secret relationship
Chapter 20
Crying, Shi Yunfei lightly stroked Zhan Xizhi's hair.
Zhan Xizhi didn't sleep deeply, his eyelashes trembled, and he started to wake up, "Do you feel uncomfortable?" Zhan Xizhi asked softly.
"It's okay." Shi Yunfei breathed a sigh of relief, "Where's Shen Muxia?"
"She's back to the hotel." Zhan Xizhi had received Chen Yiqian's message before, so she could feel at ease.
Zhan Xizhi asked Chen Yiqian to watch Shen Muxia as much as possible and report information to her at any time.
The intensive care room was very quiet, everyone had their own concerns, Zhan Xizhi fed Shi Yunfei porridge, wiped her mouth, and said, "Shi Yunfei, when you recover, let's have a good talk, shall we?"
Shi Yunfei frowned, "What are you talking about?"
"Let's let go of all emotions, talk calmly, and let the past pass." Zhan Xizhi lowered his eyes and said, "It's been so long, I'm really tired."
"Tell me the truth, are you and Shen Muxia together?" Shi Yunfei asked softly, and said with a smile as if remembering something, "Even if they are together, they will keep it from me, for fear that I will tear you apart."
Shi Yunfei took Zhan Xizhi's hand, "Hide it well, if I find out, I don't know what I will do."
Shi Yunfei leaned over and rested his head on Zhan Xizhi's shoulder, "After all, I wanted you so much, but I never got it. If you let Shen Muxia get you easily, I would be so jealous that I would go crazy."
Zhan Xizhi stiffened, and smiled sadly, "Don't worry, Shen Muxia is not stupid. After today, even if she really liked me, she will stay away from it."
"Heh~" Shi Yunfei chuckled, "It seems that if I survive a catastrophe, I will have a future blessing."
"Shi Yunfei, you and I are impossible." Zhan Xizhi pushed Shi Yunfei away and stared at her intently, "My answer will not change. It is impossible for you and me to be together again."
"There are still two years." Shi Yunfei smiled slyly, "I don't know if there is a chance." Zhan Xizhi let out a long sigh, and said tiredly: "Just torture me, torture me to death, and you will be happy." It's gone." Zhan Xizhi gave a wry smile and reminded Shi Yunfei: "You can torment me however you want, but you can't touch Shen Muxia, otherwise I will tear myself apart with you."
"I still don't admit that I love her." Shi Yunfei pinched Zhan Xizhi's face, "But I like the way of protecting the calf."
Zhan Xizhi opened Shi Yunfei's hand, "I'm serious, I don't mind how you mess with the people around me before, but Shen Muxia absolutely can't."
"My attitude towards Shen Muxia depends entirely on you." Shi Yunfei lowered his head and held Zhan Xizhi's hand, playing with her fingers, "There are only two years left, please bear with me, I..." Shi Yunfei didn't say anything for a while, but suddenly raised his eyes and said with a smile, "Do you know what I was thinking when I was drowning?"
"Speaking of which, I want to ask you, why did you drown?" Zhan Xizhi asked back.
"The children in your family must have been neglected by you. If you are in a bad mood and go to the deep water area alone, I don't feel relieved to follow."
"and then?"
"Then... there was something wrong with the equipment." Shi Yunfei lowered his head and smiled, "I thought at the time, if I die now, the little rabbit will know that I died for her little lover, little rabbit I will definitely remember me for the rest of my life, I don't seem to be so afraid of death anymore." Shi Yunfei scratched Zhan Xizhi's palm with his fingertips, "After all, in two years, my life will be worse than death. "
"..." Zhan Xizhi frowned and retracted his hand, "Don't think about these negative and pessimistic things."
"Okay." Shi Yunfei raised his hand and hooked Zhan Xizhi's neck, "Little rabbit, I want to eat the porridge you cooked when I go back to the hotel?"
Zhan Xizhi frowned, tried to fend off Shi Yunfei's hand but failed, and reminded her displeasedly: "Don't call me that again."
"Little rabbit?" Shi Yunfei smiled playfully, "How cute is this name, every time I call you that, I can remember the first time you wanted to..."
"Shi Yunfei!"
"Okay." Seeing that Zhan Xi was in a hurry, Shi Yunfei smiled and said, "I'm hungry, can you feed me?"
……
In the hotel, Shen Muxia fell asleep right after taking a shower, and Chen Yiqian came back with a package of food and drink, but she didn't eat a single bite.
Chen Yiqian didn't insist anymore, Shen Muxia shrank under the quilt until her cell phone rang.
He: Xia, I miss you, why haven't you sent me messages?
Shen Muxia's eyes hurt from crying, squinting at the phone, and replied: I miss you too, He.
He: I have been inexplicably depressed for a few days. After thinking about it, I think I was infected by your emotions, and it's all your fault.
Xia Xiaowan: Heh~ Then you should be so happy, you should be able to drive my emotions.
He: So are you really in a bad mood recently?
Xia Xiaowan: No, when are you going out?
He: Maybe it will be August or September. Have you decided on the variety show you are going to appear on?
Xia Xiaowan: I don't know, wait for the announcement.
He: I haven't downloaded Weibo for a long time, and I can't help it every time. I don't know how my mother did it.
He: I heard from the officer that my mother has never watched the TV series you acted in, and I feel that she is still very angry.
Xia Xiaowan: Go home if you have nothing to do.
He: I did go home. Sometimes my mother is happy, but sometimes she sees me and says she thinks of you when she sees me. She gets angry.
Xia Xiaowan: How about coaxing her, she is a little girl.
He: Where is my turn, you are not at home, I can only eat dog food, I have no chance to fight back.
Xia Xia: Haha, when I go back, let's get mad at them.
He: Well, the officer said, we are too old to kiss casually, we need to get rid of this habit, otherwise it will be a troublesome thing to deal with in the future.
He: But I don't want to be in a relationship. I want to be like this with you for the rest of my life. Do you think it's okay?
Xia Xiaowan: Well, you will always be my little Hehe.
He: You are mine too, so take care of yourself.Be careful especially when going out.
……
After chatting with Shen Muhe, Shen Muxia was in a better mood, she got out of the quilt, and Chen Yiqian finally seized the opportunity, "Muxia, eat something, a hungry stomach should be uncomfortable."
"En." Shen Muxia has no appetite, but she hasn't eaten for a day, and her stomach feels a little uncomfortable, "Thank you."
Shen Muxia gobbled it up, raised her head, and met Chen Yiqian's fixed gaze, "What's wrong?"
"It's okay." Chen Yi said with a slight smile, "People who look good also look good when they eat."
Shen Muxia was not at ease, she ate sideways slightly, Chen Yiqian laughed secretly at her childishness, "Did the peach blossom mole on the tip of your eyebrow make you have a lot of peach blossoms?"
"Not really." Shen Muxia replied ambiguously, she didn't pay attention to anything she didn't care about, so she didn't pay attention to it.
"In the age of looking at your face, everyone loves your face." Chen Yiqian joked, Shen Muxia glanced at it, and asked casually, "You love it too?"
What Shen Muxia didn't expect was that Chen Yiqian blushed, her eyes flickered, she lowered her head and said, "I don't know if it's love, but..." Chen Yiqian's voice was very soft, with shyness that couldn't be concealed, " For the first time, I know what it's like to like someone."
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Shen Muxia was stunned, she never expected that the first face-to-face confession in her life other than Shen Muhe happened like this.
If it was the past, Shen Muxia would have refused mercilessly. In fact, in the past days, no one dared to confess to her face to face, because a friend said: Your whole body exudes the feeling that strangers should not enter.
Therefore, the general confession is to send a love letter or send a message, and Shen Muxia directly refuses.
Shen Muxia will not be emotionally ambiguous, it's fine if she doesn't realize it, as long as she notices the signs, she will resolutely give up.
Not only did she reject her own, Shen Muhe's suitors, she was stricter than Shen Muhe, Shen Muhe often laughed, "You are my flower protector."
In short, Shen Muxia does not allow others to pursue herself, nor does she allow anyone to pursue her precious little Hehe.
Now, it's Shen Muxia's turn to fall in love with others. If Zhan Xizhi didn't ruthlessly reject her, she couldn't take it anymore.
Therefore, Shen Muxia, who has empathy, did not reject the other party as coldly as before, but said: "First of all, thank you for your liking, um... Then, I still want to say, we can be friends if you want, but I won't ..." Shen Muxia faltered emotionally for the first time.
