[BTS] Wanderer's Room

Park Jimin.

Min Yoongi couldn't help raising his eyebrows when he heard this, and slowly took out a cigarette from his pocket and lit it for himself: "Is that what you call a brother who is two years older than you?"

Tian Jungkook snorted contemptuously when he heard the words, he leaned slightly and stared at the very beautiful glass that was in front of him, which was colored by the wine and the lights of the private room, and ordered him some small bubbles that were churning inside.

"We were too close back then, and we didn't leave any space between us—just like these bubbles, looking at the grand prosperity, it will disappear sooner or later."

In short, they are all familiar with this, and they have exhausted all their efforts to pretend to be brothers and sisters on the stage. If they talk about respectful words in the audience, it will be a bit of a joke. Too unfamiliar and too disgusting.

Who doesn't know who's thoughts and details, what's the point of pretending to be good, why bother.

Looking at each other back then, they were already exhausted enough and bored enough. In fact, in life, no one would have a little problem that others don't like.But in the eyes of a group of people who are tired all the year round and can't get relief, each pile is an inducement for people to collapse.

They will be mad because of a bowl of food left unattended on the table, and they will also be resentful because whoever toasted the sponsor with a glass of wine in the evening.

So you see, in fact, when the nature is fully exposed, mutual dislike is the inevitable result.

Min Yoongi propped his chin to the side, and said in a leisurely manner, "Then why haven't you been like this to me?"

In my impression, although they didn't give each other a good face at that time, it seemed that the younger brother was not too presumptuous in front of him. No matter what, at least that "brother" would still be called out.

"Hahahaha, of course it's because I don't dare to. You have to look at the dishes when you bully people." Tian Zhengguo didn't mean to beautify his words at all. Brother's 'can you provoke' leaderboard.

"Brother Jin doesn't like to mess around with small things, but big things can't be ambiguous; Brother Haoxi simply can't do it, as long as he puts his mind to it, he has a thousand ways to deal with you; Brother Taehyung is a bit of a smiley face, it's not very good It’s annoying, but I always want to bump into him; I really can only bully Park Jimin after going around.”

He swayed from side to side thinking for a long time and came up with an answer like this, but it made Min Yoongi point the table with his wine glass in dissatisfaction: "Why are there no me and Namjoon?"

Hearing that he got this, Tian Jungkook immediately laughed louder: "That's because I have the same feeling for you two."

"You and Brother Nanjun give me that kind of feeling. When the sky falls, you are the ones who will hold it up. You are invincible."

Whether it was a turbulent debut, or gradually becoming brilliant later, the two of them seem to be dispensable, but only they understand, the feeling of mutual dependence.

It was the warmth of being dependent on each other in a desperate situation, and later became the backbone of the entire BTS.

Everyone else can hide, but Kim Namjoon and Min Yoongi can't.

Tian Jungkook seemed to want to restrain himself, but it seemed a bit difficult to sit still and smell the nicotine scent opposite him.So he bowed slightly, and Guan Min Yoongi begged for one.

"Do your fans know that you still smoke?" Min Yoongi casually leaned over to order him, and asked a little curiously.

Although he has not been active in front of the screen five years ago, even if he wants to come back now, he has no intention of returning to his old career-on the road of idol and producer, even though he has never regretted turning into an idol, but No matter how many times you ask, the answer will always be the latter.

But Tanaka is different.

For those who have continued their idol career to the age of 30, the vast majority of fanatic fans are estimated to have always been young and ignorant teenage girls.

They are willing to be the cash cows of their idols, and they always want to sit in the front row of the concert waving light sticks, cheering for their idols, and many of them are even looking forward to marrying the star they like at some point in the future .

The public has defined such a group of people and called them girlfriend fans.

A considerable number of them do not allow their idols to have girls they like, to smoke and drink, to have tattoos, to swear, to cut a picture of themselves Hairstyles that I don't like...I don't even allow my idol to have the city and brains that a normal adult should have.

Tian Jungkook used Min Yoongi's hand to light the cigarette for himself without any burden, leaned back in the chair and blew out a smoke ring, smiling a little proudly and sadly: "Of course it's impossible to let those people know, I haven't learned anything else in so many years but Hiding from the camera is a great skill. They will probably think that I am still the child who is under the wing, immature and ignorant, and knows nothing for the rest of their lives."

