Like wind

Unable to hold back the doubt and anger in his heart, Lu Lin still called Qiu Yu at night.

It was okay at first, but under Lu Lin's gradual questioning, Qiu Yu completely lost his patience and quarreled with him.Loud enough to lift roofs and smash everything.

"You said I treated you badly? Did I give everything I paid to a dog?"

"Aren't I worse than a dog in your eyes?"

"It's okay if you think so, I have nothing to say."

"You have nothing to say! Are you worthy of me?"

"Lu Lin, calm down and think about it."

"What's there to think about? Don't you understand where you are when you're not in the apartment? Why bother to speak so plainly."

Lu Lin seemed to be able to see the ferocious expression on Qiu Yu's face on the other end of the phone, "Just wait for me, I promise you will regret it."

After speaking, Qiu Yu hung up the phone.Lu Lin sat on the bed, tears streaming down his face.

Sure enough, he was no longer who he used to be.

Qiu Yu has always only regarded Lu Lin as a toy, and he can throw it away when he gets tired of playing with it.And Ling Xinyu was the one he really wanted to please, and his parents would definitely support him in getting close to her.How could there be a normal person hanging out with classmates every day?Even often sleep together.

The deep sense of powerlessness in his heart was eroding the last line of psychological defense. In the end, he buried his head in the quilt and sobbed, tears soaking the washed quilt unapologetically.It seems that the smell of that person still remains on it, and Lu Lin has been reluctant to wash it before, because this can be used to miss things.

Now, there is no need for that.

I don't know why, every time Qiu Yu talks like this, he feels uncomfortable for a while, and he can't relieve it.

Lu Lin felt a little regretful, why did he put together the things that happened before, and look for a clue from them.

When did it start?After the winter vacation of the freshman year of high school, Qiu Yu often disappeared on the grounds of being sick, and could not be contacted at all.Afterwards, he appeared in front of the anxious Lu Lin with a playful smile, looking so heartless.However, Lu Lin forgave him again and again.

This time, Lu Lin didn't want to forgive Qiu Yu anymore. If he indulged again and again, it would be himself who would be harmed sooner or later.

In the evening, he lost his mind to do his homework for the second time, forgot his way, and got lost in a thick fog.Lu Lin packed up all the things in the apartment with his own memories, and prepared to apply for accommodation again the next morning, even if he had to face the teacher who was very impatient and let him quit.

Walking past Qiu Yu's room, Lu Lin stood with his head down at the door, blocked by an invisible barrier.

Going in and not going in represent different things.

Lu Lin's fists were clenched quickly, and then he took that step and walked quickly to the cabinet next to the bed.

Qiu Yu once told him that the important things between the two of them are stored in it, including the gifts Lu Lin gave him, and the things he gave Lu Lin but were rejected. It can be said that it is a place to store memories.

He stretched out his trembling hand and opened it, and found a silver lighter lying quietly inside, and there were some colorful hair ropes beside it, which were very delicately woven.Strong and beautiful.

Apart from Hua Rou, the only one who knows how to do this is Lu Lin.

The moment Lu Lin saw the lighter, dark violence flashed through his heart. He wanted to burn this place down and turn it into the dust of history, but then he dismissed the idea.

Is there any point in pursuing all this now?Turning his gaze to the hair rope next to him, Lu Lin suddenly remembered that Qiu Yu had brought some colored thread to help him weave some girls' jewelry some time ago. At first, Lu Lin thought that Qiu Yu knew many people and wanted to help him earn some extra money. Now it seems that is not the case.

Lu Lin couldn't help sighing in his heart, if he had been smarter, wouldn't he have known the truth already?But in fact, the only one who didn't know was Lu Lin.

Because of Qiu Yu, Lu Lin trusted him unconditionally, as if he would not deceive himself.However, what Lu Lin didn't expect was the depravity of human nature. What human beings like to do most is self-comfort and deception, trying to deceive the world.

Standing by Qiu Yu's bed for a long time, Lu Lin didn't open the remaining cabinets.Qiu Yu had told Lu Lin before that he could look through his things at will, and he had no privacy from Lu Lin.In fact, Qiu Yu took advantage of Lu Lin's trust in him, and expected that he would not look at his own things, even if things were exposed.

Probably what he didn't count, only Lu Lin would have discovered the truth so early.

Lu Lin silently closed the drawn cabinet, wiped away the tears that did not overflow with his sleeve, and sobbed in the dark living room.Suddenly, I really want to go home.

Only Huarou will not deceive herself, that home will always be a harbor.

But how could Lu Lin not know, how could he go back to Hua Rou at this time?Conditions simply do not allow ah.Tomorrow, I still have to go to the life management teacher with the cheek, go through complicated accommodation procedures, and deal with the relationship with my roommates.

When Lu Lin and Qiu Yu were in the same dormitory, they offended many people because of Qiu Yu. After the division, everyone would get along better if they didn’t know each other. Lu Lin thought about the next series of things, and his thoughts had never clear.

