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Leng Xiang only felt that her mind was a little messed up. What she experienced that night made her mood fluctuate too much. She opened her mouth, and for a moment she didn't know where to start.
Then start from the beginning.
"My mother, she was born in a very remote town, and she doesn't count as a town, but as a village." Leng Xiang paused, "She once told me that she only went to junior high school, and because of the school leaving The home is too far away, and she has to take care of the family business, so the family does not let her go to high school."
Leng Xiang stopped, suddenly seemed to understand something.
Jiang Sisi held her hand and said softly, "What's wrong?"
Leng Xiang smiled: "No, I just suddenly understood one thing, no wonder she didn't let me go to high school."
Because I have no way to read, so Leng Xiang is not allowed to study.
"Later, she fell in love with her junior high school teacher, that is, my father." Leng Xiang said, "My father should be assigned to teach there after graduating from university, and he came from a big city."
"My mother is beautiful. Once she comes and goes, they will fall in love. My mother has never seen anyone from outside. She was dazzled by him, so she ran away from marriage because of this, and followed him to leave her hometown and go to city B."
Jiang Sisi continued to listen to her.
"When I was just born, she should have lived a good life for two days. In addition, she didn't know anyone in the big city, and she was timid and afraid of strangers when she came from the country. She basically didn't go out without going out. I Her father became her only support."
Leng Xiang paused for a moment, then laughed again, "She told me these things herself, and she just relied on her previous memories to deceive herself."
"Later, my father revealed his true colors."
"He started to gamble, drink heavily, and borrow money from usury. At first, he could barely repay it, but later the hole got bigger and bigger, and he couldn't fill it. My mother persuaded him, so he beat my mother." Leng Xiang lowered his eyes, "Domestic violence, once there is the first time, there will be the [-]th time."
"The best thing about my dad is that he will always give my mom hope."
Leng Xiang asked suddenly: "Do you know about Stockholm Syndrome?"
In the early years, there was a kidnapping case in the city. After the hostages were rescued, not only did they not identify the kidnappers, they frantically excused the kidnappers, and even fell in love with the kidnappers.Under the extreme fear of the hostages, their lives are in the hands of the kidnappers. When the kidnappers show a little warmth to them, or treat the hostages well, they will easily fall in love with the kidnappers.
This is an extremely common complex, and it often occurs in domestic violence cases.
Jiang Sisi nodded.
"After beating my mother, my dad will cook for her, be nice to her, hold her in his arms and cry bitterly, admit his mistake, and say that he will never beat her again. beat."
"Later, when my father beat her, he didn't even need to pretend to be warm afterwards."
"Because my mother can't live without him."
Jiang Sisi hugged her tightly.
Poor and hateful.
"Because my father owes usury, life is very bad." Leng Xiang said, "She needs money so much, she started to get my idea, because I am beautiful, my mother took 50 benefits and sent me to Arrived at Excellence Media."
"She threatened me that if I don't give her money, she will tell the media that I don't support the elderly, and that I have been a whore/bitch/bad since I was a child, and I don't do anything clean." Leng Xiang said lightly, "You also I know how important reputation is in the circle, if I really let her go, I will be finished."
"I tried to divorce her and give her money to let her go back, but she didn't listen. My dad gambled and beat her up, and she even beat her to death. She still wanted to live with him."
"So I can only give her money and keep giving. I gave her almost all the money I earned, and even sold the house to pay her back. Just because she is my mother, she still doesn't let me go."
Leng Xiang suddenly laughed again: "Do you know what I did tonight?"
Jiang Sisi was worried when she heard it, and covered her eyes with her hands.
Her palms were suddenly wet.
Leng Xiang's voice trembled: "She came to me and asked for money, 600 million. She saw me kissing you downstairs, and threatened that if I didn't give her the money, she would expose the matter. She said, it's only natural for me to pay her debts." , because I am her daughter."
"At that time, I thought, it would be great if she died, it would be great if she died... So I pushed her and pushed her down the stairs. Not only that, I also kicked her several times, and she Lie on the ground without moving, bleeding profusely."