How could Chen Yiqian not understand, fearing that Shen Muxia would be burdened, she hurriedly said: "Don't think too much, what should I say now." Chen Yiqian has been working as a trainee at Time Media since she entered university, which caused her and her colleagues She didn’t have much contact with her classmates, and after she came to Time Media, she also concentrated on writing lyrics and music. In addition, her temperament is quiet and she doesn’t like to join in the fun. There are few people in her life circle, “I am very grateful that you can bring me I also enjoyed the different feeling, but I didn't think about what to do, just..." Chen Yiqian was also a little incoherent, after all, it was the first time I was moved, "As you said, let's be friends, okay?"
"En." In the past few days, Shen Muxia has a good impression of Chen Yiqian, she is like a big sister, she will appear at the right time, and she will not disturb her during the quiet time.
Chen Yiqian gave Shen Muxia the same feeling as Shen Muhe. Shen Muhe and Shen Muxia were twins, but Shen Muxia was more independent, but her sister Shen Muhe liked to pester her.But Shen Muhe followed her silently most of the time, as long as Shen Muxia turned around, Shen Muhe would be behind her, and she would not occupy Shen Muxia's personal space, which also formed Shen Muxia's dependence on Shen Muhe invisibly.
Shen Muxia is used to finding Shen Muhe as soon as she needs it, and Shen Muxia also gave Shen Muhe the same response.
After Shen Muxia finished eating, Chen Yiqian got up to clean up naturally, as if she was used to all this.
Shen Muxia wanted to help clean up, but Chen Yiqian didn't need it either, so she pushed her to the window, "Just stand here and move around."
Shen Muxia had no choice but to say, "You look like my sister." Shen Muxia didn't like to do housework, but her mother said that she wanted to be moral, intellectual, physical and artistic, and every time Shen Muhe would help her cheat and secretly help with housework.
"Your sister is so happy." Chen Yiqian envied, Shen Muxia frowned, "You are different from others." After Shen Muxia described her sister to others, the other party almost always said: "You are so lucky to have such a sister. "
Chen Yiqian packed up the trash and put it at the door, "It's nice to have a younger sister." She changed her coat, "I'll go take out the trash, and take a walk. When you're tired, turn off the light and rest, don't leave the light for me."
"Are you going to be away for a long time?" Shen Muxia turned around and asked, Chen Yiqian hummed, leaned over to pick up the trash, "It's just an activity."
"I'll go with you." Shen Muxia picked up her shirt and glanced at Chen Yiqian who was waiting for her.
Chen Yiqian understood very well, turned her back, Shen Muxia changed, and the two went out together.
The night in Bali is like a sleeping girl, quiet and sweet.
Shen Muxia thought of Zhan Xizhi, and her heart ached. After she told Zhan Xizhi that she wanted to be alone, Zhan Xizhi didn't say anything else.
It's not that Zhan Xizhi has to deal with her, that's why he let himself choose.
If Shi Yunfei can make Zhan Xizhi happy... Shen Muxia can't think of a reason for her persistence. If she is with someone and cannot make someone happy, then what is the point of being together?The officer also said: love is a matter between two people, don't be moved by yourself and think that the other party likes it too.
In the past period of time, Shen Muxia was happy. Every smiling look Zhan Xizhi gave her, a warm embrace, and a sweet reassurance... Those pictures have not faded away, and they are standing at the fork again. Going further and further?
Shen Muxia was unwilling and unwilling to give up, but she also knew what she would have to bear if she continued to like Zhan Xizhi.
If you accept Zhan Xizhi, you have to accept her past, which includes Shi Yunfei.
Shen Muxia really wanted to deny that it wasn't that she didn't accept Shi Yunfei, what she couldn't accept was that they were still unclear.
When it comes to relationships, Shen Muxia doesn't like to procrastinate, but when it's the turn of someone she likes, she can't be straightforward.
After all, Shen Muxia knew that it was because Zhan Xizhi didn't ruthlessly reject her. If Zhan Xizhi refused, she would have given up long ago.
Zhan Xizhi gave her candy, and Zhan Xizhi would respond to her, so Shen Muxia followed Zhan Xizhi all the way down, unwilling to turn back.
Shen Muxia walked towards the beach deep in the night, the moonlight reflected on the sea surface, shimmering, the moonlight shattered into pieces, each piece was shining brightly under the night.
"You are so beautiful~" Chen Yiqian said suddenly, Shen Muxia came back to her senses, and turned her head to look at her, "Are you a face control?"
"No." Chen Yiqian put her hands behind her back, looked down at her feet, "I just think you look good."
"Heh." Shen Muxia chuckled, remembering that Zhan Xizhi praised her, a good-looking person cooks well, but in fact, everyone just likes her face, right?
Chen Yiqian's cell phone rang, she lowered her head to fiddle with the cell phone, Shen Muxia walked forward alone.
The sea breeze was slightly cool, and it was very comfortable to blow. Shen Muxia stood on the plank road and raised her arms and spread her five fingers. The night wind playfully slipped through her fingers, leaving a soft and comfortable feeling.
After Chen Yiqian replied to the message, she saw Shen Muxia in the night. She was so beautiful, like a clean and pure girl drawn by a painter. The night wind lifted her hair and the corners of her clothes to form a beautiful arc.
Chen Yiqian's heart was beating very fast, and a warm current flowed from the bottom of her heart.
It's a wonderful feeling to like someone, as if there is only one person left in the world, and you are willing to see only her for the rest of your life, and enjoy it.
If she could see Shen Muxia all the time, her life must be full of joy, right?Chen Yiqian looked up slightly.
Shen Muxia suddenly looked back, and met Chen Yiqian's focused eyes, Shen Muxia first smiled faintly, and Chen Yiqian felt full of joy.
"Have you finished playing with your phone?" Shen Muxia asked, and Chen Yiqian who lost his mind came back to his senses, "It's not playing, it's senior who is asking you." Chen Yiqian was wearing a skirt, and it was a bit difficult to lift his legs up the plank road, Shen Muxia leaned over and stretched out his hand, "Which senior?"
Chen Yiqian tightened her palms, a little nervous, she held Shen Muxia's hand.
At that moment, the temperature of the clasped hands made Chen Yiqian feel hot all over.
"It's Senior Zhan Xi." Chen Yiqian borrowed his strength to get up the plank road, "Senior cares about you very much."
Shen Muxia let go of Chen Yiqian, continued to walk forward, and said softly, "What did you guys talk about?"
Chen Yiqian roughly said that Zhan Xizhi asked about Shen Muxia's situation through messages several times today, and told her to take care of Shen Muxia who was frightened. Chen Yiqian followed the long legs in front and said, "You are very brave, although A little depressed, but not frightened, many trainees panicked today."
Shen Muxia was also shocked and afraid, but it couldn't compare to the impact that Zhan Xizhi's concern for Shi Yunfei brought to her, "En."
In the night breeze, the two chatted without saying a word. Chen Yiqian also asked Shen Muxia teasingly if she had been in a relationship, and even joked with her, "People who chase you must line up." Whether they line up is hard to say , but Shen Muxia did receive countless love letters and confessions, so that she became numb to them.
Zhan Xizhi had agreed to change rooms, but because Shi Yunfei was drowning, he did not change in the end.
Shi Yunfei's body looked very weak, and every time Zhan Xizhi wanted to go out, Shi Yunfei urged her to come back quickly.
"You were very strong when you urged me." Zhan Xizhi complained coldly, Shi Yunfei immediately softened up, crying weakly that he felt uncomfortable everywhere.
Zhan Xizhi was helpless, "Do the nurses have time to rest? I'm not going out to play, I'm bored in the room all day, I'm going to have difficulty breathing." When Zhan Xizhi returned to the hotel, he didn't look for Shen Muxia on purpose.
Since the quarrel that day, Shen Muxia has not sent a message, and Zhan Xizhi can't help but look through the previous messages.
Every time I read the message, Zhan Xizhi would feel distressed. She seemed to have been loved only for a short time, and then the love was like a gust of wind blowing away.
The child is not determined, Zhan Xizhi smiles wryly, what is she expecting?
Shen Muxia's non-contact was probably expressing her position that she would no longer love herself.
Zhan Xi walked to the beach alone, she still remembered that night, Shen Muxia was steady, gentle and warm.
Zhan Xizhi breathed a sigh of relief, as if sighing, the short-lived love is like dazzling fireworks, fleeting in a blink of an eye.
Regarding Shen Muxia, Zhan Xizhi didn't want to criticize anything, nor would she blame her, as long as Shen Muxia made a decision, she would not say anything more.
Loving someone is not selfish possession, let alone in the name of love. She loves Shen Muxia, so she is willing to give her freedom.
