My current boyfriend became my black fan

The incident of Dou Jue fighting with others was posted on the Internet, and his usual image of a good boy was instantly questioned.

@晚夜诗诗荣太白: This is not a puppy, it’s a husky...

@日夜打矿少狼王: Emmmmm, this is not P’s, what kind of stimulation did Dou Jue have to be able to come out, drink and beat people like crazy?

@日天日地日神仙: Broke up in love?Contact Doudou's Weibo content some time ago, comrades, post four or five posts a day!Not a single one in the last four or five days!

@华山肖恩俊: Let’s analyze it rationally. Dou Jue has always been a clear person. This time, something like this happened suddenly. Either he was really hit hard, or it was a sunspot or his opponent who planted and framed the incident. , or someone maliciously speculated to pour dirty water on him.The possibility of the latter two is not small, but if you come out to beat someone after being hit, then with all due respect, no matter what you do, hitting someone is wrong, and the idol halo can't protect you...

Sitting at home, Dou Jue asked Xiao Chen to wipe the wound on the corner of his mouth, grinning in pain and hissing inhale.

"You... you can't do this, can you?"

Dou Jue lowered his head and smiled.He can't speak very well now, he can only purse his lips and express his emotions with his eyebrows.

"Liao Wenrui was dying of anxiety. He didn't expect you to do this. He called me several times overnight, but I didn't answer." Xiao Chen put away the ointment, raised his chin, "You give him a past?"

"No," Dou Jue lay down on the bed, closed his eyes, "help me go back."

There was a bruise on his mouth, and the skin on the corner of his brow was torn, so he did a simple treatment.

What a handsome face, so toss.Xiao Chen sighed, shook his head, and walked out of the room.

Knowing that Dou Jue was fine, Liao Wenrui was a little relieved, and then asked, "Then what will he do next?"

To make such a big mess, public opinion is on the one hand, and other partners are on the other hand.Dou Jue's studio and the door of the apartment known to the media must have been surrounded by reporters from all walks of life, and he was looking forward to picking him out, wishing that he would confess his crime naked.

"Suspend all his activities first. Fortunately, there are no particularly large-scale activities recently, but he can't go to Cannes..." Xiao Chen said, "I didn't expect this time, he is too crazy, this kid..."

Liao Wenrui really wanted to talk to Dou Jue, but held back, and chatted with Xiao Chen.

After hanging up the phone, Liao Wenrui guessed that Dou Jue would definitely not stay there these days and would find a way to sneak out.

He didn't sleep much all night, and when he arrived at the studio the next day, he looked listless.Jing Yan handed over a cup of iced coffee and stuck it on his forehead, which made him shiver from the cold: "Refreshing."

"Thank you, Sister Yan." Liao Wenrui saw the small pendant hanging on her mobile phone, and there was a small lock of hair in the transparent crystal cylinder, so he couldn't help asking, "Is this Xiaobao's hair?"

"Yes, last time I cut her hair, I thought the fluffy ball was so cute." When Jing Yan mentioned his child, his expression softened.Liao Wenrui saw the fine lines at the corners of her eyes, and then remembered that Jing Yan will be 40 years old this year.

Time flies so fast, before he knows it, Jing Yan has been with him for so many years.

"Little Treasure knows how to count," Jing Yan went on to say happily, "My husband and I discussed yesterday whether we should start teaching her English."

"Okay, I'll teach her." Liao Wenrui thought for a while, he took a beautiful little girl to learn ABCD, the picture is still very beautiful.

Jing Yan laughed softly, and then took advantage of the weather to ask, "Is it true that you broke up with Dou Jue?"

Liao Wenrui faltered: "Yes...it's true."

"Really?" Jing Yan raised her eyebrows high, "I don't believe it."

It would be a bit sensitive to talk about this topic any further, so Liao Wenrui avoided the topic and talked about other things instead.

He is going to attend the senior sister's new song conference this afternoon and sing their new song together.Liao Wenrui's outfit today is a couple shirt with his senior sister, but the song he sang is a sad story about two people missing love by mistake.

At the press conference, Liao Wenrui appeared holding the hand of his senior sister.Senior sister's fans applauded enthusiastically and cheered.

Liao Wenrui returned to the moment when he became famous in a trance, and there were so many fans, they sat in groups in the audience, and only had him in their eyes.

Is he coming back to this stage?

Sitting in front of the piano, he made a preparatory action.The senior sister started humming tacitly, waiting for his prelude to sound.

The lyrics are about a man and a woman, the man chases fame and fortune, the woman chases sincerity, the man recalls his youth after success, and the woman recalls a heartbreaker after abandoning her pain.In fact, many loves in the world are like this. People are always blinded by the things in front of them, and only start to recall them when they are lost.

