my brother is not human

That year, on a dust-free night, the weather was cool, Xia Chaoyin was watering the flowers in the yard, and Xia Zhihan dozed off in the shadows, sitting under a tree.

Xia Zhaoyin walked over with the ladle for watering the flowers, and slowly poured it on his head.Xia Zhihan lifted himself up from the haze, and saw clearly his smiling face.

He seemed to be saying, "Brother, stay with me."

Xia Zhihan woke up violently.

Since his birthday that day, three full months have passed, and Xia Zhaoyin has not heard from him at all, and finally the phone was also disconnected.

Xia Zhihan had heart palpitations every night.He finally went out and took a detour to Xia Chaoyin's house.

He knew what Xia Zhaoyin was angry about, but he didn't want to always accommodate him because of his childish temper.

He thought, this time, just take a look at him to confirm that he is still alive.

He knocked on the door for a long time, but it turned out to be a sexy girl with scantily clad clothes who opened the door.Xia Zhihan was speechless, because Xia Chaoyin's tastes were always so unique.

Xia Zhihan said, "Where's Xia Chaoyin?"

The girl looked him up and down, and asked sullenly, "Who are you?"

Xia Zhihan said, "I am his elder brother."

The girl said: "What Xia Chaoyin, I have never heard of it, you have found the wrong person!"

Xia Zhihan was stunned for a moment, then rushed into their house, a fat man came out, and pushed Xia Zhihan: "Who are you, who are you looking for?"

Xia Zhihan looked around, and indeed this was completely different from his previous home, and there was no sign of anyone else in the house.

He backed out, feeling very puzzled, so he dialed Ah He's cell phone.

"Ahe, has Xia Chaoyin moved? Is he at your place?"

Shen He was playing the guitar with some girls, and there was a lot of noise around, she said loudly: "What? Who are you?"

Xia Zhihan said: "I am Xia Zhihan, is Chaoyin with you?"

Shen He said: "Ah, you made a mistake, I don't know what Chaoyin is."

She hung up the phone and said to her friend with a smile: "I'm so speechless, I've made a lot of wrong calls recently."

A friend said: "It can't be a liar, next time you see a number you don't recognize, don't answer it."

Xia Zhihan frowned, Xia Chaoyin is such a living person, it is impossible to disappear from the world, why do these people claim not to know Xia Chaoyin?Could it be that he accidentally committed something?

Xia Zhihan thought, feeling a little scared.He rarely has such emotions, he is just afraid for Xia Zhaoyin, that weak and troubled person, whenever something happens, he will be anxious and afraid, he doesn't know how he is now, he must find him as soon as possible.

Xia Zhihan came to Xia's house, banging on the door.

Lin Zi came to open the door for him while running, and said, "Come on, come on, Xiaohan, what's the matter?"

Xiao Lin seemed to be a little afraid of Xia Zhihan, so he backed away silently, Xia's father came out of the house, and Xiao Jing, a family of three looked at him in full battle.

Xia Zhihan said, "Where's Xia Chaoyin?"

Xia Zhihan observed their expressions.It's all the kind of look that is a little scared and a little sad.He felt a sharp pain in his heart, rushed up and grabbed his father by the collar, and said, "Where is Xiaoyin!!! Where did you get him!"

Xiao Lin hurried over, trying to pull him away, but his eyes were red, and he said, "Let go of your father!"

Xia Zhihan wanted to push Xiao Lin away, but he didn't expect his strength to be weak, and instead of pushing Xiao Lin down, Xia's father blocked him with his hand, keeping a distance from Xia Zhihan.

Xia Zhi looked at him coldly, he clearly remembered that the last time he saw Chao Yin's back was when he came out of their house drunk.

Xia Zhihan pointed to Xiao Lin and said, "Did you kill him?"

Father Xia looked at him sadly, his hair was very gray.

Xiao Lin helped him, crying and said: "Your father is old, and his heart is not good, so please stop making trouble, okay, there is no such thing as Xiaoyin! You just pity your father, pity our family , stop making trouble!"

Xia Zhihan couldn't help but took a step back, frowned and said, "You killed Xia Chaoyin, now tell me there is no such person?"

He walked up to Xiao Lin and said, "On the night of June 6, Zhao Yin was drunk at your house, and you asked the driver to take him back. Is there such a thing?"

Kobayashi said: "June... In June we traveled to the United States..."

Father Xia waved to Xiao Lin, frowning.

Xiao Lin immediately stopped talking, but ran into the house.

Xia Zhihan watched the interaction between the two of them, and analyzed coldly, he would not let Xia Chaoyin die so unclearly, even if the whole world wanted to erase him, he still remembered.

Xiao Lin ran out of the house, took a bottle of medicine, and begged: "You haven't taken medicine for a few days, take it first."

Father Xia said, "If you continue to do this, we can only send you back to the mental hospital."

Xia Zhihan knocked over the pills, Xiao Lin yelled in fright, Xia Zhihan retreated to the door, and said, "I won't let him die alone."

