magical boy

We headed home and I regained my shape, a little out of breath.

Ruan Jue is dead, I killed him.

I suddenly burst into tears, Song Daoxi hugged me and leaned against the tree, my whole body was shaking, I hugged him tightly, I couldn't calm down.

I said I killed someone, and Song Daoxi said, what you killed should be a demon.

He said: "Didn't she just say that the world is fake except for you?"

So he knew what we were talking about... I asked him, did you doubt life, and he said, life should not be doubted so easily.

Song Daoxi said: "I don't think it matters whether it's true or not, only wanting or not wanting, important or unimportant. Who knows if your world is real? Perhaps, your world is also a realm of demons."

He suddenly said, "If that's the case, do you still want to go back?"

I was silent for a while, then changed the topic: "If possible, would you like to go out with me?"

He lowered his eyes, and I knew immediately that I had answered his question at the same time: wanting to go back.I don't know when I will be killed in this devil's domain; every move is watched and even manipulated by others, just like a puppet...

He raised his eyes again and said, "Of course, I hope I can accompany you wherever you go."

He stroked my cheek, and couldn't hide the pain in his eyes: "I don't want you to go out... I don't know if the me outside is this me, if not, can he love you as much as I do."

My cheeks burned, and I was helpless.Should I be happy?Of course I am happy, but if I say it in other circumstances, I am afraid that I will be so happy, but now, I feel more bitter in my heart-this is a multiple-choice question.

I stood on tiptoe and kissed under his eyes, he closed them and opened them, we were still as carefree as last week, but it was at that moment that I realized that the devil might hide the core Where.

...Song Daoxi...

I added Yunshu's QQ, and when I got home, I asked her if it was possible for the devil to hide the core on me.This is another guess of mine. If this is the case, then there is no solution to this multiple-choice question, and I don't have to worry about it anymore, but Yun Shu said that it is theoretically impossible.She said that there can only be one gem or core in a body, and I have just become a magical girl, and the power of the magical girl is still very strong, and the devil cannot change my base point for the time being.

Then it can only be Song Daoxi.

I turned off the phone screen, transformed into Song Daoxi and landed in front of the window.He closed the window, probably because the air conditioner was turned on, but the curtains were not drawn tightly, so I moved to the side so I could just see him.It was already late at night, he slept soundly and looked very tired, I grabbed the window frame, let the night wind blow my skirt, and watched without moving.

I was reminded of the story of The Little Mermaid and how similar I was in her situation.Returning to the sea to gain freedom requires killing the prince, otherwise he will turn into foam and die.

I tried it out, conjured a spear, threw it, and flipped and jumped, which is the end of The Little Mermaid, and I wondered if I could do it.

Then, the desire to survive made me brake from the eighth floor.

But I have no way to kill him, no matter how much I tell myself that he is not the person I have been secretly in love with for two or three years, it is useless, because I like him, and he likes me too... This guy is simply a model boyfriend, recovered from Wednesday to From the beginning of my normal life, I felt that I didn't need the devil to do anything to die, and I could die lazy, fat, and happy when I was with him.

On Saturday morning, Yun Shu died.I was doing my homework, and my phone buzzed. I picked it up and saw that it was a message from her. There were only two words: take care.

Then, I felt an overwhelming amount of information flooding towards me. It was an information library, and if I could receive it, it could only mean that Yun Shu was dead.

I searched for information about the core of the demon in the information base, and the core can also be found there, but I didn't see any relevant information. I know that it is because the demon has blocked it.I thought optimistically, is it possible that the demon's allegation about Song Daoxi is actually centered on a person I don't know at all?

On Saturday afternoon, Song Daoxi said that his parents were not at home and asked me to go to his house to play. I immediately ran down happily, but the moment I saw him, I was stunned.

I didn't need any information from the information database at all, I opened the door, and my earlobe suddenly became painful, and the area where the gemstone earrings were located jumped up and down, as if there was some danger.

The core, the core of the demon, is right in front of me.

I later learned that other people can’t feel the existence of the devil’s core so strongly because their gems are too far away from the nerves. Zhu Cijing’s is a bracelet, Miao Siyu’s is a hairpin, and Yun Shu’s ring is close to the skin. But she hadn't had time to meet Song Daoxi after she obtained the information database.