Zhan Xizhi sat on the plank road, looking at the line where the sea and the sky meet, feeling his insignificance.
Life is only a few decades, don't worry about it so much, let go of the past, let go of Shi Yunfei, let go of yourself.
Zhan Xizhi clenched her fists and then loosened them, she always said to let go of her empty palms, but she always held grudges in her heart.
From now on, let go of hatred completely, and will never forget Shi Yunfei, but there will be no more entanglements.
She is more like a Chinese, so I can't rest assured that she is alone, and Shi Yunfei may be the same, but he has been obsessed with getting her for too long, and even himself has been deceived.
Zhan Xizhi's cell phone rang suddenly, Chen Yiqian: Senior, are you busy?About Shen Muxia.
Zhan Xizhi: Tell me.
Chen Yiqian: She was drunk and refused to walk in the grass. I couldn't carry her on my back.
When Zhan Xizhi passed by, Chen Yiqian just took off his clothes and covered her up, "I behaved after drinking, but I just won't go back."
"Yiqian, go and buy some hangover hangover." Zhan Xizhi walked away and Chen Yiqian sat next to Shen Muxia, Shen Muxia lay flat on the grass, closed his eyes, seemed to be asleep, "Shen Muxia, are you asleep? "Zhan Xizhi asked softly.
Shen Muxia remained silent for a while, Zhan Xizhi leaned over and approached, she hadn't seen her for a few days, it seemed like it had been a long time, she missed this face very much.
Zhan Xizhi approached gently, if he fell asleep, it shouldn't matter if he kissed it?Zhan Xizhi approached, calming Shen Muxia's lips.
The throbbing at the apex of the heart spread to all limbs and bones, and the whole body was about to faint. When Zhan Xizhi wanted to distance himself, he was suddenly hooked by the neck.
Shen Muxia didn't allow her to get up, wrapped her arms around her neck, and invaded her world with shortness of breath.
The long-lost sweetness made Zhan Xizhi unable to sit still, Shen Muxia got up and pressed her down, not giving her a chance to escape.
Chapter catalog confession
Zhan Xizhi was worried that Chen Yiqian would come back anytime, so he finally pushed Shen Muxia away.
Shen Muxia didn't bother her anymore, just grabbed her hand and said, "I'll take you back." Zhan Xizhi shook Shen Muxia's palm.
Shen Muxia didn't move, Zhan Xizhi definitely couldn't move her by himself, judging from her reaction just now and after being pushed away, Shen Muxia wasn't completely drunk.
"You can't sleep here." Zhan Xizhi stroked Shen Muxia's hair, Shen Muxia moved closer to her, but there was no movement again.
Zhan Xizhi stared at the handsome face, still childish, probably angry, "I'll take you back, I'll change rooms with Chen Yiqian tonight, okay?"
Shen Muxia opened her eyes, looking at her with a drunken gaze, as if confirming the authenticity.
"Really, you go back with me, we will sleep in the same room tonight." Zhan Xizhi got up, and Shen Muxia also got up.
Shen Muxia's gait was unsteady, almost relying on Zhan Xizhi to walk, "How much did you drink?" Shen Muxia didn't answer Zhan Xizhi's question, but just grabbed her hand and didn't let go.
On the way back, I ran into Chen Yiqian who was buying anti-alcoholic medicine. Zhan Xizhi proposed to change rooms. Although Chen Yiqian was surprised, he agreed.
"I took her with me, and I know her better. She may be troubled when she is drunk, and it will make you sleep badly." Zhan Xizhi explained, and Chen Yiqian tactfully did not ask any more questions. She is still weak, and sometimes she will drink water at night, and you will help take care of her, but she is sleeping most of the time, so it is easy to take care of."
"Don't worry." Chen Yiqian respected and praised Shi Yunfei. She was willing to take care of such a person. What's more, Shi Yunfei wanted her lyrics and music before, but Shi Yunfei drowned before the exchange.
Shen Muxia was very quiet that night, she held Zhan Xizhi's hand and slept soundly.Zhan Xizhi leaned sideways on the head of the bed, looking at Shen Muxia almost the whole night, the more he watched, the more distressed he became.
Waking up tomorrow morning, will it be indifference?Zhan Xizhi didn't want to turn a cold face on Shen Muxia, nor did he want to see Shen Muxia's disregard for her.
Zhan Xizhi couldn't resist falling asleep at dawn, and when he woke up again, Shen Muxia was no longer in the room.
Zhan Xizhi was a little dazed, she didn't know when she was covered with a blanket, Chen Yiqian turned her head when she heard the movement, "Senior, you're awake."
Zhan Xizhi supported his tired body and sat up, "What time is it?"
"It's 10:[-]." Chen Yiqian remembered something and added: "Mu Xia went to exercise after getting up early, so as not to disturb you, she always took a shower in her room when she went."
Zhan Xizhi's nerves jumped, take a bath?Shi Yunfei's room?Zhan Xi got off the bed, "Okay, thank you for your hard work last night."
Zhan Xizhi hurried back upstairs, saw himself in the elevator mirror, she came out before washing up, this star is really not afraid of anything.
Zhan Xizhi was worried that Shi Yunfei and Shen Muxia were talking nonsense, so he hurriedly opened the door, Shen Muxia was blowing his hair, Shi Yunfei got out of bed and sat at the table with the computer turned on.
"Are you working?" Zhan Xizhi wondered, can this person die if he doesn't work for a day?
"What else?" Shi Yunfei took out a cigarette and Zhan Xizhi snatched it away, "Smoking is not allowed here."
"I just bite and don't smoke."
"No."
……
When the two were arguing, the sound of hair blowing in the bathroom stopped, and Zhan Xizhi lowered his voice, "Shi Yunfei, I'll tell you later." Zhan Xizhi turned around, just as Shen Muxia came out of the bathroom.
Shen Muxia was stunned for a moment, then avoided Zhang Xizhi's gaze, and said loudly: "Mr. Shi, I've run out, thank you." Shen Muxia turned and left.
Zhan Xizhi was powerless, Shen Muxia really still ignored her, Shi Yunfei stared at the person who bowed his head silently, and clicked his tongue twice, "The little rabbit is very sad because the cerebellum ax ignores it."
"Shut up." Zhan Xizhi said coldly, "Since you're better, I'll change rooms."
"Alas~" Shi Yunfei sighed, and murmured as if talking to himself: "I haven't eaten breakfast yet, my stomach feels bad."
Zhan Xizhi was speechless. After standing there for a few seconds, he turned and walked out, "I'll go pack it for you."
Until the end of the trip to Bali, Zhan Xizhi's plan to change houses was not realized.Shen Muxia never looked for Zhan Xizhi again, but Zhan Xizhi accepted Shen Muxia's choice.
Zhan Xizhi should be thankful that Shen Muxia was like this at the very beginning. If Shen Muxia stays away from her after she has completely fallen, Zhan Xizhi can't imagine what kind of state he will be in.
As an adult, who has been in the entertainment industry for many years, Zhan Xizhi knows how to manage his expressions.
On the way back, Zhan Xizhi was the same as when he came, but Shen Muxia seemed to be a different person.
When they came here, they came together, and when they returned, the seats were next to each other. Shen Muxia put on earphones and closed his eyes when he got on the plane.
Zhan Xizhi looked at her a few times, and could see that Shen Muxia was unhappy, but he couldn't take the initiative.
Agreeing to her, respecting her choice, Zhan Xizhi is not sure that she can really satisfy her after being together with Shen Muxia.
If you are not sure, don't provoke him. Zhan Xizhi still understands this truth.
After returning to China, Dong Shuo contacted Zhan Xizhi to find out the details of the program. Zhan Xizhi was worried about nothing else but Shen Muxia's resistance.
So, let's chat with Shen Muxia and see how she is doing, Zhan Xizhi thought about knocking on Shen Muxia's door, but didn't enter the password by himself.
"I'll do it well." Shen Muxia was serious. There was a deliberate indifference in those eyes. Even though she knew it was intentional, she still stabbed Zhan Xizhi. Looks good." Shen Muxia lowered her eyes, rubbed her hands together and let out a breath, raised her eyes again and said with a smile: "Then how about this?"
The eyes are gentle and watery, like the love when he was obsessed, Zhan Xizhi's heart beat a little faster, and his cheeks were a little hot.
"Am I not mistaken, are you blushing?" Shen Muxia's suddenly joking tone made Zhan Xizhi's blushing even worse, and he said in displeasure: "Stop talking nonsense."
