Heal the King

Tao Han didn't speak, and gently wrapped Xu Yiqing's hand with his.

He could feel the slight wetness of his palm, and wondered if it was the tears flowing from Xu Yiqing's fingers.

He had seen Xu Yiqing cry, but he had never heard his cry like this, like the low whimper of a dying beast.Hearing it was heart-wrenching and sad, and Tao Han felt that his internal organs were disturbed by this sudden collapse.

He always thought that Xu Yiqing's pressure had eased a lot, but in fact, he just seemed to be backlogged in one place, which didn't mean there wasn't any.And this kind of continuous backlog of pressure is like a balloon that is constantly being blown up, and there will always be a day when it will burst.

In fact, there are many details when I think about it carefully, but Tao Han only realized it at this moment, secretly hating himself for being careless.Xu Yiqing was much more sensitive than he imagined. He was still out of town before, and recorded so many days of programs in the remote mountains and old forests with no signal, so he didn't know how many things he had hidden in his heart.

He stroked Xu Yiqing's back, and saw that he rubbed his face against the sleeve, but remained still.

But he could feel his gradual quietness, and his back gradually relaxed visibly.

Seeing this, Tao Han slid his hand from his back to the back of his neck, caressed him gently, and said, "Brother, it's okay."

"..." Xu Yiqing raised his head from his arms, held his head with his hands and looked down to see his face, "I don't know what's wrong with me..."

"You're just too nervous." Tao Han hugged him from behind, leaning his head on his back, "Are you nervous because you're going to see a doctor? It's okay, it's okay, it doesn't matter if you don't have the keys, I promise, you will never When Dr. Zhang comes back, I will take care of it."

It seemed that he also felt that something was wrong with his gaffe because of this trivial matter. This temper came and went quickly. When he calmed down completely, Tao Han helped him up and hugged him.

He put Xu Yiqing's head on his shoulder: "Mr. Xu still laughed at me for crying, why did I cry by myself?"

"I didn't cry." Xu Yiqing said.

"Okay, I didn't cry." Tao Han said, "Go, go to Dr. Zhang first."

"En." Xu Yiqing nodded.

"I'll pick up Xu Yiqing from school later." Tao Han let go of him and said with a smile, "Go."

When Xu Yiqing entered the building, Tao Han's smile gradually dimmed. He lowered his head and used his mobile phone to check the furniture store near his home.

"Okay..." Tao Han started the car and stepped on the accelerator, "Let's go here."

……

Door prying and door installation are both very fast processes. Tao Han has no choice but to place an order as long as he likes it.He struggled for a long time between the combination lock and the fingerprint lock. The latter seemed to have a higher coefficient of anti-theft and was more convenient, but he still used the combination lock after much deliberation.

In this way, one can be hidden, and his own little selfishness is in it.

After the anti-theft door was installed, Tao Han looked at his watch. At five o'clock in the afternoon, it was almost time to pick up Xu Yiqing.

I drove to Dr. Zhang's clinic. After opening the door, Dr. Zhang still motioned him to be lighter as usual.

The two walked into the hall, and Dr. Zhang had already made tea and brought him a cup.

"How is he?" Tao Han asked urgently.

"Don't worry, drink some tea first." Dr. Zhang said, pushing the medicine on his hand forward: "The dose of Sertraline and Rolaxime can't be reduced for the time being. You should know that medicine really only accounts for part of the treatment. A small part, but his emotional ups and downs are sometimes uncontrollable, I chatted with him, and he said that he had a breakdown because of a trivial matter before entering here, right?"

"...Mmm." Tao Han swallowed.

"Don't be nervous, how long will the treatment last?" said the doctor.

"He went to the mountains for work reasons before, is it because of that..."

"Not really." Dr. Zhang shook his head and pointed his fingers at the table, "Compared to before, he cares more about him because he is afraid of delaying his future work. It has been three months, and his recovery is average. To prepare for the game in the best condition, his pressure... is actually quite a lot."

Tao Han didn't speak, but silently took a sip of tea with his head down.

"He once stood at a high place and sank in a trough, but if he really wants to climb the peak again, he will still be at the same position before. In fact, everyone is not stupid, and they all know it well. How many people like this have there been throughout the ages? ?” Doctor Zhang said.

Tao Han wanted to open his mouth to speak, but found that he had no way to refute this sentence.

"Have you found out that everyone may have thought about it this way? Do you think that if everyone has thought about it, hasn't Xu Yiqing thought about it himself? He only thinks about it ten times and a hundred times." Dr. Zhang said, "This is source of his stress."

"So..." Tao Han nodded thoughtfully, pointing to himself, "What should I do."

"It's still what I said last time." Dr. Zhang said, "There is no shortcut to treatment, only step by step. You are the most important person to him..."

"!" Tao Han was taken aback, and suddenly realized what Dr. Zhang was saying, and panicked, "Me, me, us..."

"Don't get excited, don't get excited." Dr. Zhang was amused by his reaction, and adjusted his glasses, "Ms. Xu didn't tell me about your relationship, but... it's actually obvious, right? It's nothing, I have everything for the patient. The information is kept confidential, because any sexual orientation is just a person in need of help in my eyes, there is no difference."

Dr. Zhang raised his eyebrows: "So, you know what I mean, he needs your support and company."

"En." Tao Han nodded.

