Rebirth of Medicine Garden Space

The boy's illness deteriorated very quickly. By the end of the year, he could only lie in a hospital bed. What's worse, his parents divorced.

The boy's name is Zhao Yubin, and he has been feeling unwell since the summer vacation. His parents took him and his sister to hospitals in Haishi and the provincial capital for examinations. The doctor diagnosed him with advanced bone cancer.

At the beginning, his parents wanted to hide it from him, and couldn’t believe the doctor’s diagnosis. However, as several major hospitals diagnosed him one after another, Zhao Yubin’s father lost his temper. He advocated giving up treatment. In this era, the cure rate of cancer is very high. Low, postoperative survival is not high.

What's more, Zhao Yubin is in the late stage. In his father's view, this is a state of waiting for death.But his mother firmly disagreed, and she would try if there was no hope. It was absolutely impossible for her to give up her son.

The previous examination and diagnosis had already cost a lot of money, and Zhao Yubin's father could of course foresee that the entire Zhao family's fortune would be wiped out if it continued.But Ms. Zhao didn't care at all. She was almost insane from her son's illness. If spending money can cure the child, she would be willing to spend all her money.

Zhao's mother even thought that she must let the child be treated, even if it can buy the child a year or two, until more effective treatment plans and medicines are developed.However, the seriousness of the disease exceeded everyone's expectations. In just three months, Zhao Yubin was already ill.

Zhao Yubin's father divorced Zhao's mother impatiently. The property was divided into one and half, and the two brothers and sisters followed the mother and the father, and the family was completely disbanded.

His mother took him to the provincial capital hospital for two months and spent almost all her property, so now she had to bring him back to Yucheng County.

Liu Sichen was feeling Zhao Yubin's pulse in the ward, the young man was terribly thin, his skinny wrist was not much thicker than Liu Sichen's.Because he was unable to eat, he only relied on hanging water to maintain his vitality every day. Liu Sichen used spring water to soak ginseng slices for him to drink. However, the aura in the spring water could not suppress the crazy cancer cells. All these could only give this young man a little more time. That's all.

I haven't seen him for two months, the light in the bright eyes of that once proud young man has been completely extinguished, he is lying on the bed silently, eyes half closed, unable to speak a word all day, Liu Sichen can only be silent in his heart sigh.

"Zhao Yubin, cheer up." Liu Sichen lay on the bedside and looked at the boy, trying to muster up a little courage and hope for him.

The boy didn't even move his head, he just lay there numbly, as if he was calmly waiting for the arrival of death.

But how can it be really peaceful?He was an unworldly child, shrouded in the cruelty of death, and his calm was but a mask of despair.

Liu Sichen stayed there for half an hour without getting any response, so he had to pack up his things and prepare to leave. When he turned around, he realized that Gu Yao had been waiting at the door for an unknown amount of time. He leaned against the door frame with his arms folded, indifferently Looking at the ward, looking over with slight impatience.

"Brother, how long have you been waiting, why didn't you call me?" Liu Sichen obediently walked over and offered his hand.

Gu Yao stood up straight, stretched out his hand to hold him, and gave a soft "tsk", "Don't you count the time yourself? Don't cry with me when you miss the bus."

"Work." Liu Sichen was a little embarrassed. Gu Yao's high school had classes six days a week, and it was closer to the hospital than junior high school. It took seven or eight minutes to walk there, so Liu Sichen waited at the hospital every Saturday afternoon. Gu Yao came to pick him up and go home with him.

The two went to Mr. Chen's office to get things. Mr. Chen didn't come to work in the hospital on Saturdays, and Liu Sichen didn't have to go to the clinic. He just took the work of sorting out cases at Chen's house on Saturdays to the hospital.

"You pay too much attention to that guy." Gu Yao said suddenly when Liu Sichen stepped out of the hospital.

Liu Sichen paused for a moment before he understood who he was talking about.

"He...he is very ill." Liu Sichen was a little downcast, "I can't help you much."

"still remember……"

"I remember!" Liu Sichen hurriedly interrupted him, "I didn't blame myself for not being able to save him, I clearly knew that I could do it, the current medical conditions, the world's top doctors and medicines can't save him Him, barring a miracle."

"Yeah." Gu Yao responded lightly, then frowned and said, "Then what are you worrying about?"

"He's a child after all, isn't he?" Liu Sichen said sullenly with his head down.

What responded to him was Gu Yao's disdainful sneer, "Don't say that kid, it will give me the illusion that you seem to be bigger than him. In fact, whether he is a child or how seriously ill he is has nothing to do with you. How much does it matter."

