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. "Shen Qinghe has always been a democratic person who speaks by strength, and if he wants to go abroad, he must have a high score to follow.

Shen Muxia shook her head, she didn't want to go abroad, she didn't want to be too far away from her family... and Zhan Xizhi.

Shen Qinghe still has one thing to do this time. The previous mobile phone positioning device was not accurate enough, so she planned to change it to another one.Right now, Shen Qinghe noticed that Shen Muxia had changed to a new phone, and Shen Qinghe glanced at it, "Change the phone? How much is it?"

Shen Muxia clenched the phone tightly, "It's not too expensive." She was too busy to pick it carefully, the price is actually not cheap.

Shen Qinghe spread his hands: "Let me see." The brat got a new phone, the original tracking device was gone, Shen Qinghe clicked and operated, and said softly: "Your phone is not confidential, I can crack it." Shen Qinghe from A new mobile phone was found in the bag, "Here you are."

The latest mobile phone, Shen Muxia clicked his tongue, "So expensive?" Shen Qinghe handed it to her, "It's a luxury, the family of four have changed, you can use this." Shen Muxia has no special requirements for the mobile phone, but it is used in the history of the mobile phone. The most expensive new mobile phone, but also quite happy.

"I'll take this back and see if your grandma can use it." Shen Qinghe put the mobile phone Shen Muxia bought herself into his pocket, Shen Muxia nodded, fiddled with the mobile phone and said: "When I earn money, I will buy a new mobile phone for grandma."

Shi Yunfei returned the old mobile phone to Shen Muxia later, Shen Muxia put it away and didn’t use it anymore, Shen Qingxi asked her to keep it, “Your status is special, a lot of data is useless to manually delete, to prevent leakage, don’t throw away the mobile phone, if you don’t use it, take it home later .” Shen Muxia nodded.

During the dinner, when it came to work, Shen Muxia was quite cautious. Apart from saying a few words before eating, Shen Qinghe didn't say anything about work after that, and kept serving Shen Muxia food.

After the meal, Shen Qinghe wanted to walk back to the hotel, Shen Muxia suggested to see her off, and the two of them walked.

When Zhan Xizhi lowered his head to fiddle with the phone and raised his head again, he could only see their backs. Looking over from a distance, the person next to Shen Muxia was slender, with a typhoon in his gestures. Could it be that he was also from the circle?

Zhan Xizhi started the car and followed slowly, and when the next red light turned green, she could see the other person's face.

Zhan Xizhi looked at that person, and he straightened Shen Muxia's collar and smoothed his hair naturally, and it seemed that it was not the first time that he held hands when crossing the road.Zhan Xizhi kept thinking about who it would be, Shen Muxia didn't have the chance to meet anyone alone, why didn't she know there was such a person at all?

The jealousy in the bottom of Zhan Xizhi's heart was tumbling, and it burned her heart uncomfortably. Everyone said that Shen Muxia's peach blossoms were flourishing, and she could tell that even Su Luoer, who was intentionally embarrassing at the beginning, liked Shen Muxia, not to mention Chen Yiqian and Hu Nianjing.

Shen Muxia occasionally turned her head to speak, Zhan Xizhi could vaguely see the smile on the corner of her mouth, she smiled so happily, after being with him, Shen Muxia seldom smiled happily.

Zhan Xizhi secretly sighed, what is she doing?Like a stalker who clings to his ex, no different from Shi Yunfei.

Zhan Xizhi gripped the steering wheel, took a look, and left after reading.

Zhan Xi's acceleration surpassed them and he saw clearly the people around Shen Muxia through the car mirror.

Shen Muxia's mother, Shen Qinghe...you can't tell from the back at all, but she still feels young when you look at the front face. It feels like they are a good match when they come together.

Because of this, Zhan Xizhi's heart was less tormented, and the little boy had a lot of love, but he didn't mess around. She just thought too much.

Zhan Xizhi left quickly, forget it, he should be content.It's fine if you haven't said something clearly, and it may not be a good thing to say it all.

Shen Muxia is young and has many possibilities in the future, as well as emotionally, Zhan Xizhi didn't dare to think that he is her only one.Such a beautiful child probably has to experience some emotional setbacks. She is the first threshold on her emotional road, and she has crossed it.

Passed over... Zhan Xizhi felt sad because of her metaphor, she wanted to close the door, but she didn't want Shen Muxia to step over her and run towards other people's arms.

