Butterfly [The Great Austrian Woman Version]

It's the end of summer, but Edo is at its hottest. Unlike Wakayama, which is surrounded by mountains and the sea, Edo Castle's late summer and early autumn are much more sweltering than midsummer.A gust of wind blew by, and the extremely high humidity made the air a bit stagnant. People were like steamed buns in a cage, wet.However, when the wind blows, the sound of the leaves shaking makes people feel refreshed.

In the room, San Langzuo stared at Ji Zong who was reading the letter, and his Adam's apple rolled up and down involuntarily.Ji Zong said he had something to say, but he read the letter himself. His heart was hanging up and down, but he didn't dare to easily break this balance and tranquility.He is now like magma under Mount Fuji, ready to erupt at any moment.For a long time, there has been a tacit understanding between him and Ji Zong through a layer of window paper.Don't tell him that he is brave and confident. I don't know when it started. Every time he faces Ji Zong, he even breathes lightly.For fear that Ji Zong would hear his thundering heartbeat, he wanted to accompany him and watch quietly, but he didn't want to be discovered.Sometimes I wish I could be a ray of breeze, gently surrounding Ji Zong.

San Langzuo asked himself that he was not a cowardly and procrastinating person, but he was confined by this ambiguous atmosphere and dared not say anything.How could Ji Zong see things? From the moment she figured it out, what she wanted to do the most was to grab San Langzuo and say what she wanted to say in one breath.However, the atmosphere between them was so good, she was eager and a little afraid to go further.It is always said to be brave and fearless, but when people reveal themselves, they are always a little nervous.There is anxiety in the face of self, and uncertainty in the reaction to the people you care about. People can live without caring about the eyes of others, but how can the people who put it in their hearts not care about their opinions.

Ji Zong seemed to have a feeling for San Langzuo's gaze. When she enjoyed this ambiguous atmosphere, she also felt guilty. She imprisoned their relationship in this atmosphere, enjoying it, but unwilling to move forward.Since when did she become selfish in the matter of feelings.As she became more and more determined and less concerned about other people's opinions, her heart became harder and harder.Or, let's say it is rational, you don't need to think too much about other people's feelings and emotions, as long as you get the result.However, this kind of decisiveness always makes people feel weird when used in emotions.

She has lived for so long and has never been in a relationship. She already has a child, which is a bit strange to say.However, she only recently became enlightened.It is different from the inexplicable impulsiveness when facing bamboo, and it is also different from the tranquility when she and Yu Suma are at their most comfortable. favor and appreciation.San Lang Zuo is San Lang Zuo, which cannot be measured or described.She doesn't know if a person is completely rational, can he objectively describe his own feelings and feelings towards others.This seems to be a paradox in itself. Can a perfectly rational person experience the willfulness of falling into emotion?Rationality and sensibility, like two sides of a matter, are also like two poles of a magnet, infinitely close but inaccessible.

Ji Zong felt like a pot was boiling in his heart, hot water was gurgling, and he wanted to lift the lid, but everyone knew that the temperature was the hottest at this time, and he would be easily burned if he shot it rashly.

but,

Ji Zong raised his head and met San Langzuo's gaze.However, if this temperature is not noisy, it will also be hot enough to hurt the internal organs.Ji Zong suddenly felt that the table between the two of them was a bit redundant, and it would be nice to have a short table.San Langzuo stood and inspected the table between the two of them, feeling a little inconvenient. When he saw Ji Zong also looked at the table with disgust, he suddenly felt relieved.

San Langzuo grinned, like the sun at noon, shaking people's eyes sorely.Ji Zong was a little ashamed at first, but seeing that smile, he couldn't get angry at all, and felt relieved instead.She couldn't help laughing, it was just a table, if it was troublesome to get up, just move it away, her naturally powerful arm didn't need to wait any longer.

Ji Zong sat on the chair, clasped his hands on the edge of the table, and before he could make any effort, he saw a pair of hands clasped on the edge of the table across the table.The two of them didn't stop laughing, and moved the table to one side tacitly.The table is very wronged, you think I'm in the way, just walk away, why push me, I just stay there, who is in the way?However, Ji Zong and San Langzuo, who are usually very clever people, did not expect that now they were only relieved with satisfaction. Finally, there was no horizontal table in the middle, as if the barrier between them had been pushed away.

