Has the male lead overturned today?

Chang Buyin had already promised to take Lu Fan there, but they seemed unwilling to say anything more. After that, Chang Buyin didn't always talk to others, and he became a little silent all of a sudden. When it was dark, his wife asked him to accompany the two children to the hotel to check out and bring back the luggage. It took him a long time before he hummed.

Lu Fan could see that he was not that willing, so he took the initiative to tell his grandma no need, just a few steps away, they can.

Grandma reached out and touched Lu Fan's head, and took a serious look at Lu Fan. Lu Fan was not in a hurry, and stood patiently where she was, letting her stroke his hair, because he always felt that grandma was looking at him. Think about someone or something.

In fact, there is no trace of Chang Ru's life in the whole room, so Lu Fan is not sure if grandpa and mother quarreled again, and mother is unwilling to live with grandpa. She may have a new job and live in another place.

He tried his best not to think too much. If he thought too much, he would always ask himself over and over again, what would he say when he saw her tomorrow, would she really not want to see me? The reason why I didn't dare to look for it at first.

Out of the gate of grandma's house, Qi Chen stood at the bottom of the steps very consciously, bent down, Lu Fan froze for a moment, stretched out his hand and slapped him away, his voice was still hoarse, but it didn't hurt so much, "I'm almost fine , don’t carry it on your back.”

Qi Chen straightened up, "Forgot."

Lu Fan followed him out, turned to look at him, "Why do I feel that you carry me so easily, don't you think it's heavy?" And about the illness this time, Lu Fan had vowed that he must be taller than Qi Chen Qiang, it turned out that his husband was not sick.

He pouted at the side, stepped on the snow under his feet and walked forward, making a "creaking" sound, Lu Fan suddenly said: "If the snow hasn't melted after watching my mother, Qi Chen, let's build a snowman as a souvenir Well, when you come, you have nothing to worry about, and when you leave, leave something behind."

Qi Chen turned his head and saw his scarf blown by the wind, he pulled one end to wrap it around him, and said, "Okay."

If you are still in the mood.

When they came back from the inn, grandma had already prepared rooms and bedding for them. Relatives didn’t often come to live here, mainly because it was a bit remote. If possible, grandma would like to take out all her belongings and let them choose them. Conditions are limited, and she Some regrets, "Let's just make do for one night, go to the street tomorrow, and grandma will go shopping and tidy up the room."

Lu Fan still wants to share a room with Qi Chen, he glanced at the room, and said no, "Grandma, we'll stay for two days at most before going back after seeing mom," he pointed at Qi Chen, "he's good As for the students, it is not good to ask for too long leave."

Grandma nodded, "Yes, you are still in school, you have to study hard, don't suffer from not studying like grandma, I have been angry with your grandpa all my life because of this, sometimes, when that bad temper comes up , I really want to catch up with the trend and forget about divorce, and then when he sells out badly, I can't help it. At that time, I never thought that all these years would pass in the blink of an eye."

"I will see your mother tomorrow, your mother... Forget it, I will find out tomorrow, Fanfan, even if you are angry with your mother, you should talk to her well, I finally came here, in the future..." I don't know Is there a next time? Grandma shook her head, "Don't talk about it, you haven't slept well these days, you should wash up and rest early."

Lu Fan was lying on the bed facing the window. It was a clear night, and the moon hung far away in the sky, as if inviting people who were not asleep to talk to it and stay with it for a while.

Qi Chen was on the other side of the bed, also looking at the moon, "The moon is so beautiful today."

Lu Fan gave a absent-minded "hmm", obviously unable to sleep, "Qi Chen, have you ever felt shy about being close to your hometown? After coming here, today is the most disturbing night for me. I should tell her tomorrow what?"

Qi Chen thought for a while, "Let's go with the flow, say whatever you think of, if it's cold or warm, don't say it if you can't remember it, laugh when you want to laugh, and keep silent when you don't laugh, I also I'm next to you," Qi Chen wanted to say something, but he didn't hear the voice of the person next to him, turned his head, and Lu Fan didn't know when he fell asleep.

Compared with Qi Chen's reassuring eyes, Lu Fan found that his voice was very soothing. As soon as he opened his mouth, his eyelids started to twitch, and he fell asleep without listening to all the words that followed.