"How can I?" Shen Muxia approached suddenly, making Zhan Xizhi nervous, blushing up to his ears.Shen Muxia stared at Zhan Xizhi's face, with a smile in his black eyes, "Even his ears are red." Shen Muxia suddenly blew into Zhan Xizhi's ear, Zhan Xizhi shook his body, and said angrily: " Be honest!"
Shen Muxia's smile faded, she sat back and sighed, "Xizhi, don't worry, I can't do well to bless you and Mr. Shi, but I won't pester you." Shen Muxia's heart was almost in convulsive pain.
Zhan Xizhi was speechless, why is this child so stubborn?
"I said that Shi Yunfei and I are nothing. If you don't believe me, you insist on thinking that I have something to do with her. Will this idea make you happy?" Zhan Xizhi pressed, Shen Muxia didn't speak, Zhan Xizhi raised his hand and twisted it. Touching Shen Muxia's ear, "Speak."
With her ears falling, Shen Muxia shrank back, a little pitifully, "Don't pinch me~"
"answer me."
"Won't make me happy."
"Then why do you still think so firmly?" Zhan Xizhi really wanted to twist his disobedient ears, "Why don't you believe me?"
Shen Muxia was a little aggrieved, her eyes were downcast and she didn't say a word, Zhan Xizhi was so angry with her stuffy temper, he threatened her, "If you don't tell me, I'll twist my ears."
Shen Muxia yelled aggrievedly: "Why don't I trust you? You two are flirting with each other, and you gave her artificial respiration, why can't you let me do it, because..."
"Because I hate you and anyone else." Zhan Xizhi blurted out, interrupting Shen Muxia.
"..." Shen Muxia was stunned, as if she hadn't reacted, "What did you say?"
Zhan Xizhi turned her head away, her face flushed with embarrassment, she has always been reserved in her emotions, especially not good at expressing words.
"Miss Sister~" Shen Muxia raised her hand to caress Zhan Xizhi's hand, and said, "Can you say it again?"
"Don't you want to be alone and keep a distance from me?" Zhan Xizhi asked back with a cold face.
"Miss, please say it again~"
"Who said you don't want to love me anymore?" Zhan Xizhi was wronged, she didn't even have the initiative.
"Miss Sister~" Shen Muxia got very close, Zhan Xi subconsciously closed his eyes, Shen Muxia climbed up to Zhan Xizhi, held her hand and released her ears, and whispered: "Say it again~ okay~"
"Shen Muxia~"
"En~"
"I have nothing to do with Shi Yunfei~"
"I want to listen to just now~"
"I~hate seeing you get intimate with anyone~"
"Then I'll only be intimate with you~" Shen Muxia pressed down, Zhan Xizhi had to lie on the sofa, Shen Muxia was as hot as usual, "You can only treat me like this~"
"En~" Zhan Xizhi hummed, feeling that Shen Muxia's hand was not a teacher, Zhan Xizhi held it, "No~" Zhan Xizhi was actually still uneasy, she didn't know why Shen Muxia would leave again next time, she didn't want to Jumping into physical involvement prematurely.
"En~" Shen Muxia raised both hands, "Then we'll just be intimate." Shen Muxia had the intention of making up for what was left behind.
"Shen Muxia, I hope you can understand one thing." Zhan Xizhi lay on Shen Muxia's lap, entangled with her hair, "The world of adults is not like that of children. Be friends when you are in a good mood, and break up. No contact, Shi Yunfei and I are both the management of Time Media, she is still my superior, it is impossible not to contact me again as you said, if you choose me, you must believe me, otherwise we will still be in the future Fighting over the same thing."
"I believe in you, but you can't be too close to her." Shen Muxia rubbed Zhan Xizhi's lips with her fingertips, Zhan Xizhi smiled lightly, "Then who can I get close to?"
"Me." Shen Muxia held Zhan Xizhi's face down again, and said vaguely: "It can only be with me."
After getting bored, Zhan Xizhi confirmed with Shen Muxia again, "So you are willing to trust me?"
"kindness."
"Then you can't just leave from now on, you have to be alone and not contact me for several days." Zhan Xizhi grabbed Shen Muxia's ear and twisted it. Shen Muxia deliberately called out pain, and Zhan Xizhi couldn't bear it, " If you dare to be an asshole again and refuse to listen to me, I will let you off so easily next time."
"Then do you love me?" Shen Muxia lowered her head and asked seriously.
Zhan Xizhi sat up, stroking Shen Muxia's cheek with his palm, and said with a smile: "I still ask such stupid questions." If I don't love you, I won't let you hug me, won't let you love me, no I will miss you, not take the initiative to coax you...
"I just want to hear you say it out loud." Shen Muxia was obsessed with this, Zhan Xizhi embraced him, hugged Shen Muxia tightly, "I love you, Shen Muxia."
Chapter catalog narrow-minded
Keeping a distance from the person you like is probably the second hardest thing in the world.
The most difficult thing is that the person you like also likes you, and you have to keep a distance from each other.
Zhan Xizhi hasn't had a good rest in the past few days, she doesn't want to admit it but she can't deny it, she can't let go of Shen Muxia.
When the details of "Jin Gu Food and Sex" were advanced, she found a reasonable excuse for herself. The original intention was to see Shen Muxia who hadn't seen her for a long time.
But the final direction of the topic was that they came together, Zhan Xizhi was still uneasy, but getting together again gave her a moment of stability, Zhan Xizhi couldn't bear the fatigue and fell asleep on Shen Muxia's lap.
Shen Muxia didn't move, she kept looking down at Zhan Xizhi, the past was still vivid in her memory, it was impossible to let go of what was agreed.During these days of deliberately keeping a distance, Shen Muxia lived like a year, and his entangled mood could not be described in words.
Perhaps it was because of the deep love and longing, so one of Zhan Xi let go, and Shen Musheng didn't want to let go of the chance to be together.
Fortunately, Zhan Xizhi responded to her, as long as Zhan Xizhi loves her, Shen Muxia can go on firmly.
Shen Muxia can actually understand Zhan Xizhi's words, just like she doesn't want to get close to anyone except Zhan Xizhi, but in the entertainment industry, whether it's Shi Yunfei or Su Luoer, they all have to get in touch. of.
In the future, Shen Muxia also thought that she will meet more and more people, and besides her family, there will only be one person in this world that she likes, and that is Zhan Xizhi.
Confidentiality is still to be done, and the position of the relationship is still the previous seniors and juniors. No matter who asks the question in any way, the answers of the two people must be consistent.
In addition to friends, family members are also kept secret. Shen Muxia listened to Zhan Xizhi, and she has no plans to tell her family members right now.
After confirming the relationship, the relationship between the two people not only recovered, but also surpassed the past in an instant.
If it is not necessary to separate, the two of them are in the same house, Lin Xiao wonders, the two have quarreled and reconciled?
The details of "Jin Gu Food Sex" are basically finalized, and the time for the first meeting and discussion meeting has also been confirmed. In addition to the program production and release, it will be the guests.
At the beginning of the meeting, Dong Shuo and the two sides made an introduction.
The "Ancient" in Jingu Food and Sex, the leading guests are the protagonists of "Dragon and Phoenix Tribulation", Zhan Xizhi and Shen Muxia, and two new characters have been added: last year's best newcomer award winner, Kou Binyu, 23 years old, in the eyes of fans and Jiao Yuanhang, the 39-year-old yuppie uncle, the captain of the once-popular idol group "Fantasy Dream".
The "Jin" in "Jin Gu Shi Xing" is led by Huo Jianxiu and Nan Xu, the leading guests of "Scholar on the Bite of the Tongue", in addition to adding new characters: Chen Xiu and Su Luoer.
"The store manager, the store name, the team name... You decide on these information, and report it to the production team before tonight." Dong Shuo sketched on the paper, "The filming location is in Beijing, and I have finalized the theme style of the store decoration After opening the store, you can make minor changes." Dong Shuo raised his head, looked around, and then glanced at Zhan Xizhi, "Xi's House is from Beijing, who else is from Beijing?"
"Me." Shen Muxia raised her hand.
Nan Xu also raised her hand, "Me." While speaking, she glanced at Shen Muxia.
Nan Xu didn't expect to be on the same stage with Shen Muxia in a variety show so soon. Now whoever tells Nan Xu that Zhan Xizhi and Shen Muxia have nothing to do, she will never believe it.Zhan Xizhi has a bad reputation in the circle and is indifferent to others, but he is only keen on Shen Muxia.Nan Xu glanced at Zhan Xizhi, just in time to catch up with Zhan Xizhi looking at her, his eyes were light, but not deliberately cold
Zhan Xizhi didn't sleep deeply, his eyelashes trembled, and he started to wake up, "Do you feel uncomfortable?" Zhan Xizhi asked softly.
