Has the male lead overturned today?
Chapter 36
When we arrived at the hospital, Lu Fan was a little bit blind, but Lu Wenqing was even more so. Lu Fan asked the nurse to ask, and he went to the emergency room. The doctor saw the blood and asked the nurse to treat the wound first, and then said that it is best to get an injection.
It was only in the middle of the afternoon that Lu Fan sent Lu Wenqing to the door, put back his helmet, stepped on the gas pedal with his right leg, and faced Lu Wenqing's puzzled gaze, Lu Fan said: "Go out to get some air, and then come back later." return."
After finishing speaking, before Lu Wenqing nodded or shook his head, he moved his wrist, and the car ran a long way away, and when he looked again, the person was gone.
Lu Wenqing seems to have noticed Lu Fan's lonely back for the first time. In fact, he always saw it before. When the father and son had conflicts, Lu Fan would either go upstairs alone or slam the door out. Only this time, Lu Wenqing It hurts to read it.
After entering the courtyard, he found that the stupid dog was still there, and when he saw Lu Wenqing, he became restless again, the iron chain rang loudly, and he smacked the dog's teeth at Lu Wenqing twice. Lu Wenqing felt that the dog is crazy.
Lin Hui and the butler hurried out when they heard the commotion, but Lu Wenqing didn't suppress his anger, "Why keep a biting dog? Are you waiting for me to be bitten again or Lu Fan is also bitten?"
"It takes time to send you off, isn't it? Xuanxuan and I were worried after you left, and we didn't have time to deal with it..." Lin Hui said weakly from the side, reaching out to look at Lu Wenqing's arm, "Let me Let's see, what did the doctor say?"
Lu Wenqing glanced at her: "What can happen, I can't die for the time being."
A pun blocked Lin Hui's words. Although she said that the dog had to be dealt with, Lu Wenqing couldn't wait any longer. He called a friend who owns a pet chain and made an agreement with him, no money, free delivery They can be sold or kept, and they will send a car to pull them after a while.
Seeing this posture, Lin Hui knew that Lu Wenqing was very angry. After going upstairs, she went into the study and closed the door. She had to call the secretary to find a reason to explain the banquet she was going to attend. I have to give a considerable gift to the host of the banquet, lest there will be any rift between the two parties in the future.
Lin Hui is the best at observing words and expressions. Seeing that the situation is not good, she went to Lin Yixuan's room, "Your father is really angry this time, and mother is not easy to fool. Be good these days, do you hear me?"
With a flick of the book in her hand, Lin Yixuan's face was also very stinky, she tilted her head to meet Lin Hui's gaze, her eyes glared, and she was indignant: "With you working so hard, it's not like you have to rely on someone else to look after you if the mistress is in the top position." Face, you can't sleep at night because of a word from others, and you are..."
Snapped--
Lin Hui didn't want to do anything, but she couldn't control her body. When she realized it, Lin Yixuan had already been slapped and turned her head away.
Lin Yixuan didn't expect Lin Hui to hit her at all, her body was stiff for a while, and then she slowly stretched out her hand to cover her cheek, looked up at Lin Hui in disbelief, and began to cry, "You beat me, we used to have no money and you would You have never hit me before, you were very happy when you had no money to take the top ten exams, and you were content when others praised me for being good-looking. Now, we don’t need anything, but your demands on me are getting higher and higher. I am very tired from studying every day, I want to be friends with those rich children, I am already very tired, you still have to transfer your pressure to me!"
Lin Hui trembled, and stretched out her hand to touch Lin Yixuan, but she avoided her, filled with remorse and sadness in her heart, "I'm sorry, Xuanxuan, mother just now wasn't..."
Lin Yixuan sneered: "There's no need to explain, I know, Dad Lu probably has a new love, you've been distracted and insecure recently."
The helper outside the door knocked on the door and was about to come in to clean the room, Lin Yixuan picked up her books without saying a word, walked out, and when she was about to reach the door, she lowered her voice and said, "If I were Father Lu, I wouldn't like you like this either. "
The door opened, and the maid saw that the atmosphere between the mother and daughter was not right, so she backed away in a panic, "I haven't cleaned the next door, I, I'll go to the next door first."
Lu Wenqing stayed in the study and had no intention of working. The guilt that had been buried deep in his heart for many years was fully excavated because of Lu Fan's back. He has never been a peaceful person. , just because she thinks that Chang Ru is suitable, and her eyes full of fascination and admiration greatly satisfy a man's self-confidence, and he has thought about settling down for her.
I really thought about it.
Lu Wenqing closed his eyes gently, and opened them again after a while. He stood up and walked to the bookcase, and opened a large cabinet that was not usually used. There were photos of Lu Fan before, awards and various certificates. See, it just feels heavy right now.
A total of six thick photo albums record the changes of Lu Fan from birth to junior high school. When he was just born, he changed every day. As he got older, he began to grow thinner, the baby fat receded, and the boy's beautiful eyebrows began to stretch. Lu Wenqing saw Only then did I realize that in the past three years, Lu Fan hasn't smiled like in the photo for a long time.