He used to have the experience of staying up late and sleeping during the day. In fact, when he was lying on his stomach in the classroom, he was not always sleeping. Sometimes he just lowered his head and listened to the teacher's lectures with his ears, so his sleep quality has never been good. After a few days of traveling, I fell asleep in minutes.

Qi Chen listened to his breathing for a while before falling asleep.

Woke up early the next day, but seemed a little silent during the meal, Lu Fan complained to the old man in his heart, thinking that his bad temper might come up again, maybe he regretted not wanting to take them to see mother.

Lu Fan ate very quickly, and threw the bowls and chopsticks into the kitchen when he was done. He sat on the sofa and waited for Chang Buyin to finish eating. Chang Buyin glanced at him and didn't speak. The furrows on the forehead and the lines around the eyes appear deeper, as if they have aged a few years overnight.

After tidying up, Chang Buyin went back to his room and changed his clothes on purpose, and washed the handles before going out. After coming out of the bathroom, he shouted to his wife, "Where is my hat? Where did you put it for me?"

Grandma thought it was noisy: "I don't have deaf ears. What do you always call at me and where else can you put it? I always put it in one place, but you never remember."

Chang Buyin's momentum weakened a little, he turned his head and searched in the room again, and found it. Before putting on the hat, he was still grabbing a few hands on his head with a few white hairs, to make himself look more energetic. He took another box of cigarettes that he hadn't smoked for a long time.

Lu Fan only felt a little surprised.

The three of them went out, and Chang Buyin walked in front with his hands behind his back. When he walked, his back was as straight as a pine and cypress. If Lu Fan didn't know, he would really have thought he was a retired veteran. , Chang Buyin opened the door and went in, and greeted the owner.

This is a flower shop, the owner is a middle-aged woman, Lu Fan and Qi Chen also went in, they heard the owner chatting with Chang Buyin.

"Doctor Chang, why are you here today? It's snowing."

Chang Buyin stood in front of a row of bouquets and watched carefully, "The grandson is here, take him to have a look."

The shopkeeper responded, "Is that still the same?"

Chang Buyin: "Yes, I also need a bunch of sunflowers. Let's make it bigger this time. You are the only one who can buy sunflowers this season."

Shopkeeper: "This is specially prepared for you." She wrapped the bouquet and handed it to Chang Buyin, "My father's illness is thanks to you. It's useless if we say him, only your words are useful. Time doesn't hurt so much, the old man can sleep well, and eat much better."

Chang Buyin reached out to take out his wallet, while Lu Fan was hesitating, Qi Chen reached out to stop Chang Buyin, "Grandpa, let's do it."

Chang Buyin thought for a while and took the wallet back, and then replied to the shopkeeper, "That old man in your family is too stubborn, but it's okay to be stubborn, it means you are used to it, and if he is disobedient, you can bring him to see me, I will To say that he is too capricious when he is old."

Lu Fan and Qi Chen: "..." I don't know who is self-willed now that they are old.

After they came out of the flower shop, Chang Buyin took out a cigarette case from his pocket. It was a new pack of cigarettes, unopened, and he hadn’t smoked for a long time. A little discouraged, a pair of white and slender hands stretched out beside him, "clicked" the lighter, and lit it for him.

Chang Buyin took a deep look at Qi Chen, "You don't learn well at a young age."

Qi Chen doesn't smoke, but he didn't explain anything. When Lu Fan was about to speak, he stopped him, and signaled to Lu Fan not to say anything. The old man's cigarettes have never stopped during this journey, so he was not polite. Every time I light a cigarette, I ask Qi Chen to borrow it, "Forget it, you can borrow it from me, and I will pay you back when I go back."

Qi Chen shook his head and refused, "No need, I don't find it troublesome, I will still be useful later."

The old man continued to walk forward with an expression of "I knew it". The further he walked, the fewer people there were. Lu Fan only knew that they had left the town. When he was making preparations in his heart, he saw a cemetery across the road.

The moonlight last night gave people a wrong hint that today is not a sunny day, and the sky is gray and dark, which adds a little bit of depression to people's hearts.

Lu Fan nearly staggered and fell, Qi Chen reached out to support him, Lu Fan turned pale again, and said stiffly: "It's snowing, the road is slippery."

It is rare for Chang Buyin not to say harsh words, "The road above is more slippery, watch your feet for a while."