"It's okay." Shi Yunfei breathed a sigh of relief, "Where's Shen Muxia?"
"She's back to the hotel." Zhan Xizhi had received Chen Yiqian's message before, so she could feel at ease.
Zhan Xizhi asked Chen Yiqian to watch Shen Muxia as much as possible and report information to her at any time.
The intensive care room was very quiet, everyone had their own concerns, Zhan Xizhi fed Shi Yunfei porridge, wiped her mouth, and said, "Shi Yunfei, when you recover, let's have a good talk, shall we?"
Shi Yunfei frowned, "What are you talking about?"
"Let's let go of all emotions, talk calmly, and let the past pass." Zhan Xizhi lowered his eyes and said, "It's been so long, I'm really tired."
"Tell me the truth, are you and Shen Muxia together?" Shi Yunfei asked softly, and said with a smile as if remembering something, "Even if they are together, they will keep it from me, for fear that I will tear you apart."
Shi Yunfei took Zhan Xizhi's hand, "Hide it well, if I find out, I don't know what I will do."
Shi Yunfei leaned over and rested his head on Zhan Xizhi's shoulder, "After all, I wanted you so much, but I never got it. If you let Shen Muxia get you easily, I would be so jealous that I would go crazy."
Zhan Xizhi stiffened, and smiled sadly, "Don't worry, Shen Muxia is not stupid. After today, even if she really liked me, she will stay away from it."
"Heh~" Shi Yunfei chuckled, "It seems that if I survive a catastrophe, I will have a future blessing."
"Shi Yunfei, you and I are impossible." Zhan Xizhi pushed Shi Yunfei away and stared at her intently, "My answer will not change. It is impossible for you and me to be together again."
"There are still two years." Shi Yunfei smiled slyly, "I don't know if there is a chance." Zhan Xizhi let out a long sigh, and said tiredly: "Just torture me, torture me to death, and you will be happy." It's gone." Zhan Xizhi gave a wry smile and reminded Shi Yunfei: "You can torment me however you want, but you can't touch Shen Muxia, otherwise I will tear myself apart with you."
"I still don't admit that I love her." Shi Yunfei pinched Zhan Xizhi's face, "But I like the way of protecting the calf."
Zhan Xizhi opened Shi Yunfei's hand, "I'm serious, I don't mind how you mess with the people around me before, but Shen Muxia absolutely can't."
"My attitude towards Shen Muxia depends entirely on you." Shi Yunfei lowered his head and held Zhan Xizhi's hand, playing with her fingers, "There are only two years left, please bear with me, I..." Shi Yunfei didn't say anything for a while, but suddenly raised his eyes and said with a smile, "Do you know what I was thinking when I was drowning?"
"Speaking of which, I want to ask you, why did you drown?" Zhan Xizhi asked back.
"The children in your family must have been neglected by you. If you are in a bad mood and go to the deep water area alone, I don't feel relieved to follow."
"and then?"
"Then... there was something wrong with the equipment." Shi Yunfei lowered his head and smiled, "I thought at the time, if I die now, the little rabbit will know that I died for her little lover, little rabbit I will definitely remember me for the rest of my life, I don't seem to be so afraid of death anymore." Shi Yunfei scratched Zhan Xizhi's palm with his fingertips, "After all, in two years, my life will be worse than death. "
"..." Zhan Xizhi frowned and retracted his hand, "Don't think about these negative and pessimistic things."
"Okay." Shi Yunfei raised his hand and hooked Zhan Xizhi's neck, "Little rabbit, I want to eat the porridge you cooked when I go back to the hotel?"
Zhan Xizhi frowned, tried to fend off Shi Yunfei's hand but failed, and reminded her displeasedly: "Don't call me that again."
"Little rabbit?" Shi Yunfei smiled playfully, "How cute is this name, every time I call you that, I can remember the first time you wanted to..."
"Shi Yunfei!"
"Okay." Seeing that Zhan Xi was in a hurry, Shi Yunfei smiled and said, "I'm hungry, can you feed me?"
……
In the hotel, Shen Muxia fell asleep right after taking a shower, and Chen Yiqian came back with a package of food and drink, but she didn't eat a single bite.
Chen Yiqian didn't insist anymore, Shen Muxia shrank under the quilt until her cell phone rang.
He: Xia, I miss you, why haven't you sent me messages?
Shen Muxia's eyes hurt from crying, squinting at the phone, and replied: I miss you too, He.
He: I have been inexplicably depressed for a few days. After thinking about it, I think I was infected by your emotions, and it's all your fault.
Xia Xiaowan: Heh~ Then you should be so happy, you should be able to drive my emotions.
He: So are you really in a bad mood recently?
Xia Xiaowan: No, when are you going out?
He: Maybe it will be August or September. Have you decided on the variety show you are going to appear on?
Xia Xiaowan: I don't know, wait for the announcement.
He: I haven't downloaded Weibo for a long time, and I can't help it every time. I don't know how my mother did it.
He: I heard from the officer that my mother has never watched the TV series you acted in, and I feel that she is still very angry.
Xia Xiaowan: Go home if you have nothing to do.
He: I did go home. Sometimes my mother is happy, but sometimes she sees me and says she thinks of you when she sees me. She gets angry.
Xia Xiaowan: How about coaxing her, she is a little girl.
He: Where is my turn, you are not at home, I can only eat dog food, I have no chance to fight back.
Xia Xia: Haha, when I go back, let's get mad at them.
He: Well, the officer said, we are too old to kiss casually, we need to get rid of this habit, otherwise it will be a troublesome thing to deal with in the future.
He: But I don't want to be in a relationship. I want to be like this with you for the rest of my life. Do you think it's okay?
Xia Xiaowan: Well, you will always be my little Hehe.
He: You are mine too, so take care of yourself.Be careful especially when going out.
……
After chatting with Shen Muhe, Shen Muxia was in a better mood, she got out of the quilt, and Chen Yiqian finally seized the opportunity, "Muxia, eat something, a hungry stomach should be uncomfortable."
"En." Shen Muxia has no appetite, but she hasn't eaten for a day, and her stomach feels a little uncomfortable, "Thank you."
Shen Muxia gobbled it up, raised her head, and met Chen Yiqian's fixed gaze, "What's wrong?"
"It's okay." Chen Yi said with a slight smile, "People who look good also look good when they eat."
Shen Muxia was not at ease, she ate sideways slightly, Chen Yiqian laughed secretly at her childishness, "Did the peach blossom mole on the tip of your eyebrow make you have a lot of peach blossoms?"
"Not really." Shen Muxia replied ambiguously, she didn't pay attention to anything she didn't care about, so she didn't pay attention to it.
"In the age of looking at your face, everyone loves your face." Chen Yiqian joked, Shen Muxia glanced at it, and asked casually, "You love it too?"
What Shen Muxia didn't expect was that Chen Yiqian blushed, her eyes flickered, she lowered her head and said, "I don't know if it's love, but..." Chen Yiqian's voice was very soft, with shyness that couldn't be concealed, " For the first time, I know what it's like to like someone."
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Shen Muxia was stunned, she never expected that the first face-to-face confession in her life other than Shen Muhe happened like this.
If it was the past, Shen Muxia would have refused mercilessly. In fact, in the past days, no one dared to confess to her face to face, because a friend said: Your whole body exudes the feeling that strangers should not enter.
Therefore, the general confession is to send a love letter or send a message, and Shen Muxia directly refuses.
Shen Muxia will not be emotionally ambiguous, it's fine if she doesn't realize it, as long as she notices the signs, she will resolutely give up.
Not only did she reject her own, Shen Muhe's suitors, she was stricter than Shen Muhe, Shen Muhe often laughed, "You are my flower protector."
In short, Shen Muxia does not allow others to pursue herself, nor does she allow anyone to pursue her precious little Hehe.
Now, it's Shen Muxia's turn to fall in love with others. If Zhan Xizhi didn't ruthlessly reject her, she couldn't take it anymore.
Therefore, Shen Muxia, who has empathy, did not reject the other party as coldly as before, but said: "First of all, thank you for your liking, um... Then, I still want to say, we can be friends if you want, but I won't ..." Shen Muxia faltered emotionally for the first time.
