Like wind

The classrooms in the third year of senior high school are more spacious. In order to make students feel better, the air conditioner has always been the best.In this most comfortable environment in the whole school, the teachers hope that their students will have the expected good grades.Lu Lin was no exception. Seeing the bright sunlight shining into the clean classroom, he felt refreshed.

This kind of situation can only be found in science classes, and the liberal arts class still looks depressed. Everyone is like a scholar who hopes to be promoted.As their spiritual food, Qiu Yu went to find Lu Lin, and the power of gossip was enormous.

Watching all kinds of intimate movements for 10 minutes is equivalent to a box of coffee.At first Lu Lin wanted to collect patent fees, but later he got used to it and didn't care about it.

"You have changed a lot."

"Where is it big?"

"You weren't like this before, like a shy and bullied little daughter-in-law."

Lu Lin smiled, his eyes curved into two arcs. "Are you looking for death?" After that, Qiu Yu no longer dared to describe him like this. He saw a Swiss Army knife in Lu Lin's hand that he didn't know where to conjure up, shining coldly.

This was bought for him by a roommate after he was in the third year of high school.

In the third year of high school, the time on Saturdays was also taken away by the school to go to class.Lu Lin went to class for six days in a row. He originally wanted to stay in the dormitory for a good sleep on Zhou Tian, ​​but was called out by Qiu Yu. He was a little annoyed for a while.

"whats the matter?"

"Take you somewhere." Qiu Yu's hands were sweaty and wet to the touch.

"I just want to sleep today."

"Then I'll take you to sleep." After arriving at the destination, Qiu Yu really took him to sleep.

A very good hotel, Qiu Yu ordered the meal early, and it will probably be delivered after you settle down, and you can take a shower during the period.I even brought a change of pajamas and outerwear, and I was as fully prepared as I was going on a trip.

"Take a shower first?"

"……Can."

"There will be something to eat later, wait a minute."

"You ordered takeaway?"

"Ah."

"I'm going in..." Lu Lin felt that this day couldn't be too comfortable, so he soaked comfortably in the bathtub, using the paid bubble bath soap.

Groups of pale pink bubbles float on the water, carrying a sweet fragrance.It was only now that Lu Lin remembered that this thing is usually only available in love hotels, and even the room decorations are in warm colors, not to mention the floral shower gel and shampoo.

No wonder the waiter looked at me so strangely just now, it was Qiu Yu's fault.

He picked up a ball of bubbles and touched the frosted glass door, blowing it everywhere with his mouth.The bubbles made by this bubble bath soap are very durable, unlike ordinary ones that burst when poked.Lu Lin happily played in the bathroom for a long time, until Qiu Yu knocked on the door and asked what was wrong.

Lu Lin continued to play with the hot water, almost filling the entire bathroom with bubbles before coming out, guessing what Qiu Yu's reaction would be when he went in.

"Why did it take so long to come out? The food is almost cold."

"Okay, isn't this coming out?"

"Come and eat."

After eating, Lu Lin went to brush his teeth and wash his face, and lay down on the bed drowsy.Qiu Yu lay beside him quietly, watching his peaceful sleeping face and rising and falling abdomen, without waking him up.After a while, Lu Lin fell asleep completely before he got up.

After cleaning up the mess, he went into the toilet and found that the walls and the mirror were covered with bubbles, and there was still a pool of water in the bathtub. Qiu Yu suddenly couldn't laugh or cry, thinking that the boy lying on the bed was really naughty.

For some reason, the picture of him laughing and playing with bubbles just now appeared in his mind, and the inaudible light smile echoed in his heart.

The sleeping Lu Lin smiled, as if he had a good dream.After Qiu Yu finished washing, he also got into Lu Lin's bed and hugged him tightly for the whole night.

On Sunday morning, they went to play for half a day and then went back to school.This time Qiu Yu sent Lu Lin downstairs in the dormitory and watched him go up.