The cold wind blew like a knife, Lu Fan drove all the way and didn't know where he was going, but he didn't really want to go home, so it can only be called a "house".
He took out his phone, flipped through the address book, and wanted to find someone, but his fingers were the first to react before his brain, and he had turned to the page where Qi Chen's name was located.
Lu Fan thought about it for a while, and wanted to pretend to send a message inadvertently: Where is it?
Qi Chen didn't reply in seconds, but he also responded quickly, Shen Qiwa: Where are you?
Lu Fan looked around and sent Qi Chen a location.
Coincidentally, it was not too far from Qi Chen's house, and 15 minutes later, Qi Chen appeared in Lu Fan's sight.
"I'm a bit bored. What are you doing at home? Reading? Doing quizzes?" Lu Fan waited for him to approach, stretched one leg, and was about to get off the motorcycle, only to find that his right leg was numb, sore, uncomfortable and wanted to laugh. Fan covered his face, "My legs are numb, let me slow down for a while."
One minute later, Lu Fan recovered, got out of the car, looked at Qi Chen, he was thin, no matter how much he wore, he didn't feel bloated, "Come out as soon as you say it, do your parents mind?"
Seeing that his nose and face were flushed from the cold, Qi Chen handed him his scarf, and asked without answering: "Have you never had the habit of wearing a scarf? If so, I will have to wear an extra scarf every day from now on."
Lu Fan had to admit that just by being with Qi Chen, he would be affected by the other party's aura, the hedgehog's thorns would become soft, and the protruding edges and corners would become gentle, so the mood was a kind of faint stability.
He glanced at Qi Chen twice, then turned his head to look at the tall buildings around him.
Qi Chen wrapped the scarf for him, and said: "My parents don't care about me too much."
Lu Fan let out an "oh" and lowered his eyes slightly, "Lu Wenqing was bitten by a dog, I saw bleeding," he looked up helplessly, "There are quite a lot, and unfortunately there is no blood at home. People can drive, and I will drive the car to take him to the hospital."
Qi Chen: "You don't love him, but you don't hate him either, do you?"
Lu Fan: "I haven't thought about it, I don't want to be like them, maybe I just didn't think about what happened to him, after all, I hate him every day, who knows how many years he will live because of it... I think I It's a bit contradictory, so be agitated, hey, I don't know very well," he lowered his head, put his hands in his pockets and kept fiddling, Qi Chen looked at him for a while, then took out a lighter.
"If you want to smoke, smoke one," Qi Chen said, "I will keep it a secret for you, so as not to damage your image in the eyes of my younger brother."
Lu Fan looked up at the sky and pointed, "She can see it." After thinking for a while, he added, "I hope she can see it, so let's quit smoking."
"Then let's take this," Qi Chen took out his other hand, and smiled at Lu Fan, "I took it before going out, it seems to come in handy."
In his palm lay several colorful candies. Lu Fan hesitated for a moment, took one and put it in his mouth. It wasn't the kind of sweet that would make people sick. Lu Fan felt that he could accept it, and took the other candies over. , stuffed into his pocket, "requisitioned."
The taste of sugar spread in his mouth, Lu Fan looked at Qi Chen, the coldness on his body was gradually wrapped up in warmth, sweets really had magical healing power.
Before dinner, she sent Qi Chen home intact. Ms. Qi stood at the door with a smile and invited Lu Fan to have dinner together. unknown meaning.
Lu Fan wanted to take off the scarf and return it to Qi Chen, "No, I'll go home and eat."
Qi Chen didn't hold back much, but asked him to take the scarf back, "Wear it, the temperature will drop at night."
Lu Fan didn't refuse, waved to the mother and son, stepped on the car and left.
Qi Chen kept watching him go away, but when he lost sight, Ms. Qi patted his arm, "Okay, don't be reluctant, he's gone away." The tone was obviously teasing.
"Well," Qi Chen pretended not to understand, "It's cold outside, go in and wait for dinner."
Ms. Qi leaned on him with her arm, and leaned over mysteriously, "Mo Ruomu, you are smart, but you have always been indifferent. The excitement of reading and studying that you had four years ago has recently appeared again," she blinked. Blinking eyes, "Last time you said that was a match, but this time... I think it's a spring heart?"
He was very happy to see his son having a date in high school, and the date was still a boy. Qi Chen didn't know how many more such mothers he could find. He didn't deny or admit it, but he just dragged Ms. Qi to the sofa and pushed him to his father. Beside her, "My wife will take care of herself, I'll go upstairs and change my clothes."
Ms. Qi waved her paw twice, and was grabbed by the man beside her. His eyes were still on the TV news, and his thick hands gently comforted his wife.
Lu Fan's mood was completely different when he went back. He had a better appetite today, and he even ate an extra bowl of rice.The stupid dog in the yard was gone, and Lu Fan didn't ask, he should go upstairs and upstairs after dinner, what should he do.