"Hey! Why are you so cold-blooded?!" Liu Sichen glared at him in disbelief, and shouted in a dog-like temper, "I misread you!"

Gu Yao didn't care about his temper, and even hugged him with great interest, "I'm afraid you are mistaken, he is a patient to you, and you are not even a doctor, you and him are also It's just a stranger you've met a few times, why do you bother with him?"

"But, that's still a child. Death is too cruel for him. He shouldn't suffer such torture. Even if it's a stranger, I would feel sad." Liu Sichen stretched out his hand to pinch Gu Yao's cheek, He was full of resentment for the naturalness and indifference on his face.

"There is no one to give him this kind of torture, nor is it a punishment for his mistakes. To some extent, this disease is a random event, and there is no question of whether it should be done or not." Gu Yao pondered for a while after finishing speaking, "And yours A career is about dealing with all these random events, and I need you to be ruthless when they come together in front of you."

Liu Sichen stared at him blankly, his eyes turned from confusion to clarity, he seemed to understand what Gu Yao meant, not really being indifferent, but looking at sick people from the perspective of a doctor, he suddenly realized that although he wholeheartedly I want to be a doctor, but I always use my biological age as an excuse, and I never admit from my heart that I have to bear the responsibility of a doctor.

"Otherwise, you might as well not be a troublesome doctor. This alone will drive you crazy sooner or later." Gu Yao was very satisfied with seeing the clear look in his eyes, and accelerated his pace towards the station.

Liu Sichen hugged his neck and did not speak. A doctor is doomed to face birth, old age, sickness and death all his life. These are the doomed but most painful journeys in human existence. Without a strong inner support, he will live in self-blame, Under the self-restraint woven by negative energies such as sympathy, sentimentality, and powerlessness, if things go on like this, let alone advanced medical skills, I am afraid that there will be mental problems.

"Anyone can sympathize with him and feel sad for him. But you can't, you doctors can't, even, your sympathy is the greatest torture for him. Facing him, that's just your job, you just have to be serious and try your best Just do everything you can." Gu Yao patted the child on the back, he wanted to tell himself that this is a child, just take it slowly, but when he thought of his expression in that boy's ward just now, he couldn't help but teach him a lesson He, hold his footsteps towards the detour, and correct his direction.

Liu Sichen hugged him tightly and rubbed his nose against his neck.

"I still remember that my mother was very ill at the time, and I was very scared. I stayed with her in the hospital all the time. Every time she had some strength to talk to me, I was happy for a long time, but the sympathetic eyes of the nurses and doctors swept away. Coming here is like pouring a basin of cold water on me, making those fears and panics that have just been suppressed come out crazily." Gu Yao finally carried him to the station and caught up with the third round of the last class, "During that period During the time of pain and suffering, my impression of her was blurred, but the sympathy and sighs for those nurses and doctors were still deeply rooted, and every time I think of it, I feel a chill in my bones."

"Brother, it's okay, it's all over." Liu Sichen couldn't bear him to continue talking, quickly covered his mouth, nodded repeatedly with red eyes, "I understand what you mean."

Gu Yao pulled his hand away, frowned and took a sip, "Have you washed your hands before touching my mouth?!"

Liu Sichen stared at him in disbelief, "You despise me?!"

Gu Yao raised his eyebrows, "Do you know how many germs you may have on your body? Is it abnormal to dislike you?"

"You've changed, Gu Yao, you're no longer that Gu Yao called Xiao Tiantian, you've really changed! Sure enough, men can't be relied upon when they grow up, eh..." Liu Sichen made a fuss while pretending to cry , It wasn't until the people in the car turned their gazes over that they settled down in embarrassment.

When he got home, Liu Sichen had packed up his emotions. Grandpa Liu saw that his little face, which had been frowning for several days, finally cleared up, and his heart felt a little more at ease.The child was young, and he was exposed to the most helpless part of human nature too early. In fact, Grandpa Liu was also very uncertain and conflicted, but he didn't know how to resolve it. Seeing that the child was finally happy, Grandpa Liu was relieved a lot.

Seeing his grandfather relieved, Liu Sichen blamed himself a little. He was too immersed in his emotions, but he didn't realize that everyone around him was worried about him.

However, although he was persuaded by Gu Yao intellectually, it was impossible to let go of it completely emotionally.

Liu Sichen will still worry about Zhao Yubin's condition, but this time he will not show any sympathy or other negative emotions in front of Zhao Yubin and his mother. He will follow Mr. Chen and only do what he should do seriously.

At this moment, even Old Man Chen was surprised. Originally, he had thought up a set of rhetoric to teach the child a lesson, but he didn't expect him to figure it out. Old Man Chen was very satisfied with this little apprentice in his heart.