After Lu Lin returned to school, he quickly adjusted back to his study state, and did not miss the time with Qiu Yu too much.He thinks it's just a pastime, and he can't put too much thought into it. Who knows what Qiu Yu thinks.

Life in the third year of high school is dark blue, and there is no time for entertainment.The quiet big self-study class, the whistling sound of the air conditioner, Lu Lin enjoyed doing his own things in this undisturbed environment.When you feel sore from homework, drink saliva, turn your pen, or spray a little toilet water from a small spray bottle and rub it on your temples.The fragrance is very refreshing. Lu Lin likes the toilet water in the classic green bottle of Liushen very much. He thinks it is the best perfume in the world.

Lu Lin used to see many people say that the third year of high school was hard and tiring, but it was not.Some of the life that is repeated every day is just boring, and the only thing that can persist is perseverance.But this is already a business that may pay off with great rewards. Thousands of troops cross the single-plank bridge in China. For ordinary candidates, the college entrance examination is the only way to get ahead.Thinking of this, Lu Lin opened a bag of olives, pinched one and put it in his mouth, with a few sips of cheap black tea bought on a certain treasure, very leisurely.

If Qiu Yu was still there, all Lu Lin's attention would be on him, and he would not concentrate on the self-study class.At this time, everyone is putting [-]% of their energy into improving themselves, and couples will also distance themselves from each other, and Lu Lin is no exception.Unmanaged love will not last long. Every year during the graduation season, many people break up, because the two of them are getting farther and farther invisibly.

After the big self-study in the afternoon, Lu Lin opened the curtains to let in some air.The same color is like water and blue sky. At this time, the long white clouds are dyed orange red by the golden sunset.Lu Lin pushed open the window and took a deep breath. The hot and fresh breath entered his chest, which was the smell of summer.

When Lu Lin was in class again, he suddenly remembered that when he was with Qiu Yu, he never rejected him.Generally speaking, no one would do this, because two people should be equal in love.Lu Lin secretly sighed in his heart, he was so stupid before.He put his hand on his chin, and his thoughts changed to thinking about what Qiu Yu would be doing at this time.

In the past, no matter what he did, Qiu Yu would always let Lu Lin follow his wishes without any leeway. Lu Lin would be obedient in a daze because of ignorant love.But now Lu Lin has figured it out. Giving blindly will only make Qiu Yu gain an inch. He doesn't know how to be grateful. There is no feeling that does not need to be reciprocated.

Ling Xinyu... Lu Lin thinks that this girl is really extraordinary, she can turn Qiu Yu's fans around.Lu Lin really couldn't figure out whether Qiu Yu was bent or half straight.He secretly checked some popular science about homosexuality several times, and found that sexual orientation is innate and cannot be changed.However, Qiu Yu is not like the kind of playboy who is just playing around, and he is serious about himself.

These are things for later.Now Lu Lin only knows that the college entrance examination is less than a year away, and that continuing to work hard is the right way.

After summer, there will no longer be a boy who would let Lu Lin watch his games; after autumn, there will be no boy who would pick up fallen leaves that resemble love hearts and make bookmarks for Lu Lin; The boy who went to his own house when his parents were away; when spring passed, there was a boy who had the habit of lowering his head and his eyebrows were frowned unnaturally.

This year, Lu Lin was at ease, relaxed and happy.Qiu Yu walked into his life again, but it took up a small part, a lot less, not much more.

In the last six months, Lu Lin sat in the examination room, holding a black pen in his hand and looking firm.The electric fan on the side of the head is at the right speed, blowing a slight cool breeze.But the boy sitting in the car with the lowest air conditioner outside the examination room was fidgeting.

It was Li Mu who spoke: "Why, it's not that you are taking the exam, you have already finished the exam."

"How do I know?" Qiu Yu answered the wrong question, all his thoughts were used to worry about Lu Lin's performance.

"Forget it, I don't understand you young people very well."

Qiu Yu was thinking, after the exam, should he take Lu Lin back... Parents haven't seen Lu Lin for a long time, maybe they have forgotten it?But after such a long time, they probably couldn't guess the relationship between Lu Lin and themselves.