How could Chen Yiqian not understand, fearing that Shen Muxia would be burdened, she hurriedly said: "Don't think too much, what should I say now." Chen Yiqian has been working as a trainee at Time Media since she entered university, which caused her and her colleagues She didn’t have much contact with her classmates, and after she came to Time Media, she also concentrated on writing lyrics and music. In addition, her temperament is quiet and she doesn’t like to join in the fun. There are few people in her life circle, “I am very grateful that you can bring me I also enjoyed the different feeling, but I didn't think about what to do, just..." Chen Yiqian was also a little incoherent, after all, it was the first time I was moved, "As you said, let's be friends, okay?"
"En." In the past few days, Shen Muxia has a good impression of Chen Yiqian, she is like a big sister, she will appear at the right time, and she will not disturb her during the quiet time.
Chen Yiqian gave Shen Muxia the same feeling as Shen Muhe. Shen Muhe and Shen Muxia were twins, but Shen Muxia was more independent, but her sister Shen Muhe liked to pester her.But Shen Muhe followed her silently most of the time, as long as Shen Muxia turned around, Shen Muhe would be behind her, and she would not occupy Shen Muxia's personal space, which also formed Shen Muxia's dependence on Shen Muhe invisibly.
Shen Muxia is used to finding Shen Muhe as soon as she needs it, and Shen Muxia also gave Shen Muhe the same response.
After Shen Muxia finished eating, Chen Yiqian got up to clean up naturally, as if she was used to all this.
Shen Muxia wanted to help clean up, but Chen Yiqian didn't need it either, so she pushed her to the window, "Just stand here and move around."
Shen Muxia had no choice but to say, "You look like my sister." Shen Muxia didn't like to do housework, but her mother said that she wanted to be moral, intellectual, physical and artistic, and every time Shen Muhe would help her cheat and secretly help with housework.
"Your sister is so happy." Chen Yiqian envied, Shen Muxia frowned, "You are different from others." After Shen Muxia described her sister to others, the other party almost always said: "You are so lucky to have such a sister. "
Chen Yiqian packed up the trash and put it at the door, "It's nice to have a younger sister." She changed her coat, "I'll go take out the trash, and take a walk. When you're tired, turn off the light and rest, don't leave the light for me."
"Are you going to be away for a long time?" Shen Muxia turned around and asked, Chen Yiqian hummed, leaned over to pick up the trash, "It's just an activity."
"I'll go with you." Shen Muxia picked up her shirt and glanced at Chen Yiqian who was waiting for her.
Chen Yiqian understood very well, turned her back, Shen Muxia changed, and the two went out together.
The night in Bali is like a sleeping girl, quiet and sweet.
Shen Muxia thought of Zhan Xizhi, and her heart ached. After she told Zhan Xizhi that she wanted to be alone, Zhan Xizhi didn't say anything else.
It's not that Zhan Xizhi has to deal with her, that's why he let himself choose.
If Shi Yunfei can make Zhan Xizhi happy... Shen Muxia can't think of a reason for her persistence. If she is with someone and cannot make someone happy, then what is the point of being together?The officer also said: love is a matter between two people, don't be moved by yourself and think that the other party likes it too.
In the past period of time, Shen Muxia was happy. Every smiling look Zhan Xizhi gave her, a warm embrace, and a sweet reassurance... Those pictures have not faded away, and they are standing at the fork again. Going further and further?
Shen Muxia was unwilling and unwilling to give up, but she also knew what she would have to bear if she continued to like Zhan Xizhi.
If you accept Zhan Xizhi, you have to accept her past, which includes Shi Yunfei.
Shen Muxia really wanted to deny that it wasn't that she didn't accept Shi Yunfei, what she couldn't accept was that they were still unclear.
When it comes to relationships, Shen Muxia doesn't like to procrastinate, but when it's the turn of someone she likes, she can't be straightforward.
After all, Shen Muxia knew that it was because Zhan Xizhi didn't ruthlessly reject her. If Zhan Xizhi refused, she would have given up long ago.
Zhan Xizhi gave her candy, and Zhan Xizhi would respond to her, so Shen Muxia followed Zhan Xizhi all the way down, unwilling to turn back.
Shen Muxia walked towards the beach deep in the night, the moonlight reflected on the sea surface, shimmering, the moonlight shattered into pieces, each piece was shining brightly under the night.
"You are so beautiful~" Chen Yiqian said suddenly, Shen Muxia came back to her senses, and turned her head to look at her, "Are you a face control?"
"No." Chen Yiqian put her hands behind her back, looked down at her feet, "I just think you look good."
"Heh." Shen Muxia chuckled, remembering that Zhan Xizhi praised her, a good-looking person cooks well, but in fact, everyone just likes her face, right?
Chen Yiqian's cell phone rang, she lowered her head to fiddle with the cell phone, Shen Muxia walked forward alone.
The sea breeze was slightly cool, and it was very comfortable to blow. Shen Muxia stood on the plank road and raised her arms and spread her five fingers. The night wind playfully slipped through her fingers, leaving a soft and comfortable feeling.
After Chen Yiqian replied to the message, she saw Shen Muxia in the night. She was so beautiful, like a clean and pure girl drawn by a painter. The night wind lifted her hair and the corners of her clothes to form a beautiful arc.
Chen Yiqian's heart was beating very fast, and a warm current flowed from the bottom of her heart.
It's a wonderful feeling to like someone, as if there is only one person left in the world, and you are willing to see only her for the rest of your life, and enjoy it.
If she could see Shen Muxia all the time, her life must be full of joy, right?Chen Yiqian looked up slightly.
Shen Muxia suddenly looked back, and met Chen Yiqian's focused eyes, Shen Muxia first smiled faintly, and Chen Yiqian felt full of joy.
"Have you finished playing with your phone?" Shen Muxia asked, and Chen Yiqian who lost his mind came back to his senses, "It's not playing, it's senior who is asking you." Chen Yiqian was wearing a skirt, and it was a bit difficult to lift his legs up the plank road, Shen Muxia leaned over and stretched out his hand, "Which senior?"
Chen Yiqian tightened her palms, a little nervous, she held Shen Muxia's hand.
At that moment, the temperature of the clasped hands made Chen Yiqian feel hot all over.
"It's Senior Zhan Xi." Chen Yiqian borrowed his strength to get up the plank road, "Senior cares about you very much."
Shen Muxia let go of Chen Yiqian, continued to walk forward, and said softly, "What did you guys talk about?"
Chen Yiqian roughly said that Zhan Xizhi asked about Shen Muxia's situation through messages several times today, and told her to take care of Shen Muxia who was frightened. Chen Yiqian followed the long legs in front and said, "You are very brave, although A little depressed, but not frightened, many trainees panicked today."
Shen Muxia was also shocked and afraid, but it couldn't compare to the impact that Zhan Xizhi's concern for Shi Yunfei brought to her, "En."
In the night breeze, the two chatted without saying a word. Chen Yiqian also asked Shen Muxia teasingly if she had been in a relationship, and even joked with her, "People who chase you must line up." Whether they line up is hard to say , but Shen Muxia did receive countless love letters and confessions, so that she became numb to them.
Zhan Xizhi had agreed to change rooms, but because Shi Yunfei was drowning, he did not change in the end.
Shi Yunfei's body looked very weak, and every time Zhan Xizhi wanted to go out, Shi Yunfei urged her to come back quickly.
"You were very strong when you urged me." Zhan Xizhi complained coldly, Shi Yunfei immediately softened up, crying weakly that he felt uncomfortable everywhere.
Zhan Xizhi was helpless, "Do the nurses have time to rest? I'm not going out to play, I'm bored in the room all day, I'm going to have difficulty breathing." When Zhan Xizhi returned to the hotel, he didn't look for Shen Muxia on purpose.
Since the quarrel that day, Shen Muxia has not sent a message, and Zhan Xizhi can't help but look through the previous messages.
Every time I read the message, Zhan Xizhi would feel distressed. She seemed to have been loved only for a short time, and then the love was like a gust of wind blowing away.
The child is not determined, Zhan Xizhi smiles wryly, what is she expecting?
Shen Muxia's non-contact was probably expressing her position that she would no longer love herself.
Zhan Xi walked to the beach alone, she still remembered that night, Shen Muxia was steady, gentle and warm.
Zhan Xizhi breathed a sigh of relief, as if sighing, the short-lived love is like dazzling fireworks, fleeting in a blink of an eye.
Regarding Shen Muxia, Zhan Xizhi didn't want to criticize anything, nor would she blame her, as long as Shen Muxia made a decision, she would not say anything more.
Loving someone is not selfish possession, let alone in the name of love. She loves Shen Muxia, so she is willing to give her freedom.
