Why Not Divorce[Transmigration Book]
Chapter 38
The Confessions Conference continues.
Qi Xiuze mentioned to Jiang Qiu that according to Dr. Sun, in the body of 'Jiang Qiu', the personality that first appeared was the unhappy original owner, that is, the master personality.
Later, with Jiang Qiu, whenever the main personality encounters an unsolvable problem, it will temporarily avoid it, allowing another personality to take control of the body and bear the pain on his behalf.
As he grows older, he encounters more and more difficult things to solve. With each age group, the difficulties he encounters will become more and more difficult. His negative personality makes him choose to escape again and again, and in the process In , he finally discovered the existence of sub-personality.
The original owner was grateful to Jiang Qiu, otherwise he would not have collected all Jiang Qiu's things bit by bit, and did not erase all the proofs of his existence.
But no matter what he said, he would be a little unwilling. As an independent personality, of course he wanted to live in this world with his own identity.
"Although his situation has gotten worse and worse in the past few years, he seems to have met what he thinks is salvation halfway through, and wants to change his attitude towards life."
Having said this, Qi Xiuze frowned, and said in a heavy and regretful tone: "It's just a pity that he failed, and he seems to have been hit harder. Since then, you've been around for longer and longer. "
Jiang Qiu immediately thought of the diary with the red cover, he only saw the first half of the content in his dream, maybe the turning point that Qi Xiuze mentioned was in the second half of the diary!
Red, which represents hope and enthusiasm, is it because of something that makes the following diaries lose their temperature and turn into a color like ashes?
"In high school?" Jiang Qiu asked him.
"Yeah." Qi Xiuze nodded, "But we're not in the same class, so I'm not sure what happened."
Speaking of this, Qi Xiuze's mood is a bit complicated.
He likes Jiang Qiu, and naturally hopes that he will appear for a longer time.
But the master personality is also a "life". Qi Xiuze is unwilling to do what Dr. Sun suggested, using the method of guidance to completely lurk the master personality into the depths of the subconscious, and artificially let Jiang Qiu's sub-personality replace it. It's not fair.
What's more, Jiang Qiu appeared because of Jiang Er. To some extent, he was also protecting Jiang Er.If Qi Xiuze really did this, it would not only be a matter of inhumanity, but also go against Xiao Qiu's wishes.
Only this is what Qi Xiuze absolutely does not want to see.
If the thoughts run counter to each other, don't talk about pursuing the person you like.
So Qi Xiuze was a bystander most of the time, silently guarding the two personalities while watching the changes.But because of a bias in his heart, he knows everything about Jiang Qiu's affairs very well, but he only knows a little about the subject's personality, not very much.
In addition, they were not in the same class, and the original owner had a relatively withdrawn personality. He didn't want to have anything to do with Qi Xiuze at all, and they would walk around when they saw him, making it even more difficult to understand.
So Qi Xiuze could only warn those students who took the initiative to do things to Yuan in private, but it was difficult to detect where the cold violence started.
"By the time I found out that something was wrong with him, it was already too late." Qi Xiuze sighed. During that time, he was happy because of Xiao Qiu's appearance for several days. When he realized why Xiao Qiu's appearance took longer each time , the disease of the master personality is already irreversible.
Jiang Qiu also sighed: "He is also very pitiful."
Qi Xiuze shook his head, hugged him lightly, and kissed Jiang Qiu pitifully on the forehead: "Anyone can say that, but you don't need it. Others will pity him, who will pity you? You are the one who will pity him." The person who has endured more that shouldn't be, if it weren't for your character being stronger than the average person, someone else would have been crushed by difficulties."
Jiang Qiu rubbed his nose, and when he heard Qi Xiuze say that, not only his nose, but also his heart felt sore.
He leaned his head on Qi Xiuze's shoulder, and said softly, "In this world, you are probably the only one who thinks this way."
In this world, only Qi Xiuze would treat him so kindly.
When others look at Jiang Qiu, they only see his side that refuses to admit defeat, he is straightforward and aggressive, and they will praise him "you are very good" or "good personality".
But no matter how strong a person is, there will be times when they are weak.Only Qi Xiuze would say to him: "You don't need to be so good. In front of me, you don't have to be the person others want you to be. You just need to be yourself."
Qi Xiuze looks colder, but in fact his body temperature is very warm, so warm that it can make people let go of their guard and release all the fragility in their hearts.
Jiang Qiu lightly sniffed the scent on his body, it was still that cold scent mixed with masculinity, a bit like the smell of green grass.