Jiang Sisi lowered her head, Leng Xiang's eyes were full of despair, she couldn't bear to see it, but she didn't know how to comfort her, so she could only kiss her eyes, tasted a salty taste.
She asked softly, "Is she dead?"
"...No." With a hoarse voice, Leng Xiang smiled desperately, "I called an ambulance."
"I can't become a murderer because of her. She has ruined the first half of my life, and I can't let her ruin the second half of my life."
"But she is not dead, she will continue to threaten me, and even worse, because I almost killed him."
When will such days end?
"No, Xiangxiang." Jiang Sisi hugged her distressedly, "With me here, it won't happen."
"It doesn't matter if you kill someone, trust me, okay?"
Even if Leng Xiang really killed her mother, so what, there are too many loopholes in this case, and the operability is very strong. Even if she is really exposed, she still has countless ways to make her Xiangxiang safe Come back without incident.
Jiang Sisi looked at her with lowered eyes, Leng Xiang had stopped crying, and looked up at her in a daze.
Jiang Sisi can suddenly understand many things. When we first met, Leng Xiang was covered with thorns all over her body. She would rather bend than bend oil and salt. She is as cold as an iceberg on the sea. No one can enter her heart. Even Shen Cheng, who has been with Leng Xiang for ten years, Leng Xiang can't be completely defenseless against her, let alone others.
She is carefully wrapped in a layer of camouflage, looking at the world, it is like covering herself with a thick shell, never letting anyone in, no one knows what she really is like .
And these are all for a reason.
Leng Xiang suddenly said: "It doesn't matter even if I really kill someone?"
Even if I really become a murderer, in your eyes, doesn't it matter?
Jiang Sisi held her hand, inserted her fingers between her fingers, and interlocked her fingers tightly.
"It's okay, with me here, it doesn't matter what you do."
Leng Xiang fell asleep.
She was not stable in her dream, she dreamed that her whole body was immersed in a black lake, and the water covered her thighs.
She struggled to leave, but it was as if something was caught under her feet, she couldn't go, the water slowly overflowed her waist until it completely submerged her.
She was dragged into the water, and vaguely saw many vague people, including Wang Linlin and Shen Cheng, people from the crew, and more people she didn't know that she had never seen before.
Those people smiled at her. She saw a few tall buildings in the water. The walls of the tall buildings reflected dazzling light in the water. She saw something playing on the walls, like news.
The anchor spoke with an emotionless voice, and it was revealed that the popular actor Leng Xiang was in a relationship with a woman.The police uncovered a murder case in which the deceased was a 42-year-old woman and the murderer was Leng Xiang.According to sources, Leng Xiang had intended to seduce Director Liu of Excellence Media in his early years, but was rejected by Director Liu...
Gay/sexual/homosexual, murderer, the laughing stock of being rejected by unspoken rules.
She was submerged in the black lake, and those who smiled at her hated her, laughed at her, despised her, and then walked away, leaving her alone.
No one can help her.
She struggled to stand up from the water, but her feet were held tightly by someone, she lowered her head, and Liu Lingshu was smiling at her, exactly the same as the smile she saw her on the stairs.
Nausea swept her from the beginning to the end, she broke away from Liu Lingshu suddenly, and started running out frantically.
She was running on a straight and wide road, the sun was cool at five in the morning, the air was cold, the sun was falling on her face, she ran with all her strength, but the road seemed to never end, and she would never see Not until dawn.
Her dream suddenly switched to a church. She was standing in the church, and inside the church was a statue of Jesus.
Does God really love the world?
She was submerged in boundless water again, and there was no one around.
Her entire body sank endlessly, she seemed to give up struggling, and let the darkness engulf herself.
Suddenly, a ray of light shines through the dark bottom of the water.
Leng Xiang opened his eyes and found himself lying in Jiang Sisi's arms.Jiang Sisi hadn't woken up yet, she could see Jiang Sisi's eyelashes were long and curly, her eyes were closed, and she was breathing evenly.