"It's almost time to wake up." Dr. Zhang stood up. "He fell asleep relatively late today, and slept for a short time. He has a strong desire to talk to me. After returning home, take medicine on time and have a good talk... By the way, the most important thing is , don’t pay too much attention to the fact that he is a patient, he is very sensitive, and any pressure will become the straw that crushes him, including from you.”

"Good! Good!" Tao Han nodded hastily, "I understand."

"Go." Doctor Zhang raised his hand to look at his watch, put his hands in his pockets, "I should go back to the hospital too."

The soothing wake-up music played, and Tao Han walked to Xu Yiqing and squatted down.Xu Yiqing didn't know what kind of dream he was sitting on, his brows were tightly furrowed, and the corners of his eyes were still a little wet.

I don't know if it's tears.

Tao Han raised his hand and wiped it with his thumb. Unexpectedly, Xu Yiqing coughed, took a breath, and woke up from the dream.

"..." Xu Yiqing stretched out his hand, Tao Han grabbed him and pulled him up from the bench.

"Have you had enough sleep?" Tao Han said.

"I feel like I haven't slept very well, I've been dreaming." Xu Yiqing shook his head.

Tao Han took the water next to him and gave it to Xu Yiqing to drink: "Are you hungry, let's go home and eat."

"Hmm..." Xu Yiqing nodded, perhaps feeling a little dizzy from sleep, and sat up for a while before standing up, "I'll go and talk to Dr. Zhang."

"Then I'll wait for you in the car." Tao Han said.

In a blink of an eye the sun was about to set.

The time for the sun to set is getting later and later, and the green belts on both sides of the road are gradually starting to bloom with small white flowers.

Tao Han looked back, and said to Xu Yiqing, "Spring is coming soon, and the flowers are about to bloom."

"Yeah, where's our garden?" Xu Yiqing said, "Didn't some people threaten to build me a garden? Now, apart from the dying succulents on the shelves, there is also the immature succulent tree. Where's the sapling... my garden?"

"Yes, yes!" Tao Han laughed, "Don't rush!"

"It must be urged..." Xu Yiqing said, "I've been bald for two days."

Tao Han parked the car and asked Xu Yiqing, "What do you want to eat tonight?"

"Carbon water..." Xu Yiqing buried her face in the scarf and whispered.

"Good idea." Tao Han opened the car door, and Xu Yiqing unbuckled his seat belt and got out of the car.

Entering the bungalow through the small passage, Tao Han walked in front, lowered his head and kicked something away with his feet, muttering: "When I left, I didn't take away the tied rope... and the cardboard..."

Xu Yiqing looked down, and there was indeed that kind of hard binding rope falling on the ground.He picked it up and threw it in the trash can in the garden.

Xu Yiqing: "Why are there so many cardboard..."

"To install the door." Tao Han stood still, turned around and pointed behind him with his thumb.

Xu Yiqing was stunned for a moment, and saw that the original door had been replaced with another anti-theft door, and there was a code lock on it.He stepped forward and looked at the entire door from top to toe.

"This door..."

"How is it?" Tao Han asked hastily.

"This carving, this color." Xu Yiqing, one head and two big, "My mother wouldn't even pretend like that..."

What a villa with a retro exterior wall, with such a nouveau riche-style big combination lock security door, Xu Yiqing couldn't help but smile.jpg.

"The person who installed the door said that this door is the only one that can be installed today... I can pick and choose and it's okay. If you don't like it, we can just change it." Tao Han said.

"No, no, no... that's it, you've worked hard." Xu Yiqing knew that it was not easy for him to go through such a toss, and it was hard for him to let the things that had been suppressed in his heart rise up again as if they were boiling.

Tao Han took his hand and asked him to stick it on the password.

He was shorter than Xu Yiqing, and when he hugged him from the back, he could only press his lips against his shoulder, with two eyes peeking out from the shoulder.

"See? If you don't have the key, don't bring it with you. We will use a coded lock in the future. The code is 114625. Your birthday is my birthday. Is it easy to remember?" Tao Han said, "If you don't remember this, I will be mad at you."

"I'm not demented." Xu Yiqing pressed the digital code helplessly, and the door opened.

Tao Han entered the room, turned around and closed the door, Xu Yiqing faced him and sighed: "Thank you..."

"Thank you." Tao Han said, "Compared to this, you promise me."

"what?"

"Cry when you're unhappy, laugh when you're happy, and I'll be your notepad if you can't remember things, and ask for leave if you don't want to work. I hope you can do whatever you want." Tao Han took his hands, eyes full of joy. With deep affection, "Although these are simple wishes, they are still a bit difficult for you. The point is, I will accompany you and always be with you. I hope you will give everything to me. I am the person you trust most .”

Xu Yiqing didn't know why, but began to feel that his vision was blurry.It wasn't until the tears fell that the momentary vision was clear.Tao Han stood right in front of him, folded his hands, and looked at him tenderly.

Be a freewheeling person.

From childhood to adulthood, fans, companies, and even parents, they have various requirements or blessings for him at every stage and age.

"Xu Yiqing, you want to be happy", "Xu Yiqing, you want to get rich", or "Xu Yiqing, you want to be famous", "You will definitely win the song king next year! Best actor!"

He is a person who can't even have autonomy in his beard and hair, as if no one has ever told him, you can leave it all to me, and you have to be a person who can do whatever you want.

"Okay." Xu Yiqing choked up, "Listen to you."