It may have been like this before, and many things that were spied on were not all illusions.But as people grow up day by day, what they can keep in their hearts will be replaced by many more realistic things.

He didn't seem to catch his breath, and immediately lowered his head and coughed earth-shatteringly. After a while, it seemed that there were tears in his eyes.

"Let me ask you a question... Brother Yoongi, why do you think that the album was stolen has something to do with me?" Tian Jungkook paused for a long time before adding another sentence, pursing his lips like he was drunk and asking the truth. : "In your heart, am I so despicable?"

Obviously it doesn't affect me much, but I still have to eliminate all possible obstacles nervously, just to keep my heat from being affected.

And it's still in exchange for their years of affection, is it really necessary?

Min Yoongi didn't reply, or it could be said that to a certain extent he thought so.

If there was an incident about Park Jimin’s withdrawal back then, the role played by other people was just to hang up the matter, thinking that there was no conflict with their own interests and even had benefits, so they pretended that there was nothing see.

Then Tian Jungkook was the one who stabbed him directly.

He was like a perpetrator in campus bullying, giving the most painful blow condescendingly.

And especially since he, the perpetrator, was once the victim's lover, all of this seemed even more cruel.

"You also think I'm doing it right?" At the end of his speech, he seemed to think that this question was too meaningless, and he pursed his lips and smiled ironically: "Thinking about it, it's true, to trip up my brother who used to be in the same group as me, to force him to He has no choice but to quit the entertainment industry and give up his favorite career...it must be someone who is not as good as a beast to do such a thing."

Tian Zhengguo's words became more and more blunt and ugly, and at the same time he kept adding wine to himself, his eyes were shining brightly, but he refused to really cry.

"Okay, drink less." Min Yoongi frowned and grabbed his glass with his hands, but he didn't show any resistance at all, and only had a soft voice, like a whisper or a low sob, with that little volume Blending into noisy backgrounds is almost negligible.

He said, "Brother, I actually regret it."

This time Min Yoongi finally didn't stop him anymore.

He shrank back and looked like a big cat with a gray nose. The tip of his nose was rubbed red because the owner felt choked by the smell of smoke, and he seemed to be depressed.

If nothing has happened yet, and you just planned the most terrifying conspiracy in your heart about destroying one's future, then there is still room for change.

After all, everyone has had cruel and vicious thoughts in their hearts, the difference is only whether they are put into practice.

You may wake up suddenly after coming up with a complete plan to hurt someone, thinking how could you have such an excessive idea, and then the next day you will still look at the person who was almost killed with your favorite and sincere eyes. Those who have been harmed by themselves call him brother sweetly.

The person who bears all your late-night invisible thoughts won't know what you've been thinking, and will still treat you with tenderness and tenderness as usual.

But now that all the damage has been done, what's the use of coming here to regret it now? Our youngest, Park Jimin, who you say is the best bully, is lying on the hospital bed right now, and even basic survival is quite difficult.

In fact, in Min Yoongi's opinion, it's okay to let Tian Jungkook know.

After all, he was the one who pushed Park Jimin to this point step by step. Whether he was begged by his mother to break up or quit the entertainment industry later, the person who was hurt the most is too obvious.

He felt that the culprit should not be allowed to live as carefree and unrestrained as he is now - he has a successful career and even a happy family, and even a child is about to be born.

Let's not talk about whether Tian Jungkook himself likes this kind of happiness, or whether he feels more lonely.At least in the eyes of the public, he is really the most successful of these seven people.

But Kim Taehyung doesn't allow it.

As the only one among their former brothers who stood firmly by Park Jimin's side, he not only listened to this man's words but also followed his own thoughts, no matter what, he refused to let Tian Jungkook know the truth so quickly.

In a way this could also be a kind of cruelty coming from Kim Tae Hyung.

Whether it's because he wants to preserve the last bit of dignity for Park Jimin and doesn't want to be sympathized with himself, or he doesn't want people who have made mistakes to know the truth when they can recover, he is resolutely unwilling to let this information leak to Jungkook.

He will definitely know in the end, but it shouldn't be now.