw Su Boyan in a dream, very frequently.

He saw how Su Boyan's parents put pressure on their eldest son, because they hated their son because they fell behind in one ranking. At that time, Su Boyan was only five years old, and he had to take this kind of art class, this kind of education that encourages growth Li Tang is very disdainful of the way, but he can't persuade his eldest sister.

The eldest sister of Litang is very capable, tactful, and calm in dealing with things. In just three years, her small business has grown bigger and bigger, and she has earned more and more money. However, she is not biased towards the way her son is educated.

Li Tang felt that Su Boyan was very pitiful, so he went to the eldest sister's house to play with Su Boyan in his spare time. The two children who were five years apart, what could they play?

The eldest sister of Litang is very kind to Litang, because Litang is excellent in his studies, he is in the top three in every exam, and he can get awards every year. Maybe it is because her younger brother is so good, so she treats her son even more. Strict, but if Li Tang wants to take Su Boyan to play, she will still agree. She hopes that her younger brother can bring her son to be more outstanding.

It can be said that Li Tang gave Su Boyan a complete childhood, without Li Tang, Su Boyan's childhood would be bleak.

I heard from Li Tang before that Su Boyan ranked first in every exam in junior high school and high school, and there were occasional gaps, but they were all minor problems. commend.

Li Shang remembered a scene in his dream, when Li Tang was watching cartoons in the house, Li Tang found that Su Boyan hadn't come back for a long time, so he went out to look for him, and then found Su Boyan squatting in the yard crying silently.

"Why are you crying? Are you homesick?" Li Tang knelt down next to Su Boyan and asked suspiciously.

"I don't want you to die." Su Boyan's voice was choked up, and Li Tang listened to this sentence several times before he heard it clearly.

"I'm still so young, how could I die." Li Tang smiled, and he continued, "Besides, when I die, you will have grown up, and by that time, you won't die." I am so sad because I died. Adults are very strong, and there are endless things to do every day. How can you be so sad because someone died? Did you listen to what someone said? How could it be? Suddenly think so?"

Su Boyan shook his head, stopped his tears, and went to watch cartoons with Li Tang.

"Is that woman just now... your girlfriend?" Li Shang suddenly remembered, and he almost forgot.

"We broke up a long time ago, just a woman who loves vanity." Su Boyan said lightly, and Li Shang was not sure whether he was heartbroken or had calmly accepted the reality of his uncle's death.

"That's it... the password is your birthday, I'll go back first, take care." Li Tang handed over the card again and put it on the coffee table in front of Su Boyan. He stood up and took his own card. backpack and left.

He is not familiar with Su Boyan, he only knows that Su Boyan is a bad boy who competes with him for Litang's attention, and nothing else.

"Do you know Gu Chi?" Su Boyan suddenly asked loudly the moment he was about to step out of the room.

His body was trembling violently, Li Shang almost couldn't stand still, he gave the door frame a little help, who is Gu Chi?Why does this name feel so familiar.

"I don't know." Li Shang calmed down and left firmly.

Grandma has seen it too, and Su Boyan has seen it too, and he can finally go home.Li Shang felt so tired, so tired, he forgot how he got on the train and how he opened the door.

"Gu Chi, Gu Chi, don't sleep, or you will be late if you sleep again."

Li Shang was lying on the bed, he was a little dizzy and had no strength in his body.There was a boy beside him who kept shaking him.

"Why are you so hot? Your head is also very hot. It must be a fever. I'll tell the teacher later, so you can sleep well."

After the boy finished speaking, he stopped shaking Li Shang, and seemed to leave.Li Shang vaguely heard the sound of the door closing.

After an unknown period of time, the boy's voice rang in his ears again.

"Gu Chi, get up and take your medicine. I bought it for you out of my own pocket. You need to get better soon."

The young man helped Li Shang up, Li Shang felt his jaw was opened, and then a few pills were put into his mouth with one hand, and finally warm water flowed into his throat.

"Have a good rest. I'll come back to see you at noon. The bread I bought for you is on the table. If you're hungry, eat it yourself. I'm going to class, bye."