When the senior sister wrote this song, she was ending her first marriage, so Liao Wenrui accepted this cooperation to give her some spiritual support.

The man in the song is obviously a scumbag

This song sang the senior sister herself with tears in her eyes. The last note fell on Liao Wenrui's fingertips, and the senior sister burst into tears and sang the last line.

The screams of the fans in the audience almost drowned them, the senior sister wiped away her tears, took Liao Wenrui's hand and introduced him solemnly.

Some people guessed: Liao Wenrui is probably preparing to release his new album through this promotion, right?

After the senior sister introduced him, she whispered to him away from the microphone when she was sending him out, "Someone asked me to help you find you, and you're in the backstage right now."

Liao Wenrui froze for a moment, then was pushed in by the senior sister.He took the water handed over by his senior sister's assistant, took a hasty sip, and asked, "Who is looking for me?"

The assistant led him into a lounge, and Liao Wenrui recognized it as the senior sister's dressing room, and there was a bag she liked very much at the door.

Looking up again, the back figure sitting in front of the senior sister's dressing table is also very familiar.

Liao Wenrui was not very surprised to see You Lei again.Instead, he sat down and wanted to see what Yu Lei wanted to do when he came to him this time.

You Lei heard him come in, and put down the magazine in his hand.His hands were trembling a little, this little detail made Liao Wenrui feel very uncomfortable.

After a long time, You Lei still didn't speak, as if he was brewing emotions.Liao Wenrui gradually lost his patience. He said: "If there is nothing else, I will not accompany you."

You Lei suddenly stood up and said loudly, "Don't go, Wen Rui!"

These words seemed to consume a lot of heat, and his body quickly regained its stagnation at this moment.

"I..." When You Lei spoke, there seemed to be a stone full of edges and corners in his throat, and every word was extremely difficult, "I came out this time to find you, no one knew, and I didn't tell anyone."

Liao Wenrui believed it, and You Lei specifically stated this point, probably not trying to do some tricks.

"Today I want to talk to you about these things, because if I don't say it now, I may not have the chance to... say it again."

Liao Wenrui's heart suddenly twitched: what does this mean?

But before he had time to think about it, You Lei had already slowly knelt down towards him.

"What are you doing!" Liao Wenrui was startled and angry, he never thought in his life that there would be a day when You Lei would kneel down to him.But he also didn't want to go forward to help You Lei up, this was Yu Lei's knee, it was Yu Lei's dignity, and he couldn't help him up because of You Lei's heavy sense of guilt.

You Lei finally removed that hedgehog-like disguise in front of him, which filled him with fear.

"I'm sorry for you." You Lei's voice was low and hoarse, sounding inexplicably sad, "I'm sorry for you in many ways."

Liao Wenrui said: "No matter what you become, I don't care...but the last thing I want to see is your humble appearance."

From many years ago, he wanted Yu Lei to be confident and shine.You Lei used to be his utopia, his sonnet, and the candle in his young life.

"Even though I have done a lot of bad things and lost so much face...but in my life, I have only kneeled down to two people." You Lei said, "One is my father. I begged him on my knees to save my family The land that was sold was used for my education at the conservatory."

His voice was hoarse and trembling, "One is you, I knelt down and wanted to ask for your forgiveness."

"There is no such thing between us. I said that day that you don't owe me anything, Yu Lei," Liao Wenrui said, "I don't owe you anything either. We owed each other a long time ago, and it was written off."

"In my heart, I have always owed you."

Liao Wenrui had nothing to say, he switched from a state of embarrassment to silence.

"I've always wanted to be famous. From the time when I brazenly used the money for my brother's medical treatment to study, I knew that I wanted to be popular and crazy. I felt guilty, but I thought, I must be able to eat The one who serves this bowl of rice, I can stand out, and then I will hire the best doctor for him and compensate him well... Do you understand, Wen Rui, when I first arrived here, when I first entered school... I I really felt like I was going to succeed."

This was the first time Liao Wenrui had heard such a thing, and he was terrified. He didn't expect that when he saw You Lei, who was not eating fireworks, he actually had such an idea a long time ago.

"Then I got to know you," You Lei smiled wryly, "to be honest, I actually looked down on you at the very beginning. Look at you, if you want to have a family background, a good father paves the way for you. You can go smoothly, but you have to make detours by yourself, and you still have to stay with people like me, saying that you are in the same boat as me. I envy you, you are too dazzling, you are independent, confident, and talented, but you have to Hang out with me. The nicer you are to me, the more I feel like my life is a joke..."