Lu Wenqing called him to stop, Lu Fan stopped, and subconsciously frowned. Lu Wenqing hadn't been close to his son for more than ten years, and suddenly felt at a loss. He still had wounds on his hands, and sat up awkwardly from his seat , "Dad has something to show you, let's... go to the study?"
The light in the dining room dazzled Lin Hui's eyes. She lowered her head to eat, and felt that the food suddenly became much bitter, and her limbs became stiff.
Lu Fan put one hand on the railing, thought for a while, and nodded, "Yes." He looked past Lu Wenqing, saw Lin Hui's nervous expression, and calmly looked back, his eyeballs moved, feeling The time for Shen Fanxing's firm book to be unveiled is almost here.
The door of the study room was not closed, but Lu Fan still waited for Lu Wenqing to come up before entering the door with him. Lu Wenqing opened his mouth several times, but finally didn't know what to say, "Sit, dad asked auntie to bring a pot of tea up .”
"No need," Lu Fan stood opposite his desk, "Tell me quickly if you have anything to do, I still have questions to answer." They were all excuses, he just didn't want to stay with Lu Wenqing for a long time.
Lu Wenqing was embarrassed, and quickly turned out the photo album. It was a waste of time for him to type out the drafts in his heart all afternoon. If Lu Fan said anything casually, his rhythm would be messed up. Forget it, let it be, he spread out Open the photo album and show it to Lu Fan, hoping to strengthen the bridge between father and son through these photos.
However, what he didn't know was that the bridge had broken before he realized it.
Maybe it was the day when Lin's mother and daughter came in, the day Lu Fan saw his mother's tombstone, or maybe a little earlier, when he always worked overtime and didn't go home.
Lu Fan felt that he was really a cold-blooded animal. Lu Wenqing spent a long time reminiscing there. Lu Fan corrected his mistakes in his heart. More and more, his expression became more and more indifferent. He stood in front of the table. Slightly shaking his legs, thinking about whether to do English papers or math papers first, he likes to do math papers, but the most important thing to do is Chinese papers...
After shaking his left leg, he switched to his right leg. After switching his left and right legs three times, Lu Fan looked at Lu Wenqing, and looked away to see the blank A4 paper next to him. Lu Fan took two of them while he was not paying attention. Hold it in your hand.
Guessing that the time was almost up, Lu Fan was about to open his mouth to interrupt the warm attack sent by the other party. He was about to open his mouth when he saw a photo on the page of the album that Lu Wenqing spread out, which caught his attention.
Lu Fan poked his head to look carefully, and found that he was not thinking too much.
The bet he made with Qi Chen in Wenlang Town before, the reason why he said it was before Qi Chen's birthday was because he really didn't have a thought, didn't think about it for a while, and it appeared in front of his eyes.
That photo should be when Lu Fangang was in the third year of junior high school, participating in an English competition, right?In the background of the photo was a banner that said "National English Contest for Middle School Students". There were four people in the photo, two boys who won the first prize, and two city leaders who presented the awards.
Lu Fan finally understood why he had an impression of Qi Chen but couldn't remember where the impression came from, because they had received the award together on the stage. At that time, Qi Chen was still a student in a grade lower than himself, Qi Chen who didn't wear glasses, this When he was still shorter than himself, Lu Fan felt that this photo was full of commemorative significance.
Seeing that he finally responded, Lu Wenqing was satisfied. Lu Fan stretched out his hand and pointed to the photo, "Give me this photo."
Lu Wenqing didn't understand, so he still handed it to Lu Fan. Lu Fan put it in his pocket and put it away carefully. He endured it for a long time before the corner of his mouth turned up immediately, "What, I'm going back to do the questions."
When going out, after closing the study door, he said, "I'll take the things first, and I'll get them back for you after I finish reading them."
Lu Wenqing heard the answer inside: "You can take it back whenever you want, I put it in the cabinet on the right, if you still want to see it, just come and take it." Of course no one heard this sentence, Lu Fan The goal was achieved and went upstairs in the morning, but Lin Hui downstairs was too far away.
Without Lu Fan and Lu Wenqing, the atmosphere at the dinner table was still awkward. Lin Hui felt that she was an ant on a hot pot. A lot of things caused her to wander around and couldn't find the way out. She carefully compensated her daughter. With a smile on her face, Lin Yixuan put down her chopsticks with a "slap", and went back to her room without saying a word.
Lin Hui was so sad that she wept silently. After a while, she wiped away her tears and walked upstairs slowly. She stood at the stairs on the third floor and looked upstairs, feeling a little anxious in her heart. She thought it must be related to the illegitimate child. As for the documents Lu Fan took away, she had to find a way to see them with her own eyes.
She was looking forward to Lu Fan going out today, but the other party refused to let her go as she wished. When Lu Fan didn't leave the room until eleven o'clock in the evening, Lin Hui knew it was over.
In Lu Fan's room, the lights were turned off at 10:30, and he only kept a small lamp beside the bed, looking through the physics materials Qi Chen gave him.