The boy left again, is he calling himself Gu Chi?Are you calling him?Isn't his name Li Shang?Why did he become Gu Chi again?Or are you dreaming now?

This time, after a long time, the boy came again.

"How is it? Do you feel better?"

The young man reached out and touched Li Shang's forehead, and gave Li Shang some antipyretic medicine.

"Why do you care so much about him? It's just a... person with no sense of existence."

Another somewhat unruly voice sounded.

"How can we say that we are also roommates, shouldn't we take care of each other?"

"Then will you take care of me like this when I'm sick?"

"nonsense!"

"Good Li Tang, I knew you loved me the most."

"leave me alone."

When Li Shang heard Li Tang's name, he wanted to open his eyes to take a look, but he couldn't even move, as if he couldn't control this body.

But Li Shang still saw it, because Gu Chi opened his eyes, and through Gu Chi's eyes, he saw the 17-year-old Li Tang.

"You finally woke up. Do you know how serious your fever is? Don't worry, I've told the teacher that you don't need to go to class. If you are afraid of missing the class, you can read my notes." Li Tang said with a smile. Worried, said a lot.

"Thank you." Gu Chi struggled to say two words, then closed his eyes again, and Li Shang's sight was also blocked.

"You're welcome, I'm going to class first, you should have a good rest." After finishing speaking, Li Tang went out with another boy.The voices of the two reached Li Shang's ears from afar.

"Why are you so nice to him? I get annoyed when I see him."

"Am I treating you badly? Are you jealous?"

"I'm... jealous! I'm jealous!"

"I didn't ask you to come, you insisted on following."

"..."

Gu Chi opened his eyes again, and sat up slowly. Through his eyes, Li Shang could tell that this was a dormitory for six people.

Gu Chi went to the toilet, came back and took a look at the bread on the table, ignored it, went back to bed and lay down, pulled the quilt over, and started to sleep again.

Li Shang was in a hurry, if he was trapped in Gu Chi's body and couldn't get out, he wouldn't be able to see Li Tang, but it's useless to be anxious, he can only wait now.

Gu Chi lay down until night and didn't eat a single bite of food all day. Li Shang could actually feel hungry. He couldn't control this body, but he could feel all the sensations of this body. It's so cheating!

Li Tang came back again, this time he came back to sleep, he also came back once before, to supervise Gu Chi to take medicine.

"You still don't feel better? Then I'll ask you to take another leave tomorrow. Are you really not going to go home and rest?"

"You don't need to go home." Gu Chi couldn't stop shaking when he heard the word home, and Li Shang felt the fear that went deep into his bones.

"Okay then, you need to get better soon."

Several other roommates rushed back one after another, and politely asked about Gu Chi's condition. Li Tang answered them one by one on behalf of Gu Chi. He knew that Gu Chi was withdrawn and didn't like to communicate with others. Definitely more reluctant to speak.

The next morning, Gu Chi still didn't go to class, even the teacher came to see him and told him to take a good rest.

In the afternoon, Gu Chi finally went to class, and Li Shang was finally able to see places other than the dormitory and the toilet.

Li Tang saw Gu Chi walking into the classroom, and waited until Gu Chi sat down before walking over to greet him.

"Has the fever gone?"

Li Shang looked at Li Tang, who was right in front of him, and felt filled with emotions. He was so real, within reach, and no longer an illusion. He hadn't seen Li Tang for a long time, but he could only see it through other people's eyes. Go and see, not reconciled.

"En." Gu Chi replied lightly.

Li Shang could feel that Gu Chi wanted to talk to Li Tang, but Gu Chi always responded to Li Tang's concern with a few short words.

"Li Tang, let's go and watch me play."

Li Shang looked at the boy who was talking, his whole body was full of sunshine and vitality, his handsome face showed the smile of a charming girl, he wore a blue headband on his head, and he was wearing brand-name clothes.

"Okay, then I'll go first." Li Tang and Gu Chi said goodbye, and ran to the boy, who put his arm on Li Tang's shoulder, and the two left talking and laughing.

Gu Chi looked at the backs of the two people and clenched his fists.Li Shang felt pain in his hands, this Gu Chi couldn't be a psychopath, why did he look at him so bitterly and bitterly?