Heal the King

Downstairs are arguing and cursing.

Tao Han put his hands in his pockets, and his slippers slapped as he walked, thinking about why the quarrel broke out.

Although this movement does not sound like someone.

When Tao Han walked to the corner, his wrist was suddenly grabbed.He was startled, and reflexively wanted to elbow, but the people behind him put their arms around his waist and squeezed him into a corner.

Pulling him back, he met his eyes.

"Brother?" Tao Han's nose was almost touching him, smelling Xu Yiqing's breath, "How did you get in?"

"The security guard was arguing with others, and I slipped in." Xu Yiqing stroked his back, "I knew I wouldn't let you come down for a walk."

Tao Han and him were in the corner, only his outline could be seen in the dark place, their eyes met for a while, Tao Han asked softly, "Are you going back tonight?"

"I won't go back." Xu Yiqing said.

"Then let's live outside, my dormitory bed is too small." Tao Han said.

"I didn't bring anything, ID card, money, card... I only brought my mobile phone." Xu Yiqing said, "You think it's crowded, I'll sleep on the floor with the quilt on the bed."

"No." Tao Han shook his head, "Then we..."

Xu Yiqing lowered his head and turned his face to the side, his soft lips brushed against her, Tao Han stepped back slightly, and was pressed against his back by Xu Yiqing's palm.He closed his eyes, opened his lips slightly, gentle and wanton and long, and there was the sound of light breathing.

Someone in the corridor stepped on it, and the voice-activated lights turned on.Tao Han opened his eyes suddenly, Xu Yiqing let him go.He walked outside the corridor, and the people upstairs and downstairs saw him: "Teacher Tao, you haven't slept yet, what's the noise downstairs?"

"I don't know." Tao Han said, "It looks like nothing happened."

"It's fine, I'm going up." The man said.

Hearing the footsteps getting farther and farther away, Xu Yiqing walked into the corridor, and Tao Han said in a blink of an eye, "There are surveillance cameras in the building."

Xu Yiqing didn't speak, and put his head on Tao Han's back.

They were about the same height, and when they walked to a place where there was no difference in height, Xu Yiqing's mouth touched the hair on the back of his head, which was short and prickly, and had just taken a shower, with the aroma of shampoo.

After entering the dormitory door, Tao Han breathed a sigh of relief.Turning around, he saw Xu Yiqing looking for slippers, and said: "I live alone, where did I get the second pair of slippers, there must be a problem with the second pair."

Xu Yiqing nodded with a smile: "Yes."

Tao Han closed the window and drew the curtains. After turning around, he saw Xu Yiqing taking off his coat.

He was stunned for a while, and felt that Xu Yiqing had lost weight.

The thin long-sleeved shirt hung on the shoulders, as if hanging on a human-shaped shelf, and the bottom was somewhat empty.Because he is thin, his Adam's apple is protruding, and his collarbone is protruding, which is a bit scary.

Tao Han always felt that this person was so thin that he was almost out of shape. Because of his thin face and eyes, his eyelids were sunken, making his nose bridge and brow bone very high.

After Xu Yiqing took off his clothes, he was about to turn around when Tao Han surrounded him with his arms from behind and hugged him in his arms.

"Brother." Tao Han said, "Why are you so thin?"

"...to film." Xu Yiqing said, "I need to play a patient in two weeks..."

"Losing weight for the role?" Tao Han let go of him, frowned and squeezed his waist, pinching a layer of skin, "Aren't you afraid that losing weight will make you sick?"

"There is no way." Xu Yiqing said.

The two were at a loss for words, and each was embarrassed for a while, Xu Yiqing spoke first: "I'm sorry, I was wrong last time."

"Forgive you." Tao Han pointed to his lips, "I'm not right either, I have a straight temper and always talk to you."

Xu Yiqing frowned, showing some helplessness, and sat down on the chair opposite him.Tao Han saw him like this, and couldn't help asking: "You didn't bring anything, didn't you bring any clothes?"

Xu Yiqing pursed his lips, his lips were dry, white and peeling: "Yes... I didn't bring anything."

"Where are the underwear?"

"...Well, not at all."

"..." Tao Han narrowed his eyes, went to the table and poured him a glass of water and handed it to him, then squatted down with his knees in his arms, watching him drink the water.

"Brother." Tao Han stared at his overly sharp jawline, "Tell me the truth, what did you ask me for?"

"I miss you." Xu Yiqing finished drinking a cup, put it beside him, and held his hand, "Come on, let me kiss you again..."