Zhan Xizhi never blamed Shen Muxia from the bottom of his heart, but occasionally when he was in extreme pain, he would think: Shen Muxia is not easy, especially because of the existence of Shi Yunfei, but she also said it at the beginning of the relationship, she wanted to give Shen Muxia her love. Everything, relying on her own strength is not enough, she has to rely on Time Media, so she has to be involved with Shi Yunfei.

How easy is it for her?Adult life, torn apart by reality.Zhan Xizhi once thought that he could endure it for a lifetime, but when he met Shen Muxia, Zhan Xizhi suddenly hated his original self.I don't want to bear it anymore, it's good for Shi Yunfei, and it's also good for Time Media, Zhan Xizhi can't bear it for a lifetime.

Zhan Xizhi drove aimlessly in the night, she was really homeless this time.

Shen Muxia sent Shen Qinghe to the hotel entrance, Shen Qinghe watched her get in the car and leave.When Shen Muxia arrived home, she still habitually stood at the door looking at Zhan Xizhi's door panel for a while, then she sighed and returned to her room.

Shen Muxia didn't want to eat the sandwich sent by Zhan Xizhi. After taking pictures as a souvenir, Shen Muxia talked to the sandwich.

"Tell me, did Zhan Xizhi ever really like me?"

"If she likes me, why didn't she think about keeping me after we broke up?"

"I'm gone, Shi Yunfei and Zhan Xizhi can be together now, they should be very happy, right?"

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Shen Muxia sighed, obviously very full, but after eating the sandwich made by Zhan Xizhi, there was still a hint of sweetness in his mouth, is it the aftertaste of love?

Zhan Xizhi went to the B&B hotels in the suburbs. In winter, the business of B&Bs is not as good as in summer, especially in hotels without hot springs, the number of guests is even rarer.

Zhan Xizhi was completely clean, she simply packed her suitcase and sat by the window to rest.

At night, quiet down, after all the hustle and bustle is silenced, only the purest thoughts remain.

For a moment, the longing grows wildly, Zhan Xizhi can't help but want to contact Shen Muxia, but no matter what, can we not break up?

If you beg, can you keep Shen Muxia?

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Zhan Xizhi didn't know either, she missed Shen Muxia, but she also complained why the child disappeared suddenly, and she didn't give herself a chance to complain.

Zhan Xizhi's tears slid down, in fact, he was too much, right?When she was with Shen Muxia, she always thought about how not to be discovered.Shen Muxia suffered because of this, children are not very patient, and it is not easy to bear it for so long.

Zhan Xizhi really wants to explain to Shen Muxia, really wants to say sorry to her, it's not that I don't love you, it's because I love you that I want to protect you, why don't you understand me?

Zhan Xi wanted to, but didn't dare, she was afraid that everything that had been calm just now would be disturbed again.

One should not be too selfish. Zhan Xizhi suppressed the idea of ​​contacting Shen Muxia. She did not know what kind of vicious chain reaction her subsequent actions would cause. Keeping the furthest distance from Shen Muxia is the best protection for her.

However, Zhan Xizhi couldn't hold back her feelings of self-blame and guilt, and she sent a simple text to Shen Muxia:

Mu Xia, I am really sorry to disturb you for the last time. I have an inescapable responsibility for the harm caused to you by the past time.

Although saying sorry is useless, I still want to say sorry to you seriously.If I do anything to make you feel better, please do let me know.

I'm sorry, I apologize to you for everything in the past. I did a lot of self-righteous things in the past. I don't deny my assholes, and I don't expect you to forgive me. I only hope that you will be really good in the future.

In my heart, you will always be the best, best, and cutest little guy. I believe that one day in the future, I must look up to see you. You are a great Shen Muxia, come on!

Thank you for everything you have given me, that is the brightest light in my life.

Thank you, take care of your body and don't smoke.

I really love you, Shen Muxia.

Zhan Xizhi revised it many times, deleted the last sentence, and sent it out.

Zhan Xizhi didn't dare to expect Shen Muxia to reply, but he secretly expected it in his heart, but the long and silent night told her: Shen Muxia didn't reply to her.

Zhan Xizhi sat in front of the window, looking at the night, tears rolled down his face.In the love with Shen Muxia, she suffered a crushing defeat, Shen Muxia dumped her, she didn't even have the qualifications to save her.

However, Zhan Xizhi was really wronged, she couldn't let go of Shi Yunfei in her heart, it was just because she was worried, she didn't love Shi Yunfei.