She covered the quilt well, covering it from head to tail, conveying warmth.
The curtains were not drawn properly, and a beam of early morning sunlight penetrated through the inside and sprinkled on Leng Xiang's face.
She woke up completely from the nightmare.
Its daybreak.
Jiang Sisi was awakened by a scent, she opened her eyes, and what caught her eyes was not Leng Xiang's face, but a piece of snow-white hair.
Jiang Sisi was startled, and sat up, Xiangxiang nestled obediently on Leng Xiang's pillow, and meowed.
It's fragrant.
Jiang Sisi grabbed a few handfuls of her hair, got up from the bed with Xiang Xiang in her arms, and walked to the kitchen looking for the scent. Leng Xiang was wearing an apron and frying eggs.
The aroma slowly spread from the frying pan.
On the plate next to the cooking table, there were two sandwiches, and a small pot of preserved egg and lean meat porridge and fried dough sticks, as well as a few small dishes.
Leng Xiang shoveled two fried eggs out of the pot, turned off the fire on the stove, looked back at Xiang Xiang in Jiang Sisi's arms, took out a bag of cat food from the cabinet, and began to mix cat food for Xiang Xiang.
Xiangxiang happily gathered around her rice bowl to eat, Leng Xiang and Jiang Sisi brought the food from the cooking table to the dining table, set up two sets of bowls and chopsticks, and had breakfast.
"I don't know what you usually eat in the morning, so I made some." Leng Xiang said, with a steady voice, and there was no trace of crying hoarsely in Jiang Sisi's arms last night, "You choose what you want to eat."
"...Okay." Jiang Sisi, as a film and television worker who messed up three meals a day and night, usually didn't bother to eat such expensive things as breakfast. He hadn't eaten breakfast in 800 years, so he scooped a bowl of porridge to drink.
The taste is very good.
Jiang Sisi drank a bowl straight away. She hadn't felt the warmth in her stomach at seven o'clock in the morning for a long time, and felt a little novel for a while, so she took another bowl.
Then eat yourself up.
Her stomach couldn't stand the sudden fullness, she felt a little uncomfortable seeing it, so she quickly touched a Jianweixiaoshi tablet for herself.
Leng Xiang: "..."
How did this man live to be so big?
After they finished their breakfast, they didn't say a word about what happened last night.
Jiang Sisi was washing dishes in the kitchen. The water was rushing. She was pouring dish soap into the sink. Leng Xiang stood at the door of the kitchen, hesitating to speak.
"Last night..." Leng Xiang said, "I lost control."
Jiang Sisi covered her hands with bubbles, looked back at her, and couldn't hear her clearly: "What did you say?"
Leng Xiang repeated: "I said, I lost control last night."
Jiang Sisi noticed a faint annoyance in her voice.
Coauthored and cried in her arms, so you are still shy?
Jiang Sisi smiled lightly: "Understood."
It was rare for Jiang Sisi not to take the opportunity to tease her, but Leng Xiang felt a little weird and awkward, but she didn't know what to say, but she heard Jiang Sisi say: "If you lose control, you lose control. It's not shameful to cry in my arms." .”
Leng Xiang: "..."
She gritted her teeth, controlled her facial expressions, and warned herself not to become angry, otherwise Jiang Sisi, a bastard, would definitely make more progress.
Seeing that she didn't respond for a long time, Jiang Sisi looked back and saw that Leng Xiang was standing expressionlessly, but a thin layer of blush was stained behind her ears.
She immediately turned her head and continued to wash the dishes, pretending she didn't see anything.
It still hurts to piss off the cat and grab people.
Jiang Sisi suddenly remembered something, turned her head, and asked Leng Xiang: "Do you usually send money to your mother?"
Leng Xiang nodded: "Yes."
Jiang Sisi put the last plate in the cupboard, wiped her hands, and said, "Call her 50 first, and then send her a text message."