Put all your thoughts on studying, get into a good university, and let Huarou enjoy the happiness after graduation.It has nothing to do with Qiu Yu.

The next day, the alarm clock woke Lu Lin up at five o'clock in the morning.He quickly jumped up like an electric shock, folded the quilt and went to the bathroom to wash.The warm sun shone on the back of his hand, but Lu Lin felt that it was so cold and biting.

Back then, Qiu Yu was as warm as the sun.Lu Lin scratched his hair irritably, trying to throw away all the memories about Qiu Yu, which was really annoying.

After finishing everything before school, he immediately sat down to make up his homework.Listening to the sound of the watch mechanism, Lu Lin felt that he had never felt so peaceful in his heart. He quickly finished the remaining homework from last night and recited an extra unit of English words.

When he came to the class, Lu Lin looked at the empty seat next to him, and reflexively looked back at the table behind the two groups on his left. The sense of loss returned to his body——

Still can't forget Qiu Yu.

At noon, Lu Lin was about to eat in the cafeteria when a classmate ran over and said that someone was looking for him outside.

Full of doubts, he saw Ling Xinyu outside.

For a moment, his face became ugly: "What is it?"

The sun shone on the girl's face, making her look even more stern and glaring: "Don't pester Qiu Yu anymore."

"You said I was going to pester him?" Lu Lin sneered, "I still have to pester him. You know, what is he—"

"Listen to me first, don't you know it's very rude to interrupt someone?" Ling Xinyu frowned, "I just want to tell you that Qiu Yu and you are not from the same world. It's best not to get too close to him."

After finishing speaking, she turned around and left a sentence that made Lu Lin feel like falling into a frozen lake.

"I didn't expect him to have such a strange habit, but it's not worth your cheapness, is it?"

Ling Xinyu wasn't worried that Lu Lin would catch up with her and fight her. She had self-defense equipment in her pockets and sleeves.If Lu Lin dared to come up, there was only one dead end.Of course, it would be bad to be seen by Qiu Yu.This will leave a bad impression on him.Ling Xinyu has been wondering why Qiu Yu has been sticking to Lu Lin for a while.Qiu Huan and his wife also mentioned him several times, and they seemed to have a general idea of ​​him when they met this time.

Qiu Yu probably has a habit of liking boys. It is not uncommon for such young people to play with such young people in the United States, and there are many such boys in special clubs.

Thinking of the days in the United States, Ling Xinyu curled up her lips contemptuously.She has seen too many people like this, why bother to sell her virginity for money and status?

But this kind of person is very interesting. It's so interesting to see Lu Lin's trembling lips and moist eyes just now, the way he was robbed of what he longed for.

Ling Xinyu took out her mobile phone, called Qiu Yu, and asked:

What shall we eat today?

Lu Lin sat back in his seat in a daze, and didn't hear his deskmate asking if he wanted to eat. He fought hard against the tears in his eyes.

He was just playing around...the one he likes is Ling Xinyu...and she already knew...

Lu Lin felt cold all over, as if all the secrets had been seen through.If Ling Xinyu told others that she was gay, what would her classmates think of her?Will the teacher dissuade himself because of the bad influence?So what about my mother... The despair grew little by little, and Lu Lin's heart was already numb.

Confronted with Ling Xinyu, he was completely defeated.Everything is so powerless in front of this girl.

Lu Lin suddenly wanted to escape from here, to a place that no one knew, where there was no love, and naturally there was no betrayal.The only thing that can give him all this is the college entrance examination, so Lu Lin can only face the reality.

In the end, Lu Lin twitched the corners of his mouth and realized that Ling Xinyu had no intention of harming her at all, because it was meaningless to her.Then I took out the relevant documents for the accommodation and went to the teacher's office.

After completing the formalities, Lu Lin carried his schoolbag back to the apartment to pick up his things.He walked with his head down in the midday sun and didn't feel hot at all. He squinted his eyes to see the two people walking in front of him. The petite girl kept shaking the boy's arms.Laughter like a silver bell.

Lu Lin speeded up quietly, and waited until the two entered the elevator and rushed to the button, staring at the beating red numbers.

Not long after, the elevator stopped on the eighth floor, the floor above where I lived.

The last guess was also confirmed.

Qiu Yu has never left himself, but in the nearest place.

After taking the things, Lu Lin went back to school to tidy up the dormitory. He also brought some drinks and gave them to roommates who were lying on the bed or doing homework when they entered the door.There was a burst of thanks, and there was harmony at this time.

Lu Lin made up the bed, sat on the edge of the ladder dangling his feet in a daze, gnawed on the freshly bought bread while the air conditioner was blowing, and felt that this was not bad.Even if I have to go to buy goods alone every Friday, eat alone, and get out of school alone, but freedom.

No more worrying about being found out or anything.