ghost lights

"What kind of person do you think he is?" A deep male voice sounded from inside the black cheetah, breaking the original silence in the car.

"I like small animals, I like to eat sweets, I hate running and love sports, too emotional..." The young man said a lot, he didn't expect that he would remember so many things about that person, he obviously didn't know that person very well .

"It's similar to other people's evaluations, so do you hate him?" The man's voice sounded again.

The young man shook his head, and after a while he spoke again: "I just don't understand why he kicked me out."

The young man looked out the car window at the rapidly receding scenery. It started to rain outside, and the raindrops fell on the car window, very small.

"Would you like to hear his story?"

The man sitting next to him was wearing a gray overcoat buttoned neatly in a row. He adjusted his sitting posture, his buttocks were a little stiff after sitting in the car for a long time.

"can."

The young man nodded and sat up straight. He was actually a little curious about that person's past, but every time he asked that person, that person always smiled and didn't answer. It was rare to hear about that person from someone else this time. You must inquire carefully about the matter.

"He is a very complicated person, let me tell you from the beginning, anyway, it will take a long time.

We met in the first year of high school. He was the seventh in the class when he first entered the class. I was the eighth in the class. The sixth one was a girl. There is a particularly funny episode here, which is on the meal card issued by the school. There are our names and photos, but his name and the girl’s name were mixed up. At that time, we often teased him and the girl about it, but after so long, I forgot what the girl’s name was. " said the man with a smile.

"Li Tang is a very enthusiastic person. Later, he was selected by the mathematics teacher as the representative of the mathematics class. He had more opportunities to contact other people. His enthusiasm infected many people. At that time, he was like a social butterfly. , wandering among all kinds of people at will, everyone likes him very much, and likes to ask him to borrow math homework.

At that time, we were in the ordinary class, and less than one-third of the students really worked hard. In fact, it is not so much that everyone likes him, it is better to say that they like to curry favor with him. Try to make friends with him.

At that time, he was really stupid, stupid and naive, he really thought that everyone in the class was nice and wanted to be friends with him sincerely, you don’t know, I saw him so happy, really Want to poke his eyes out.

I was sitting in front of him at that time, watching him being played around by others every day, I was so angry, but I was not familiar with him at the time, and I was not a roommate in a dormitory, so what qualifications can I say about him, but I I still did some things, for example, after class, the recess time is only 10 minutes. We have two tables of four people, and we often pass the time by chatting. Every time he talks, I will tease him, or tease him, and force him. He couldn't speak, but when he saw that he couldn't get in, he really gave up. He didn't say anything, just smiled foolishly and listened to the three of us.

My attitude towards him can be said to be quite bad, but every time I meet him on the road or in the corridor of the dormitory, he will still greet me warmly. Greeting me with suspicion, I felt a little bit sorry, and I thought at the time, maybe he was really too kind.

Half a year later, we were divided into classes, and he successfully entered the Peiyou class. At that time, there were 22 classes in the first grade of our school, and there were six in the Peiyou class. Unfortunately, I failed. A total of ten people in our class entered the Peiyou class. In class, his grades are not very good. Although he was seventh when he entered the class, he is usually in the top 30. I didn't expect him to be a dark horse, hiding so deeply. "The man clicked his tongue twice, as if he was complaining that the person he was talking about was not kind.

"After we were divided into classes, we had fewer chances to meet each other.

He had a really good time with another boy before he was divided into classes. How can I say the two of them, they were like glue, inseparable, but that guy was not as good at studying as me, so they naturally separated.

Although we are separated, it is like an arrangement of fate. We meet each other on the road almost every time we eat, and I sometimes ignore him. After all, we are in an ordinary class and a training class, and our relationship was not very good before. I guess he won't talk to me, but he is still the same as before, shouting my name when he sees me, even if he sees me from far away, he will yell, making me feel The name is particularly tall.

When I heard him call me, I don't know why, but I felt warm in my heart, as if I was his important person. It seems that he didn't mind the things that I often didn't give him face in the past.