Shen Muxia doesn't believe her, what can she do?If she hadn't done it, she hadn't done it, Zhan Xizhi was powerless.

Could it be... She also misunderstood Shi Yunfei?Shi Yunfei kept saying that she didn't trust her enough, and she also said that Shen Muxia didn't trust her enough. Through her and Shen Muxia, Zhan Xizhi seemed to see her and Shi Yunfei in the past.

Zhan Xizhi felt a cold war all over her body, she didn't want her and Shen Muxia to become what they used to be at all, Zhan Xizhi didn't want Shen Muxia to hate Shi Yunfei like she did, but she couldn't completely let go.

Zhan Xizhi lay in front of the window, slowly closed his eyes, no matter what, he must hold back his thoughts.

Zhan Xizhi, never turn yourself into Shi Yunfei, never pester Shen Muxia just because of longing.

It is already painful not to be liked by your lover, but if you are hated again, it will be too painful.

Zhan Xizhi even felt a little regretful, maybe she shouldn't have sent Shen Muxia a message just now, a breakup is a breakup, and it would be superfluous to say more.

This night Zhan Xizhi was lying in front of the window, waking up from sleep, thinking about Shen Muxia, her smiles and frowns, in the dream clearly and vividly seemed to be reality.

Ah... It's good to fall asleep, I can dream, but the problem is how can I keep falling asleep?

Zhan Xizhi doesn't want to degenerate, doesn't want to anesthetize herself with alcohol, she promised the children to take good care of herself.

At dawn, Zhan Xizhi got up, dragged his tired body into the bathroom.

Zhan Xizhi was in the bathtub, dozing off in a daze, dreaming of Shen Muxia again in a trance.

The little guy stood in front of the bathtub, laughing and clamoring to take a bath together, Zhan Xizhi stretched out his hand to greet her.

Crash, the sudden sound of running water awakened Zhan Xizhi, she struggled to sit up, it was a dream.

The water was a bit cold, and Zhan Xizhi put on the hot water again, and the temperature of the water gradually increased. After warming her cold gate, tears began to pour down again.

Zhan Xizhi didn't know if Shi Yunfei had cried because of her, but this time she experienced the heart-wrenching pain after being truly moved.

Zhan Xizhi laughed that she was too stupid, she didn't realize how much she loved Shen Muxia until she lost it, but it was too late.

For breakfast, Zhan Xizhi had no appetite, so he took out a piece of oatmeal bread from the bag and chewed it mechanically.

Zhan Xizhi was dizzy, she leaned against the window and the corner of the wall, closed her eyes and imagined Shen Muxia feasting and enjoying the food, the oatmeal bread in her mouth was slightly sweet.However, the moment I opened my eyes, the sweetness disappeared without a trace, leaving only bitterness.

What did the child eat in the morning?Lin Xiao will take good care of her, but Zhan Xizhi is suddenly free and doesn't know what to do.

To break with Time Media, she should have prepared a lot, but facing a powerful enemy, everything seems to be in vain.

Zhan Xizhi prepared for the worst, and had to pay a large sum of money after being blocked. If he could get free in exchange for this, that would be fine.

If... People can't help but think about what if, only then will they have the confidence to go on, if one day she and Shen Muxia still have a chance, her free life will become very meaningful.

Shen Muxia longs for an aboveboard love, and Zhan Xizhi desires it even more than she does. Others say that she is the brightest star in the entertainment circle, but to her, Shen Muxia's existence is the most shining existence.

Zhan Xizhi really wanted to announce to the whole world that Shen Muxia was hers, and she wanted to completely possess this child.

It's just that, in the past, she wanted to take care of too much. Knowing that you can't have both, she still dreamed that two years later, Shen Muxia would become famous, and she could retire voluntarily... But, why did she forget the initial worry? ?The first time she didn't take Shen Muxia away was because she was worried that this day would come, that they would not be able to make it to the end, and that Shen Muxia would regret it.

When Zhan Xizhi calmed down, he was thinking about Shen Muxia almost all the time, and his brain uncontrollably recalled the tick-tock-tick time with her, every frame of memory was extremely precious.

Zhan Xizhi completely emptied herself, while Shen Muxia kept herself completely busy. She studied and exercised crazily every day, and every night when she got home, she was in a state of exhaustion.

It seemed that only in this way could she fall asleep right after taking a shower. Even so, Dreamland would not let her go.