Leng Xiang only felt that her mind was a little messed up. What she experienced that night made her mood fluctuate too much. She opened her mouth, and for a moment she didn't know where to start.
Then start from the beginning.
"My mother, she was born in a very remote town, and she doesn't count as a town, but as a village." Leng Xiang paused, "She once told me that she only went to junior high school, and because of the school leaving The home is too far away, and she has to take care of the family business, so the family does not let her go to high school."
Leng Xiang stopped, suddenly seemed to understand something.
Jiang Sisi held her hand and said softly, "What's wrong?"
Leng Xiang smiled: "No, I just suddenly understood one thing, no wonder she didn't let me go to high school."
Because I have no way to read, so Leng Xiang is not allowed to study.
"Later, she fell in love with her junior high school teacher, that is, my father." Leng Xiang said, "My father should be assigned to teach there after graduating from university, and he came from a big city."
"My mother is beautiful. Once she comes and goes, they will fall in love. My mother has never seen anyone from outside. She was dazzled by him, so she ran away from marriage because of this, and followed him to leave her hometown and go to city B."
Jiang Sisi continued to listen to her.
"When I was just born, she should have lived a good life for two days. In addition, she didn't know anyone in the big city, and she was timid and afraid of strangers when she came from the country. She basically didn't go out without going out. I Her father became her only support."
Leng Xiang paused for a moment, then laughed again, "She told me these things herself, and she just relied on her previous memories to deceive herself."
"Later, my father revealed his true colors."
"He started to gamble, drink heavily, and borrow money from usury. At first, he could barely repay it, but later the hole got bigger and bigger, and he couldn't fill it. My mother persuaded him, so he beat my mother." Leng Xiang lowered his eyes, "Domestic violence, once there is the first time, there will be the [-]th time."
"The best thing about my dad is that he will always give my mom hope."
Leng Xiang asked suddenly: "Do you know about Stockholm Syndrome?"
In the early years, there was a kidnapping case in the city. After the hostages were rescued, not only did they not identify the kidnappers, they frantically excused the kidnappers, and even fell in love with the kidnappers.Under the extreme fear of the hostages, their lives are in the hands of the kidnappers. When the kidnappers show a little warmth to them, or treat the hostages well, they will easily fall in love with the kidnappers.
This is an extremely common complex, and it often occurs in domestic violence cases.
Jiang Sisi nodded.
"After beating my mother, my dad will cook for her, be nice to her, hold her in his arms and cry bitterly, admit his mistake, and say that he will never beat her again. beat."
"Later, when my father beat her, he didn't even need to pretend to be warm afterwards."
"Because my mother can't live without him."
Jiang Sisi hugged her tightly.
Poor and hateful.
"Because my father owes usury, life is very bad." Leng Xiang said, "She needs money so much, she started to get my idea, because I am beautiful, my mother took 50 benefits and sent me to Arrived at Excellence Media."
"She threatened me that if I don't give her money, she will tell the media that I don't support the elderly, and that I have been a whore/bitch/bad since I was a child, and I don't do anything clean." Leng Xiang said lightly, "You also I know how important reputation is in the circle, if I really let her go, I will be finished."
"I tried to divorce her and give her money to let her go back, but she didn't listen. My dad gambled and beat her up, and she even beat her to death. She still wanted to live with him."
"So I can only give her money and keep giving. I gave her almost all the money I earned, and even sold the house to pay her back. Just because she is my mother, she still doesn't let me go."
Leng Xiang suddenly laughed again: "Do you know what I did tonight?"
Jiang Sisi was worried when she heard it, and covered her eyes with her hands.
Her palms were suddenly wet.
Leng Xiang's voice trembled: "She came to me and asked for money, 600 million. She saw me kissing you downstairs, and threatened that if I didn't give her the money, she would expose the matter. She said, it's only natural for me to pay her debts." , because I am her daughter."
"At that time, I thought, it would be great if she died, it would be great if she died... So I pushed her and pushed her down the stairs. Not only that, I also kicked her several times, and she Lie on the ground without moving, bleeding profusely."
