Like wind

Lu Lin took his keys and wallet, carried a small backpack and went out.Hua Rou is still holding the phone with her right hand at this moment, and waits until the sound of the shoes colliding with the floor outside the door completely disappears before she dares to open the phone.

Sender: Doctor Chu

Ms. Hua, after discussion, we still recommend that you undergo a total hysterectomy.To avoid further progression of the fibroid lesion, and given your concurrent endometriosis, it can be said that there is no other option but surgery.Please reply as soon as possible so that we can arrange surgery.

Next, is the second article.

Ms. Hua, if you have received the last text message, please reply as soon as possible.

The third article is still almost the same.

When Hua Rou woke up, the sun was already at a higher angle.She sat down on the cold floor by the bed, the itching in her throat undiminished.Suddenly, the throat muscles opened uncontrollably, and a plum blossom bloomed on the pale bed sheet in the next second.

I don't know what kind of cough disease it belongs to, plus "terminal disease that is not cancer", it came together this winter.

The text messages sent by the doctor were all about gynecological diseases, and Hua Rou didn't dare to read them in front of Lu Lin, because if Lu Lin was by her side, Hua Rou would definitely not be able to persist.

Hua Rou felt that Lu Lin was her only concern in this world, and she couldn't leave him so early.

But now, Lu Lin is not by her side, if he leaves, it will relieve a lot of his burden.

If it was Huarou before, she was not a medical student and she didn't understand the difference between uterine fibroids and uterine fibroids, maybe it was a word difference; One is called terminally ill that is not cancer.

Cancer, the word is so far away from me, it represents the consumption of money that I can't afford; but dramatically, the poorer the person, the easier it seems to be a joke by fate.

Huarou is such a "lucky one".

Both endometriosis and adenomyosis are due to one thing they have done before. They imitate the situation of having a baby every month, increase the volume, and thicken the uterine wall. The pain suffered for this will naturally More.The conservative treatment method is nothing more than injecting progesterone injections every month to see if there is any effect. The once-and-for-all solution is to go up the ring, release progesterone regularly every month to simulate the pregnancy scene, and deceive the uterus every month is preparing to give birth.But the money to buy these medicines is simply beyond Huarou's affordability.In contrast, it is more cost-effective to do hysterectomy.

These are all treatments of Western medicine, and there are only some folk prescriptions in Chinese medicine.But Hua Rou had seen all these remedies, either asking the patient not to do any physical work, or cooking strange soups to eat.The former is not applicable to those who want to work, and the latter Huarou simply does not have the time.

Huarou twitched the corners of her mouth sadly, turned off her phone, never felt so helpless.The wind blows outside the window, and despair fills all the space in the small house.

Like a person exiled on a deserted island, she decided to bear the loneliness alone and share Lu Lin's future pain.There must be at least two months of rest after the operation. I am not young anymore. Do I still need to find that person to come back to help take care of Lu Lin... Thinking of this, Hua Rou thought of the long-lost past, and felt pain again. cold.

Without him, there would be no Lu Lin...

The heating in the car was adequate, and Lu Lin's hands were hot even though his body was cold.He didn't chat with Qiu Yu, but repeatedly comforted himself that his mother was fine at home alone.

The moment he stepped out of the house, his mind was extremely clear. When he made a choice, his fate was doomed.

"What are you thinking about?" The boy's warm and deep voice has not been heard for more than a day, and now he misses it very much.

"It's nothing, by the way, what's the arrangement for today?"

"What do you like to play?"

"what ever."

"Really?"

"Ah."

"So let's go buy furniture now? Decorate our new home."

Hearing the words "Xinjia", Lu Lin felt different emotions.

and his home?

"sure."

Seeing Lu Lin obeying him so much, Qiu Yu smiled and told Li Mu that he was going to B&Q now, and then put his hand on his shoulder without any trace.

During the New Year's Day holiday, people return home to enjoy family happiness with their relatives, and a few families go out for self-driving tours together.But Qiu Yu and Lu Lin went shopping, walking in a shop with few customers was very spacious and comfortable, and they couldn't hear the usual complicated conversations.

"Ours is a well-decorated model house with a Scandinavian style. We just need to buy furniture."

"Hmm." Walking hand in hand with Qiu Yu in the area of ​​the exhibition floor, he looked around at the tiles of different colors, some of which were simple and elegant solid colors, and some of which were spliced ​​with continuous patterns in four directions.

"What shall we see first?"

"It's all right, I listen to you."

"Then..." Qiu Yu raised a smile, "How about we go see the bed first?"

"you!"

"Didn't you tell me to listen to me? I just went to see a good quality one right now, otherwise there will be no place to sleep if it collapses in the future."

"I want to sleep on you!"

