[Comprehensive British and American] Soul Wandering

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Caius' memory is not perfect, because of Chelsea, he has forgotten a lot of things, but without Chelsea, he might not even be able to maintain normal sobriety now.

When Chelsea came to him for the first time, it was when Artemisia left him. At that time, the palace he used to imprison Artemisia was sunk by Zeus into Hades, and he had actually arrived Hades.

But after returning, Chelsea severed and rebuilt his emotions, so he completely forgot the memory of that period in Hades.

How could he forget that crucial experience, how could he forget it.

The moonlight fell on him, but it was no longer as dazzling as it was more than 2000 years ago.

The blood-soaked Aegean Sea hangs high in the sky, like a sharp blade, reminding him of all the sufferings in the past.

The figure of Hermione often appeared in his mind.

The battle with Zeus was a change of color. Before leaving, he told Hermione: "If I can't come back, you can leave here and go to Egypt. My sister can protect you."

But Hermione quietly followed him to the battlefield, and said: "Spartan women are not as cowardly as you think."

But later, he felt that Hermione was lying. Although she had the treasure bestowed by Queen Helen, she would not allow Zeus to keep her life, and she has been imprisoned to this day.

She hunted down the moon in the sky, so the sky and the earth were darkened, only the fire of hell sprang out from the ground, destroying all her defenses with destructive power, and dragged her into the deep underworld.

At that time, with tears in her eyes, as if she had exhausted all her strength, she shouted to him: "His name is Apollo."

Everything is chaotic like smoke, which can be seen but cannot be seen through.

Even Catherine had left him now.

"I won't tell you, Duke of Mantua," said Catherine.

He weaves a fantasy called Mantua for her, and she finally chooses to indulge.

Maybe what Catherine said is right, each soul fragment is an independent individual, they are all her, but they are not her.

"I won't tell you, Duke of Mantua."

This is what I was going to say to you then.

If only you were the Duke of Mantua.

This is what I was going to tell you then.

170:

Catherine didn't spend a long time with him, but he understood Catherine's character very clearly. When he finally understood the meaning of Catherine's words, Caius was overwhelmed by guilt.

Catherine's body gradually lost its temperature in his arms. He didn't call the maid to inform Charles V, but just stayed with her quietly, dyed her blonde hair, and then carried her to the sofa, letting her She goes to sleep.

He bent down and kissed her forehead one last time, just as he had done when she was a child.

He whispered a promise in her ear: "If you will be a golden flower in the next life, I will be a brown eagle and will always be by your side. Regardless of the next life, I will be your Mantua alone."

171:

The maid finally discovered Catherine's death, and according to Catherine's wishes, she was buried under the church on a fine day.

Caius hid in the band and played her song "The Voice of Moonlight" for her.

The sunlight fell to the ground through the stained window glass in the church, casting the colorful skirt of the Virgin Mary.

Only then did Caius understand why Catherine had chosen this cemetery.

It was also August, and he was dressed in a black robe, standing at the top of the church, his face was covered by Maria's face, and he couldn't see clearly. The surrounding area was shrouded in a diamond-like radiance, which made Catherine mistakenly think it was a divine splendor.

He was as handsome as a god walking down from a mural, and his voice was deeper than Orviq's music. He said, "Good day, Princess Catherine. I am Ambrogio Mantois, from Duques, France."

It turned out that the place where she was buried was where she sat when they first met.

172:

Caius did not leave Castile. He often stayed in the church and played music for her constantly. People in the church said that it was the kind and great Princess Catherine who moved God, so he sent an angel in the church. Music is always played in the church.

So they surrounded the church so that outsiders would not be disturbed.

Caius ignored their ignorance, but he also became clean. He just wanted to stay in the church and be with the person who loved him to the bone.

I don't know how many years passed, and it was another summer, Maria walked into the church.

The child who had only reached his knee was already as tall as Catherine, and there were only the two of them in the church. He saw the child sitting on the ground, curled up beside Catherine's grave.

"Teacher, what kind of mood did you have when you married far away?" Maria was depressed, "I knew that one day I would marry a stranger, but I didn't expect this day to come so soon."

"Teacher, although I will become the queen of the Holy Roman Empire if I marry Maximilian II, I am still very worried. Although Rome was once a territory bestowed on him by my father, I am still worried that I will not be happy in the future. I don't want to be restrained, I will be tied up in the palace and have children for him before I go on a trip, this is really not the life I want."

When Caius heard Maria's words, he thought carefully about the situation when Catherine went to England.

Is she as uneasy and unwilling as Maria.

It seemed to be so, but he happened to appear in front of her, playing the role of the Duke of Mantua, and took all her attention.

In Catherine's life, he appeared too early. Before she had learned what letting go, he unconsciously taught her to rely on him. He thought he could make her rely on him for the rest of her life, but he didn't expect that it would make her restless all her life.

Perhaps it was punishment, and he never saw her again for more than 400 years.

173:

The music in the church continued like this for 400 years.

A tree grew by the window of the church, and the tree was covered with golden flowers.

Like a ray of sunshine shining in a lonely life.

The flower can't talk, it can only dance on the tree and stretch its body in the breeze.

"Are you hiding among the flowers?" Caius said to himself, "Catherine, where have you been?"

Hundreds of petals fell into the mud, spelling out a word, as if in response.

It was 400 years ago, in this church, Caius said a Greek sentence to Catherine: "∑'αγαπ"

I love you.

The author has something to say:

I forgot to mention that the golden flower was written by Tagore, I have quoted and modified it here

There are still [-] words to update, I will work hard