Jiang Sisi lowered her head, Leng Xiang's eyes were full of despair, she couldn't bear to see it, but she didn't know how to comfort her, so she could only kiss her eyes, tasted a salty taste.
She asked softly, "Is she dead?"
"...No." With a hoarse voice, Leng Xiang smiled desperately, "I called an ambulance."
"I can't become a murderer because of her. She has ruined the first half of my life, and I can't let her ruin the second half of my life."
"But she is not dead, she will continue to threaten me, and even worse, because I almost killed him."
When will such days end?
"No, Xiangxiang." Jiang Sisi hugged her distressedly, "With me here, it won't happen."
"It doesn't matter if you kill someone, trust me, okay?"
Even if Leng Xiang really killed her mother, so what, there are too many loopholes in this case, and the operability is very strong. Even if she is really exposed, she still has countless ways to make her Xiangxiang safe Come back without incident.
Jiang Sisi looked at her with lowered eyes, Leng Xiang had stopped crying, and looked up at her in a daze.
Jiang Sisi can suddenly understand many things. When we first met, Leng Xiang was covered with thorns all over her body. She would rather bend than bend oil and salt. She is as cold as an iceberg on the sea. No one can enter her heart. Even Shen Cheng, who has been with Leng Xiang for ten years, Leng Xiang can't be completely defenseless against her, let alone others.
She is carefully wrapped in a layer of camouflage, looking at the world, it is like covering herself with a thick shell, never letting anyone in, no one knows what she really is like .
And these are all for a reason.
Leng Xiang suddenly said: "It doesn't matter even if I really kill someone?"
Even if I really become a murderer, in your eyes, doesn't it matter?
Jiang Sisi held her hand, inserted her fingers between her fingers, and interlocked her fingers tightly.
"It's okay, with me here, it doesn't matter what you do."
Leng Xiang fell asleep.
She was not stable in her dream, she dreamed that her whole body was immersed in a black lake, and the water covered her thighs.
She struggled to leave, but it was as if something was caught under her feet, she couldn't go, the water slowly overflowed her waist until it completely submerged her.
She was dragged into the water, and vaguely saw many vague people, including Wang Linlin and Shen Cheng, people from the crew, and more people she didn't know that she had never seen before.
Those people smiled at her. She saw a few tall buildings in the water. The walls of the tall buildings reflected dazzling light in the water. She saw something playing on the walls, like news.
The anchor spoke with an emotionless voice, and it was revealed that the popular actor Leng Xiang was in a relationship with a woman.The police uncovered a murder case in which the deceased was a 42-year-old woman and the murderer was Leng Xiang.According to sources, Leng Xiang had intended to seduce Director Liu of Excellence Media in his early years, but was rejected by Director Liu...
Gay/sexual/homosexual, murderer, the laughing stock of being rejected by unspoken rules.
She was submerged in the black lake, and those who smiled at her hated her, laughed at her, despised her, and then walked away, leaving her alone.
No one can help her.
She struggled to stand up from the water, but her feet were held tightly by someone, she lowered her head, and Liu Lingshu was smiling at her, exactly the same as the smile she saw her on the stairs.
Nausea swept her from the beginning to the end, she broke away from Liu Lingshu suddenly, and started running out frantically.
She was running on a straight and wide road, the sun was cool at five in the morning, the air was cold, the sun was falling on her face, she ran with all her strength, but the road seemed to never end, and she would never see Not until dawn.
Her dream suddenly switched to a church. She was standing in the church, and inside the church was a statue of Jesus.
Does God really love the world?
She was submerged in boundless water again, and there was no one around.
Her entire body sank endlessly, she seemed to give up struggling, and let the darkness engulf herself.
Suddenly, a ray of light shines through the dark bottom of the water.
Leng Xiang opened his eyes and found himself lying in Jiang Sisi's arms.Jiang Sisi hadn't woken up yet, she could see Jiang Sisi's eyelashes were long and curly, her eyes were closed, and she was breathing evenly.