There is also the pink envelope received by the library that day in the materials. Lu Fan lay on his side on the bed, turned over, put his left hand behind his head as a pillow, and pinched the envelope between his right fingers. What kind of mood should he like? Woolen cloth?
As a hypnosis before going to bed, Lu Fan opened the envelope.
First of all, the font is very clean and delicate, which allows Lu Fan to keep looking at it for more than 1 minute.
"Lu Fan, student of Science Class [-], third year of high school, hello..."
Polite and organized, Lu Fan didn't know why he was associated with Qi Chen.
"You are now Lu Fan of No. [-] Middle School. Before this semester, you were Lu Fan of I don't know which school." Lu Fan continued to read, "Two years ago, you were Lu Fan of No. [-] Middle School. You were the teacher of all the teachers." The top students in my eyes are an irreplaceable existence in the hearts of the students. I like you, I like you who are so dazzling, as long as I think of you, I feel that there is a force to become better and better..."
"You don't need to know who I am, I just want you to know that somewhere you don't know, there is someone who loves you silently, for three to five years, longer than you imagined, more than you thought, at least As far as I know, there were seven or eight girls in our class who were secretly in love with you... I just hope that someone will accompany you when you are sad..."
Lu Fan thought, Qi Chen is with me...
"When it's cold, someone reminds you to add more clothes..."
With Qi Chen, today's scarf is very warm.
"Everything you are happy or unhappy, whether you like it or not, someone is willing to help you share and share..."
Lu Fan thought of Qi Chen again, he put down the letter, touched his ear with his hand, it was a little hot, as if Qi Chen was the Doraemon in the real world.
"It doesn't matter if it's not me. There are many girls like me. We hope you will have more happiness. I like you. You are the dream on your pillow and the light in your heart. It doesn't matter where you came from or when you will return."
Qi Chen also...
Lu Fan's last sentence turned a corner in his mind, and he immediately realized that something was wrong, it seemed that it wasn't that Qi Chen also liked him, but that he... liked Qi Chen?
I was shocked myself.
How can I like him?
Then my mind went blank, and then I realized...
Why... can't I like him?
It seems that there are two people tug-of-war in his mind, and Lu Fan's heartbeat is out of rhythm. He has never been in a relationship, so he doesn't know if he likes boys, but when he read this letter, he really felt the other party's liking I hope that all the good things will meet you unexpectedly, and all the bad and sad past will be far away from you.
Because liking this thing is a beautiful existence in itself, right?
Lu Fan squeezed the letter in his hand, feeling a little hot. He quickly pressed the letter under the pillow, but the more he let himself not think about it, the more he thought about it. People who like you will want to do many things for you, but not It means that those who have done these things must also like you, but Lu Fan has already been convinced of his heart, and there is no way to calm down.
In the quiet room, he gradually heard his own heartbeat. Lu Fan closed his eyes fiercely, and said to himself, what the hell should I do?
Forget it, let’s talk about it after sleeping. Lu Fan turned off the light and plunged the room into darkness. He was silent in the darkness. After 15 minutes, he turned on the light again, then jumped out of the bed, and first took out the photo I looked at it again, as if I never get tired of watching it, Qi Chen without glasses is also very good-looking, but I like his current appearance more, with a calmness that doesn't match his age, it looks more reliable and reassuring.
Seeing the two watches I bought today, Lu Fan's heart beats fast and slow. After a while, he turned off the light and jumped on the bed to force himself to close his eyes. So at that time, he thought he wanted to buy another watch, but he always felt that he didn't like him. Wearing the same one as others, even if it's a passer-by you don't know at all?
Lu Fan got into the bed and couldn't help laughing, he was so angry that he laughed, he was too slow.
Immediately began to feel uneasy again, I like him, so can he like me?Lu Fan remembered that Qi Chen said that he was straight, and he had a headache, forget it, let's talk about it tomorrow, at least he will get the moon first, Lu Fan doesn't know where his self-confidence comes from, probably because of this face...
I don't want it, but it's okay?
He enlightened himself, hoping to get a good night's sleep first, but he suffered from insomnia for most of the night, which proved that if there is one less person who likes it, it will easily make people collapse, and of course it will be the same if there is one more person.
Lu Fan slept until mid-morning before getting up with difficulty. When he got up to wash up, he found that his eyelids were swollen into inner eyes. While brushing his teeth, he patted his face depressingly. After changing his clothes, he checked the time on his phone. He must Had to leave for a while.
Lu Fan went downstairs and bumped into Lin Hui who was about to go upstairs. She looked as if she hadn't slept all night, and the foundation couldn't cover the blackness under her eyes, "Lu Fan, this is... going out?" She looked at Lu Fan, "Your father is on a business trip today, and left early in the morning."
Lu Fan let out an "oh" and said, "Tell auntie not to clean my room today."
Lin Hui responded, already guessing something in her heart, and after Lu Fan left, she hurried into the room to find what she was looking for.
