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Su Ziye wandered aimlessly on the street for several days.Since he left Fengyang Gate that night, he traveled westward all night, and finally settled in this small town called "Yulian Town".

He didn't know what would happen to Fengyangmen, nor did he know how his father's health was.But those, he has no time to take care of now.The backlash force in his body continued to attack, burning his internal organs ached, and his whole body felt tearing. He curled up on the ground, waiting for the pain to disappear gradually.

Su Ziye's white clothes were already in a mess, his hair was messy and tangled, and he could even smell a sour smell emanating from his body.

After finally overcoming the backlash, a strong sense of hunger hit my heart again.Su Ziye has never been hungry since he was a child, Wang Ma cooks his three meals a day, and makes some dishes he likes in different ways every day.Even, sometimes when he loses his temper, he will deliberately skip eating, and Jian Chun has to dance and coax him noisily before he can eat a few bites.Thinking about it now, I just feel that I am naive to the extreme.

Su Ziye leaned against the wall and slowly straightened up. There was a steamed bun stall not far from his eyes. The round steamed buns were steaming on the steamer. The smell of meat mixed with chopped green onions stimulated his taste buds.He rummaged all over his body, but he couldn't find a copper coin.He was in a hurry when he left Fengyangmen, so he didn't have the time to think about silver at that moment.

Su Ziye is arrogant, and has been held in the palm of his hand for 13 years. If he is asked to humbly ask others for alms, he will never be able to do it.After thinking about it, I finally realized that there was a small jadeite on the belt that tied my hair. It was a gift from my father for his 13th birthday.Although he was reluctant to give up in every possible way, the hunger was too unbearable. Su Ziye thought for a while, took off the belt and held it in his hand, and walked slowly to the steamed stuffed bun stand.

The owner of the steamed stuffed bun stall was a tall and thick man, seeing Su Ziye approaching, he said impatiently: "Small business, no charity."

Su Ziye stared at the round bun, swallowed, and said, "I want a bun."

The boss gave him a blank look, "Three Wen for one, and five Wen for two. Pay first, and then I'll give you the buns."

Su Ziye looked down at the hair tie in his hand, and said hesitantly, "I don't have any money, but..."

When the boss heard this, he pushed him away forcefully, "You stinky beggar, are you kidding me? You won't give alms if you say it, you can't understand people's words, can you?"

Where in Su Ziye's life had he ever been so angry, his young master's temper also came up, and he said, "I said, I want a steamed stuffed bun!"

The boss threw the rag on his shoulders to the edge of the cage, rolled up his sleeves and said angrily, "You little bastard, find fault! You can still pretend to be me if you have no money! If you are obediently kneeling on the ground, give me If you lick your shoes clean, maybe when I'm in a good mood, I can reward you with a stinky bun!"

Su Ziye looked at him coldly, and said angrily: "Who are you calling a bastard! You still want me to lick your shoes? I'm a majestic... Anyway, I'm not someone like you who can humiliate me!"

The boss sneered, and said: "What are you dignified? No matter what you do, you are just a poor and stinky beggar. You have things that your mother gave birth to but not taught by your father, why don't you hurry up!!"

Su Ziye was completely enraged by these words. With a loud roar, he directly raised his hand and overturned the steamer. The round buns were wrapped in mud and turned farther and farther.

The boss was furious when he saw this, and raised his hand to grab Su Ziye's neck.Su Ziye took a few steps back, dodged it, grabbed a broken branch at the foot, put it in his right hand, and pressed it fiercely against the boss's heart. After a while, the boss couldn't take it anymore, and he spat Phlegm, holding his heart and retreating again and again, said angrily: "Stinky boy, you wait for me!!"

The boss ran away, so Su Ziye threw the branch and nestled back into the corner again.After making such a fuss, his physical strength was exhausted even faster, Su Ziye was a little annoyed that he had overthrown the stall, and now he didn't even have to eat the buns.

The hunger became more and more intense. Su Ziye felt his brain start to buzz. He stared blankly at the cold buns covered with mud on the ground. The feeling of disgust in his heart gradually dissipated. He rushed forward and stuffed the steamed stuffed bun on the ground into his mouth.

He wolfed down one and grabbed another. However, just after taking two bites, the boss came back with several men.

Su Ziye hurriedly went to find the branch that was thrown away just now. Seeing this, the boss kicked him in the chest. Su Ziye dodged to avoid it. Suddenly, the feeling of backlash swept through his whole body.He was unsteady and fell to his knees. The boss stepped on his right hand and crushed it hard. He laughed and said, "Aren't you amazing just now? Why can't you stand up now?"