"Don't touch me unless you tell the truth." Tao Han withdrew his hand.

"..." Xu Yiqing sighed, remained silent for a while, and seemed to have taken a lot of courage before softly saying, "That's right, all the roles in my last movie were cut."

Tao Han froze for a moment, then stood up from the ground: "When did it happen?"

Xu Yiqing took Tao Han's hand again: "My boss found out about this last week. Maybe he was afraid of provoking me, so he suppressed it all the time, or tried to make up for it. The crew directly found my executive agent, and she called I overheard you."

Tao Han rubbed the back of his hand with his thumb and looked at him.

"I feel very sorry for my boss." Xu Yiqing closed his eyes, "He ran here and there for my comeback book, and finally found the most suitable one, but in the end it was because of my...my personal reasons, history The problem caused it to be cut completely.”

"It's not your fault." Tao Han said, "...it's not wrong at all. Is homosexuality wrong? Then our sin is the same, half of mine."

Xu Yiqing opened his eyes and said in a low voice: "I have been depressed for two days, and when I was about to reject the audition, I saw your message... I went to the audition in the afternoon and took a photo of the makeup. After passing, I got the role."

"Congratulations." Tao Han's eyes lit up.

"I bet myself that I will come to see you when I pass." Xu Yiqing held his face in his hands, "So... so I will be self-willed this time, I don't know if anyone saw me, but I just miss you ,I do not care."

"I miss you too." Tao Han lowered his head to kiss his mouth, dragged him and pushed him onto the bed, "I'm going crazy brother, I wish I could kill myself when we quarrel, but God knows how much I miss you. I I don't want to see you draw on the wall and put it on your phone, I want to kiss you for real."

"...What?" Xu Yiqing was a little dazed, and then felt Tao Han's dog-gnawing movements, and was pressed on the bed by Tao Han, with his legs propped outside.

Tao Han felt that there was definitely such a switch between himself and Xu Yiqing.

When he saw Xu Yiqing, he thought he didn't think so, living and working normally, but when he saw this person, he wanted to attribute him completely to himself.That kind of missing and liking immediately woke up.

"The bed is too small." Xu Yiqing turned over, pressed him down, and touched him with his hands, "I, let me help you..."

"..." Tao Han put his arms around his neck and whispered, "You don't want to touch me?"

"No." Xu Yiqing shook his head, "There is nothing here... no lubrication, no... no condoms..."

"It's been a year, brother." Tao Han was a little aggrieved, "I use my hands every time..."

"Too hasty." Xu Yiqing sighed, "How about next time?"

Tao Han didn't struggle anymore, he hugged Xu Yiqing, the two of them sweated a lot in the late autumn night, after washing up, they hugged each other naked on the narrow bed.Xu Yiqing hugged him behind her back, her breath touching his ears.

"...Give me back the 'I love you' you owed me last time." Tao Han said.

"I love you." Xu Yiqing rubbed his neck, "I love you."

"When I saw you, I felt that I loved you so much." Tao Han murmured, "But on the other end of the phone, every time I talked, I couldn't suppress my irritability."

"We don't feel safe." Xu Yiqing hugged him tightly, "We can't give each other either."

"Work can give you a sense of security, and it can also give me. But love can't give us, isn't it ironic?" Tao Han turned around and put his arms around his neck.

Xu Yiqing said slowly: "The two of us are more like a distant pair in the past ten years..."

"Dear?"

"Yes."

"I feel so too……"

Tao Han closed his eyes, and kissed Xu Yiqing's collarbone distressedly: "Two 30-year-olds who have just started to fall in love, started to find passion and romance, is it a bit difficult for the two of us?..."

"maybe."

"Are you going to cheat, brother?" Tao Han asked, "You told me that you always thought I was a young and soft brother... Will you like him when you see a young and soft brother?"

"I won't." Xu Yiqing said, "For a long time, it would be too false to say that I haven't seen someone who looks like you and I have been subtly tempted. But you are irreplaceable, and I will always only love you."

"It's just that our problem hasn't been resolved." Xu Yiqing said softly, "Every quarrel wears away more and more patience... Now it's more like a short truce."

"Maybe... think about it when you quarrel." Tao Han rubbed his chin, "Cherish this moment, I've changed my brother again..."

The author has something to say: I want to write about the collision and getting along with each other in real life, two different life backgrounds, different occupations, and various problems in the relationship of ten years in a foreign country. ...

It's just a love journal, so there's probably no plot. .Write wherever you want.