[BTS] Wanderer's Room

At the beginning, Kim Taehyung didn't intend to let too many people go with him to the overseas hospital to accompany Park Jimin for surgery. Firstly, there is no need to mobilize so many teachers. Secondly, there may not be a good mood towards the patients due to the large number of people.

So in his preparations and plans, he was the only one accompanying him, Min Feijuan and Park Jimin's parents.Bring the assistant with you at most.

Min Yoongi originally planned to listen to his actions, but after seeing off at the airport with several other former teammates, everyone looked at each other, you look at me, I look at you, and finally said in unison: "How about we go to accompany him?" .”

But of course, there can't be Tian Zhengguo in this group.

After Jin Shuozhen reported his itinerary to his girlfriend, he secretly made a call with their golden young lady, and his main idea was to let him also wait outside the ward.

Min Yoongi was beside him when he made this call, pursed his lips and just walked over as if he didn't see him.

In any case, that is also the brother who has endured almost all the hard times side by side, and has been held in the palm of his hand for many years.Min Yoongi understands Kim Seokjin's eccentricity and respects his decision.

It's just that Tian Zhengguo didn't really follow in the end.

Jin Shuozhen listened to him stumbling and telling himself that he needed to be with his fiancée, saying that it was really not easy for her to bear so much as a girl, and he almost didn't get angry because of her heart attack.

There are so many high-sounding explanations and evasions, in fact, it is nothing more than quickly weighing the pros and cons after being briefly shocked by Park Jimin's serious illness, and then controlling himself with reason, giving a plan that maximizes benefits.

Suffering from cancer, the old love who looks like a haggard wood and the beautiful new love who is pregnant with his own flesh and blood, as long as they are not fools, they will probably make the same choice as Tian Zhengguo.

What's more, the engagement with Jiang Yanna has long been known on the Internet. When I announced that I was going to get married, I was almost tortured to death by fans' backlash. If I go back now, it will undoubtedly cause great harm to the careers of both parties.

So their eldest brother hung up the phone angrily, and had to pretend nothing happened when confronted by the see-through Zheng Ho-seok who asked him.

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After all, due to the particularity of the occupation, I often have to travel between countries, so the visa aspect is not a big problem.After a sleepless day in the hotel, the jet lag and the meeting with Kim Taehyung happened to be the day before Park Jimin was going to be in the operating room.

"I knew Jungkook wouldn't come." Those about to undergo surgery wanted to ensure adequate sleep, Kim Taehyung quietly closed the door of the ward and went outside to talk with them, scratching his unmanaged hair, The corners of the eyes and brows were exhausted: "How is his fiancée?"

Jin Shuozhen still felt angry when she thought of the maknae, she rolled her eyes and replied unhappily: "Quietly waiting for delivery in the hospital, Jungkook is with her. It seems that I really have to reduce my responsibilities and be a good husband. "

"Brother is like a gun|powder|barrel." Kim Taehyung joked with a smile, stretched out his hand and patted him on the shoulder: "Isn't it expected that he would choose this way?"

They have been together since they were teenagers, and they have a clear understanding of their temperaments.In fact, it's even harder to put it bluntly, since when Jungkook and Jimin first got together, Kim Seokjin didn't think there would be any good results for the two of them.

Over the years, he has also been thinking, as the oldest person in the team, should he have simply used his elder brother's money to beat the couple when he first discovered the signs of the two of them.

If that's the case, maybe their ending will be better now than it is now.

Jin Shuozhen nodded helplessly in response, and Min Yoongi dragged Jin Taehyung to the side, saying that there was something important to avoid talking about, and dragged him all the way to the men's bathroom.

"Yo Yo Yo, what are you doing? Namjoon brother's eyes were super scary just now, he was too scared." Kim Taehyung followed him with a playful smile on his eyes, and didn't get serious after seeing the seriousness on his face: " I remember that Feixiu seemed to be very popular back then, or brother kicked brother Namjoon and cheated on me."

Min Yoongi's originally tense face instantly collapsed after hearing his words, and he slapped him on the forehead with a sneer: "What are you talking about, how old are you and you want me to hold you down?" Beat it?"

Kim Taehyung reacted quickly, and immediately shrank back in a grievance after hearing this: "Brother, you can't do this, I am already very pitiful as a widowed old man. Don't scare me as you are the owner of a successful career and a happy family. "

"You also know that you are pitiful." Min Yoongi was too lazy to go around in circles with others, he waved his hand to interrupt his thoughts and looked up, as expected, he saw the smile of the person standing opposite gradually restrained after hearing what he said .