Su Ziye curled up, enduring the pain, clenched his left hand into a claw shape, grabbed the boss by the ankle, and threw him to the ground.

The boss was furious, got up from the ground, and greeted the other big men, "Hit me!! Beat this little bastard to death!!"

Several people surrounded Su Ziye, and everyone kicked him fiercely, again and again.

Su Ziye was kicked so hard that his eyes stared, he seemed to have the illusion that his ribs were about to be kicked off, coupled with the tearing feeling of backlash, his face turned pale from the pain, and he clenched his fingers together, desperately trying not to let himself go. Let out a sound.

After an unknown amount of time, the group of people finally stopped, and the boss spit on Su Ziye's face and shouted, "Don't let me see you again, or if I see you once, hit me once!"

Suddenly, the boss noticed something in his right hand, so he squatted down, opened his fingers, saw the emerald headband, smiled, and said with a smile: "You, a little beggar, must have stolen it." Yes! I took it away, as a compensation for my bun stall!"

Su Ziye's mouth was filled with the taste of blood, and he tremblingly said in a cold voice, "Give it back...give it back to me..."

The boss seemed to hear some joke, "Give it back to you? Why do you want to give it back to you? You smashed my bun shop and ate a few more buns from me, but you didn't pay the money, and you still want me to return it to you, don't I'm dreaming!" At the end, he kicked Su Ziye hard in the heart, and walked away with the rest of the big men.

Su Ziye lay motionless on the ground, just staring fiercely at the figure of the boss going away.After a long time, slowly crawling towards the corner, he felt that there was a hole in his heart. The pain in his body and the hatred in his heart seemed to be unable to fill that hole.He knew that it was the grievance and sadness of leaving home.

He raised his head and closed his eyes, trying not to let the tears stay.Suddenly, he heard footsteps around him, and quickly opened his eyes, only to see a few beggars around his age surrounding him.

One of them stared at him for a while, then said, "Are you... all right, are you new here?"

Su Ziye gave him a disgusted look, but didn't answer.

The man was not angry either, he patted his chest and continued: "We are all brothers when we come here, we will beg together in the future, we will not bully you!"

Su Ziye said coldly, "I'm not a beggar."

The beggar acted as if he hadn't heard, and introduced the group of people on his own. After the introduction, he said to Su Ziye: "We have seen everything that happened just now! The owner of the bun shop, Li, is a bully in the town. You must never provoke him again in the future! Besides, you did something wrong, don't do it next time..."

Su Ziye's face was gloomy, and he interrupted him sharply: "Is there something wrong? Are you talking about what's wrong with me?!"

The beggar was taken aback by him, and murmured: "I know it was Boss Li who looked down on you first. There are too many such filthy people, you can't beat them just because of a sarcastic remark."

Su Ziye was furious. He is the majestic young master of Fengyangmen, just because he was born with the god-breaking power of Lao Shizi, he can't use his internal power for a lifetime, suffers from backlash, and can't return home!There is a father who cannot see!Now it has been reduced to the point of being taught by beggars on the street! !Why is God so unfair to him! !Why did he have to bear all these sufferings! !

Su Ziye yelled: "Get out of here, you stinky beggars!! Why do you teach me!! But a group of dirty little beggars, dare to come and teach me?!! Get out!! Get out!! !"

The group of beggars ran away after hearing the words, muttering: "I care about you with good intentions, but you still don't appreciate it, saying that we are beggars, and you are not a dirty and smelly little beggar!! We will never care about you again!"

Su Ziye leaned against the wall suddenly, without a trace of strength in his body, he slowly closed his eyes, didn't want to care about anything, and slowly fell asleep.

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Su Ziye wandered in Yulian Town for several months.The group of beggars really didn't take care of him, and it can be said that they didn't talk to him anymore.

Su Ziye held on to that trace of arrogance in his heart, and never begged others. Occasionally, a few well-meaning people would throw him a few copper coins when they passed by, but he would throw the copper coins back ruthlessly, not wanting any sympathy from others.So he can get less and less food, and he may not even be able to eat anything for three or two days.

Although the days are getting more and more painful, Su Ziye found the only advantage, that is, as time goes by, he gradually got used to the pain of backlash, he comforted himself with a mockery: "I will get used to everything, I am not even afraid of backlash, What else is there to be afraid of..."