He sat on the piano bench and turned to look at me: "Hey."

So I walked up to him and he looked like a phantom with the real demonic core beating in his heart.In order to cover up, I said: "Hey, your sunflowers are so beautiful."

The balcony of his house is full of sunflowers, just like the green belt on the side of the road, but they are unevenly planted, large clusters of bright colors, the wind blowing through the flower curtain, especially strong in midsummer.

"Why are you nervous?" He smiled and waved to me, so I sat beside him and said softly, "Your parents are not at home...you don't want to do anything to me, do you?"

Devil, Song Daoxi, Song Daoxi, devil, two diametrically opposite identities belonged to him, my earlobe stopped hurting, but my heart began to be confused.

He whispered in my ear with a smile: "Do you want me to do something to you?"

I couldn't control my transformation all of a sudden. This is a very defensive state, so I had to jump up to explain: "I dance..."

After I finished speaking, I wished I could slap myself to death.

He played a waltz and I danced in the middle of the living room.In fact, it’s dancing, but it’s just turning around with the beat. The purple skirt turned into a big circle. He looked back at me. During that song, I knew that there was a devil’s core under his body. , but I'm still addicted.At the end of the song, I fell to the ground dizzy. He came over and knelt down beside me, and I smiled foolishly.

…Speaking of which, he was such a gentleman, but he insisted on kissing me next to me with my legs spread apart.

I hugged his back with my hand, kissed and kissed, tears fell down.

...Why should I go back to the outside world?

Just to repeat all this in the world that I think is real...

Just like no matter how beautiful the dream is, I still want to wake up to realize it.

The spear appeared in my hand, I held the front end, and the point of the spear pierced his back.Without opening my eyes, I kissed him more deeply, hugged him tighter, tears flowed more fiercely, the tip of the spear easily passed through the layers of flesh, and the core made a crisp breaking sound.

At that moment, I regretted it, the nostalgia when I woke up was so strong, I was even willing to accept everything in the dream, even if I had to lose all my relatives and friends, even if he was the devil I should hate the most.But the core had shattered, and the spear point pierced his chest, and then, dissipated.

Everything dissipated.

everything is over.

I opened my eyes, and my heart was as silent as death. The scene in front of me was a hospital ward.

They said, five of us went to a picnic together, then got food poisoning, others died, and I just woke up after being in a vegetable for two weeks.

The timeline is the same as in the domain. I captured this information, but it happened in the domain that Song Daoxi and I were together. In reality, he should still be hesitating.

They said that the food poisoning caused nerve damage, which may cause me something, plus some other blows, and I will be transferred to the psychiatric department for further treatment.

In other words, they would lead me to deny everything about magical girls, demons, and the realm.However, it's not that I insist on it deliberately, all of this is indeed true, I quietly tried to transform, and it was successful.The things in the domain are indeed fake, but they are not illusions. My parents, sister, and everyone around me are inextricably linked with magic.

I just nodded and said, oh.

If you forget it, forget it, if you deny it... just deny it, but before that, I just want to see a person and say a few words to him.

When I met Song Daoxi, I had already been transferred to the psychiatric department, that is to say, I was already a mental patient.He came in, sat across from me, and glanced at me politely, lightly, with concern, and with distance.

He didn't even know why I was looking for him.Maybe he figured it out and was just waiting for me to speak, but I didn't know how, and not just because his parents were standing at the door.

I pondered for a long time, and finally said: "Do you remember... In the elevator, you said, how many days do you want?"

I looked at his face, loved, hated, killed with my own hands, all happened between me and him, and they were neither.

I could see clearly, hesitation flashed in his eyes.

I heard his words, lowered my eyes, and nodded.

He stood up.

He goes out.

He closes the door.

Apart from the polite words, what he said was: "Sorry."

The author has something to say:

it's over

The ending is a bit sad, I know

I didn't want to

but!

There is still sugar in the future!

The main CP is not the pair you imagined!

The text of the main cp's arrow did not mention a single word!