Thinking by day and dreaming by night, Shen Muxia disagreed, she was too busy to think about Zhan Xizhi during the day, but just thought about it for a while at night when her consciousness was muddled, why was it all about her in her dreams?

Shen Muxia dreamed that Zhan Xizhi proposed to break up, and Zhan Xizhi was determined to leave, she woke up crying.After waking up from the nightmare, Shen Muxia remembered the reality that they had broken up. There were nightmares inside and outside the dream, like entering a vicious circle.

In winter, Shen Muxia was sweating because of the nightmare, she went to the bathroom to take a bath, and all the sleepy bugs were washed away.

Shen Muxia recalled that when Zhan Xizhi came back to take a bath late at night, she thought it was Hu Nianjing.Zhan Xizhi's first time was hers, and Zhan Xizhi actually loved her, right?At least he cared about her, but she couldn't let go of Shi Yunfei.

Why can't we give up?Shen Muxia, as the person who lost her love, she more or less understood it.

If you have loved deeply, it is too difficult to let go of someone. Even though you have thousands of emotions towards Zhan Xizhi in your heart, when the night is quiet, there seems to be only thoughts left.

Washed by the warm water, Shen Muxia washed off the sweat all over her body, and she also saw her heart clearly, she just loves Zhan Xizhi, she can't let her go at all.

Shen Muxia was annoyed by this, she didn't want to do this, but in the face of the strong yearning, her struggle seemed so weak.

Zhan Xizhi, will there be a moment where you will cry because you miss me?

Shen Muxia, who had agreed not to shed tears for Zhan Xizhi, shed tears like a fountain with warm water when washing her face. In love, there are too many liars. You can lie to each other and yourself, but you can't fool your fallen heart.

Zhan Xizhi, I miss you, why did you just apologize to me in the end?

Why can't you just say, Shen Muxia, I love you,

Why can't I just say, Shen Muxia, I don't want to break up,

Why can't I just say, I want you all my life?

Why?Shen Muxia looked at herself in the mirror with red eyes from crying, her embarrassed appearance was ridiculous.

Shen Muxia, why did you enter the entertainment industry in the first place?He would not hesitate to fall out with his family and end up like this bird?Shen Muxia wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, returned to the study and began to read.

At dawn, Shen Muxia received a good morning message from Shen Muhe. Except for the time when Shen Muhe went out for an internship, she would never miss morning and evening greetings every day.

He: Xia, the first snow fell in Beijing today. I remembered the picture of rolling in the snow with you. I still remember the officer made an ice cart and pulled us to play in the snow. I miss you so much , Can you go home on New Year's Day this year?

New Year's Day, ah... so soon, it's almost the end of the year, but she hasn't accomplished anything.

Shen Muxia looked through the calendar, and suddenly realized that Christmas is coming soon.

Xia Xiaowan: There is no arrangement for New Year's Day at the moment. Whether you can go home depends on the arrangement at home. How are you?Did that little wolf cub take advantage of you?

As soon as Shen Muhe typed the word "no", Xia Lang rushed over from behind, groaning, his head was thrown into chaos on her back, extremely excited.

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Shen Muhe couldn't help laughing, "Okay, okay, I'll take you out to play in the snow later, and you can change your clothes by yourself, I'll wait for you here." Shen Muhe patted Xia Lang's hand, and Xia Lang held her for a long time before crying Going back to the room with a whimper.

Shen Muhe tidied up her clothes helplessly. Xia Lang seemed to like intimate movements, and I don't know if the wolves like to mark something with this.

What Xia Lang has to do every day is to kiss her, and after that, the little nose has to sniff around, and after sniffing, he has to take a few mouthfuls.Xia Lang seems to use this to mark that Shen Muhe smells like me, and she is mine.

Shen Muhe guessed that Xia Lang saw snow for the first time. The jungle where she lived was in the tropics and there was no snow. Xia Lang was very novel about everything that was unfamiliar.

Shen Muhe chatted with Shen Muxia for a while, and was surprised that the little wolf cub hadn't moved. She went back to the bedroom deliberately, and found that a little wolf cub almost got into her closet.

"Xia Lang!" Shen Muhe saw the messy clothes in his eyes, "I let you get dressed, why are you looking through my closet?" Shen Muhe firmly touched Xia Lang's ear and twisted it, "I didn't tell you, you His clothes are in the closet next to him."