In fact, I was also kind at that time. How could he naively think that everyone is a good person? I deliberately played the role of that villain to let him understand the dark side of this world, but he actually influenced me. I couldn't help but be attracted by him. Attractive with an optimistic and cheerful personality, he is really a very nice person.

We are not in the same university, but we still keep in touch. He likes to travel alone, but he is afraid of any danger. Before he leaves, he will tell me where he went, what he ate, and his parents’ phone number. , and keep in touch with me every day. If he doesn’t contact me, it means that he has an accident. Let me call the police. If you want to go, you still insist that you want to travel all over the country, why don't you say he doesn't go to heaven?But I think, if there is such a condition, he will definitely go.

He just can't control his own feet. If you lock him in a room and give him a mobile phone, computer, and food, he can play for three to five days. After a long time, he will want to escape. He is such a person, loves freedom and hates bondage. "

"That's all for now. It seems that I know a little more than you, hehe."

The person driving in front suddenly spoke.

"What do you know, tell me."

The man said with a smile.

"I know a lot about you, and about him."

The man in front stretched out a hand, pointed his index finger at the young man, and looked forward with both eyes.

"You still know about me? Hmph, it seems that Li Tang is talking nonsense when he says he regards me as his best friend! He even told you about me." The man was a little annoyed, folded his arms and stopped. say.

"Don't be angry, you are indeed his best friend, listen to me slowly.

I met Li Tang when I was a freshman. At that time, I was still a young man who was addicted to games. My mother was very strict with me. After I finally got into college, I was far away from home, so I completely indulged myself.

We met during a game competition. There were sixteen teams in total. Unfortunately, our team was kicked out in the first round. Still don't mention this.

Anyway, we have known each other since then. He is a year older than me. If I have something I don’t know, I will ask him for help. As you said, he is a very enthusiastic person, and he knows everything.

At the beginning, we didn’t have much contact. Usually, I took the initiative to approach him. He never approached me. I even proposed to review together before the final exam. Hehe, I have a thick skin, so don’t mind.

Because he often helps me, and I can't let people worry about it for nothing, so I invite him to dinner or watch a movie occasionally, anyway, I gradually get to know him, and half a year later, he will also take the initiative to send me messages. Really It's not easy. "The man sighed and continued.

"When we were sophomores, we took the same elective course. Once the teacher said, what is a real friend? After class, I walked with him on the road and discussed this topic. That's when he told me about you of.

He said, he only has two friends, one is you and the other is me, do you want to hear how he evaluates you? "

"Don't be so secretive, tell me quickly!" The people behind urged.

"He said he didn't regard you as a friend." The man driving the car paused deliberately, and the atmosphere in the car suddenly became quiet.

Seeing the aggrieved face of the man in the rearview mirror, the driver continued: "Don't get me wrong, he doesn't mean to hate you, but he never thought that he would have friends. I recognized you as his friend because of a sentence you said to him during the summer vacation of the third year of high school. He always remembered that sentence, and it was precisely because of that sentence that you completely walked into his heart and became his The only friend, he told me that Wang Yukang is the only person he will not give up, the only person who will not doubt, do you know what this means?"

The tone of the person in front was a little low, as if thinking of some bad memories.

"Hmph, so he didn't lie to me. Of course I know what it means. He told me more than once whether to leave you, whether to give up on your friend, but he didn't give up after all, did he?" Wang Yukangshu He breathed a sigh of relief, in a good mood, and raised his eyebrows involuntarily.

"I didn't think too much about it at that time. I don't know why he kept asking me some strange questions and telling me some philosophical things. I didn't understand, so I could only apologize for doing something wrong, but I also Not sure where I went wrong, but I understand now.

In fact, I am a little envious of you, really, he once quarreled with me, twice in total, one time he was probably out of breath, and said: What are friends, I don’t need them!Alas, that's when I realized that I really seemed to be doing something wrong.