Zhan Xizhi sat on the plank road, looking at the line where the sea and the sky meet, feeling his insignificance.
Life is only a few decades, don't worry about it so much, let go of the past, let go of Shi Yunfei, let go of yourself.
Zhan Xizhi clenched her fists and then loosened them, she always said to let go of her empty palms, but she always held grudges in her heart.
From now on, let go of hatred completely, and will never forget Shi Yunfei, but there will be no more entanglements.
She is more like a Chinese, so I can't rest assured that she is alone, and Shi Yunfei may be the same, but he has been obsessed with getting her for too long, and even himself has been deceived.
Zhan Xizhi's cell phone rang suddenly, Chen Yiqian: Senior, are you busy?About Shen Muxia.
Zhan Xizhi: Tell me.
Chen Yiqian: She was drunk and refused to walk in the grass. I couldn't carry her on my back.
When Zhan Xizhi passed by, Chen Yiqian just took off his clothes and covered her up, "I behaved after drinking, but I just won't go back."
"Yiqian, go and buy some hangover hangover." Zhan Xizhi walked away and Chen Yiqian sat next to Shen Muxia, Shen Muxia lay flat on the grass, closed his eyes, seemed to be asleep, "Shen Muxia, are you asleep? "Zhan Xizhi asked softly.
Shen Muxia remained silent for a while, Zhan Xizhi leaned over and approached, she hadn't seen her for a few days, it seemed like it had been a long time, she missed this face very much.
Zhan Xizhi approached gently, if he fell asleep, it shouldn't matter if he kissed it?Zhan Xizhi approached, calming Shen Muxia's lips.
The throbbing at the apex of the heart spread to all limbs and bones, and the whole body was about to faint. When Zhan Xizhi wanted to distance himself, he was suddenly hooked by the neck.
Shen Muxia didn't allow her to get up, wrapped her arms around her neck, and invaded her world with shortness of breath.
The long-lost sweetness made Zhan Xizhi unable to sit still, Shen Muxia got up and pressed her down, not giving her a chance to escape.
Chapter catalog confession
Zhan Xizhi was worried that Chen Yiqian would come back anytime, so he finally pushed Shen Muxia away.
Shen Muxia didn't bother her anymore, just grabbed her hand and said, "I'll take you back." Zhan Xizhi shook Shen Muxia's palm.
Shen Muxia didn't move, Zhan Xizhi definitely couldn't move her by himself, judging from her reaction just now and after being pushed away, Shen Muxia wasn't completely drunk.
"You can't sleep here." Zhan Xizhi stroked Shen Muxia's hair, Shen Muxia moved closer to her, but there was no movement again.
Zhan Xizhi stared at the handsome face, still childish, probably angry, "I'll take you back, I'll change rooms with Chen Yiqian tonight, okay?"
Shen Muxia opened her eyes, looking at her with a drunken gaze, as if confirming the authenticity.
"Really, you go back with me, we will sleep in the same room tonight." Zhan Xizhi got up, and Shen Muxia also got up.
Shen Muxia's gait was unsteady, almost relying on Zhan Xizhi to walk, "How much did you drink?" Shen Muxia didn't answer Zhan Xizhi's question, but just grabbed her hand and didn't let go.
On the way back, I ran into Chen Yiqian who was buying anti-alcoholic medicine. Zhan Xizhi proposed to change rooms. Although Chen Yiqian was surprised, he agreed.
"I took her with me, and I know her better. She may be troubled when she is drunk, and it will make you sleep badly." Zhan Xizhi explained, and Chen Yiqian tactfully did not ask any more questions. She is still weak, and sometimes she will drink water at night, and you will help take care of her, but she is sleeping most of the time, so it is easy to take care of."
"Don't worry." Chen Yiqian respected and praised Shi Yunfei. She was willing to take care of such a person. What's more, Shi Yunfei wanted her lyrics and music before, but Shi Yunfei drowned before the exchange.
Shen Muxia was very quiet that night, she held Zhan Xizhi's hand and slept soundly.Zhan Xizhi leaned sideways on the head of the bed, looking at Shen Muxia almost the whole night, the more he watched, the more distressed he became.
Waking up tomorrow morning, will it be indifference?Zhan Xizhi didn't want to turn a cold face on Shen Muxia, nor did he want to see Shen Muxia's disregard for her.
Zhan Xizhi couldn't resist falling asleep at dawn, and when he woke up again, Shen Muxia was no longer in the room.
Zhan Xizhi was a little dazed, she didn't know when she was covered with a blanket, Chen Yiqian turned her head when she heard the movement, "Senior, you're awake."
Zhan Xizhi supported his tired body and sat up, "What time is it?"
"It's 10:[-]." Chen Yiqian remembered something and added: "Mu Xia went to exercise after getting up early, so as not to disturb you, she always took a shower in her room when she went."
Zhan Xizhi's nerves jumped, take a bath?Shi Yunfei's room?Zhan Xi got off the bed, "Okay, thank you for your hard work last night."
Zhan Xizhi hurried back upstairs, saw himself in the elevator mirror, she came out before washing up, this star is really not afraid of anything.
Zhan Xizhi was worried that Shi Yunfei and Shen Muxia were talking nonsense, so he hurriedly opened the door, Shen Muxia was blowing his hair, Shi Yunfei got out of bed and sat at the table with the computer turned on.
"Are you working?" Zhan Xizhi wondered, can this person die if he doesn't work for a day?
"What else?" Shi Yunfei took out a cigarette and Zhan Xizhi snatched it away, "Smoking is not allowed here."
"I just bite and don't smoke."
"No."
……
When the two were arguing, the sound of hair blowing in the bathroom stopped, and Zhan Xizhi lowered his voice, "Shi Yunfei, I'll tell you later." Zhan Xizhi turned around, just as Shen Muxia came out of the bathroom.
Shen Muxia was stunned for a moment, then avoided Zhang Xizhi's gaze, and said loudly: "Mr. Shi, I've run out, thank you." Shen Muxia turned and left.
Zhan Xizhi was powerless, Shen Muxia really still ignored her, Shi Yunfei stared at the person who bowed his head silently, and clicked his tongue twice, "The little rabbit is very sad because the cerebellum ax ignores it."
"Shut up." Zhan Xizhi said coldly, "Since you're better, I'll change rooms."
"Alas~" Shi Yunfei sighed, and murmured as if talking to himself: "I haven't eaten breakfast yet, my stomach feels bad."
Zhan Xizhi was speechless. After standing there for a few seconds, he turned and walked out, "I'll go pack it for you."
Until the end of the trip to Bali, Zhan Xizhi's plan to change houses was not realized.Shen Muxia never looked for Zhan Xizhi again, but Zhan Xizhi accepted Shen Muxia's choice.
Zhan Xizhi should be thankful that Shen Muxia was like this at the very beginning. If Shen Muxia stays away from her after she has completely fallen, Zhan Xizhi can't imagine what kind of state he will be in.
As an adult, who has been in the entertainment industry for many years, Zhan Xizhi knows how to manage his expressions.
On the way back, Zhan Xizhi was the same as when he came, but Shen Muxia seemed to be a different person.
When they came here, they came together, and when they returned, the seats were next to each other. Shen Muxia put on earphones and closed his eyes when he got on the plane.
Zhan Xizhi looked at her a few times, and could see that Shen Muxia was unhappy, but he couldn't take the initiative.
Agreeing to her, respecting her choice, Zhan Xizhi is not sure that she can really satisfy her after being together with Shen Muxia.
If you are not sure, don't provoke him. Zhan Xizhi still understands this truth.
After returning to China, Dong Shuo contacted Zhan Xizhi to find out the details of the program. Zhan Xizhi was worried about nothing else but Shen Muxia's resistance.
So, let's chat with Shen Muxia and see how she is doing, Zhan Xizhi thought about knocking on Shen Muxia's door, but didn't enter the password by himself.
"I'll do it well." Shen Muxia was serious. There was a deliberate indifference in those eyes. Even though she knew it was intentional, she still stabbed Zhan Xizhi. Looks good." Shen Muxia lowered her eyes, rubbed her hands together and let out a breath, raised her eyes again and said with a smile: "Then how about this?"
The eyes are gentle and watery, like the love when he was obsessed, Zhan Xizhi's heart beat a little faster, and his cheeks were a little hot.
"Am I not mistaken, are you blushing?" Shen Muxia's suddenly joking tone made Zhan Xizhi's blushing even worse, and he said in displeasure: "Stop talking nonsense."
