Like wind

Qiu Yu's image became extremely bad, and Lu Lin kept his grudge silently. Today's matter must not just end like this.

But for some reason, Lu Lin stopped rejecting Qiu Yu's request so much, and instead accepted his behavior little by little, no matter in public or private space.

Lu Lin felt that he must be unhappy for rejecting so many requests from Qiu Yu before.In order to live a good life in the future, it is better to accommodate a little.

So this time, Lu Lin was still defeated. After a while, he pulled Qiu Yu's sleeve and asked if he could let him go back.

"I really want to go back, so please let me go..." What happened next was beyond his expectation, Qiu Yu readily agreed.

Then, a fiery thing pried open the mouth, and there was that low echo.

"Okay, do me a favor."

After Qiu Yu asked for it, he carried Lu Lin to the bed and raised his legs, placing his hands on the base of his thighs.Seeing this, Lu Lin murmured inwardly that something was wrong, wouldn't it be coming again?

"No, I'm still not well today..." Lu Lin blushed quickly after saying something he was ashamed to say. "Little fool, what are you thinking? Help you put on your pants." Qiu Yu slapped him on the head and criticized.

Lu Lin looked at the white thighs exposed in the cold air, and the half-faded outer pants, and his face burned. "I do not know……"

"Even if you want it, it's not when you are not well." Qiu Yu didn't say the second half of the sentence, it would be bad if it was broken.

Lu Lin rolled his eyes upturned, and turned his face to the side.

Qiu Yu finally sent Lu Lin back, after all, he didn't know how to take care of him and had no medicine.Along the way, he supported Lu Lin's legs with his hands to prevent the parts below his waist from contacting the seat.For Li Mu's question, it was just that it was used for heating, and there was no other intention.

There was nothing to say all the way, Lu Li cooperated with him to keep his body in the air, so he made his way home with difficulty.

Helping the limping boy downstairs, his thin body looked so pitiful in the fluttering clothes.Qiu Yu picked him up without asking for permission.

Lu Lin felt a loss of focus, "Put me down quickly!"

"Don't let go, do you think you can go up by yourself?"

"Why not, people will see it here!"

"Okay." Qiu Yu let go decisively, and Lu Lin regretted it all at once.

Slowly spreading his legs, the tingling sensation between his thighs still existed, he broke free from Qiu Yu's arms and began to climb the stairs, leaving behind a man with his hands in his coat pockets.

Qiu Yu stood where he was, watching Lu Lin step by step up the steps with great interest. His movements were extremely clumsy, but they had a different kind of fun.Before long, he fell down.

Stepping up in two or three steps, Qiu Yu, who was bent down, cast a shadow. "How? You need me now?"

Seeing that broad palm next to him, Lu Lin grasped it spinelessly and stood up.

Still hugged by the princess, Qiu Yu sent Lu Lin home without taking a breath.

When he opened the door, Lu Lin didn't find Hua Rou's shoes, so he must have gone out.He didn't let Qiu Yu stay, after all, it's good that he didn't blame him for hurting himself.Not long after, he found a note on the desk with Hua Rou's message on it.

"Leave a message at 1.1 pm on January 5, and come back at 1.2 pm on January 6." Hua Rou and Lu Lin have a unique habit of leaving messages, writing down the time so that they can know the validity period.

Lu Lin breathed a sigh of relief when he saw the message, and went to the cabinet next to him.

Pulling it open, there was a pile of neatly stacked medicine boxes. He remembered that the last time he helped Huarou buy medicine, it was empty. This time, she should have bought it.

After taking out the anti-inflammatory medicine, he immediately ran into the bathroom.

In the small bathroom, Lu Lin took off his trousers and squatted on the floor; stretched out his trembling fingers to apply a little light yellow ointment, stretched his face flushed to his back, and spun around the circle of flesh.

After solving the external injury, he still needs to paint the inside, but he doesn't have the courage to face another sting.

Maybe it's the numbness of the senses when I'm drunk, otherwise why wouldn't it hurt at all.Lu Lin thought, Qiu Yu could stick his fingers in without changing his face, why couldn't he...

That place is really dirty... He caught a glimpse of a bit of feces on his hand, and quickly got up to wash it off, accidentally dragging the wound again.

Lu Lin spent more than an hour in the toilet, and took a shower by the way.After changing into pajamas, he finally felt a little more comfortable. He read a book while circling around the room, like a poet composing a seven-meter poem.

Qiu Yu, who was sitting in Li Mu's car, was not in such a good mood as Lu Lin, because of the text message in the early hours of this morning.

It was Ling Xinyu who had the habit of sending the last text message at first, and then she swung her arm and forced herself to learn from her.She said that the meaning of this habit means that I am the one who will accompany you.

There are many people who accompany you in your life, but I will accompany you to the end as the one who sends blessings at the end.

Ling Xinyu hadn't sent Qiu Yu any previous birthdays. She thought it was meaningless and a waste of time and money.But this time is different, it is Qiu Yu's 16th birthday.

Qiu Yu thought it was very romantic when he was a child, but now he thinks it is very rustic.