His eyes are deep black, bottomless, like the most hopeless night.

He rushed to the table, picked up the fruit knife on it, and stabbed Xiao Lin.

Xia's father was frightened, he kicked Xia Zhihan away, Xia Zhihan felt his eyes darken, and suddenly passed out.

When he woke up, he was lying in the hospital, his limbs were tied with black belts, and he had no strength at all.

A nurse in white came over, her hair was permed into a mess like an exploding chicken coop, and her eyes were covered with eerie blue eyeshadow.

She smiled gently at Xia Zhihan: "You're awake, come and take your medicine."

Without any explanation, she gulped Xia Zhihan down a few pills.

Xia Zhihan said, "Help me, someone killed my brother and brought me here."

The nurse smiled softly and said, "Do you know where this is?"

Xia Zhihan said: "I'm not crazy! I'm really not crazy, you believe me."

The nurse touched his head and said, "Go to sleep for a while, everything will be fine tomorrow."

Xia Zhihan watched the nurse leave helplessly.

He thought about it, he didn't have anything to prove that Xia Chaoyin was alive, and Xia Chaoyin didn't give him anything.

But does this prove that Xia Chaoyin is a fake, is he imagining it?

Xia Zhihan felt cold in his heart, he didn't know what these people wanted to do, he lowered his head and smelled his clothes, there was the smell of Xia Chaoyin on them.

He can prove it, every inch of skin on his body can prove it, every drop of blood in his body can prove it, and he doesn't need any foreign objects to prove it.

Xia Chaoyin has lived to such an age, Xia Chaoyin loves him so deeply.

Xia Zhihan closed his eyes.And where is he now.

Will he be afraid, will he be wronged, will he be bullied and killed, or is he still in danger now.

He spat out the medicine in his mouth, intending to find a chance to sneak out.

Father Xia appeared at the door, and he walked in, hunched over, looking very old.

Xia Zhihan looked at him warily.

Xia's father said: "Zhihan, have you really forgotten? When you were eight years old, you took Xiaoyin to Minghuaihe, and he never came back."

Xia Zhihan thought, no one can see, of course you can say whatever you want.

Papa Xia stroked Xia Zhihan's hair sadly, and said, "Xiaohan, stop blaming yourself. We never blamed you for something wrong with Xiaoyin, just accept it."

Xia Zhihan clasped his hands, he could feel Xia Zhaoyin's warmth even though the two of them were not together.He could smell his breath, and the autumn wind couldn't take it away a little bit.

Xia Zhihan closed his eyes, his whole life was vivid in his mind, from elementary school to junior high school, to university, and even saved money to take him to play a few months ago.

Even if the whole world is false, there is only one thing that must be true, what God brings, isn't it.

Bright moon out of Tianshan

Xia Zhihan lay on the bed with his eyes closed, feeling someone lying on top of him, and a slight breath came from his ears.

He didn't open his eyes.

He slowly felt the breath.How true.

he thought.

It was a night a long time ago, back when Mama Xia was still alive and the two of them were still living in their hometown.

At that time, the sky was very clear, and countless stars and the moon could be seen.That night, it was Xia night, Xia Zhihan was wearing a loose vest, eating ice cream in the yard.

Xia Zhaoyin came back from playing outside, sweating all over his body, he took off his T-shirt when he entered the door, and stood in the yard to take a shower.A teenager, the water trickled down his shoulders.Xia Zhaoyin saw Xia Zhihan who was sitting in the corner, leaned forward, and said annoyedly, "Where did you get the ice cream, where is mine?"

Xia Zhihan cast him a cool look, and saw the sky full of stars twinkling behind him.

He will never forget that he clearly saw the starry sky, and he still remembers the feeling of Xia Zhaoyin's hand pushing his body, so real, how could it be fake?

Xia Chaoyin pushed him, trying to grab his ice cream, Xia Zhihan let go of his hand, and Xia Chaoyin snatched the ice cream away. clean.

At night, the weather is very hot. Even with the doors and windows open and the whistling of old electric fans, the heat cannot be blown away.

Xia Zhihan lay dead on the bed, feeling that his sweat had soaked the mat underneath.At this time, he felt the breath in his ear.

The breathing sound was very soft, with a unique aura, like the green leaves in front of the door, after that, he no longer had this kind of aura.

Xia Zhihan could smell and feel it, so how could it be fake?

He remembered turning around and hugging that person's head, kissing his hair and warm arms, his clothes were wet with sweat, his head slipped off the pillow, and landed on the bamboo mat. The smell of sweat, mixed together, is like a slightly greasy smell in the soil.

He endured it all, the sweat was still the same smell, the pain was still the numbness, even though all the body fluids of the two people were intertwined and mixed together, the whole body was soaked, he lay there motionless, as if his body was no longer his own The same, let the soul together and happy.

Xia Zhihan opened his eyes, there was no one around, only the gentle wind, and the smell of green grass outside.

He climbed out of bed and looked at the bright moon outside.

He decided to go back to Minghuai Town.