"Wow~" Xia Lang has learned a lot of words, but he is still used to shouting at Shen Muhe when he is at home.Shen Muhe twisted Xia Lang's ear and pulled it aside, "No, how many times have I told you not to wear my clothes." Shen Muhe didn't know why he could understand what she said.

"Xia Lang, if you don't get dressed again, I won't take you out to play in the snow." Shen Muhe threatened, Xia Lang groaned weakly in protest, then rummaged through his closet, grabbed the clothes and threw them on Shen Muhe, "Oh Woo~"

Shen Muhe threw it back, "Put it on yourself, hurry up." She was used to serving, Xia Lang became dependent on her, and needed her help in everything.

Shen Muhe is now thinking about whether she spoiled Xia Lang a little too much. When she looked at her poorly, she always wanted to be nice to her.

Xia Lang was in a hurry, and hurriedly put a thin sweater on his head and got stuck. He couldn't find the sleeves and neckline for a long time, so he yelled anxiously, "Wow."

Shen Muhe couldn't laugh or cry, and stood up helplessly, "You are exactly the same as Xiao Xiaxia when she was a child." This is also the reason why Shen Muhe can't help doting on her. Although Xia Lang lives in the jungle, she has a personality similar to Shen Muxia.

When they were young, their mother taught them to be independent. Every time they went out, they had to dress themselves. Shen Muxia was anxious every time, and the consequence of being in a hurry was to get stuck.

Shen Muhe rescued Shen Muxia every time, because she felt distressed and said to her, "Oh, sister, please slow down." Shen Muxia will do the same next time, and Shen Muhe has nothing to do with her. The younger sister's little stubbornness is very cute, but sometimes it is also irritating.

Shen Muhe took Xia Lang out and stood at the door, she asked Xia Lang: "What can't you forget to bring when you go out?"

The corners of Xia Lang's lips moved, Shen Muhe stared at her, "Say~"

"Mobile phone, keys, money." Xia Lang said, taking out one by one from his pocket, Shen Muhe patted her head with satisfaction, "So cute."

Downstairs, many children were already playing in the snow, Shen Muhe put on gloves for her, and told her: "You can't scream outside, you have to talk like me, remember?" Xia Lang pursed her lips, gently With a whimper, "Ugh~" was the answer.

Upstairs, all the parents played with the children, only Shen Muhe, a little girl wearing a hat and mask, played with Xia Lang, who was slightly shorter than her.

The snow was still falling, but it wasn't big enough to make a snowman. Sharon didn't realize that he was a big kid, so he just lay down on the ground and rolled around to play.

The adults next to him were all dumbfounded, but Shen Muhe had no choice but to stop, since they are all down, let's have fun and let's go home and do the laundry.

Xia Lang not only wants to play, but also needs Shen Muhe to watch her play, this is the case at home, Xia Lang pulls Shen Muhe's sleeves whenever he does anything, and let her watch him.

In order to let Xia Lang learn the verb "look", Shen Muhe deliberately didn't look at Xia Lang. Xia Lang was so anxious that he held Shen Muhe's face in both hands and turned it towards him, saying over and over again: "Look."

Xia Lang is the same now, seeing Shen Muhe holding the phone, she gets up and rushes over, "Look at me." Xia Lang now occasionally pops out a lot of words, and most of the time she doesn't want to say them after learning, unless she is forced to no way.

"Why are you looking at you?" Shen Muhe deliberately didn't look at it, Xia Lang's gloves were covered with snow, holding Shen Muhe's face, the snowflakes melted, and there was a burst of coolness.

Shen Muhe poked Xia Lang's forehead with her fingertips, "Go back to wash clothes by yourself tonight, do you know?"

Shen Muxia was about to be shy when she approached, Shen Muhe tilted her head to avoid it, raised her hand and twisted Xia Lang's ear, "Did I say that it's not allowed to go outside?" Xia Lang whimpered twice, leaning over her, brow Wrinkled, her small mouth pouted, her beautiful blue eyes were like puddles of water, Shen Muhe felt soft-hearted, "Okay, let's go and play, I'll watch you play." Shen Muhe patted the snow on her body, showing a smile, Xia Lang Cai jumped onto the snow-covered grass and rolled around.

Xia Lang had a good time, grabbed a handful of snow and stuffed it into his mouth, it was too late for Shen Muhe to stop it.Xia Lang probably got cold from the snow, she stuck out her little tongue and exhaled, Shen Muhe couldn't help laughing, "I can't eat it next time, it's not clean."