The autumn rabbit was tempted by the charming atmosphere and wanted to gnaw the grass, but he didn't know that while he sniffed the delicious grass, he was also targeted by the tiger dormant in the grass.
The tiger's paws were on the back of the rabbit's neck, and the tiger's mouth bit the rabbit's cheek with a whimper.After gnawing on the cheeks and mouth, it seemed to confirm the freshness of the prey. It was not until the rabbit resisted fiercely that it retracted its paws with endless aftertaste.
Jiang Qiu was a little panted by this, the lung capacity trained on the treadmill was not enough in front of Qi Hu, and he didn't even finish a round trip.
He stretched out his hand to push Qi Xiuze away, and kept a little distance from him, so as to avoid the ready to move hormones from the mingled breath again. He also confessed one thing to Qi Xiuze.
"Actually, I'm interested in Dr. Wang's research because of his personality." Now that he chose to confess, Jiang Qiu no longer kept the secret from the other party.What's more, once Qi Xiuze is included in his own category, Jiang Qiu can't hide things from him, "I used the meditation method mentioned by Dr. Wang in the materials before, and then I remembered this lockbox."
Jiang Qiu closed the lid of the lockbox, and the words "Qiu's property" came into view, which was the most powerful proof that he had existed in the past.
Qi Xiuze reacted very quickly. It can be said that he drew inferences from one instance. When Jiang Qiu mentioned the idea of meditation, he realized: "Did you get drunk last time to enter the memory?"
Jiang Qiu nodded.
"You can't do this next time. You rarely drink, what if you are allergic to alcohol?" Qi Xiuze looked at him disapprovingly.
"So I'm glad I found the right way, but luckily it was only that one time." Jiang Qiu smiled and winked at him, "Actually, it's quite uncomfortable to be drunk."
Qi Xiuze pinched his chin, looked at him and said, "Even if it's meditation, you can't rest assured. If you want to restore your memory in this way in the future, you must have a doctor present."
Dr. Sun looked unreliable, but in fact he was the one who analyzed Jiang Qiu's situation most clearly, and he also predicted the side effects that would occur during the alternation of the two personalities.
Qi Xiuze thought for a while, but still said: "No, I'll go with you to find Sun Haosi tomorrow and listen to what he has to say."
It's already late today, when they came back from Jiang's house, the sun was setting, and they talked for so long, the tiger even threw the rabbit on the sofa to satisfy his hunger, it was already almost eight o'clock in the evening, I can only go to the clinic tomorrow.
Don't tell me, I don't know, Jiang Qiu's stomach growled when it came to the time, and Qi Xiuze just gave him a doting look when his stomach rumbled unwillingly.
The confession meeting was held for too long, and the cooking was delayed, so the two had to cook chicken noodle soup with the broth that the aunt had prepared in advance and kept in the refrigerator.
Beat two eggs and put a handful of green onions in it. Although it is simple, it is also delicious in a bowl.
When it was time to sleep, Qi Xiuze blocked Jiang Qiu's door, looking at him with burning eyes.
"I... I feel like we haven't developed to that point yet. There are too many things that happened today, let me take it easy?" Jiang Qiu didn't dare to look into his deep and pitiful eyes, so he could only stare at him. Talk to your own feet.
When he lowered his head, Jiang Qiu's wandering mind realized that the slippers of the two of them, one black and one white, were actually the color of Pippi Zebra.
Thinking of Pippi, Jiang Qiu suddenly felt guilty.
There seems to be nothing wrong with two people who like each other and are already legally married, lying in the same bed.
The slight change in his expression did not escape Qi Xiuze's eyes. The man held his wrist and kissed Jiang Qiu's inside unexpectedly: "I bought a double bed for you when I got married. It's spacious and comfortable. Even today If you don’t sleep, you can come to my room to take a look first?”
Jiang Qiu couldn't refuse this proposal, after all, Qi Xiuze had already pointed out "I bought it just for you", so it really wouldn't make sense not to check it out.
He had never been into Qi Xiuze's master bedroom, and occasionally glanced at the door, but he didn't look carefully.
So Jiang Qiu couldn't help being a little curious, and followed Qi Xiuze away by accident.
The master bedroom is really big. The bed looks a bit bigger than the one in Jiang Qiu's room. The furniture is quite warmly arranged, which is different from Qi Xiuze's impression. The master bedroom uses warm colors.
The bed was covered with a thick silk quilt, which looked heavy, but in fact the quilt was quite light, soft and warm. Jiang Qiu's hands were warmed by the quilt not long after touching it.