Qiu Yu couldn't help wondering whether the disappearance of Qiu Huan and He Qing had been done with the Ling family.Then Ling Kai reminded Ling Xinyu by the way, it can be regarded as a vaccination for her, it depends on whether she chooses to take it or not.

If this is the case, then I have to go out during the winter vacation.

Thinking of this, Qiu Yu rubbed his eyebrows and closed his eyes to catch up on sleep.

Hua Rou came home at [-]:[-], her face was pale, she was delighted when she saw Lu Lin walking around.

"Mom, where have you been?"

"Go out and do something."

"what's up?"

Hua Rou took off her shoes and put her hands on her hips, "You child! Why did you ask me about my mother? I haven't asked where you have been yet!"

Seeing his mother's upturned eyebrows, he was very flustered, and it would be bad if he was seen to be injured there. "Go out and play a little high."

"Okay, I'll let you high, and you won't even call me at night?"

Accidentally, Lu Lin slipped his tongue. "I didn't mean to, I was really drunk..."

"Okay, are you still drinking? Your classmate is really outrageous, so presumptuous... Next time..."

When Huarou said that Qiu Yu was presumptuous, Lu Lin frowned shortly, and stopped listening, "Mom, have you recovered from your illness?"

"Of course, antibiotics must have some effect, right?"

"Then..." Lu Lin distanced himself from her calmly, "What's for dinner tonight?"

"What do you think?"

"at home?"

"Go out and eat."

"Oh."

Hua Rou hung the clothes on her arms, turned her back to Lu Lin, and did not put down the bag in her hand, "Just tidy up and go."

"Okay." Lu Lin went to the bathroom and stuffed a few pieces of paper behind his buttocks.

Hua Rou closed the door and took out the laboratory test form hidden in her bag. What the doctor said to her just now is still in her ears, and she will never forget it.

"Ms. Hua, you have to think clearly, this operation cannot be delayed at all, there may be lesions in it every month."

She didn't know what happened to Lu Lin in Qiu Yu's place, and she would dodge when she saw her, but she couldn't control that much anymore.Don't ask him what's going on like he didn't ask himself, make silent promises.

"Have you packed it? You've been in the toilet for so long." Hua Rou confirmed that the things were hidden, and went to the bathroom and knocked on the door, but Lu Lin's fingers inside were stained with blood.

After a while, in order not to make Hua Rou suspicious, Lu Lin had no choice but to go out with his uncomfortable lower body.Finish dinner in numbness, and come back to bed.

Without Qiu Yu, life is still so ordinary, without wind and waves.Fortunately, the last day was less painful.

The holiday passed quickly, and Lu Lin returned to campus life in a blink of an eye.Before leaving, Hua Rou looked in good spirits, and said goodbye to herself at the door.

"be careful on the road."

"OK Bye Bye."

When he arrived at the dormitory, Lu Lin remembered that he would live with Qiu Yu next semester, and was in a daze for a while, time passed so quickly.

What will your new home be like?

Say hello to the roommates, and congratulate you on everything going well in the new year. Lu Lin is in a good mood along the way, and all the people you meet are acquaintances.Only Qiu Yu was not seen, even in class.

At 07:30, the teacher walked into the classroom to prepare for class, but he still didn't show up.Lu Lin looked at the empty side, not knowing what to think.Later he learned that Qiu Yu asked for leave again, not because of illness or visa.

Lu Lin was speechless. Could it be that he asked for leave because he didn't want to go to school?This is to record absenteeism. Generally, students do not ask for leave unless there are special circumstances.

It was a few days before he saw Qiu Yu again.

One day at noon, he sat in a daze in his seat, looking at the bare trees outside the window, wondering if they would feel cold like humans.All of a sudden, all the light was blinded, just like the night came suddenly.

"Guess who I am?" Rubbing her eyes without any calluses, who is it but Qiu Yu?

The thoughts and complaints that Lu Lin had accumulated for a long time surfaced, "Where have you been for so many days? You didn't talk to me." He called many times, but found that all the phones were turned off. At that time, he really had the urge to go directly to See if his home is there.Because Lu Lin knew that he asked for leave basically to stay at home.

"Go out to do some errands, you won't miss me after just a few days?" Qiu Yu patted Lu Lin's head, reliving the familiar feeling.

Lu Lin was a little lost. His mother had just said this to him some time ago.At this time, doubts grew irresistibly in my heart.

"Should we live in the new apartment during the winter vacation?"

"Finished?"

"almost."

"I'll think about it."

"Is there even a need to think about it?"

Lu Lin saw Qiu Yu's anxious expression, which was exactly the same as that of lying on the bed.

"of course yes."

Qiu Yu raised Lu Lin's chin, "Then you should think about it."

In the past few days, Qiu Yu did not lie to Lu Lin, he went out to do some errands.

First go to the Guangzhou embassy to apply for a visa and a passport.At the same time, I went to the location of the TOEFL test site to familiarize myself with the environment, and I will take the test during the winter vacation.In the next few days, I will prepare the paperwork at home.