The snow was getting heavier, and the adults led the children back, but Xia Lang was having a good time.Shen Muhe stood beside her, feeling really sorry for Xia Lang in her heart, she missed all the time of her childhood.If possible, Shen Muhe is willing to compensate her. At this moment, Xia Lang is happy, and Shen Muhe thinks it is worth it.

Just thinking of Shen Muxia who was far away in Hangzhou, Shen Muhe sighed quietly, she missed her very much, and hoped to see her sister on New Year's Day.

In a blink of an eye, the time was running towards Christmas, and Shen Muxia was temporarily assigned a task, which happened to be New Year's Day.

On New Year's Day, Chen Yiqian will hold a concert in Hangzhou, and Shen Muxia will attend as a guest, which can be regarded as maintaining a continuous exposure rate.

After Shen Muxia took vocal music lessons for a period of time, it was no problem to find the correct pitch, but it would be too exaggerated to rap and sing well, "I'm happy if you can come." Chen Yiqian was very happy to invite Shen Muxia as a guest.

Fans are equally happy. From "Dragon and Phoenix Tribulation" to "Jin Gu Shi Lun", Shen Muxia's chances to show her face are advertisements. Fans don't know that Shen Muxia is waiting for opportunities in Hollywood. They wonder why the company didn't arrange a schedule for Shen Muxia recently. Newcomers should not Are you going to stand firm after attacking one after another?

On Christmas Day, Dong Shuo and the Hollywood director appeared in Hangzhou, and Shi Yunfei took Shen Muxia to dinner, revealing his whereabouts.

The fans started to go crazy, shit, no wonder my baby didn't move, it turned out to be going international!

Nan Xu didn't improve much after "Jin Gu Food Sex". Now Guanghua Media is still promoting Su Luoer. Nan Xu knows that she can't compete with the first sister, but she also feels resentment in her heart. Guanghua Media doesn't pay enough attention to the cultivation of newcomers. , or she gave Su Luoer a gift?

Nan Xu didn't dare to knock on the door like before. She had been frustrated by Zhan Xizhi, and Nan Xu had to be cautious. If she didn't succeed in Suluoer, she might lose her chance completely.

Regarding Su Luoer, Nan Xu was actually a little afraid in her heart. She was different from Zhan Xizhi. Zhan Xi was cold and cold, but Su Luoer was more like cloudy and sunny, making people unpredictable.

We recorded "Jin Gu Food Sex" together before. Logically speaking, artists in the same company should take care of each other, but Su Luoer didn't do it at all. Instead, he was more inclined to Shen Muxia.

Thinking of this, Nan Xu was not only annoyed, but also let Shen Muxia take over all the good things. If she really got the opportunity from Hollywood, then Shen Muxia could be said to have reached the sky in one step.

As a bystander, Nan Xu stared at Shen Muxia, and Shen Muxia, as a party involved, actually didn't have much feeling.

I thought I would spend Christmas alone, but I didn't expect to spend it with Shi Yunfei, Dong Shuo and the director.

When Shen Muxia came to the road, she saw a pair of disgusting couple dogs. It would be great if she and Zhan Xizhi didn't break up.

After the meal, Dong Shuo sent the director away, expressing his hope to make an appointment with Zhan Xizhi to confirm the details, "Isn't Shen Muxia in charge of Xizhi? I thought she would come together today." Dong Shuo actually wanted to test it out. Her reaction seems to be that there is something wrong, she doesn't want to affect her relationship with the director because of the internal affairs of Time Media, such a good opportunity, she is a big favor to everyone, "Xizhi also told me to let me talk to you, From this point of view, Time Media is not very stable, and it is not very good for Mu Xia's development." Dong Shuo said something in his words.

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How could Shi Yunfei not understand what she meant, "Don't worry, Sister Dong, Time Media has made personnel adjustments, but it will not affect others. Xizhi needs to recuperate recently, so I brought Mu Xia here. Sister Dong, what time is it today?" Hurry up, when you come over on New Year's Day, my name is Shang Xizhi, let's have dinner together."

Dong Shuo felt relieved when he heard the words, "That's okay, I just happen to be alone on New Year's Day."

Shen Muxia didn't expect that a dinner would be facilitated in this way, but she would be a guest at Chen Yiqian's concert on New Year's Day, fearing that she might miss the dinner.

In fact, Shi Yunfei didn't plan to bring Shen Muxia to participate, "How was the rehearsal these two days?" Shi Yunfei sent Shen Muxia to the door, Lin Xiao was already waiting for her at the door.