Lu Fan first rode his bicycle for a long distance, and after stopping the car, he scratched his hair impatiently, hesitated again and again, and called Shen Fanxing out.
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Lu Fan: I want to have a relationship.
It was only in the middle of the afternoon that Lu Fan sent Lu Wenqing to the door, put back his helmet, stepped on the gas pedal with his right leg, and faced Lu Wenqing's puzzled gaze, Lu Fan said: "Go out to get some air, and then come back later." return."
After finishing speaking, before Lu Wenqing nodded or shook his head, he moved his wrist, and the car ran a long way away, and when he looked again, the person was gone.
Lu Wenqing seems to have noticed Lu Fan's lonely back for the first time. In fact, he always saw it before. When the father and son had conflicts, Lu Fan would either go upstairs alone or slam the door out. Only this time, Lu Wenqing It hurts to read it.
After entering the courtyard, he found that the stupid dog was still there, and when he saw Lu Wenqing, he became restless again, the iron chain rang loudly, and he smacked the dog's teeth at Lu Wenqing twice. Lu Wenqing felt that the dog is crazy.
Lin Hui and the butler hurried out when they heard the commotion, but Lu Wenqing didn't suppress his anger, "Why keep a biting dog? Are you waiting for me to be bitten again or Lu Fan is also bitten?"
"It takes time to send you off, isn't it? Xuanxuan and I were worried after you left, and we didn't have time to deal with it..." Lin Hui said weakly from the side, reaching out to look at Lu Wenqing's arm, "Let me Let's see, what did the doctor say?"
Lu Wenqing glanced at her: "What can happen, I can't die for the time being."
A pun blocked Lin Hui's words. Although she said that the dog had to be dealt with, Lu Wenqing couldn't wait any longer. He called a friend who owns a pet chain and made an agreement with him, no money, free delivery They can be sold or kept, and they will send a car to pull them after a while.
Seeing this posture, Lin Hui knew that Lu Wenqing was very angry. After going upstairs, she went into the study and closed the door. She had to call the secretary to find a reason to explain the banquet she was going to attend. I have to give a considerable gift to the host of the banquet, lest there will be any rift between the two parties in the future.
Lin Hui is the best at observing words and expressions. Seeing that the situation is not good, she went to Lin Yixuan's room, "Your father is really angry this time, and mother is not easy to fool. Be good these days, do you hear me?"
With a flick of the book in her hand, Lin Yixuan's face was also very stinky, she tilted her head to meet Lin Hui's gaze, her eyes glared, and she was indignant: "With you working so hard, it's not like you have to rely on someone else to look after you if the mistress is in the top position." Face, you can't sleep at night because of a word from others, and you are..."
Snapped--
Lin Hui didn't want to do anything, but she couldn't control her body. When she realized it, Lin Yixuan had already been slapped and turned her head away.
Lin Yixuan didn't expect Lin Hui to hit her at all, her body was stiff for a while, and then she slowly stretched out her hand to cover her cheek, looked up at Lin Hui in disbelief, and began to cry, "You beat me, we used to have no money and you would You have never hit me before, you were very happy when you had no money to take the top ten exams, and you were content when others praised me for being good-looking. Now, we don’t need anything, but your demands on me are getting higher and higher. I am very tired from studying every day, I want to be friends with those rich children, I am already very tired, you still have to transfer your pressure to me!"
Lin Hui trembled, and stretched out her hand to touch Lin Yixuan, but she avoided her, filled with remorse and sadness in her heart, "I'm sorry, Xuanxuan, mother just now wasn't..."
Lin Yixuan sneered: "There's no need to explain, I know, Dad Lu probably has a new love, you've been distracted and insecure recently."
The helper outside the door knocked on the door and was about to come in to clean the room, Lin Yixuan picked up her books without saying a word, walked out, and when she was about to reach the door, she lowered her voice and said, "If I were Father Lu, I wouldn't like you like this either. "
The door opened, and the maid saw that the atmosphere between the mother and daughter was not right, so she backed away in a panic, "I haven't cleaned the next door, I, I'll go to the next door first."
Lu Wenqing stayed in the study and had no intention of working. The guilt that had been buried deep in his heart for many years was fully excavated because of Lu Fan's back. He has never been a peaceful person. , just because she thinks that Chang Ru is suitable, and her eyes full of fascination and admiration greatly satisfy a man's self-confidence, and he has thought about settling down for her.
I really thought about it.
Lu Wenqing closed his eyes gently, and opened them again after a while. He stood up and walked to the bookcase, and opened a large cabinet that was not usually used. There were photos of Lu Fan before, awards and various certificates. See, it just feels heavy right now.
A total of six thick photo albums record the changes of Lu Fan from birth to junior high school. When he was just born, he changed every day. As he got older, he began to grow thinner, the baby fat receded, and the boy's beautiful eyebrows began to stretch. Lu Wenqing saw Only then did I realize that in the past three years, Lu Fan hasn't smiled like in the photo for a long time.