At this time, Lu Fan didn't dare to think about it at all. He didn't want to believe that the result would be like this. He followed Chang Buyin and walked inside, but his footsteps became heavier and heavier. The sunflower in his hand was fluttering in the wind and snow. I feel the same at the moment.

In the end, Chang Buyin led him to a tombstone, and there was indeed Chang Ru's photo and name on it.

Just now, Chang Buyin cleared the cigarette in his hand, patted the smoke off his body, looked at Lu Fan and said, "Go and give flowers to your mother, she likes sunflowers the most."

Lu Fan bit his lip, walked over slowly, then bent down and placed the flowers in front of the tombstone. When he looked up, he couldn't help but carefully read the words on the tombstone, feeling an unprecedented heavy heart, I thought There are countless reasons why you have to leave me, but this one is the only one I never thought about and never wanted.

The three people present were silent at the same time, Chang Buyin watched Lu Fan squatting on the spot, reaching out to pull the floating snow off Chang Ru's tombstone, Chang Buyin said: "Say a few words with your mother first, I... Grandpa go to the side to smoke a cigarette." When he was leaving, he pulled Qi Chen up, Qi Chen looked at Lu Fan hesitantly, and walked out.

Chang Buyin smoked four more cigarettes, the packs were all empty, Chang Buyin stuffed the empty packs into his trouser pocket again, maybe he held it in for a long time, suddenly he became talkative to Qi Chen, "When I came back, I was hopeless. I was still pregnant with my child, and I didn't want to be treated. The doctor said that with the treatment, I can live for more than two years. Maybe, she said that two years is not enough. What can Lu Fan do with her?"

Chang Ru's sudden return shocked the two old couples. Seeing her daughter's distraught and pale face, the wife cried very sadly. Chang Ru talked about her illness and the baby in her stomach, and told her What to eat for dinner, the wife cried for three whole days before she could force a smile in front of her daughter, and then slowly figured it out, she couldn't control her daughter when she got married, and now, she can't control this child. If so, she would have to feed him even if she risked her life.

Chang Buyin is a man from the north, and he has never shed a few tears in his life, but he couldn't help but turn red in the past two days. His wife has talked about him for so many years, but he just can't hold back his face. The father and daughter have too much suspicion Deep, no one thinks they are wrong, Chang Ru thinks that right or wrong is her life and choice, she wants to go her own way, but Chang Buyin thinks that I said something for your own good, you don’t Listen, I leave you alone.

Just like what his patients said, "Dr. Chang, if I do this, I will live a few more years. Then I forget it. I don't want to be treated. It's fine to take medicine. You can die." For this kind of patients, Chang Buyin always has a fierce old face, "You think your life is only your own, you go back and talk about it, and see how your family reacts, love Quit drinking or not, and don’t come to me if you don’t quit.”

The old doctor has given people the impression of being rigid and inflexible all his life, but he is really just too stubborn, but if he had known today, Chang Buyin would have corrected his problems early, but it is a pity that his only daughter, who often I heard my wife complaining that if he hadn't been so cruel back then, if the old woman herself had been fierce with him, her daughter would not be where she is today.

Chang Buyin sighed: "My bad temper, only the old woman can bear it. Although she always thinks that she is the one who is afraid of divorce, in fact, it is me who is most afraid of it. When Lu Fan's mother comes back, she is really going to leave, alas , I didn’t even think about going to work at the time, half because of my daughter’s business, and half because of the old woman’s business.”

Turning her head to look at Lu Fan who was still squatting not far away, and saw him carefully picking up the withered grass in front of the tombstone, "Xiao Ru said, we must go, and we must leave some hope for Lu Fan."

Chang Si is that hope. Before she was born, Chang Ru had already chosen the name. Her eyes were full of tears, but she was smiling. She couldn't be a qualified mother anymore.

Lu Fan didn't know what and how much he said to his mother there. When he was about the same, he glanced at Chang Buyin and Qi Chen. When they came back, Chang Buyin said, "Little Ru , Dad brought Lu Fan to see you, you have been thinking about this child before, Dad... will try to treat him better, don't worry."

Lu Fan didn't speak, and remained silent until they left.

Qi Chen pulled a string tightly in his heart, and his eyes always seemed to drift towards Lu Fan's position, do you know what it means to be sad without tears?The way back seemed endless.

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