My current boyfriend became my black fan

"Your guitar is too old, and the strings will be worn out. I don't think you should replace it with new strings. If you don't want to throw it away, just put it away. How about buying a new one?"

You Lei raised his head and looked at the handsome young man in front of him, feeling a little unhappy in his heart.It's just someone I met on the first day, what does it matter to you whether I want to change?

I thought so in my heart, but he definitely wouldn't say that, but replied politely: "Thank you, but I think it can be used for a while after repairing it."

"Ugh……"

The boy sighed softly, as if he felt that he was stubborn, but he seemed to understand. "That's right, it's really not easy to replace it with a new one temporarily."

"Are you Diyin's student too?" You Lei asked, "I remember seeing you before."

"Well, yes," Liao Wenrui looked back at him and smiled, "My name is Liao Wenrui, from the second class of the Vocal Music Department, how about you?"

"You Tianqi from the Composition Department..."

After he finished his simple self-introduction, Liao Wenrui smiled: "Wow, the Composition Department is amazing. It's a pleasure to meet you."

When he stretched out his hand, his smile was brighter than the incandescent lamp above his head. You Lei thought to himself when he held that hot hand back, I'm afraid I'm not very good at dealing with this person.

How does it feel to have a chattering person next to you?It's like living with a starling in your head, it's easy to get bored at first, but as time goes on, you get used to it.But after knowing Liao Wenrui's life experience, the long-lost sense of boredom inadvertently invaded You Lei's consciousness.

Ah, it turns out that he is actually the young son who grew up in an opera family.

In the past, the status of opera was low, and it was a low-level thing, but with the change of policies, opera has slowly been revitalized in the name of the quintessence of the country. Veteran opera actors have to be honored as old artists, including Liao Wenrui father.

People in the drama circle have a network of influence in the Cultural Bureau, that is to say, Liao Wenrui originally had a bright and bright future, but he ran out of the hotbed without knowing his life or death.

I don't know the blessing in the blessing.You Lei thought, if I have such a family, why would I run out to suffer?Why don't I have such a family?

This kind of trouble made him breathless, he knew that his mind was dark, and he also knew that it was wrong, it was unfair to Liao Wenrui.But every minute and every second I spent with Liao Wenrui, there was a horrifying voice like a sore, saying: You are not equal.

How can they be equal?

You Lei even felt that Liao Wenrui's blind trust in him was like a joke.What exactly does Liao Wenrui admire about him?talent?But Liao Wenrui himself was hailed as the "Prince of Music" by various girls in the school.You Lei felt that he was actually more like a follower, Liao Wenrui's gatekeeper, rather than a friend.

Slowly, he found that the way Liao Wenrui looked at him was different from when he looked at others.

You Lei couldn't figure it out at first, but then he suddenly came to his senses: Does Liao Wenrui like him?

Being liked by a man, You Lei felt both shy and a little excited.

Liao Wenrui, who has a good family background, is admired by everyone, and is extremely dazzling, actually secretly likes me.This recognition made You Lei regain a little confidence, and his attitude towards Liao Wenrui became more and more kind.Since you are a poor wretch who secretly likes me, it's only right to give you a good face.

You Lei thought so, and then started looking for a girlfriend.

He could feel that Liao Wenrui was a little sad, while he could feel a kind of distorted happiness.

Such emotions are dangerous, and he tried his best to control his balance, trying to make himself look like a normal person.

Liao Wenrui is really capable. He has seen a lot since he was a child, and he can smell opportunities sensitively. He seems to be able to make accurate judgments on which companies should go, and which small draft picks are useless.Later, when Geng Entertainment launched the rookie draft, Liao Wenrui suddenly became excited.You Lei watched this youthful boy blowing into his bedroom like a gust of swift wind.

"Let's go and participate! Our chance is here!"

Yu Lei was nervous, more than usual.Inversely proportional to his nervousness was Liao Wenrui's excitement and eagerness to try.At this time, You Lei admired Liao Wenrui from the bottom of his heart, envied, even envied this person.