The cold wind blew like a knife, Lu Fan drove all the way and didn't know where he was going, but he didn't really want to go home, so it can only be called a "house".
He took out his phone, flipped through the address book, and wanted to find someone, but his fingers were the first to react before his brain, and he had turned to the page where Qi Chen's name was located.
Lu Fan thought about it for a while, and wanted to pretend to send a message inadvertently: Where is it?
Qi Chen didn't reply in seconds, but he also responded quickly, Shen Qiwa: Where are you?
Lu Fan looked around and sent Qi Chen a location.
Coincidentally, it was not too far from Qi Chen's house, and 15 minutes later, Qi Chen appeared in Lu Fan's sight.
"I'm a bit bored. What are you doing at home? Reading? Doing quizzes?" Lu Fan waited for him to approach, stretched one leg, and was about to get off the motorcycle, only to find that his right leg was numb, sore, uncomfortable and wanted to laugh. Fan covered his face, "My legs are numb, let me slow down for a while."
One minute later, Lu Fan recovered, got out of the car, looked at Qi Chen, he was thin, no matter how much he wore, he didn't feel bloated, "Come out as soon as you say it, do your parents mind?"
Seeing that his nose and face were flushed from the cold, Qi Chen handed him his scarf, and asked without answering: "Have you never had the habit of wearing a scarf? If so, I will have to wear an extra scarf every day from now on."
Lu Fan had to admit that just by being with Qi Chen, he would be affected by the other party's aura, the hedgehog's thorns would become soft, and the protruding edges and corners would become gentle, so the mood was a kind of faint stability.
He glanced at Qi Chen twice, then turned his head to look at the tall buildings around him.
Qi Chen wrapped the scarf for him, and said: "My parents don't care about me too much."
Lu Fan let out an "oh" and lowered his eyes slightly, "Lu Wenqing was bitten by a dog, I saw bleeding," he looked up helplessly, "There are quite a lot, and unfortunately there is no blood at home. People can drive, and I will drive the car to take him to the hospital."
Qi Chen: "You don't love him, but you don't hate him either, do you?"
Lu Fan: "I haven't thought about it, I don't want to be like them, maybe I just didn't think about what happened to him, after all, I hate him every day, who knows how many years he will live because of it... I think I It's a bit contradictory, so be agitated, hey, I don't know very well," he lowered his head, put his hands in his pockets and kept fiddling, Qi Chen looked at him for a while, then took out a lighter.
"If you want to smoke, smoke one," Qi Chen said, "I will keep it a secret for you, so as not to damage your image in the eyes of my younger brother."
Lu Fan looked up at the sky and pointed, "She can see it." After thinking for a while, he added, "I hope she can see it, so let's quit smoking."
"Then let's take this," Qi Chen took out his other hand, and smiled at Lu Fan, "I took it before going out, it seems to come in handy."
In his palm lay several colorful candies. Lu Fan hesitated for a moment, took one and put it in his mouth. It wasn't the kind of sweet that would make people sick. Lu Fan felt that he could accept it, and took the other candies over. , stuffed into his pocket, "requisitioned."
The taste of sugar spread in his mouth, Lu Fan looked at Qi Chen, the coldness on his body was gradually wrapped up in warmth, sweets really had magical healing power.
Before dinner, she sent Qi Chen home intact. Ms. Qi stood at the door with a smile and invited Lu Fan to have dinner together. unknown meaning.
Lu Fan wanted to take off the scarf and return it to Qi Chen, "No, I'll go home and eat."
Qi Chen didn't hold back much, but asked him to take the scarf back, "Wear it, the temperature will drop at night."
Lu Fan didn't refuse, waved to the mother and son, stepped on the car and left.
Qi Chen kept watching him go away, but when he lost sight, Ms. Qi patted his arm, "Okay, don't be reluctant, he's gone away." The tone was obviously teasing.
"Well," Qi Chen pretended not to understand, "It's cold outside, go in and wait for dinner."
Ms. Qi leaned on him with her arm, and leaned over mysteriously, "Mo Ruomu, you are smart, but you have always been indifferent. The excitement of reading and studying that you had four years ago has recently appeared again," she blinked. Blinking eyes, "Last time you said that was a match, but this time... I think it's a spring heart?"
He was very happy to see his son having a date in high school, and the date was still a boy. Qi Chen didn't know how many more such mothers he could find. He didn't deny or admit it, but he just dragged Ms. Qi to the sofa and pushed him to his father. Beside her, "My wife will take care of herself, I'll go upstairs and change my clothes."
Ms. Qi waved her paw twice, and was grabbed by the man beside her. His eyes were still on the TV news, and his thick hands gently comforted his wife.
Lu Fan's mood was completely different when he went back. He had a better appetite today, and he even ate an extra bowl of rice.The stupid dog in the yard was gone, and Lu Fan didn't ask, he should go upstairs and upstairs after dinner, what should he do.
Lu Wenqing called him to stop, Lu Fan stopped, and subconsciously frowned. Lu Wenqing hadn't been close to his son for more than ten years, and suddenly felt at a loss. He still had wounds on his hands, and sat up awkwardly from his seat , "Dad has something to show you, let's... go to the study?"