However, when backlash could no longer bring him pain, he felt that he gradually became a walking dead.There is no joy, no pain, the hope and light in his heart have dissipated, and even he no longer resents Boss Li of the Baozi stall.No one talked to him, no one looked at him again, life has long since lost its meaning.

Su Ziye squatted in the back alley of the inn. Every day at this time, the waiter of the inn would come to the back alley to dump some leftovers.In fact, Su Ziye no longer understood the meaning of eating, he just repeated this action numbly.

He put some rotten rice on the ground into his mouth, suddenly, a big bony dog ​​ran out beside him, staring straight at him.

Su Ziye sneered, picked up a stone and threw it at it.The dog swayed to avoid it, then arched its back, looked at him with some vigilance, and whimpered.

Su Ziye got a little impatient, picked up more stones and threw them at it together, "Get lost!"

The dog moved its legs to dodge back and forth, whimpering louder, but still did not leave.One person and one dog confronted each other for a long time, but Su Ziye suddenly came to his senses and ignored it.He thought he was crazy to be angry with a dog.

He lowered his head and continued to put the food into his mouth mechanically. Suddenly, he was hit by a soft object on his waist.Su Ziye looked down, and saw the dog rubbing its head against his waist, making a "snoring" sound in its throat, trying to step on Su Ziye's legs with its front feet, and wagging its tail from side to side.

Su Ziye moved an inch to the side expressionlessly, avoiding it.

The dog continued to move forward, becoming more and more unscrupulous, and put its head directly into Su Ziye's arms.

It is showing favor, it likes Su Ziye.

Su Ziye snorted coldly, pushed its head away, and moved further away from it.The dog didn't give up, and kept coming up, forcing Su Ziye to retreat to the corner.He glared at it impatiently, and roared angrily, "Get out! Get out!!! Get out of me!!!"

Startled, the dog stepped back slightly.Su Ziye covered her face with one hand, leaned against the wall with the other, and sat down.The next moment, a soft and slippery object covered his hand, and it was the dog carefully licking the wound on his hand.

Su Ziye slipped his hand down, stared at it blankly, two lines of tears slowly flowed down, after a long time, he fell to the ground, crying hysterically.

It wasn't because of heartache and grievance, nor was it because of physical pain. What's more, he finally realized that what he was experiencing now was almost all caused by his arrogant, barbaric, arrogant, and contemptuous personality!

He knocked over the steamed stuffed bun stall because he didn't accept insults from others. He always felt that he was a high-ranking young master, a proud son of heaven, and not someone like Boss Li who could be humiliated.

He didn't listen to the little beggar's advice because he looked down on them from the bottom of his heart, and he couldn't accept the lessons of these lowly people.

He refuses other people's good intentions because he resists others' sympathy for him, and he does not accept that they regard him as an ant.

However, there is no distinction between high and low among people, and there is no distinction between high and low in life.It was himself, who had been unable to recognize him clearly, and had been forcibly separating himself from them in his heart.

Su Ziye was lying on the ground, crying and laughing crazily, laughing and crying.

He was just suffering from a stubborn illness, so he couldn't go home and see his father again, but these were nothing!Yu Bo at the entrance of the town had a broken leg, but he still got up early and returned late every day to sell sesame seed cakes on the street; Old man Wang, who is so poor, still distributes his little food to those in need.

The goodness and beauty in life have always existed. It was him who forcibly closed his eyes, only immersed in the pain that he thought was unlucky.

It was at this moment that Su Ziye finally understood the meaning of Su Haoyang's phrase "seriously experience every day in life".

At this time, a middle-aged man came to the alley. After seeing Su Ziye, he asked, "Son, what's wrong with you? Why are you crying?"

Su Ziye took a deep breath and stood up calmly, "...it's nothing, I'll let you...let you bother."

The man walked towards him, not minding the mess on his body at all, took his hands together, and said in a warm voice: "I am Dr. Yan from the medical center in the town. Your hands are festered and festered. Come back with me, and I will treat you for you." .”

Su Ziye's eyes widened slightly, and she said embarrassedly: "No... I don't have money... I can't accept your favor for no reason."

Hall Master Yan chuckled, he felt that the child in front of him had a kind of unyielding energy, and said: "You can do odd jobs in my medical center, and use it to pay for the medical treatment."

Su Ziye raised his head, and after a long while, he bowed to Hall Master Yan, "Then...thank you, Hall Master."

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Su Ziye walked out of the alley with Master Yan, and they were followed by a big dog wagging its tail.Su Ziye looked up at the sky, and finally smiled from the bottom of her heart.

In this world, there are so many beautiful things that he has never experienced.