He knew that he might face bigger situations in the future, and if he didn't learn to calm down now, he would lose his composure even more in the future.Before he took the stage, Liao Wenrui tried his best to play ugly to encourage him. When You Lei looked back, he couldn't help being amused.

Liao Wenrui has a magical power in him.

They successfully passed the audition, the preliminary test, the top 64, the top 32... all the way to the semi-finals.

"You should have been eliminated, because there is one person who can't be eliminated..." The woman lightly bumped his arm with her chest, seeing him trembling slightly, smiling frivolously and tremblingly, "Do you understand what I mean? Yes Yes, just take this room card, and I will wait for you."

At this moment, You Lei felt as if he had been thrown into a boundless desert by the homeowner, with the wind and sand whistling, he couldn't find a foothold.

The room card was in his hand, and he was sweating.

"Hey!" Liao Wenrui slapped him on the back fiercely, "You sang really well today! To celebrate our performance today, let's eat something delicious!"

You Lei was so frightened that he almost threw away his room card. He was covered in cold sweat and his fingertips were still shaking. "Didn't you... say that you get fat easily and dare not eat more?"

He managed to stabilize himself, but Liao Wenrui was still saying, "It's okay, just today, we've made it to the semi-finals... What's wrong with you? Are you sweating so much? Are you feeling unwell?"

"It's a little bit." You Lei lowered his head so that Liao Wenrui couldn't see his expression, "I might... go back and have a rest. You should go eat first."

Liao Wenrui: "But..."

"You go first!" You Lei roared, seeing Liao Wenrui's surprised and bewildered look, he clenched his fists and said, "You go, I want to be alone for a while now."

He still went to the appointment, and during the whole process, his eyes, brain, and shame were all covered with a black cloth.Vague, ignorant, reckless.When he walked out of the hotel, he covered his entire head with a hoodie.

He washed his body back and forth in the hotel, but he knew that now he was like a stinking piece of garbage.

He didn't eat anything that day, and lay alone in the dormitory, sleeping soundly with his head covered.He knew that Liao Wenrui had come to look for him, but he didn't dare to see Liao Wenrui, nor did he dare to meet those clear eyes.

That would only make him hate himself even more.

His entanglement with that woman did not stop here, but reached the final indistinctly.He felt that he could win the championship. After sacrificing so much, how could he not win the championship?He was bound to win and asked Liao Wenrui: "Who do you think can win the championship?"

Liao Wenrui said, "Take your hand here."

You Lei handed him his hand according to his words, and saw Liao Wenrui holding his palm and carefully writing a word on his palm with his fingers: you.

You Lei couldn't believe that Liao Wenrui really thought so, but seeing Liao Wenrui's sincere eyes, You Lei suddenly had the urge to dig a hole in the ground and bury himself completely.

As a result, Liao Wenrui won the final championship. His ability is indeed strong. He lost to Liao Wenrui in terms of strength, and You Lei had nothing to say.

The three of them formed a group, and Liao Wenrui said to him: "Tian Qi, I will definitely lead you to success."

You Lei's heart that was covered in dust in the desert seemed to have seen the pity of the heavens and felt some small raindrops.

"Okay." At that moment, he really thought about completely abandoning the dirty self in the past and starting over.

The captain of the group was handed over to Liao Wenrui. You Lei felt that Liao Wenrui was not suitable to be the captain. He always thought of things very naively, so he said: "I thought the captain was voted by ourselves."

"I'm sorry, Tianqi," Liao Wenrui said, "I applied myself and said that I want to be the captain... I also want to exercise myself."

You shouldn't get angry so easily. If you feel angry because of such a small thing, how can you change it?

You Lei tried hard to find a suitable position for himself, not to think about things that did not belong to him, suppressed, and prevented that dark and ugly monster from coming out.

He became famous, but once again became Liao Wenrui's accessory.Liao Wenrui has changed from the prince of the campus to the prince of the whole country.He is not only famous, but also because of his excellent grades, he won the opportunity to exchange and study abroad.