The light in the dining room dazzled Lin Hui's eyes. She lowered her head to eat, and felt that the food suddenly became much bitter, and her limbs became stiff.
Lu Fan put one hand on the railing, thought for a while, and nodded, "Yes." He looked past Lu Wenqing, saw Lin Hui's nervous expression, and calmly looked back, his eyeballs moved, feeling The time for Shen Fanxing's firm book to be unveiled is almost here.
The door of the study room was not closed, but Lu Fan still waited for Lu Wenqing to come up before entering the door with him. Lu Wenqing opened his mouth several times, but finally didn't know what to say, "Sit, dad asked auntie to bring a pot of tea up .”
"No need," Lu Fan stood opposite his desk, "Tell me quickly if you have anything to do, I still have questions to answer." They were all excuses, he just didn't want to stay with Lu Wenqing for a long time.
Lu Wenqing was embarrassed, and quickly turned out the photo album. It was a waste of time for him to type out the drafts in his heart all afternoon. If Lu Fan said anything casually, his rhythm would be messed up. Forget it, let it be, he spread out Open the photo album and show it to Lu Fan, hoping to strengthen the bridge between father and son through these photos.
However, what he didn't know was that the bridge had broken before he realized it.
Maybe it was the day when Lin's mother and daughter came in, the day Lu Fan saw his mother's tombstone, or maybe a little earlier, when he always worked overtime and didn't go home.
Lu Fan felt that he was really a cold-blooded animal. Lu Wenqing spent a long time reminiscing there. Lu Fan corrected his mistakes in his heart. More and more, his expression became more and more indifferent. He stood in front of the table. Slightly shaking his legs, thinking about whether to do English papers or math papers first, he likes to do math papers, but the most important thing to do is Chinese papers...
After shaking his left leg, he switched to his right leg. After switching his left and right legs three times, Lu Fan looked at Lu Wenqing, and looked away to see the blank A4 paper next to him. Lu Fan took two of them while he was not paying attention. Hold it in your hand.
Guessing that the time was almost up, Lu Fan was about to open his mouth to interrupt the warm attack sent by the other party. He was about to open his mouth when he saw a photo on the page of the album that Lu Wenqing spread out, which caught his attention.
Lu Fan poked his head to look carefully, and found that he was not thinking too much.
The bet he made with Qi Chen in Wenlang Town before, the reason why he said it was before Qi Chen's birthday was because he really didn't have a thought, didn't think about it for a while, and it appeared in front of his eyes.
That photo should be when Lu Fangang was in the third year of junior high school, participating in an English competition, right?In the background of the photo was a banner that said "National English Contest for Middle School Students". There were four people in the photo, two boys who won the first prize, and two city leaders who presented the awards.
Lu Fan finally understood why he had an impression of Qi Chen but couldn't remember where the impression came from, because they had received the award together on the stage. At that time, Qi Chen was still a student in a grade lower than himself, Qi Chen who didn't wear glasses, this When he was still shorter than himself, Lu Fan felt that this photo was full of commemorative significance.
Seeing that he finally responded, Lu Wenqing was satisfied. Lu Fan stretched out his hand and pointed to the photo, "Give me this photo."
Lu Wenqing didn't understand, so he still handed it to Lu Fan. Lu Fan put it in his pocket and put it away carefully. He endured it for a long time before the corner of his mouth turned up immediately, "What, I'm going back to do the questions."
When going out, after closing the study door, he said, "I'll take the things first, and I'll get them back for you after I finish reading them."
Lu Wenqing heard the answer inside: "You can take it back whenever you want, I put it in the cabinet on the right, if you still want to see it, just come and take it." Of course no one heard this sentence, Lu Fan The goal was achieved and went upstairs in the morning, but Lin Hui downstairs was too far away.
Without Lu Fan and Lu Wenqing, the atmosphere at the dinner table was still awkward. Lin Hui felt that she was an ant on a hot pot. A lot of things caused her to wander around and couldn't find the way out. She carefully compensated her daughter. With a smile on her face, Lin Yixuan put down her chopsticks with a "slap", and went back to her room without saying a word.
Lin Hui was so sad that she wept silently. After a while, she wiped away her tears and walked upstairs slowly. She stood at the stairs on the third floor and looked upstairs, feeling a little anxious in her heart. She thought it must be related to the illegitimate child. As for the documents Lu Fan took away, she had to find a way to see them with her own eyes.
She was looking forward to Lu Fan going out today, but the other party refused to let her go as she wished. When Lu Fan didn't leave the room until eleven o'clock in the evening, Lin Hui knew it was over.
In Lu Fan's room, the lights were turned off at 10:30, and he only kept a small lamp beside the bed, looking through the physics materials Qi Chen gave him.
There is also the pink envelope received by the library that day in the materials. Lu Fan lay on his side on the bed, turned over, put his left hand behind his head as a pillow, and pinched the envelope between his right fingers. What kind of mood should he like? Woolen cloth?
