[Letter White] I love your grave

2.6

Only then did Han Xin realize that he didn't seem to understand the man in front of him.

There were things in the brown eyes of the other party that he couldn't understand, sticky and thick, covering his favorite joy, he almost couldn't see it.It seems that there is an invisible black mist between them. The distance was almost zero before, but now it seems to be separated by hundreds of thousands of miles.

"...You, no, let's talk about Huatou first? I don't understand what you mean."

Han Xin scratched his head and sighed, "Get out of the car first, let's sit at your house and talk. It's not convenient to talk here, and it would be bad to receive a ticket later."

……

Han Xin found a random place to park his precious iron bump, opened the door and got out of the car while sighing.He looked at the bouquet of red roses in full bloom lying on the back seat, and at Li Bai who was drifting away, sighed in his heart again, closed the car door, followed Li Bai's figure swayingly, not chasing him, It hangs far behind the man, like a puppy that has been rejected by its owner.

His mind was in a mess, and he followed Li Bai step by step, numbly repeating what Li Bai did.Enter the door, bend over, bow your head, change your shoes, follow Li Bai closely...

"Sit on the couch and don't follow me into the kitchen."

"……Oh."

Han Xin clutched the teacup that Li Bai forcefully stuffed into his hand, watching the white mist leaking from between his fingers, feeling a little confused.Of course it sounds nice, if you want to have a good talk with Li Bai, what can you talk about?he does not know.

The two have been tossing and tossing for so many years. It is impossible to say that Han Xin has never thought of giving up. He is not a patient person, and it is really abnormal to insist on being with Li Bai.Han Xin didn't know why he didn't want to give up Li Bai, and he didn't know the meaning of doing so. He just relied on his intuition to judge that he couldn't give up Li Bai.

So he did.

Li Bai leaned on the door frame of the kitchen, quietly watching Han Xin hold the teacup in a daze, and walked forward after a while, dragged a chair and placed it opposite Han Xin, then sat down on his buttocks, and asked, "You tell me first." Firstly?"

Han Xin reacted like a fool for a long time, opening and closing his mouth, and didn't say a word for a long time.Li Bai sighed, snatched the teacup from his hand and put it on the tea table, and directly made a decision for him, "Forget it, let me talk first. It's annoying to see you like this."

Li Bai: "I...to put it simply, your family is too rich and I don't think I can afford it."

Han Xin:? ? ?

Han Xin: "Isn't this too simple? According to the process just now, isn't it that the heroine endures the sadness and analyzes her heart and prepares to talk about it?"

The serious atmosphere was instantly wiped out by Han Xin's interruption.Li Bai scratched his head irritably, and simply raised Erlang's legs and half-slumped on the chair. While sorting out his thoughts, he glanced at Han Xin from time to time, with a look of love and hatred that wanted to tear him apart.

Li Bai's narrative must start from the beginning.

"Your family is very rich, and you have been rich for many generations. The first time I went to that villa of your family was terrible, and then you told me that it was a birthday present from your father who didn't know how many years ago..."

"It's not just a villa, you won't have a broken mind, right? It feels inexplicably dead logical..."

Han Xin couldn't help but interrupted, and then Li Bai gave him a threatening look.

Li Bai: "There's a big gap between us, anyway, I don't have a father..." He ambiguously passed the words in the middle, "I don't have such good conditions to walk the dog and play with the cat. I want to be with you, get closer to you, and have been planning our future."

Han Xin nodded seriously, and when he heard Shen Shen couldn't help but pull Li Bai's hand, and then he was thrown away mercilessly.

"Still touching! You know how to touch your hands when you talk about serious things! Don't you feel that you are just a scum who legally cheats money and sex by saying that I will treat your daughter well!"

Li Bai unceremoniously gave a very pertinent evaluation.

Pertinent to the point of the soul.

The serious and serious atmosphere could hardly be maintained any longer, so Li Bai simply went straight to the point and tortured Han Xin mentally.

"I've been planning our future, but have you thought about it? Even if it's just a thought, have you thought about our future?"

Li Bai's beautiful blue eyes were smeared with helpless emotions, and the lips that Han Xin had painted countless times expressed some cruel words one by one.Han Xin could hear the sound of his heart beating rapidly, thump, thud, the intense rhythm as if he had seen a ghost, but it was more like the panic after the self-deception was revealed.

Han Xin fell silent for a moment.

Li Bai went on to say: "Do you still remember when I confessed to you back then, I thought I had failed and turned around and left, and then you stopped me? Do you still remember what you said to me back then?"

What did you... say?

Han Xin's mind went blank.He desperately recalled what he said to Li Bai at that time, but he could only remember in vain the scene when he hugged Li Bai who was about to escape. As for what Li Bai said to him, he also answered Li Bai Indistinct.

"..."

Looking at Han Xin's appearance, Li Bai knew that he had completely forgotten Han Xin's own promise, and he didn't want to remind the other party what the two of them said at that time. He just lowered his head and took a deep breath in his heart. , to make the final verdict.

"Han Xin. When we are together, you only think about how to have fun now, and when you go back, you think about how to have fun in the future. You know in your heart that you won't roll into the room when you see each other a few times. I feel that I am your bed partner, a dispensable existence."

"You don't think about my future and yours, and you don't even have a clear plan for yourself. You tease cats and dogs every day under the banner of carpe diem... Don't talk about the two of us, just talk about yourself, what do you think? Is it really okay to go on like this?"

Li Bai stood up, intending to enter the bedroom, but stopped as soon as he stepped out.

Li Bai: "Didn't you always want to know why I always feel that you still like Senior Liu Bang and have no sense of security? I can tell you very clearly today, Han Xin, it is your performance that makes me feel too insecure. You treat Senior , and to me, it’s normal to get along with each other, talk and laugh, but it’s just different.”

"It's different, Han Xin. We're different."

"I want to find a life-long partner who is willing to fight for our future, instead of rushing around with love and passion."

"I know you like me, but my liking can't bear your toss."

"What you said in the car... and what I said, you should think about it again."

"Stay as you please."