He dug out the darkest and most inferior corner of his heart, and exposed it bloody to the sun.Liao Wenrui's heart trembled. Their friendship actually looked like a joke.

……

You Lei's voice was flat but deafening in a room of about ten square meters.

"It was the same when I went to the audition. You asked me to go, and I thought at that time, here I am, my chance has come. You always let me help you read the songs you selected, and even let me watch your original arrangement... I thought at the time, aren't you afraid of what I will do? If you knew what kind of person I am, would you still be willing to approach me like this?"

"..."

"But I won't let you know, because I feel that you like me."

The weakest string in Liao Wenrui's heart suddenly tightened.

"Even if you don't like it, there is always a good impression." You Lei said, "I used you. You are very good at studying and have connections. If you follow you, I can get a lot of care. But after that, after Gengyu When it came to the semifinals, a vice president told me in advance that I was doomed to be rejected in the semifinals. Even you couldn’t help me this time. You also knew that I did it later. What, as long as I sleep, I can get what I want, what a bargain? But I thought about it all night, I was afraid that things would be exposed, I was afraid that you would look down on me if you found out, but in the end, I gave in ..."

"Once a person falls, what shame, what bullshit dignity, what is it? To be honest, I slept with her a few times to be on the safe side. Every time I come out of the hotel, I dare not go back to see you, I am afraid of you Ask me how I am preparing for the game, I am afraid to see your eyes, which are clean and there is nothing. At that time, I hated myself, I also hated you a little, and even started to hate the world."

"...Stop it," Liao Wenrui's throat choked up, his shoulders trembled violently, "Stop it."

"Maybe the thing in my throat is my retribution." You Lei said with his head down. "I've been panicking since I found it. Its location is too dangerous. If I want to remove it, it will definitely cut my vocal cords." .If I can't sing anymore... what else can I do? Geng Entertainment only wants to praise you, and Mu Hai and I are just your foils, I know this very well, they won't keep a useless singer."

So he chose to curry favor with the higher-ups, seeking a way out.But that time was also interrupted by Liao Wenrui, the woman became furious and completely cut off his retreat.He was paid a liquidated damages by the company, and he was swept away like this.

At that time, he suddenly realized that he had lost his protection, and without Liao Wenrui, he was nothing.

In the next few years, he hid in the market and watched Liao Wenrui soar all the way, becoming a new generation of little heavenly kings, and even sang abroad.

Liao Wenrui closed his eyes, his nose flapped, and he covered his eyes to keep the tears from flowing.

You Lei also said that he was tired, and he gasped for breath, as if he had endured a great torment in his heart.

"How can life be fair?" You Lei's tone seemed to contain residual hatred, "I thought I was talented, and thought that as long as I worked hard, I would be able to succeed. But when I went outside, I realized that I was The frog at the bottom of the well, there are people beyond people, and there is a sky beyond the sky."

He is just a silhouette among so many Beidiao people, struggling like others of his kind, lingering on his last breath.He was saved by Liao Wenrui, which may be lucky, but he was also forced into a darker corner by this too dazzling sun.

"You shouldn't know me, Wen Rui." You Lei said, "I should be the biggest stain in your life."

Liao Wenrui didn't speak, all kinds of emotions surged in his chest, and there were no words to express.

"You have helped me so much, but I don't appreciate it." You Lei said, "For me...for me at that time, every second I spent with you was like stepping on the tip of a knife I dare not accept your favor anymore. The more generous you are to me, the more I can feel my shamelessness. I force myself to think that the reason you still help me is because you want to see my jokes. It's you who want to amuse me, give me alms, and see me live like a reptile. Only by thinking this way, only by discrediting you can I get a little peace."

Liao Wenrui's palms were wet.

"But, later on, I accepted Zhang Weihuan's olive branch... After getting in touch with the Zhang family, I realized what a real reptile is, and what it means to completely lose dignity."

When the Zhang family was involved, Liao Wenrui put down his palm and opened his red eyes.

He hoped that You Lei could say more about the Zhang family, so that he could know some inside information.But You Lei shut his mouth at the right time, as if he had been restrained.

"Why did the Zhang family treat you like this?" Liao Wenrui had no choice but to ask, "What did they do to you?"

You Lei completely slumped on the ground and shook his head. "I didn't listen to everything they forced me to do, because Zhang Weihuan... really liked me. She gave me an umbrella, but I also... promised to do something for them."

Liao Wenrui's heart gradually cooled down.You Lei said it very euphemistically, but he still guessed what he had done.

"I said I wanted to ask for your forgiveness, but I also know that you can't forgive me."

Liao Wenrui nodded: "I can't forgive you, You Tianqi, I've already started to hate you."

