My current boyfriend became my black fan

"...Actor You Lei jumped down from the Gengyu building at about 06:30 am last night. At [-]:[-] this morning, a staff member named Ling found the body downstairs when he was going to work. He immediately called the police..."

Liao Wenrui was sitting in front of the TV, watching the latest news, breaking out in a cold sweat.

This is Yu Lei?How dare they say it was You Lei?Have you checked?Have you confirmed your identity?Even if it is You Lei, is there no possibility of killing him?

"According to people familiar with the matter, You Lei already suffered from severe depression before his death, and he said in private several times that if he could die, he would be relieved..."

Liao Wenrui turned off the TV with trembling hands.Yu Lei has depression?when did it happen?

The phone kept vibrating, and he answered the call, it was Dou Jue.

"Brother Rui, I'm coming to your house." Dou Jue said, "You wait for me at home."

Liao Wenrui: "I want to go... there to see..."

"The police are under martial law." The car horn sounded from Dou Jue's side, "We may not be able to see you when we go there now, and if Geng Yu sees you, I don't know what they will say."

"I know, I know, I know everything... But, Dou Jue, this is the second time."

Did not see the last side.Liao Wenrui desperately recalled the expression on You Lei's face when he said goodbye to him in his dream, but he couldn't remember anything, only the blurry darkness outside the bar.

When Dou Jue rushed to Liao Wenrui's house, he was lying on the sofa by himself, eyes closed, humming some intermittent tunes.

"Whose song is this?" Dou Jue sat next to him. They hadn't seen each other for so long, and they met again because of You Lei.

"When You Lei was 20 years old, he wrote the song for me." Liao Wenrui said, "Do you think it sounds good?"

"After so many years, you still remember it so clearly."

Liao Wenrui opened his eyes and set his eyes on Dou Jue's face. "Maybe it's because I'm happy. This is the first song he wrote for me. But I haven't figured out how to sing it, so I never published it... It doesn't seem outdated now."

Dou Jue was a little jealous.You Lei appeared too early in Liao Wenrui's life, and there were many things he couldn't replace, but now it's meaningless to be jealous of a dead man.

"I... am not very sad," Liao Wenrui got up and hugged Dou Jue's arm, "but I feel a little uncomfortable, really, a little uncomfortable."

Dou Jue hugged him tightly, rubbing the side of his neck with her face.

"I didn't know he had a polyp in his throat. I didn't know he was depressed. I didn't want him to die..."

Dou Jue patted his shoulder, feeling something hot and humid dripping from the back of his neck. "Don't cry for him, Brother Rui, he's not worth it."

"I know," Liao Wenrui raised his hands to cover his eyes, and sniffed, "Just let me cry once, it's the last time."

The news of You Lei's death caused a storm on the Internet. People who had scolded him in the past and passers-by who had no feelings for him put aside their past and lit candles for him.His once neglected singer status has been found again, and many musicians have begun to recall his talent and his underappreciated talent.

There was talk of his voice, of his bitter experience after the Triangle breakup, and of the pressures of being famous again.

During this period of history, Liao Wenrui has also been mentioned many times, but this pair of former close friends turned out to be strangers in the end.

Someone sarcastically said: You Master Liao are like this. You are active when you are rubbing the heat, and you throw it away as a rag when you run out.With such a great reputation, Dou Jue let it go as soon as he said it, let alone someone like You Lei who was so transparent from the beginning?

Such remarks are obviously inciting controversy, fans from three parties mixed here to tear it together, the scene was chaotic and ugly.

Dou Jue said, "Don't look at those things."

Liao Wenrui put away his phone.Dou Jue said again in a low voice: "I'd better explain that matter."

"Your explanation should not be of much use. They only believe what they want to believe." Liao Wenrui took it lightly instead, and didn't want to care about the opinions on the Internet any more, so as not to make himself unhappy.

"It was because of me that they misunderstood you, and I should clarify."

Liao Wenrui reposted Weibo mourning You Lei's death, and Dou Jue then reposted Liao Wenrui's Weibo.Dou Jue also left a message on Liao Wenrui's Weibo: My condolences, Brother Rui.

Liao Wenrui replied: Thank you[/hug].

The disagreement between the two was broken without attack.

Fans were amazed by this and couldn't believe how solid their plastic flower friendship was.Dou Jue deliberately posted on Weibo, taking a photo of eating, and a photo taken secretly: Brother Rui has lost a lot of weight during this time.

This time, the fans who sent private messages to Liao Wenrui to scold him were shocked.What kind of magical plot is this?

But the two of them stopped talking and didn't say much.Someone asserted: Let's break up, let's break up, the couple must have quarreled, and now they are reconciled, what are we doing here.

Dou Jue shook her hand and almost gave this person a thumbs up.

Although he really wanted to give a thumbs up, he held back.

After the two finished their meal, they still found time to visit the place where You Lei jumped off the building.They stood far away on the other side of the street, looking at the long cordon and the human-shaped protection zone where Yu Lei fell from the building.

"Won't he be afraid?"

Liao Wenrui imagined that scene, maybe You Lei was happy at the moment when he fell from the building.For him, life was so painful and long, but death gave him relief.