"How can I?" Shen Muxia approached suddenly, making Zhan Xizhi nervous, blushing up to his ears.Shen Muxia stared at Zhan Xizhi's face, with a smile in his black eyes, "Even his ears are red." Shen Muxia suddenly blew into Zhan Xizhi's ear, Zhan Xizhi shook his body, and said angrily: " Be honest!"
Shen Muxia's smile faded, she sat back and sighed, "Xizhi, don't worry, I can't do well to bless you and Mr. Shi, but I won't pester you." Shen Muxia's heart was almost in convulsive pain.
Zhan Xizhi was speechless, why is this child so stubborn?
"I said that Shi Yunfei and I are nothing. If you don't believe me, you insist on thinking that I have something to do with her. Will this idea make you happy?" Zhan Xizhi pressed, Shen Muxia didn't speak, Zhan Xizhi raised his hand and twisted it. Touching Shen Muxia's ear, "Speak."
With her ears falling, Shen Muxia shrank back, a little pitifully, "Don't pinch me~"
"answer me."
"Won't make me happy."
"Then why do you still think so firmly?" Zhan Xizhi really wanted to twist his disobedient ears, "Why don't you believe me?"
Shen Muxia was a little aggrieved, her eyes were downcast and she didn't say a word, Zhan Xizhi was so angry with her stuffy temper, he threatened her, "If you don't tell me, I'll twist my ears."
Shen Muxia yelled aggrievedly: "Why don't I trust you? You two are flirting with each other, and you gave her artificial respiration, why can't you let me do it, because..."
"Because I hate you and anyone else." Zhan Xizhi blurted out, interrupting Shen Muxia.
"..." Shen Muxia was stunned, as if she hadn't reacted, "What did you say?"
Zhan Xizhi turned her head away, her face flushed with embarrassment, she has always been reserved in her emotions, especially not good at expressing words.
"Miss Sister~" Shen Muxia raised her hand to caress Zhan Xizhi's hand, and said, "Can you say it again?"
"Don't you want to be alone and keep a distance from me?" Zhan Xizhi asked back with a cold face.
"Miss, please say it again~"
"Who said you don't want to love me anymore?" Zhan Xizhi was wronged, she didn't even have the initiative.
"Miss Sister~" Shen Muxia got very close, Zhan Xi subconsciously closed his eyes, Shen Muxia climbed up to Zhan Xizhi, held her hand and released her ears, and whispered: "Say it again~ okay~"
"Shen Muxia~"
"En~"
"I have nothing to do with Shi Yunfei~"
"I want to listen to just now~"
"I~hate seeing you get intimate with anyone~"
"Then I'll only be intimate with you~" Shen Muxia pressed down, Zhan Xizhi had to lie on the sofa, Shen Muxia was as hot as usual, "You can only treat me like this~"
"En~" Zhan Xizhi hummed, feeling that Shen Muxia's hand was not a teacher, Zhan Xizhi held it, "No~" Zhan Xizhi was actually still uneasy, she didn't know why Shen Muxia would leave again next time, she didn't want to Jumping into physical involvement prematurely.
"En~" Shen Muxia raised both hands, "Then we'll just be intimate." Shen Muxia had the intention of making up for what was left behind.
"Shen Muxia, I hope you can understand one thing." Zhan Xizhi lay on Shen Muxia's lap, entangled with her hair, "The world of adults is not like that of children. Be friends when you are in a good mood, and break up. No contact, Shi Yunfei and I are both the management of Time Media, she is still my superior, it is impossible not to contact me again as you said, if you choose me, you must believe me, otherwise we will still be in the future Fighting over the same thing."
"I believe in you, but you can't be too close to her." Shen Muxia rubbed Zhan Xizhi's lips with her fingertips, Zhan Xizhi smiled lightly, "Then who can I get close to?"
"Me." Shen Muxia held Zhan Xizhi's face down again, and said vaguely: "It can only be with me."
After getting bored, Zhan Xizhi confirmed with Shen Muxia again, "So you are willing to trust me?"
"kindness."
"Then you can't just leave from now on, you have to be alone and not contact me for several days." Zhan Xizhi grabbed Shen Muxia's ear and twisted it. Shen Muxia deliberately called out pain, and Zhan Xizhi couldn't bear it, " If you dare to be an asshole again and refuse to listen to me, I will let you off so easily next time."
"Then do you love me?" Shen Muxia lowered her head and asked seriously.
Zhan Xizhi sat up, stroking Shen Muxia's cheek with his palm, and said with a smile: "I still ask such stupid questions." If I don't love you, I won't let you hug me, won't let you love me, no I will miss you, not take the initiative to coax you...
"I just want to hear you say it out loud." Shen Muxia was obsessed with this, Zhan Xizhi embraced him, hugged Shen Muxia tightly, "I love you, Shen Muxia."
Chapter catalog narrow-minded
Keeping a distance from the person you like is probably the second hardest thing in the world.
The most difficult thing is that the person you like also likes you, and you have to keep a distance from each other.
Zhan Xizhi hasn't had a good rest in the past few days, she doesn't want to admit it but she can't deny it, she can't let go of Shen Muxia.
When the details of "Jin Gu Food and Sex" were advanced, she found a reasonable excuse for herself. The original intention was to see Shen Muxia who hadn't seen her for a long time.
But the final direction of the topic was that they came together, Zhan Xizhi was still uneasy, but getting together again gave her a moment of stability, Zhan Xizhi couldn't bear the fatigue and fell asleep on Shen Muxia's lap.
Shen Muxia didn't move, she kept looking down at Zhan Xizhi, the past was still vivid in her memory, it was impossible to let go of what was agreed.During these days of deliberately keeping a distance, Shen Muxia lived like a year, and his entangled mood could not be described in words.
Perhaps it was because of the deep love and longing, so one of Zhan Xi let go, and Shen Musheng didn't want to let go of the chance to be together.
Fortunately, Zhan Xizhi responded to her, as long as Zhan Xizhi loves her, Shen Muxia can go on firmly.
Shen Muxia can actually understand Zhan Xizhi's words, just like she doesn't want to get close to anyone except Zhan Xizhi, but in the entertainment industry, whether it's Shi Yunfei or Su Luoer, they all have to get in touch. of.
In the future, Shen Muxia also thought that she will meet more and more people, and besides her family, there will only be one person in this world that she likes, and that is Zhan Xizhi.
Confidentiality is still to be done, and the position of the relationship is still the previous seniors and juniors. No matter who asks the question in any way, the answers of the two people must be consistent.
In addition to friends, family members are also kept secret. Shen Muxia listened to Zhan Xizhi, and she has no plans to tell her family members right now.
After confirming the relationship, the relationship between the two people not only recovered, but also surpassed the past in an instant.
If it is not necessary to separate, the two of them are in the same house, Lin Xiao wonders, the two have quarreled and reconciled?
The details of "Jin Gu Food Sex" are basically finalized, and the time for the first meeting and discussion meeting has also been confirmed. In addition to the program production and release, it will be the guests.
At the beginning of the meeting, Dong Shuo and the two sides made an introduction.
The "Ancient" in Jingu Food and Sex, the leading guests are the protagonists of "Dragon and Phoenix Tribulation", Zhan Xizhi and Shen Muxia, and two new characters have been added: last year's best newcomer award winner, Kou Binyu, 23 years old, in the eyes of fans and Jiao Yuanhang, the 39-year-old yuppie uncle, the captain of the once-popular idol group "Fantasy Dream".
The "Jin" in "Jin Gu Shi Xing" is led by Huo Jianxiu and Nan Xu, the leading guests of "Scholar on the Bite of the Tongue", in addition to adding new characters: Chen Xiu and Su Luoer.
"The store manager, the store name, the team name... You decide on these information, and report it to the production team before tonight." Dong Shuo sketched on the paper, "The filming location is in Beijing, and I have finalized the theme style of the store decoration After opening the store, you can make minor changes." Dong Shuo raised his head, looked around, and then glanced at Zhan Xizhi, "Xi's House is from Beijing, who else is from Beijing?"
"Me." Shen Muxia raised her hand.
Nan Xu also raised her hand, "Me." While speaking, she glanced at Shen Muxia.
Nan Xu didn't expect to be on the same stage with Shen Muxia in a variety show so soon. Now whoever tells Nan Xu that Zhan Xizhi and Shen Muxia have nothing to do, she will never believe it.Zhan Xizhi has a bad reputation in the circle and is indifferent to others, but he is only keen on Shen Muxia.Nan Xu glanced at Zhan Xizhi, just in time to catch up with Zhan Xizhi looking at her, his eyes were light, but not deliberately cold
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