Why tell him this, why kill the last bit of luck in his memory?Liao Wenrui felt You Lei's cruelty firsthand, he was cruel to himself, and he was cruel to others.It happened that such a cruel person had a very ill-fated fate, and he also pushed himself to the extreme.

"Every time you call me Tianqi," You Lei's lips turned pale, and beads of sweat appeared on his forehead, "I'm... a little happy."

Liao Wenrui took a deep breath and tried his best not to look so excited.

"You asked me that time, do you have any regrets? I said that there is no medicine for regrets in the world..." You Lei raised his hands frequently to wipe his sweat, "Because I don't think I deserve regrets. Dou Jue said before that I chose the road by myself, and I ended up in the end." Whatever the outcome, I deserve it."

"When did he tell you?" Liao Wenrui frowned. Dou Jue never told him that he met You Lei alone.

"Last time at the Hundred Flowers Awards," You Lei said, "we met."

Liao Wenrui remembered that Dou Jue had been away for a long time that time.

"At first he didn't seem to want to talk to me, but in the end he stopped me and told me not to think about you again." You Lei smiled, "This kid, I value you very much. I heard that it was because of you that he got drunk and went to fight in the middle of the night ?”

When it came to Dou Jue, Liao Wenrui looked at him warily.

"This sentence is really inappropriate for me, but I really think that you made the right choice to separate from him." You Lei said slowly.

"Stand up, don't kneel." Liao Wenrui saw that his physical condition was not good, and finally said, "I don't want to help you. You can do it yourself while you can still stand up."

Yu Lei laughed after hearing that. "Thank you."

Thank you for being so kind. At this juncture, remember to help me find the steps.

You Lei left step by step, and Liao Wenrui stood where he was, looking at his hunched back.

The door was opened, and there was no one outside.You Lei's fingers were gripping the doorknob, and the knuckles were turning white.

At this moment, an idea popped up in Liao Wenrui's mind.You Lei came to him this time, rather than seeking his forgiveness, it was more like confessing his last words.

"Wait!" Liao Wenrui called him abruptly, the seriousness in his tone shocked him, "You Tianqi, what are you going to do!"

You Lei didn't look back, nor did he move.

Liao Wenrui said: "If you can't think about it, I will only look down on you even more."

You Lei lowered his voice, half crying and half laughing, he still didn't look back, and said in a gentle tone: "Don't worry, I just want to find a solution."

Liao Wenrui barely suppressed his palpitations, and said calmly: "I won't sympathize with you, even you won't sympathize with yourself, right? If you really feel that you have done something wrong, you can turn around and do it in time. As long as you stay away from me, that's fine." .”

"I told you before that you have changed, but now I take that back." You Lei turned his back to him, waved his hand, and closed the door.

What do you mean?

He made Liao Wenrui a little angry, but after thinking about it calmly, he felt that although You Lei gave him another fatal blow today, the pussy in his heart was pierced by this sharp knife, but it was extremely refreshing.

Assuming this is the end, Liao Wenrui thought to himself, I have obtained valid information.

He contacted Xiao Chen on the way back to the company, a little excited: "I want to tell you something!"

Xiao Chen said, "I also want to tell you some news."

Liao Wenrui: "What news? Tell me first."

"You should say it first," Xiao Chen said, "I think if you don't say it, you will explode on the spot."

If you don't say it, I'll explode on the spot, okay?Liao Wenrui complained silently in his heart, and then quickly expressed his inference. "They really believed it."

"How do you know Master Liao?" Xiao Chen said, "Did you plant some kind of undercover agent in the Zhang family?"

"No." Liao Wenrui said, "Tell me, what do you know?"

Xiao Chen said: "Oh, it's just the first time that Doudou and the person who sent the harassing text messages have connected online."

Liao Wenrui almost couldn't believe it was true or not because of his flat tone. He confirmed, "Is it true?"

"Of course it's true," Xiao Chen said, "Oh, I'm so exhausted now, do you know how Dou Jue and I got in touch with each other? We all started to use the ancient fax technique."

Liao Wenrui: "..."

"What did that person say?" Liao Wenrui was burning with anxiety, "What did he... say to Dou Jue?"

Xiao Chen said: "Oh, it's nothing more than saying goodbye to a sad past and filling it with new feelings. If you don't need feelings, there's nothing wrong with filling it with flesh..."

Liao Wenrui: "..."

Xiao Chen rubbed his ears, weird, did he hear the sound of a mouse grinding its teeth?

The author has something to say: Host: What does Mr. Dou think is Mr. Liao's biggest shortcoming?

Dou Jue: I can't control my mouth or move my legs, but I feel confident that I am the most beautiful in the world.

Moderator: ...It really rhymes.

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