"He should have no place to live." Dou Jue said, "I hope he will be a good person in his next life."

"It's okay to be a bad person." Liao Wenrui said, "It's not bad, it's embarrassing and pitiful."

"Let's go." Dou Jue hugged Liao Wenrui's shoulders, "It's all over, Brother Rui."

There is still some moonlight tonight, hanging alone in the sky.

"Do you know "The Moon and Sixpence"?" Liao Wenrui suddenly looked up at the moon while walking.

A man named Klander with a successful career and a happy family suddenly abandoned all his property, his wife and children, and his status to pursue his so-called dream of painting.He knew nothing about painting, but studied art with his talent and keen humanity.His rough painting style is out of tune with the society, and his paintings cannot be sold, and he doesn't bother to sell them.

As a result of all this, he was impoverished and almost starved to death on the street.

"Only the foolish painter Stroeve took him home as a genius, and the rebellious painter had an affair with his wife and killed himself."

Crander fled to a remote island and married a local aboriginal girl.He was plagued by illness, and the last painting that remained in the world was burned to ashes according to his will.

"We all want to have the moon, but in fact what we have been chasing is just a pitiful sixpence." Liao Wenrui said, "When people walk, they forget the feeling of looking at the sky, and we all walk with our heads down. "

Dou Jue said, "You want to say that You Lei is like Klander?"

Liao Wenrui shook his head, his eyes became clear because of the moonlight. "He is not Klander, and no one is Klander. We can never lose ourselves for our dreams. Dreams don't have such great power."

But money has it.

It doesn't matter what You Lei was after at the beginning, because in the end, he didn't get anything.

"Tomorrow... I will ask someone to see his younger brother. You Lei may have arranged for him to go abroad. Since he dared to go so reassuringly, it should have been arranged properly."

"What about his other family members?" Dou Jue asked.

Liao Wenrui paused for a long time, then slowly said: "I don't know, let's see tomorrow."

The next day, the person he arranged to investigate came back and told him that Yu Lei's younger brother had been arranged to go abroad for treatment two years ago, and Yu Lei's father had passed away, leaving only the older sister to take care of the mentally handicapped younger brother.

In You Lei's will, all his properties belonged to his family; a hard drive with all his compositions written over the past ten years was given to Liao Wenrui.

The lawyer brought this item to Liao Wenrui's studio. Jing Yan saw the expression on his face and asked cautiously, "Do you want to accept it?"

"Then take it." Liao Wenrui took the pen, bowed his head and signed his name on the agreement. The moment he put down the pen, he suddenly felt a sense of desolation.

The dead are gone, the past is like smoke.

Really can't look back.

At the end of August, Dou Jue's previous "Farewell Today" passed the review, but because a small part of the plot scale was a little too big, it had to be cut out when it was released.The premiere is scheduled for September, and it needs to be promoted in two places, including Tokyo.

With the release of the movie, the incident of Dou Jue's beating was uncovered by various pickpockets and marketing accounts, but this time there was very little splash, only a few people were hopping around on the Internet, and it soon sank.

This may be due to the complete removal of major hidden dangers. After Dou Jue ruthlessly tricked Zhang Miao, the overseas visitor seemed to have been severely punished by his own brother, and he returned to the country in despair, never to be seen again. People ran out to make trouble.

Liao Wenrui also ushered in another progress in his career - he received an invitation from the largest music competition show in China, "Attack on the Sound of Nature".

This is a young variety show, and it is only in its fourth season.The singers participating in the recording must break the traditional image, make musical innovations, and finally select a singer.The response from the audience in the first season was very good, and it also made two little-known singers popular.In the second and third seasons, there were faint rumors of shady suspicions, but the ratings were still top-notch.By the beginning of the fourth season, although there have been a lot of criticism, there is still a very large audience.

Liao Wenrui watched this show, because his senior sister participated in the previous season and entered the finals, but did not win the song king.The director team is very cautious when choosing singers. The pairing is usually one or two artist-level singers, then about two classic singers, two young new singers, and occasionally foreign singers are invited to participate.

The process of the competition is very interesting. A theme will be selected in each issue, and then singers will choose their own songs according to the theme, and the audience will vote to determine the ranking.

The recording of the show has already started. After he accepts the invitation, he will participate in the show as the first singer to kick the hall.Participating in this variety show means that he has completely returned to the singer's stage, and he will compete with other singers.

Jing Yan especially actively supported him to go on the show. Liao Wenrui's new album has entered the preparation stage, and now is a good time to go up and promote it.If he can get the King of Singers, his future development will be even greater, and it will also completely change the outlook of those musicians who belittled Liao Wenrui before.

Shall we go?Liao Wenrui understands that he should pursue his own moon now.This is not only his moon, but also Yu Lei's.

You Lei handed over his dream to Liao Wenrui before ending his life.

"Wen Rui, do you remember?" You Lei said in the recording, "You said that you would lead me to success. I have never forgotten this sentence."

The author has something to say: Moderator: May I ask Mr. Dou, do you think there is any possibility of being counterattacked?

Liao Wenrui: I think it is possible.

Dou Jue: A man who can't hold on for even half an hour, I don't think he is qualified to counterattack.

Liao Wenrui:? ? ? ? ? ?