The mattress was even better. Jiang Qiu sat down on his buttocks, as if being sucked in, softly sunken in it, but not blindly soft.
There are small massage protrusions on the mattress, and the entire back leans up. The soft mattress can relax the muscles, and the small protrusions can massage the acupuncture points on the back.
This is simply a fatal temptation for a health boy.
When Jiang Qiu was dazedly hugged by Qi Xiuze, he suddenly realized that he was actually lying on the same bed as him, covered with the same quilt!
"Don't move." Qi Xiuze noticed that the person in his arms seemed to want to move out, he tightened his arms, and said against Jiang Qiu's forehead, "I won't touch you, I have to go to the clinic tomorrow."
"Yeah." Jiang Qiu's body relaxed. Qi Xiuze always kept his word, so he was relieved and gradually let go of his drowsiness in a comfortable environment.
Qi Xiuze looked down at him, and when Jiang Qiu was about to fall asleep, he said again: "No matter how long, I will wait for you."
Jiang Qiu snored a little, and took the initiative to hug the heater beside him, dreamless all night.
The corners of Qi Xiuze's mouth curled up slightly, tracing the outline of the person in his arms with his eyes in the dark, and finally fell asleep along with him.
In the early morning, Jiang Qiu's consciousness was still a little hazy, and he felt someone gently kissing his head.
Then, like a big tiger grooming a cub, he didn't let go of his entire face.
Jiang Qiu couldn't bear it anymore, the rabbit was in a hurry and bit people, he opened his mouth and bit the tiger's nose.
Qi Xiuze touched his nose with teeth marks, blinked, and looked at him inexplicably.
Jiang Qiu lost his sleepiness, bent the corners of his mouth, and kissed him proactively.
The sunshine outside the window is just right, it is a beautiful and hopeful day.
The author has something to say: Qi Xiuze: Planning works.
====
感谢苍耳x28、merry邓、莫若风x10、复读x10、江汜、赤泽柟黎、AkouL、头好痛吖x2、木木夕x5、丁香油小棉球x5的营养液
Thank you for crying silently, Lao Gu doesn’t write today and won’t tomorrow, Mo Ruofeng x2, Chong Ya x3, Xiao Weiyi, Da Mu, don’t steal the landmine x6
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
Qi Xiuze mentioned to Jiang Qiu that according to Dr. Sun, in the body of 'Jiang Qiu', the personality that first appeared was the unhappy original owner, that is, the master personality.
Later, with Jiang Qiu, whenever the main personality encounters an unsolvable problem, it will temporarily avoid it, allowing another personality to take control of the body and bear the pain on his behalf.
As he grows older, he encounters more and more difficult things to solve. With each age group, the difficulties he encounters will become more and more difficult. His negative personality makes him choose to escape again and again, and in the process In , he finally discovered the existence of sub-personality.
The original owner was grateful to Jiang Qiu, otherwise he would not have collected all Jiang Qiu's things bit by bit, and did not erase all the proofs of his existence.
But no matter what he said, he would be a little unwilling. As an independent personality, of course he wanted to live in this world with his own identity.
"Although his situation has gotten worse and worse in the past few years, he seems to have met what he thinks is salvation halfway through, and wants to change his attitude towards life."
Having said this, Qi Xiuze frowned, and said in a heavy and regretful tone: "It's just a pity that he failed, and he seems to have been hit harder. Since then, you've been around for longer and longer. "
Jiang Qiu immediately thought of the diary with the red cover, he only saw the first half of the content in his dream, maybe the turning point that Qi Xiuze mentioned was in the second half of the diary!
Red, which represents hope and enthusiasm, is it because of something that makes the following diaries lose their temperature and turn into a color like ashes?
"In high school?" Jiang Qiu asked him.
"Yeah." Qi Xiuze nodded, "But we're not in the same class, so I'm not sure what happened."
Speaking of this, Qi Xiuze's mood is a bit complicated.
He likes Jiang Qiu, and naturally hopes that he will appear for a longer time.
But the master personality is also a "life". Qi Xiuze is unwilling to do what Dr. Sun suggested, using the method of guidance to completely lurk the master personality into the depths of the subconscious, and artificially let Jiang Qiu's sub-personality replace it. It's not fair.
What's more, Jiang Qiu appeared because of Jiang Er. To some extent, he was also protecting Jiang Er.If Qi Xiuze really did this, it would not only be a matter of inhumanity, but also go against Xiao Qiu's wishes.