"It's pretty good." Shen Muxia glanced at Lin Xiao in front of the car, "Mr. Shi, I'm used to being alone, I don't need an assistant for me, and I don't have so many schedules. Aren't you going to have dinner with Sister Dong on New Year's Day? Xiao, go back to Xizhi's side."

Shi Yunfei didn't make a sound, Shen Muxia added, "If I really need an assistant at work, I'll take the initiative to tell you and let Lin Xiao come over to help me."

Shi Yunfei glanced at Shen Muxia, she could understand that Shen Muxia was worried about Zhan Xizhi?Shi Yunfei laughed, and asked: "I'm afraid that no one will take care of Zhan Xizhi, do you feel distressed?" Shen Muxia turned her head away and admitted, "Yes." When Shi Yunfei was surprised, Shen Muxia seemed to have expected it, and said softly: "I I don't like to hide it, anyway, you also know that I like Zhan Xizhi."

"But you broke up."

"What happened to the breakup?" Shen Muxia asked back, "I broke up not because I don't love her."

As for Shi Yunfei, as long as Zhan Xizhi was mentioned, Shen Muxia's inner emotions would easily get out of control.If it wasn't for Shi Yunfei, they wouldn't be where they are today. Shen Muxia thanked her for nurturing her, but she couldn't forget the emotional entanglements.

Lin Xiao picked up Shen Muxia, Shi Yunfei drove home slowly, Shen Muxia's words impressed her deeply, because it touched her heart.

Breaking up is not because of lack of love.

It is the same pain to love but not to have, Shi Yunfei saw the former self from Shen Muxia.

She loves Zhan Xizhi, has always been in love, but Zhan Xizhi no longer believes in her.

Shen Muxia's love, will Zhan Xizhi believe it?

In the middle of Christmas night, after the rehearsal was over, Chen Yiqian invited Shen Muxia to dinner, and the two went to a hot pot restaurant near their home.

Shen Muxia doesn't talk much, while Chen Yiqian also likes to be quiet except on stage.

In the room, there is only the sound of boiling hot in the pot, and the aroma lingering in front of the nose.

Chen Yiqian could feel unhappy, but she knew she shouldn't ask, but she still wanted to convey her good wishes to Shen Muxia.

"Mu Xia, I don't know what I can do to help you, and I'm afraid that I will cause you trouble by making decisions without authorization. If I do something that will make you happy, please tell me." Before leaving, Chen Yiqian spoke very seriously, and the familiar words made her feel happy. Shen Muxia thought of Zhan Xizhi, "Thank you."

It was already late at night when Shen Muxia returned home, washed off the smell of hot pot, and went to the study to read.

It's just that Shen Muxia was distracted today, probably because he heard Zhan Xizhi's name too many times today.

Where did Zhan Xizhi go?She seemed to disappear all of a sudden, Shen Muxia sighed softly, human nature is so cheap, when she sees her she complains and is annoyed, when she disappears she misses her to the bone, like claws scratching her heart, she is lost.

The quieter the night, the more desolate the longing.

The last time Shen Muxia read a book and fell asleep, she lay down on the table and began to dream. In the dream, the little woman pestered her and said she wanted it.

Shen Muxia was so excited that she fell off the chair, knocking Chunmeng away, and Shen Muxia was so angry that she slapped the table.

Shen Muxia went back to her room and worked hard to brew, let alone dreams, even sleep was far away from her.

Shen Muxia was having a hard time, and so was Zhan Xizhi.Zhan Xizhi couldn't fall asleep in the hotel, and sometimes she didn't fall asleep for so long that she even forgot what day it was.

Zhan Xizhi even felt that she was going to hallucinate, she was obviously sleepy but she just couldn't fall asleep, she closed her eyes, her mind was full of Shen Muxia.

Zhan Xizhi's desire will be particularly strong before the menstrual period comes. According to the time, the menstrual period will come again, so these days when Zhan Xizhi closes his eyes, it is the ups and downs of her and Shen Muxia.

Zhan Xizhi feels wronged when she thinks that she will cry deep down. She misses Shen Muxia and wants to have sex with Shen Muxia. What makes Zhan Xizhi even more annoyed is that her skills were not very good in the past, but she can still please herself.

However, Shen Muxia's appetite was tricky, and Zhan Xizhi's body was always in a state of hunger.