"Brother Yoongi, let me ask if you can change your temper a little bit, I will be hurt very much." Kim Taehyung reached out and touched the sink, and after confirming that there were no drops of water, he leaned on it, Replying like this with his head lowered, his voice was muffled.

Min Yoongi thought about it on the spot and felt somewhat embarrassed, but seeing him like this, he sighed and told himself that sooner or later someone would say these words.

"Jimin has agreed to take care of his illness as you wished, and you understand his attitude. Regardless of whether tomorrow's surgery is successful or not, you won't be able to stay with him like these five years, right?"

If unfortunately there is any accident on the stage, then there is no need to talk about it later.But even if Park Jimin successfully completed the operation, the cancer cells did not proliferate or metastasize afterwards.What he can give Kim Taehyung is at best the position of a good friend.

Not to mention the existence of Min Feijuan now, even without her, no one will appear in the future.It is estimated that Park Jimin would rather die alone than expose the feelings behind Kim Taehyung's protection.

Their relationship is really good, and they can give up some of their own things for each other.Even when he and Tian Jungkook fell in love with each other back then, Park Jimin never neglected his close relationship because of his relationship.

But it is really too good, so there is no way to move forward, so I can only stop here.

Park Jimin never associated him with words other than "friend" from the very beginning, so of course it was impossible later on.

Frankly speaking, Min Yoongi never thought that Kim Taehyung was stupid, on the contrary, he thought that this younger brother who was called the fourth-dimensional stupid Tae by all fans was really wise and stupid.He really shouldn't be unable to understand such a simple truth about Park Jimin.

"I know brother is doing it for my own good, and I know what you mean now." After a brief silence, Kim Taehyung raised his head to respond to his words, clearly grinning, but his eyes were full of tears : "If he can survive in peace, I think I will also feel at ease to find my other half."

He paused for a moment, then shook his head slowly: "But not now, brother, I have to make sure he is safe."

"Actually, everyone has changed a lot over the years. Under the eyes of others, Kim Taehyung is always glamorous, as if he has been trained to be invincible, but it's not like that." He narrowed his eyes slightly His eyes seemed to be dreaming, and his face was filled with happiness: "But I often feel in a trance. Every morning when I wake up and look in the mirror, I don’t know who I am. Only when I’m with Jimin, Only then can I be sure that I am alive."

When the four words of youth and fame seem enviable, only those who truly understand everything it represents can truly feel the emptiness and pain that come with it.

Compared with the endless trainee years, Kim Taehyung often finds it difficult in his seemingly easy idol career.

In terms of business level, he believes in himself very much, and he has the ability to show his best side to the audience.But only in terms of emotional management, Kim Taehyung felt that no matter how hard he tried, he just failed.

But he is not the only one who has such troubles. South Korea has many colleagues who commit suicide due to depression every year.Those numbers cut his heart like a knife, clearly declaring with facts that this is actually a common problem of most artists.

The terrible thing is not that life encounters difficulties, but the terrible thing is that a person has no hope.

Kim Taehyung admits that he doesn't have a strong sense of professionalism, so he wants to be involved in all aspects, and then feels sad after finding out that he can't take care of everything.

Seeing that Min Yoongi would hide behind him with wide eyes when he smelled the smell of smoke, he said in a small voice that the child who was afraid that that person was a villain skillfully picked one up and puffed it up, a place in his heart suddenly softened .

He stretched out his hand to fiddle with Kim Taehyung's soft hair, and asked in a very soft voice, "Little guy, are you tired from living like this?"

Kim Taehyung blinked, and subconsciously rubbed Min Yoongi's palm like a wounded cub feeling warmth:

"Very tired." He replied: "But there is no other way out."

The time it takes for a cigarette to burn out quickly passed, and Kim Taehyung didn't allow himself to be sad for too long.He happily crushed the things and threw them into the trash can at his feet, and took out a ring from his coat pocket.

"Jimin just wrote his suicide note before you guys came here, please tell me clearly that if he doesn't survive, just throw this away." Kim Taehyung told Min Yoongi like this, taking advantage of people looking up. Shi Shi quickly raised his hand and wiped his eyes.

When he smiled, he still had a cute square mouth, and the arc of his eyes squinted was the same as back then: "Brother Yoongi, don't worry, I understand that I can only accompany him through this journey at most. I will return to Seoul in a few days." , naturally I won’t be around Jimin like a follower.”

The author has something to say:

The Wandering World is coming to an end, so I have recently considered a new article (but it’s really hard to say when it will be released)

After thinking for a long time, I decided not to write about Guomin for the second time in the next article (so I changed the vice cp of Chihuameng to Zhenguo)

Jin maknae × real maknae

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If you have a cp you want to see, you can say it. Although it is a long time ago, you can go to the back row.

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