Only this is what Qi Xiuze absolutely does not want to see.
If the thoughts run counter to each other, don't talk about pursuing the person you like.
So Qi Xiuze was a bystander most of the time, silently guarding the two personalities while watching the changes.But because of a bias in his heart, he knows everything about Jiang Qiu's affairs very well, but he only knows a little about the subject's personality, not very much.
In addition, they were not in the same class, and the original owner had a relatively withdrawn personality. He didn't want to have anything to do with Qi Xiuze at all, and they would walk around when they saw him, making it even more difficult to understand.
So Qi Xiuze could only warn those students who took the initiative to do things to Yuan in private, but it was difficult to detect where the cold violence started.
"By the time I found out that something was wrong with him, it was already too late." Qi Xiuze sighed. During that time, he was happy because of Xiao Qiu's appearance for several days. When he realized why Xiao Qiu's appearance took longer each time , the disease of the master personality is already irreversible.
Jiang Qiu also sighed: "He is also very pitiful."
Qi Xiuze shook his head, hugged him lightly, and kissed Jiang Qiu pitifully on the forehead: "Anyone can say that, but you don't need it. Others will pity him, who will pity you? You are the one who will pity him." The person who has endured more that shouldn't be, if it weren't for your character being stronger than the average person, someone else would have been crushed by difficulties."
Jiang Qiu rubbed his nose, and when he heard Qi Xiuze say that, not only his nose, but also his heart felt sore.
He leaned his head on Qi Xiuze's shoulder, and said softly, "In this world, you are probably the only one who thinks this way."
In this world, only Qi Xiuze would treat him so kindly.
When others look at Jiang Qiu, they only see his side that refuses to admit defeat, he is straightforward and aggressive, and they will praise him "you are very good" or "good personality".
But no matter how strong a person is, there will be times when they are weak.Only Qi Xiuze would say to him: "You don't need to be so good. In front of me, you don't have to be the person others want you to be. You just need to be yourself."
Qi Xiuze looks colder, but in fact his body temperature is very warm, so warm that it can make people let go of their guard and release all the fragility in their hearts.
Jiang Qiu lightly sniffed the scent on his body, it was still that cold scent mixed with masculinity, a bit like the smell of green grass.
The autumn rabbit was tempted by the charming atmosphere and wanted to gnaw the grass, but he didn't know that while he sniffed the delicious grass, he was also targeted by the tiger dormant in the grass.
The tiger's paws were on the back of the rabbit's neck, and the tiger's mouth bit the rabbit's cheek with a whimper.After gnawing on the cheeks and mouth, it seemed to confirm the freshness of the prey. It was not until the rabbit resisted fiercely that it retracted its paws with endless aftertaste.
Jiang Qiu was a little panted by this, the lung capacity trained on the treadmill was not enough in front of Qi Hu, and he didn't even finish a round trip.
He stretched out his hand to push Qi Xiuze away, and kept a little distance from him, so as to avoid the ready to move hormones from the mingled breath again. He also confessed one thing to Qi Xiuze.
"Actually, I'm interested in Dr. Wang's research because of his personality." Now that he chose to confess, Jiang Qiu no longer kept the secret from the other party.What's more, once Qi Xiuze is included in his own category, Jiang Qiu can't hide things from him, "I used the meditation method mentioned by Dr. Wang in the materials before, and then I remembered this lockbox."
Jiang Qiu closed the lid of the lockbox, and the words "Qiu's property" came into view, which was the most powerful proof that he had existed in the past.
Qi Xiuze reacted very quickly. It can be said that he drew inferences from one instance. When Jiang Qiu mentioned the idea of meditation, he realized: "Did you get drunk last time to enter the memory?"
Jiang Qiu nodded.
"You can't do this next time. You rarely drink, what if you are allergic to alcohol?" Qi Xiuze looked at him disapprovingly.
"So I'm glad I found the right way, but luckily it was only that one time." Jiang Qiu smiled and winked at him, "Actually, it's quite uncomfortable to be drunk."
Qi Xiuze pinched his chin, looked at him and said, "Even if it's meditation, you can't rest assured. If you want to restore your memory in this way in the future, you must have a doctor present."
Dr. Sun looked unreliable, but in fact he was the one who analyzed Jiang Qiu's situation most clearly, and he also predicted the side effects that would occur during the alternation of the two personalities.
Qi Xiuze thought for a while, but still said: "No, I'll go with you to find Sun Haosi tomorrow and listen to what he has to say."