In the past, she could get there by other means, but now she can only think about Shen Muxia, and only when she thinks about what that face is doing to her, can she barely get there.

Zhan Xizhi was so tired that she was breathing heavily, she was limp on the bed, her body was weak, she felt sad and wanted to cry when she arrived.

It seems that all happiness is linked to Shen Muxia, and Zhan Xizhi forgets what happiness feels like after breaking up.

Shi Yunfei contacted Zhan Xizhi the next day. After confirming that she was well, she explained that she had dinner with Dong Shuo on New Year's Day.

When it came to Shen Muxia, Zhan Xizhi readily agreed, and when it came to assistant Lin Xiao, Shi Yunfei conveyed Shen Muxia's opinion, but Zhan Xizhi didn't say much, "Just do what she wants." Shi Yunfei had to sigh, Zhan Xizhi also has such a good time, ordering tofu in brine, one thing is one thing, probably this is the reason.

Zhan Xizhi took a bath, she hoped that she could have a good rest today, and that she would not be ashamed when she saw Dong Shuo tomorrow.

Zhan Xizhi tried to avoid all related news about Shen Muxia, she didn't even know about Shen Muxia's participation in Chen Yiqian's concert, Lin Xiao also kept silent.Zhan Xizhi looked at the time, "Lin Xiao, it's New Year's Day, don't wait for me, I'll just take a taxi back later." Lin Xiao couldn't insist, and reminded Zhan Xizhi to drink less at night.

Zhan Xizhi hummed, "It's New Year's Day, I'll give you a bonus." Lin Xiao's eyes turned red, why did Xizhi lose so much weight.

On the evening of New Year's Day, we got together at the restaurant close to Zhan Xizhi's original residence. Dong Shuo saw Zhan Xizhi, "Why are you so thin?" Shi Yunfei also hadn't seen Zhan Xizhi for many days, and his heart ached , "Did you really eat well?"

"En." Zhan Xizhi smiled slightly, "I'll eat more for tonight's big meal."

Pushing a cup to change a cup, Zhan Xizhi is slightly drunk, and interacting with Shi Yunfei is also quite interesting, Dong Shuo is also at ease.

When we parted after the meal, Zhan Xizhi waved his hands, "Go slowly, I'll take a stroll."

Shi Yunfei thought that Lin Xiao was still nearby, and told Zhan Xizhi to go back early, and she drove to the concert site, which was just coming to an end.

One of Zhan Xi was wrapped in a coat, hat and mask, and the cold wind felt comfortable, blowing away the heat in his body.

Zhan Xizhi opened her coat, and the cold wind came in, making her feel cool and comfortable.

When the wind blows, the spirit of wine is on the top, Zhan Xizhi's chaotic brain is hard to think, a little tired, she wants to go home.Zhan Xizhi stood at the intersection and looked around, ah~ home, home is here.

Shi Yunfei took Chen Yiqian and Shen Muxia to dinner after the performance. The concert was a great success, and both of them drank some wine.

After the dinner was over, Shen Muxia was tired and didn't want to bother anyone anymore, so she took a taxi home by herself.After getting out of the car, a gust of cool wind made Shen Muxia's body tremble.

Walking home against the wind, Shen Muxia was quite sober. She knew that she couldn't drink well, and when Zhan Xizhi wasn't by her side, she didn't dare to drink too much.

Shen Muxia walked home all the way, passed the small garden in the community, and saw a black silhouette in the gazebo.Shen Muxia wrapped her coat tightly and thought, I don't know who it is, won't it be cold to sit in the gazebo if you don't go home at night?

Shen Muxia raised her head and exhaled, the sky was cloudy, it seemed that it was going to snow.

Shen Muxia went home and took a bath first to wash off the smell of alcohol. As soon as she got out of the bathroom, she heard the sound of the door lock being pressed.

Shen Muxia frowned, wrapped her bathrobe tightly and walked to the door, looked out through the peephole, and couldn't help being stunned.

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Zhan Xizhi stood at the door wearing a long black windbreaker, her body swaying, probably because she had entered too many wrong passwords, she looked at the door aggrieved.

Like countless dreams, I am very close to the little boy, but I just can't see her.Either through a layer of glass, or through a door, Zhan Xizhi is sure that the little boy is behind a door.

It's just that she can't get in.

Meng, can't you let me in once?I really miss her, just once, and I would give everything for it.

In the cold weather, hot and dry after drinking, Zhan Xizhi's body was hot and cold.