She covered the quilt well, covering it from head to tail, conveying warmth.
The curtains were not drawn properly, and a beam of early morning sunlight penetrated through the inside and sprinkled on Leng Xiang's face.
She woke up completely from the nightmare.
Its daybreak.
Jiang Sisi was awakened by a scent, she opened her eyes, and what caught her eyes was not Leng Xiang's face, but a piece of snow-white hair.
Jiang Sisi was startled, and sat up, Xiangxiang nestled obediently on Leng Xiang's pillow, and meowed.
It's fragrant.
Jiang Sisi grabbed a few handfuls of her hair, got up from the bed with Xiang Xiang in her arms, and walked to the kitchen looking for the scent. Leng Xiang was wearing an apron and frying eggs.
The aroma slowly spread from the frying pan.
On the plate next to the cooking table, there were two sandwiches, and a small pot of preserved egg and lean meat porridge and fried dough sticks, as well as a few small dishes.
Leng Xiang shoveled two fried eggs out of the pot, turned off the fire on the stove, looked back at Xiang Xiang in Jiang Sisi's arms, took out a bag of cat food from the cabinet, and began to mix cat food for Xiang Xiang.
Xiangxiang happily gathered around her rice bowl to eat, Leng Xiang and Jiang Sisi brought the food from the cooking table to the dining table, set up two sets of bowls and chopsticks, and had breakfast.
"I don't know what you usually eat in the morning, so I made some." Leng Xiang said, with a steady voice, and there was no trace of crying hoarsely in Jiang Sisi's arms last night, "You choose what you want to eat."
"...Okay." Jiang Sisi, as a film and television worker who messed up three meals a day and night, usually didn't bother to eat such expensive things as breakfast. He hadn't eaten breakfast in 800 years, so he scooped a bowl of porridge to drink.
The taste is very good.
Jiang Sisi drank a bowl straight away. She hadn't felt the warmth in her stomach at seven o'clock in the morning for a long time, and felt a little novel for a while, so she took another bowl.
Then eat yourself up.
Her stomach couldn't stand the sudden fullness, she felt a little uncomfortable seeing it, so she quickly touched a Jianweixiaoshi tablet for herself.
Leng Xiang: "..."
How did this man live to be so big?
After they finished their breakfast, they didn't say a word about what happened last night.
Jiang Sisi was washing dishes in the kitchen. The water was rushing. She was pouring dish soap into the sink. Leng Xiang stood at the door of the kitchen, hesitating to speak.
"Last night..." Leng Xiang said, "I lost control."
Jiang Sisi covered her hands with bubbles, looked back at her, and couldn't hear her clearly: "What did you say?"
Leng Xiang repeated: "I said, I lost control last night."
Jiang Sisi noticed a faint annoyance in her voice.
Coauthored and cried in her arms, so you are still shy?
Jiang Sisi smiled lightly: "Understood."
It was rare for Jiang Sisi not to take the opportunity to tease her, but Leng Xiang felt a little weird and awkward, but she didn't know what to say, but she heard Jiang Sisi say: "If you lose control, you lose control. It's not shameful to cry in my arms." .”
Leng Xiang: "..."
She gritted her teeth, controlled her facial expressions, and warned herself not to become angry, otherwise Jiang Sisi, a bastard, would definitely make more progress.
Seeing that she didn't respond for a long time, Jiang Sisi looked back and saw that Leng Xiang was standing expressionlessly, but a thin layer of blush was stained behind her ears.
She immediately turned her head and continued to wash the dishes, pretending she didn't see anything.
It still hurts to piss off the cat and grab people.
Jiang Sisi suddenly remembered something, turned her head, and asked Leng Xiang: "Do you usually send money to your mother?"
Leng Xiang nodded: "Yes."
Jiang Sisi put the last plate in the cupboard, wiped her hands, and said, "Call her 50 first, and then send her a text message."
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