Like wind

Holding the book in his arms, Lu Lin walked briskly in the cold night, feeling very happy.

The library can be regarded as a part of their young youth. On the sixth floor where no one noticed, they had a meal together at noon that day.

"Ayu, do you still remember the first time you helped me bring food?" Lu Lin was full of energy as the cool breeze brushed his cheeks at night.

The boy gave a wicked smile, "Of course I remember, I even touched you."

"That's not touching, it's just wiping the corners of your mouth."

"Yes, I hugged you earlier."

"Why didn't you tell me earlier? It made me worry for so long."

"Does it matter if you say it or not? Sooner or later we will find out."

"When you were at your house, you stared at me many times. At that time, I was really afraid that you would see through my mind. I was afraid that I would not even be able to be a friend after I revealed it."

"How could it be? Without those ifs and assumptions, don't they all come true now?"

"Even so, I always feel like I'm living in an illusion..." Lu Lin still spoke his mind.

"Hahaha, do you think it's unreal? In fact, which of us has a real life? It's not bad to live in a beautiful dream..."

Qiu Yu was actually a bit wrong, and the good dreams basically didn't last long.

The floor-to-ceiling windows in the library shone faint moonlight, and Lu Lin enjoyed watching them softly sprinkle on the floor.But Qiu Yu was surprisingly quiet when he saw it.

Now, when I see the moon, I basically think of Yuezhi, the company that made me feel restless.There is also Ling Xinyu who is the same as □□.

He wants to be with Lu Lin every day now, trying his best to pretend to be calm and breezy, trying to use Lu Lin to numb himself.It's a pity that what he can give himself is too plain and not violent enough.

Maybe it's time to find some new solutions.

Back in the dormitory, they fell asleep and had nothing to say all night.

Zhou Tian's gloomy light came in through the glass, with a hint of humidity.The dark clouds from the previous night really started to rain in the morning, and the pattering sound could be heard clearly indoors.

Even so, the heavy rain could not extinguish the enthusiasm of the students, and the dull air doubled their accumulated heat.Every class is extremely restless.

Qiu Yu and Lu Lin kept chatting, as if there were endless topics to talk about.In fact, he was just singing a one-man show, and Lu Lin was still taking notes.

But it's a good way to decompress and pass the time.

Soon after school, Lu Lin hurried back to the dormitory, packed up his homework and clothes to take home, and was about to leave school and take the car home.He ran out in the rain with his schoolbag in his arms, but saw a tall figure with a big black umbrella walking towards him slowly at the school gate; but he couldn't move, it was Qiu Yu.

Taking the things in his hand, the boy moved the umbrella towards Lu Lin, "Didn't you agree that I would make up your birthday?"

"Ayu, I actually promised my mother to go home... I'm sorry."

"That's it."

"Really sorry……"

"Can you come the day after tomorrow?"

"Shouldn't... wait, what are you going to do?" Qiu Yu obviously had something in his words, but Lu Lin didn't catch it yet.

"Just say if you can come."

"Well, I'll go home and ask."

"Okay, I'll wait for your call." Qiu Yu said, "Take the umbrella, don't catch cold."

Lu Lin just stayed where he was, like a child who lost a precious toy, watching Qiu Yu with his hands in his pockets, walking towards the black Bentley in the rain.

Why didn't he say what it was?Could it be something important but I don't know?

It wasn't until the car completely disappeared from sight that Lu Lin walked towards the bus stop with stiff steps, waiting for the car to go home.

I haven't seen you for three months. I don't know how my mother is doing?

Not long after, the car came, Lu Lin dropped the coin, squeezed to a place where a person was still standing properly, looked out of focus at the passing scenery outside the window, and his thoughts drifted back to the place called home.

Thick cloth curtains that have been washed white are hung behind the windows, and every evening through the curtains will turn into warm orange and shine into the room.The small desk was facing the window, and soon after I started to do my homework, I would hear the sound of the iron door being unlocked, and then the sound of low-quality high-heeled shoes colliding heavily with the stone floor.As a child, he wondered whether the heels of the shoes would come off first or the floor would crumble into pieces first.But judging from the current situation, the hardness of the stone is obviously much greater than that of the heel.

Hua Rou works as a female worker in a nearby clothing company. Every day she has to do heavy work and have to deal with inspections by supervisors. Occasionally, there will be harsh words from critical customers.Huarou, who has a small salary, has to raise a child alone, which is a heavy burden for her.When Lu Lin came home from elementary school, he was used to drinking a few large glasses of cold water first, and when he was really hungry, he would go to eat a cheap big bag of white toast.He knew very early on that he could not go home like other classmates and have the snacks made by his mother or the foreign fast food he liked to share with his father when he came home from get off work.He can only wait at home alone for his mother to come home from get off work to cook.

After entering junior high school and entering adolescence, he is no longer able to replenish the energy consumed by ordinary bread.So he had to finish his homework early at school so he could cook at home.In this way, not only did he not have to wait until Huarou came home from get off work to get dinner, but he could also help his mother with some housework so that she could work overtime at night.

Thinking about it, Lu Lin didn't notice that a man sneaked up behind him in the wet and crowded car, unzipped the bag in his hand, and took out a boxy thing.Then he pulled it up quietly, and seemed to curse after getting off at the station.

Lu Lin is a typical person who lost his senses when he was in a daze. He didn't even know that his wallet was stolen, and he still stood in front of the railing in a daze.

After getting off the car, he turned around the familiar narrow street, looked at the game hall that was not open, and the KFC that was always occupied. Lu Lin felt that the time was really fast, and he was in high school in a blink of an eye.

Going to play games seems to be just yesterday, and the taste of egg tarts that will never fade on the tip of the tongue is a memory given by Qiu Yu.

When I walked to the door of the house, the rusty iron door was still locked tightly, and there were no shoes on the painted plastic shoe rack outside the door.Mom was obviously not home yet.Lu Lin took off his schoolbag and reached in to get his keys, only to find that the net bag that could be called a wallet was missing.

It contained the money I earned from selling things, which was almost worth a month's living expenses.But when exactly was it lost?

If I remember correctly, a man passed by at the third station just now, and got off the bus after messing around for a while. My hearing is not bad, and it seems that he even said a curse.

It should be him, right?

He anxiously thought about how to tell his mother that he had lost the money, but he couldn't bear to tell Hua Rou that it would only increase the burden on his mother.Could it be that next month I can only find Qiu Yu for dinner?Or use the little change left to eat instant noodles every day?

Just as he thought of the word Qiu Yu, he bumped into a hard object and took it out to see that it was a small bag wrapped in yellow leather.

After opening it, he saw many red paper notes.I had mixed feelings for a while.

During the time he was with Qiu Yu, he didn't seem to let himself spend any money, and he always took out his wallet silently.So all the money for food and clothing was saved.

Once again, he stretched out his invisible hand to grab Lu Lin who was in trouble.

Lu Lin held the paper bag, his palms sweated a little, and wet a small piece of kraft paper; the heat of gratitude flowed through his body.In fact, he didn't realize that Qiu Yu had quietly walked into his life, opening up in his just-started youth.