Under Ji Zong's unavoidable eyes, San Langzuo took a step forward, bent down, supported the armrests of the chairs on both sides of Ji Zong, and circled the person on the chair and between his arms.Ji Zong moved back slightly, his back pressed against the back of the chair, and his hands naturally rested on the armrests, only a hair's length away from San Langzuo's hands.The breathing of the two collided like eyes, eager and straightforward.Ji Zong raised his head and looked at San Langzuo in front of him, feeling a little dizzy.Finally, I know why you have to close your eyes when kissing, because if you get so close, you will get dizzy if you don't close your eyes.Because he thought of kissing, Ji Zong's eyes naturally slid to San Langzuo's lips.San Langzuo felt that he was molested by Ji Zong, swallowed with difficulty, and said

"What are you going to say to me?"

His voice was a little hoarse, and the position from his throat to his heart seemed to be clenched and twisted by both hands.Throat dry, a little itchy.

Ji Zong watched his upper lip bump against his lower lip, and the hot breath he exhaled sprayed directly on his forehead.Her whole body was like when frying vegetables, when hot oil was put into the pan, it pricked and exploded.

Ji Zong grabbed San Langzuo's collar with one hand, and naturally walked around the back of his neck with the other hand, pulling him closer, and stuck himself close to him.

"Hmm..." When Ji Zong's lips touched San Lang Zuo's, the two of them sighed in satisfaction, or both of them?

It turns out that this is his/her lips, slightly cool/warm, dry/moist, the two of them are like children eating candy for the first time, licking lightly, probing, happy and reluctant to swallow, because San Langzuo was caught by Ji Zong , one of the hands on the armrest slowly moved up and grabbed the back of the chair, and the other naturally groped onto Ji Zong's arm.

Ji Zong's leg was pressed against San Langzuo's, and the two were burned by each other's body temperature, but they were reluctant to separate.I don't know who needs air, so I pushed away the other party first, but then they quickly attracted together like the positive and negative poles of a magnet.

The time between the two passed silently, and the wind outside the window blew one after another, but nothing could blow into the space between the two.

They separated, got together again, and separated again when they were short of oxygen, but they quickly closed together reluctantly. The bird passing by outside the window peeked at it, and felt blushed, and couldn't tell whether it was one person or two people.

Ji Zong felt like when he was learning to swim for the first time, he was floating on his back on the water, looking at the high roofs, freed from the pull of gravity, as if he was really like a fish, able to play in the water; and like a bird, he could rush to skyrim.Their kiss was neither urgent nor aggressive, just clinging, as if no words could describe their feelings properly, and only physical contact could satisfy them.Even touching each other's hair or fingertips makes them feel happy.They have never liked themselves so much, liked their bodies, appreciated themselves, appreciated their bodies, and experienced joy and tolerance because of the touch of the other party.

When the two people's foreheads were pressed lightly and they were panting, the wind outside the window really blew into the middle of the two of them, taking away some heat.

"You, you really need to say something." San Langzuo closed his eyes and gasped in pain.

Ji Zong was so close to him, and he wasn't really in the world. After a moment of surprise, he closed his eyes and laughed, trembling all over.Satisfied and somewhat exhausted, this feeling of ingesting a large amount of oxygen after hypoxia is like weightlessness, making people feel light.The blood in her whole body rushed to the position of the heart, beating violently.

Her hand slid onto Sanronzuo's slightly prickly cheeks, and in her eyes, Sanronzuo's newborn beard looked so cute.There was no way she could retreat, so she could only tilt her head back, and gently pushed San Langzuo away a little, but their bodies were reluctant to part, sticking together faithfully.

Finally, Ji Zong saw San Langzuo's hot eyes because of **, took a breath, and asked solemnly

"Sanlongzuo, do you want to stay with me?"

San Langzuo was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect Ji Zong's solemn words to be so simple, but it didn't seem to be simple, it contained a lot of solemnity that he didn't know.These words sound a bit redundant, the two of them are no longer simply "together", but these words make people so happy.Behind the punctured window paper, there is the sunshine pouring in the haze, and the cool breeze in the summer night.

Ji Zong looked at San Langzuo's stupefied, and took a deep breath. Was it because she didn't understand clearly, or her heart was not conveyed.She added, "I think we can be together forever."

In the past, Ji Zong didn't know how far eternity was, and always felt that such promises or demands were like jokes among children. Who can guarantee eternity, and who will stop at a certain point.However, now, she really wants to add a deadline to their relationship, and only "forever" can make her feel comfortable.