Since the distant future cannot be predicted, face reality.After Qiu Yu met his parents, he was told that he was going to prepare for SAT and TOEFL.The advantages of participating in social welfare activities prepared in the past, reading original English books, and memorizing college vocabulary for grades [-] and [-] will become apparent in the near future.At the same time, the domestic college entrance examination can also be ignored.

All the preparations I have made are like an invisible thread passing through seemingly bright pearls.Into a flawless necklace of cause and effect.

And that thread is destiny.

In fact, when you make a choice, the result of this choice is doomed.Life is just a huge game, wandering between active and passive.In the end, they all end up with death.The only difference is the process.

Qiu Yu returned to his own life, and a big stone in his heart fell.Lu Lin took him to the sixth floor of the library at night, where he could hug him to his heart's content without saying a word for a long time.

"Thinking of me so much, what if I leave in the future?"

"You said that I will wait for you and you will come back."

Qiu Yu narrowed his eyes, "As long as you wait, I will come."

The strength in his hands deepened a bit, and having his words was already the greatest happiness.

The papers were handed out one by one, and Lu Lin and Qiu Yu were busy preparing for the final exam.Except for the intimate meal time and evening self-study, they basically do their own things without disturbing each other.

There is a saying that is true, no matter how good the sweet words are, it is not as good as the same two university admission notices. At this time, Lu Lin didn't know this truth, but just wanted to urge Qiu Yu to study well, so as not to distract him.

But Qiu Yu is not doing science exercises, he is still looking at his original work and a new IELTS vocabulary book, with a rather idle attitude.Lu Lin also reminded me a lot about this.

In the end, he also gave up, because Qiu Yu said that he would definitely pass the exam.

After the exam, Qiu Yu still took Lu Lin out to eat, drink and have fun, not caring about the answers at all.When he went back to school to get the report card the next day, Lu Lin found that he really did not do badly in the exam, ranking between 100 and 200, and the class teacher praised him for this.

However, Lu Lin was not too surprised. He thought that Qiu Yu should have such an achievement in the first place.After the exam, they naturally want to discuss how to spend the wonderful vacation, especially now that it is a world of two.

"Are you coming for winter vacation?"

"I don't want to go."

"why?"

"Your parents are at home."

"What are you afraid of? I'm not afraid."

"Not good for you."

"Okay, I'm leaving." Qiu Yu put his arms around Lu Lin and pressed his head into his chest.

"Well, see you after the winter vacation." Lu Lin carried a small bag and got in the car to go home.

From the beginning to the end, Qiu Yu didn't tell Lu Lin anything about going abroad, let alone the purpose.Naturally, Lu Lin would not find out what Qiu Yu was doing. If he was more careful, he would definitely find that although Qiu Yu's grades were poor, all of them were above B.

He had prepared both hands a long time ago, but no one discovered it.After Qiu Yu found out that his relationship with Lu Lin was not an ordinary person's interest, he couldn't deal with the mixing of emotion and rationality anymore.So he chose to deceive himself and others, and comforted himself that he could bring Lu Lin to get a marriage certificate when he went abroad, so that he could immigrate for him.

Qiu Yu didn't know that when he was struggling, two completely different parallel worlds had been created.And the result is more and more obvious, and the small details of everything are revealed; if you can get a glimpse of a corner, you will be heartbroken for its meticulousness.

When Lu Lin returned home, it was still the familiar and cold place.Before Huarou came back, she took out her homework to do.

After Hua Rou returned home, she ate, showered and slept, nothing changed at all.

People will always wear out their keen observation ability in the ordinary, and become extremely dull; when they really have no interest and curiosity in new things, they will die.

For example, at this time, Lu Lin had no doubts about Huarou who was in good health, and was full of thoughts about Qiu Yu.

During the winter vacation, Lu Lin followed Huarou to act, and basically followed Huarou wherever he went, it was boring anyway.Just bring your homework and take care of her by the way.

This year, she seems to be in good health, not much sick, unlike before, she was bedridden every day.It didn't take much energy for Lu Lin to take care of her, and she had a smooth winter vacation.

Winter is over and February is getting warmer.Lu Lin got up at six o'clock every day, brushed his teeth, washed his face and had a meal, then studied at the desk until night, and went to bed at ten o'clock.Life is very ordinary, without heavy ink and color; but the inner world can't help but become colorful, full of longing for Qiu Yu.

what is he doingLu Lin is different from ordinary people. He didn't send text messages or call to ask, "Do you love me", "Do you miss me", "How many times do you miss me a day", he thought silently, read silently, Qiu Yu Don't bother if you are not by your side, everyone should have a little private space.

It's a pity that Lu Lin's thoughts are not electromagnetic waves, and the channel is not on the same frequency as Qiu Yu. He is currently doing countless test questions.

In the quiet examination room, there is only the sound of the pen tip across the paper, like the chirping of cicadas in summer, which makes people irritable and nervous.The invigilator wore half-rimmed glasses, raised his legs and looked down at the candidates on the podium, with sharp light shining from his eyes.

Qiu Yu looked indifferent, as if everything was empty in his eyes, and he was doing the questions in an orderly manner without any influence, regardless of the low air pressure in the examination room.After finishing the papers soon, I closed my eyes and meditated.

After that, it's the return trip and start a new life.