As a hypnosis before going to bed, Lu Fan opened the envelope.
First of all, the font is very clean and delicate, which allows Lu Fan to keep looking at it for more than 1 minute.
"Lu Fan, student of Science Class [-], third year of high school, hello..."
Polite and organized, Lu Fan didn't know why he was associated with Qi Chen.
"You are now Lu Fan of No. [-] Middle School. Before this semester, you were Lu Fan of I don't know which school." Lu Fan continued to read, "Two years ago, you were Lu Fan of No. [-] Middle School. You were the teacher of all the teachers." The top students in my eyes are an irreplaceable existence in the hearts of the students. I like you, I like you who are so dazzling, as long as I think of you, I feel that there is a force to become better and better..."
"You don't need to know who I am, I just want you to know that somewhere you don't know, there is someone who loves you silently, for three to five years, longer than you imagined, more than you thought, at least As far as I know, there were seven or eight girls in our class who were secretly in love with you... I just hope that someone will accompany you when you are sad..."
Lu Fan thought, Qi Chen is with me...
"When it's cold, someone reminds you to add more clothes..."
With Qi Chen, today's scarf is very warm.
"Everything you are happy or unhappy, whether you like it or not, someone is willing to help you share and share..."
Lu Fan thought of Qi Chen again, he put down the letter, touched his ear with his hand, it was a little hot, as if Qi Chen was the Doraemon in the real world.
"It doesn't matter if it's not me. There are many girls like me. We hope you will have more happiness. I like you. You are the dream on your pillow and the light in your heart. It doesn't matter where you came from or when you will return."
Qi Chen also...
Lu Fan's last sentence turned a corner in his mind, and he immediately realized that something was wrong, it seemed that it wasn't that Qi Chen also liked him, but that he... liked Qi Chen?
I was shocked myself.
How can I like him?
Then my mind went blank, and then I realized...
Why... can't I like him?
It seems that there are two people tug-of-war in his mind, and Lu Fan's heartbeat is out of rhythm. He has never been in a relationship, so he doesn't know if he likes boys, but when he read this letter, he really felt the other party's liking I hope that all the good things will meet you unexpectedly, and all the bad and sad past will be far away from you.
Because liking this thing is a beautiful existence in itself, right?
Lu Fan squeezed the letter in his hand, feeling a little hot. He quickly pressed the letter under the pillow, but the more he let himself not think about it, the more he thought about it. People who like you will want to do many things for you, but not It means that those who have done these things must also like you, but Lu Fan has already been convinced of his heart, and there is no way to calm down.
In the quiet room, he gradually heard his own heartbeat. Lu Fan closed his eyes fiercely, and said to himself, what the hell should I do?
Forget it, let’s talk about it after sleeping. Lu Fan turned off the light and plunged the room into darkness. He was silent in the darkness. After 15 minutes, he turned on the light again, then jumped out of the bed, and first took out the photo I looked at it again, as if I never get tired of watching it, Qi Chen without glasses is also very good-looking, but I like his current appearance more, with a calmness that doesn't match his age, it looks more reliable and reassuring.
Seeing the two watches I bought today, Lu Fan's heart beats fast and slow. After a while, he turned off the light and jumped on the bed to force himself to close his eyes. So at that time, he thought he wanted to buy another watch, but he always felt that he didn't like him. Wearing the same one as others, even if it's a passer-by you don't know at all?
Lu Fan got into the bed and couldn't help laughing, he was so angry that he laughed, he was too slow.
Immediately began to feel uneasy again, I like him, so can he like me?Lu Fan remembered that Qi Chen said that he was straight, and he had a headache, forget it, let's talk about it tomorrow, at least he will get the moon first, Lu Fan doesn't know where his self-confidence comes from, probably because of this face...
I don't want it, but it's okay?
He enlightened himself, hoping to get a good night's sleep first, but he suffered from insomnia for most of the night, which proved that if there is one less person who likes it, it will easily make people collapse, and of course it will be the same if there is one more person.
Lu Fan slept until mid-morning before getting up with difficulty. When he got up to wash up, he found that his eyelids were swollen into inner eyes. While brushing his teeth, he patted his face depressingly. After changing his clothes, he checked the time on his phone. He must Had to leave for a while.
Lu Fan went downstairs and bumped into Lin Hui who was about to go upstairs. She looked as if she hadn't slept all night, and the foundation couldn't cover the blackness under her eyes, "Lu Fan, this is... going out?" She looked at Lu Fan, "Your father is on a business trip today, and left early in the morning."
Lu Fan let out an "oh" and said, "Tell auntie not to clean my room today."
Lin Hui responded, already guessing something in her heart, and after Lu Fan left, she hurried into the room to find what she was looking for.
Lu Fan first rode his bicycle for a long distance, and after stopping the car, he scratched his hair impatiently, hesitated again and again, and called Shen Fanxing out.
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Lu Fan: I want to have a relationship.
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