San Langzuo looked at Ji Zong, his head was dizzy, but he was extremely sober. He solemnly supported Ji Zong on his shoulder and asked in a low voice.

"Don't you regret it?"

Ji Zong looked at him and shook his head slightly.San Langzuo suddenly withdrew from Ji Zong's side, which made her panic for a while, as if she had stepped into the void of an abyss, she subconsciously reached out her hand to grab San Lang Zuo.And her hand was really tightly held by San Langzuo.

San Langzuo held Ji Zong's hand, stepped back slightly, and knelt gently in front of her seat under Ji Zong's puzzled eyes.Ji Zong felt that he was taking a breath, and the other hand, which was not being held, involuntarily covered his hand.

"I enlighten with my soul, my person, my soul, my life, and even all my emotions, joys, sorrows, sorrows, and joys, from now on, all belong to you."

San Langzuo knelt down, held Ji Zong's hand tightly, bowed his head reverently and kissed it.Ji Zong felt his nose sour, moved, and the feeling of happiness turned out to be both sour and sweet.She lowered her head slightly, and kissed Sanronzuo's drooping head, rubbed her soft lips against his hair, and whispered

"Me too, neither sorrow nor joy, adversity nor disease can separate us."

Ji Zong suddenly felt warmth on the back of her hand. Besides Wen, there was something else that wet the back of her hand.San Langzuo's back was so straight, but now he was trembling slightly.Ji Zong felt that the tears seemed to be falling in her heart, her eyes were also flushed, and the tears ran down her cheeks and fell into San Langzuo's hair.

The two were like swans crossing their necks and couldn't bear to be separated, and like children who had just quarreled and reconciled with embarrassment, they hugged each other and would never separate again.

After a long time, when the emotions of the two gradually calmed down, Ji Zong supported San Langzuo's arm, and the two supported each other and stood up.They circled each other, looked into each other's eyes, and saw their own clear reflections in each other's eyes, which was their happiest appearance, and they were all engraved in their hearts silently.

"Sanlongzuo, can you promise me one thing?"

San Langzuo looked at Ji Zong and said solemnly, "Don't say one thing, ten or a hundred things are fine." Even if Ji Zong wanted his life now, he would happily offer it with both hands, but he knew that Ji Zong would not.

"Only one piece, you have to do what you say." Ji Zong's hand grasped the clothes behind San Langzuo's back, with a kind of stubbornness.

San Langzuo nodded, "I promise, and I will definitely do it."

Ji Zong frowned first, "You didn't even ask what it was? Did you just agree?" It was unavoidably too imprecise.

"What I said is true, I will do whatever you ask. Even if it is my life." San Langzuo was smiling, his eyebrows and eyes were smiling, and he has embraced the whole world now.

"I don't want your life," Ji Zong retorted subconsciously, that's what she was afraid of.

San Langzuo lightly touched Ji Zong's bright forehead with his lips, "I know, you are not willing, I just said, even my life can be given to you, what else is there?" He patted Ji Zong like coaxing a child.

Ji Zong put his arms against him and said solemnly, "My request is that from now on, you should protect yourself as you protect me. When you encounter danger, don't stand in front of me. If you are here, I will be here; hello , I’m fine. I want you to love yourself like you love me, be loyal to me, and be true to yourself. What I want is you! You, do you understand?”

San Langzuo subconsciously wanted to speak back, but seeing Ji Zong's seriousness and the meaning contained in her words, the corners of his mouth twitched.Why didn't he know that his lord general could be sweet to death when he talked about love!

"If I'm in danger, will you stay out of it? Will you not lend a helping hand?" San Langzuo lowered his voice and coaxed.

Ji Zong frowned, and shook his head lightly for a long while, with a bit of annoyance in his expression.

Seeing her let go, San Langzuo quickly said, "I will protect myself, and I will protect you, and you should also protect yourself and me, how about it?"

Ji Zong thought about it, how is this different from his own request?However, it's about the same.She nodded, to protect herself, she can do it, and San Langzuo can do it too, and as long as they are safe, there is no difficulty that cannot be overcome.

San Langzuo tightened his arms, and Ji Zong sat close to his chest contentedly, listening to his rapid heartbeat, it's good to be alive.

So far, they have each other, and they will love themselves better, because they know that from now on, someone will love themselves more than themselves, love more than life.

The author has something to say: blushing, covering face abruptly (running while covering face)