It's already late today, when they came back from Jiang's house, the sun was setting, and they talked for so long, the tiger even threw the rabbit on the sofa to satisfy his hunger, it was already almost eight o'clock in the evening, I can only go to the clinic tomorrow.
Don't tell me, I don't know, Jiang Qiu's stomach growled when it came to the time, and Qi Xiuze just gave him a doting look when his stomach rumbled unwillingly.
The confession meeting was held for too long, and the cooking was delayed, so the two had to cook chicken noodle soup with the broth that the aunt had prepared in advance and kept in the refrigerator.
Beat two eggs and put a handful of green onions in it. Although it is simple, it is also delicious in a bowl.
When it was time to sleep, Qi Xiuze blocked Jiang Qiu's door, looking at him with burning eyes.
"I... I feel like we haven't developed to that point yet. There are too many things that happened today, let me take it easy?" Jiang Qiu didn't dare to look into his deep and pitiful eyes, so he could only stare at him. Talk to your own feet.
When he lowered his head, Jiang Qiu's wandering mind realized that the slippers of the two of them, one black and one white, were actually the color of Pippi Zebra.
Thinking of Pippi, Jiang Qiu suddenly felt guilty.
There seems to be nothing wrong with two people who like each other and are already legally married, lying in the same bed.
The slight change in his expression did not escape Qi Xiuze's eyes. The man held his wrist and kissed Jiang Qiu's inside unexpectedly: "I bought a double bed for you when I got married. It's spacious and comfortable. Even today If you don’t sleep, you can come to my room to take a look first?”
Jiang Qiu couldn't refuse this proposal, after all, Qi Xiuze had already pointed out "I bought it just for you", so it really wouldn't make sense not to check it out.
He had never been into Qi Xiuze's master bedroom, and occasionally glanced at the door, but he didn't look carefully.
So Jiang Qiu couldn't help being a little curious, and followed Qi Xiuze away by accident.
The master bedroom is really big. The bed looks a bit bigger than the one in Jiang Qiu's room. The furniture is quite warmly arranged, which is different from Qi Xiuze's impression. The master bedroom uses warm colors.
The bed was covered with a thick silk quilt, which looked heavy, but in fact the quilt was quite light, soft and warm. Jiang Qiu's hands were warmed by the quilt not long after touching it.
The mattress was even better. Jiang Qiu sat down on his buttocks, as if being sucked in, softly sunken in it, but not blindly soft.
There are small massage protrusions on the mattress, and the entire back leans up. The soft mattress can relax the muscles, and the small protrusions can massage the acupuncture points on the back.
This is simply a fatal temptation for a health boy.
When Jiang Qiu was dazedly hugged by Qi Xiuze, he suddenly realized that he was actually lying on the same bed as him, covered with the same quilt!
"Don't move." Qi Xiuze noticed that the person in his arms seemed to want to move out, he tightened his arms, and said against Jiang Qiu's forehead, "I won't touch you, I have to go to the clinic tomorrow."
"Yeah." Jiang Qiu's body relaxed. Qi Xiuze always kept his word, so he was relieved and gradually let go of his drowsiness in a comfortable environment.
Qi Xiuze looked down at him, and when Jiang Qiu was about to fall asleep, he said again: "No matter how long, I will wait for you."
Jiang Qiu snored a little, and took the initiative to hug the heater beside him, dreamless all night.
The corners of Qi Xiuze's mouth curled up slightly, tracing the outline of the person in his arms with his eyes in the dark, and finally fell asleep along with him.
In the early morning, Jiang Qiu's consciousness was still a little hazy, and he felt someone gently kissing his head.
Then, like a big tiger grooming a cub, he didn't let go of his entire face.
Jiang Qiu couldn't bear it anymore, the rabbit was in a hurry and bit people, he opened his mouth and bit the tiger's nose.
Qi Xiuze touched his nose with teeth marks, blinked, and looked at him inexplicably.
Jiang Qiu lost his sleepiness, bent the corners of his mouth, and kissed him proactively.
The sunshine outside the window is just right, it is a beautiful and hopeful day.
The author has something to say: Qi Xiuze: Planning works.
====
感谢苍耳x28、merry邓、莫若风x10、复读x10、江汜、赤泽柟黎、AkouL、头好痛吖x2、木木夕x5、丁香油小棉球x5的营养液
Thank you for crying silently, Lao Gu doesn’t write today and won’t tomorrow, Mo Ruofeng x2, Chong Ya x3, Xiao Weiyi, Da Mu, don’t steal the landmine x6
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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