It was the second year of their debut, and Liao Wenrui said to him reluctantly when he left: "I really want to take you there, it will be very lonely there alone."

You Lei smiled and said, "What stupid things are you talking about?"

The voice in his heart reminded him again: Look, this is the gap between you.

Shut up, shut up now.

You Lei went to drink all night, but after getting drunk, he felt even more uncomfortable.He thought, is this the life I want?What did I want before I came here?

What overwhelmed him was a polyp that was slowly growing in his throat. At first he just felt uncomfortable. When he went to see the doctor, he only told him that he was a little inflamed and nothing else.

This time the inflammation lasted for a long time, and he always felt uncomfortable, and he couldn't even sing well.Liao Wenrui comforted him and tried his best to give him the part where the treble was not needed.You Lei's rationality told him that Liao Wenrui was doing it for his own good, but in fact he was thinking, are you sure you don't want to steal the limelight?

Physical discomfort, mental fighting, everything made him exhausted.He becomes obsessed with being drunk and even resumes a physical relationship with the woman.

When he woke up one morning, he found that his voice was like a hoarse old man. The next day was the concert, so he went to the hospital for an examination.

This is a vocal cord polyp. The doctor told him that due to the long delay, the vocal cords have been compressed and it is difficult to speak.

He slumped on the ground, unable to accept this reality.

"It must be operated as soon as possible," the doctor said, "but after the removal, your vocal cords will definitely be damaged, and this cannot be repaired."

Surgery, surgery...You Lei thought confusedly, he didn't have much savings yet, he used it for surgery, and he couldn't sing anymore...Then what's the point of him staying in this group?

He didn't tell Liao Wenrui these things, and he even started to hate Liao Wenrui for no reason or reason.

At the concert, he used other methods to cover up his vocal problems, and he seldom spoke all day. Liao Wenrui thought he was mentally ill, so he only asked him to rest.

But he couldn't hide it from his manager's discerning eyes. The manager not only saw it, but also explicitly mentioned to him about the termination of the contract.

"You use the termination fee as the surgery fee," the manager's voice sounded calm, "The company has already been very considerate to you."

He wanted to ask for help, to find a way out, to find that old woman who was having an affair with him, but this last way was also cut off by Liao Wenrui, Liao Wenrui, Liao Wenrui, Liao Wenrui.

You Lei used to hate him so much that he gritted his teeth with hatred.

He hated his powerless and despicable self even more, and lived like a joke from the beginning to the end.

He resisted everything related to Liao Wenrui, and when he learned that the company he worked for was introduced by Liao Wenrui, he spent all his savings to pay the liquidated damages and wanted to leave, but he met Zhang Weihuan.Zhang Weihuan is the same creature as him, dirty and unscrupulous, he can feel it.

So he accepted Zhang Weihuan's olive branch, but led himself into the abyss.

In those painful days, in those dark memories, there is always a small spot of light.

He didn't dare to touch, didn't dare to look up.

The moment he jumped off the Gengyu building, he suddenly remembered the time when Liao Wenrui took him to drag racing.Liao Wenrui laughed loudly, and said like a lunatic: "This is exciting—"

thump.

Why do people remember these things after death?

There was a great pain in You Lei's limbs and bones. He thought, yes, the pain is natural, after all, he fell from such a high height and fell to pieces.

The most painful thing is the head, did he hit the ground head first?He was still thinking about it, when a bright light suddenly appeared in front of his eyes, making him want to cry out in pain.

"what--"

"It hurts, doesn't it?" said the young man's voice, "I'm sorry, why are you standing there stupidly, I bumped into you, I'm really sorry..."

You Lei opened his eyes, looked at the young man in front of him again, and blinked his eyes like a fool.

"It's over, don't break your brain?" Liao Wenrui said nervously, and suddenly saw You Lei crying, and panicked even more, "Hey, don't cry!"

"Wen Rui...Wen Rui!" You Lei grabbed his hand tightly and cried bitterly.

Great, great, everything is still in time.

This time, he must only be a quiet guardian and never hurt this person again.