After the exam was finally over, Qiu Yu came out with a relaxed look on Lu Lin's face.The big rock he was hanging on finally landed, and he wanted to get out of the car to pick him up and go home to rest.

Lu Lin and the classmates next to him were chatting and laughing, not knowing whether they were answering the question or encouraging each other, they actually walked past Qiu Yu's car.The boy in the car just rolled down the window and was about to say hello, but he gave up after thinking about it.

He returned to the dormitory at noon, and after a good night's sleep, he felt refreshed and approached the examination room again.

During the exam, he once thought that Qiu Yu didn't seem to appear frequently.Lu Lin didn't know that he was outside, and he was more worried than himself.Three days later, Lu Lin was packing up his things in the dormitory and preparing to go home, but Qiu Yu appeared at the door.

"How was the test?"

"That's it."

"Would you like to relax with me?"

"What's so relaxing about this, they're all here."

"Let's go on a trip during the summer vacation."

"I'll think about it and tell you."

"Okay." After finishing speaking, Qiu Yu also helped to pack things.Lu Lin, who didn't have much luggage, quickly packed everything and was ready to leave at any time.

"Shall I take you back?"

"can."

Qiu Yu asked Li Mu to drive Lu Lin back, and went from home to the apartment next to the school the next day.

The sun in June was very dazzling and hot. He didn't turn on the air conditioner, but just sat on a white European-style chair and felt the wind.The scorching wind blows the pure white printed curtains, printing many beautiful little flowers on the beige floor.Ling Xinyu didn't know that there was such a room downstairs, which hid an unknown life of Qiu Yu and Lu Lin.After Lu Lin left, Qiu Yu didn't change all the furnishings here, and kept the original appearance, just like Lu Lin was still there.

Now, he's leaving too.

Sofas, tables and chairs, coffee tables, carpets, beds... almost all the furniture was picked by the two of them together.Whatever Lu Lin wanted, Qiu Yu would buy it for him regardless of the price, and what Qiu Yu liked, Lu Lin would accommodate, so they jointly built this nest, but the good times didn't last long.

The lonely boy is sitting on the balcony, not doing anything.He feels tired, so it’s okay to just do nothing, watching the dazzling sun near noon in the morning, feeling the light like embers in the evening, and watching the night with cicadas singing.The phone was turned off, and he didn't tell anyone his whereabouts. In the middle of the night, only the ticking sound of the hands of the watch reminded his ears of the time.

He stayed up late many times, and finally couldn't hold on anymore and went to bed.But this time there was no burden, and he was extraordinarily awake. He saw the entire night sky completely.

The real night is not black, but mixed with many colors.Sometimes there is moonlight, but that is just a reflection of the sun.All kinds of searchlights and neon lights in the city, as well as the sunlight reflected from various stars are refracted in the floating dust, forming a cloudy night together.

However, the higher the altitude, the more you will find that the real sky is black. No matter day or night, all you can see is the sun emitting heat and light, alone in the solar system.At the same time, I also feel how small human beings are in this endless universe.

None of this prevents Qiu Yu from accidentally discovering the blue sky before dawn, the black indigo sky so blue that it is almost magical, and it is fleeting.One point less is black, and one point more is white.

At the same time, Lu Lin, who didn't party with his classmates, also saw it at home.The night meant something different to them, and it was too late.

People spend their whole lives in the dark looking for a ray of light to find hope. Without light, they will be lost.And no one else can help you along the way, you can only rely on yourself.Lu Lin didn't have it before, but now he found it.On the contrary, Qiu Yu became indecisive and difficult to make a choice.

Many people pursue things that are realized after death, and some people can realize them while they are alive.But what remains unchanged is that making different choices will lead to different endings.Again, this is part of the way to go.

The long night is long, walking alone; the heart is in the light, and the more you can participate in business.

—————— Roll up, end.

In the Volume·Lamps and Nights