Qiu Yu touched Lu Lin's soft hair and smiled dotingly.

"Okay, as long as you like it."

They wandered around in the home improvement area, although the house that had already been renovated didn't need to be superfluous.But Lu Lin, who rarely came to this kind of place, was very interested in these colorful bathroom tiles, floors, wallpapers, and curtains.And Qiu Yu also walked with him patiently, seeing where he stayed for a longer time, and asked him if he liked it.

"Just decide if you like it. Anyway, you can ask the home improvement company to go there and replace the original one. It's not troublesome."

Lu Lin was looking at a thick jacquard white linen curtain, and he liked the delicate thread flowers embroidered on it.But seeing the price tag hanging next to it, he gave up the idea of ​​buying it.

The price of one meter is nearly 200 yuan, and these are just for making curtains, so it is so expensive.I really don't understand if those who pursue beauty have too much money and nowhere to spend it.

The palm that was still in his hand just now had already left him. Qiu Yu passed by Lu Lin and said a few words to the sleepy salesman, and handed him a piece of paper. The man's eyes were full of hospitality.

"Let's go." The boy took Lu Lin's hand.

In the lazy afternoon, the sunlight shining through the curtains on the transparent glass tea table must be very beautiful.Also, Lu Lin, who is sitting at the coffee table and reading a book quietly, should enjoy the mottled flower-shaped light and shadow through these curtains, right?Qiu Yu thought.

Qiu Yu once saw the schematic diagram of the finished product that Qiu Huan gave him.The decoration can be regarded as a high-end style, but the color of some furniture is still too dark and dull. For example, the brown-red sofa and the dark coffee-colored cabinet are not his favorite, so he brought Lu Lin to buy new ones and prepare the goods. When it is delivered, ask the home improvement company to help sell the original one.

There are so many things to add, they almost scavenge every area of ​​the various appliances.Either Lu Lin liked the things he bought, or Qiu Yu wanted to buy them as a set.For example, for a two-piece couple sofa, Lu Lin chose tender green, and Qiu Yu chose beige.I also bought two copies of the four-piece bathroom set that faded from dark blue to transparent, as well as floor lamps, desks, coffee tables, cups, beds, and even pillows. Qiu Yu would buy the same as Lu Lin.

The so-called couple, maybe so?

Lu Lin felt very helpless for Qiu Yu's almost outrageous behavior. He reminded him more than once, what would He Qing think if he saw them like this, but Qiu Yu always smiled and said.

"It's not something shameful, you know it when you know it."

Then he pursed his lips and smiled happily.

After ordering everything, Qiu Yu looked at his watch, and the pointer stopped at 12:32.

"Where are we going now?"

"do not know."

"Go back to my house?"

"Not so good?"

"What's wrong, think about where to eat at noon."

"do not know."

"By the way, I have a birthday party tonight, do you want to come?"

"Let's forget it... Now I want to go home." Lu Lin always felt that Qiu Yu's energy was always incomparably sufficient, and no matter what he did, he would never stop, like a computer running at full capacity.He's also crazy to play.

As if thinking of something, Lu Lin opened his mouth in surprise: "Wait, whose birthday are you talking about?"

At this time, Lu Lin felt like a careless parent who even forgot when his son's birthday was.

"Okay, I'll go then."

In fact, he doesn't really want to hang out with Qiu Yu, but he just hopes that he can stay in a nest that belongs to them and walk with time quietly.You can sit on the window sill and read a book on a rainy day; you can also lie on the sofa and watch a favorite movie leisurely.

What they have in common is that they can share each other's feelings, and they can see each other's eyes that just look at each other.

"Okay, let's go." Then, he called Li Mu.

In the gray sky, several dark clouds with different background colors floated by, condensing water under the action of the cyclone.After a while, it slowly floated over Lu Lin's head; as the time in a certain place in the world moved forward synchronously, the bar was full of enthusiastic crowds waiting for the New Year's Eve, counting down and waiting for the arrival of the New Year.

There were also people in that place, standing in front of the clear and huge floor-to-ceiling windows in their home, overlooking the entire brightly lit city.

She was wearing white pajamas, sitting on a black Herman Miller chair, quietly watching everything under the darkness of night.Guess what the flow of people is doing where the moonlight cannot find it, where it is thicker than darkness.And some people now, what plan are they implementing.And, remember something at one o'clock tomorrow afternoon.

She has a tight schedule every day, and she has already learned to keep all this in her mind, so that she can appear orderly and improve her control over affairs.

As if remembering something, her consistent smile changed.Removed the patterned smile and turned into a real smile.

It was a little girl's smile when she saw her favorite toy, happy and beautiful.

If Lu Lin were here, he would definitely find out,

This girl has the same smile as the girl in the photo on Qiu Yu's bedside table.