Later, we had a cold war for half a year. At that time, because I met a girl I liked, I always ignored Li Tang. He said that I was ungrateful for sex, but I still ignored him. He should have felt sorry for me at that time. Disappointed, I should have seen it during the first fight, but I ignored it. "

"I can feel that he treats you differently than he treats me. He has never quarreled with me, and he will not show any negative emotions in front of me. Even if he has troubles, even if he quarrels with you, He also just joked with me, and after describing it calmly, he sent out emojis, laughing himself to death."

Wang Yukang's expression was gentle, recalling the good memories of the past.

Seeing the two talking and laughing, Li Shang felt an indescribable feeling in his heart.

He was adopted by Li Tang from an orphanage when he was 12 years old. At that time, Li Tang was only 25 years old. It is rare for a child of his age to be adopted by a family, but he was lucky to meet Li Tang.

Li Tang treats him very well, but not too much. He supports him in school, spends his birthday with him every year, and takes him out for travel.

The days with Li Tang are very happy, Li Tang seems to have no family, because he has never seen Li Tang's friends and relatives in the past ten years, except for Uncle Wang Yukang and Uncle Liu Guisha in front of him, Li Tang He basically doesn't interact with outsiders, which is very inconsistent with his gentle personality.

When he was 22 years old, he was in his senior year and had a girlfriend. The girl was very nice. He planned to wait for the relationship to stabilize before telling Li Tang the good news. However, what was waiting for him was a girl with only his name. account book.

"Take the account book and don't come back again. I will call you for the living expenses."

This is the first time he saw such a strange Li Tang, so cold-blooded and ruthless.Li Shang was very angry, he didn't understand why Li Tang drove him away, just because he had a girlfriend?

Li Tang had indeed told him not to fall in love early, and not to have sex with girls, otherwise Li Tang would not want him, but he is already 22, is this still a puppy love?He didn't understand, he wanted to ask Li Tang himself, but no matter how hard he knocked on the door, he couldn't open it, and when he went back the next day, the building was already empty.

The house was rented, Li Tang did not buy this house, he completely lost contact with Li Tang, those days, he didn't know how he got here, he was very decadent, his girlfriend couldn't see him like this, broke up with him hands.

Until two years later, that is today, these two uncles who had met several times found him and told him that Li Tang was dying, and asked him to see Li Tang for the last time.

Why do you have to die again?Li Tang is only 35 years old, he is still young, why is he about to die?With unusually heavy steps, he got into the car and went to see his adoptive father whom he hadn't seen for two years.

He still remembers Li Tang's voice and smile, all the good memories between them, not to mention Li Tang's cold and hopeless eyes at the end, he wants to ask the reason why they are so ruthless when they are living together After ten years, how can you just throw it away? Is Li Tang's heart made of stone?

I heard from Wang Yukang that when Li Tang was a freshman in high school, he was a social butterfly in the class, but why is he unwilling to have a close friendship with anyone now?Why can't I forget Liu Guisha, wandering between giving up and keeping him?He didn't know any of this, he knew nothing about Li Tang's past.

"Uncle Wang, can you tell me what you said to him?"

Wang Yukang rubbed his head, and smiled awkwardly: "That...it happened many years ago, and it hurts so much to say it, so let's not talk about it, haha, haha."

"At least you said it yourself. I was forced to say it by Li Tang. However, I don't regret saying it, but after all, I didn't say it on my own initiative. It always feels bad. It's also the reason why Li Tang told you everything first, and he still doesn't believe me!"

Liu Guisha patted the steering wheel in anger.

"He believes me alone is enough, you are at most half a person, your EQ has been eaten by a dog, and you don't understand anything in your 20s, and you always hurt Li Tang's heart, you deserve it!" Wang Yukang gloated.

"Then I'm also the second most important thing in his heart. I'm better than that so-and-so. He's himself... Well, stop talking, stop talking, change the topic, change the topic."

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and the car windows were covered by a layer of rain curtains, so it was impossible to see the outside scene clearly, just like Li Tang's past, which was blurry and very attractive to Li Shang, wanting to know more about Li Tang.

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