[BTS] Wanderer's Room

This is their reunion, there is no lengthy preparation and foreshadowing, it sounds a bit hasty.

Kim Namjoon was the first to arrive besides Jungkook and Min Yoongi himself. God knows how excited he was when he received the news that Min Yoongi was back. He drove the car at maximum speed and even ran all the way up to the third floor of the hotel.

He is like a foolish boy who is just in love, and he is not willing to wait for his lover for too long. The moment he opened the door, his footsteps were almost superficial.

"Brother Yoongi." He heard his voice gradually trembling.

The man was holding a glass of red wine and talking to Tian Zhengguo. He wore a black suit loosely on his body, and his legs were crossed as usual, and the exposed ankle was slender and beautiful.

Hearing his voice, Min Yoongi turned around and smiled at him, "It's Namjoon, come here quickly."

When Min Yoongi had no makeup, he actually looked childish.Especially when laughing like this with flesh-pink gums and no eyes at all.

He hasn't changed much.After Jin Namjoon sat down calmly, he looked at Min Yoongi's face in a daze for a long time, and finally came to the above conclusion.

During the five years of separation, the years have hardly left any traces on him.Except for the gentler expression on his eyebrows than before, he is still the same.

It even looks more energetic than when the group was the hottest back then.

People say that aging begins with the eyes.Kim Namjoon looked at Min Yoongi, who was often being teased by the jokes told by the youngest, and Min Yoongi, whose eyes were shining brightly, touched his chin and sighed.This brother seems to be a bit of reverse growth.

I miss it too much, the members arrived early.Before Jin Namjoon could get out of his emotions, he was completely together.

Min Yoongi looked at the wheelchair under Zheng Haoxi's body, cursed bitterly, "It deserves it.", but unconsciously reached out and touched his blanket-covered knee.

He is always like this, with a nonchalant look, but he is the one who takes care of the most members.

"It was only later that I realized that I was already in my 30s. It is really not a good memory to come on stage with an injury and then have an accident." Zheng Haoxi smiled and patted Min Yoongi's hand, showing a look of openness "Brother Yoongi is right."

He is distressed.

Jin Namjoon didn't need to turn his head to guess that Min Yoongi must be frowning at this moment, wanting to teach him a lesson but couldn't bear it.

But he should really feel sorry for it. The stage where Zheng Haoxi had an accident was a grand award ceremony broadcast live all over the world. An accident happened on the stage he had prepared so hard.

That set of dance moves fell from a two-meter-high platform, and the performer still had serious old injuries.If you were younger and a teenager, you might be able to barely support it, but no.

That was 37-year-old Chung Ho-seok, who had already passed the heyday of intense dancing.Fans all over the world saw the whole process of his knee shaking and falling down.

Kim Namjoon was also watching the live broadcast at the time, and the camera clearly recorded the pained expression on his face when his dear friend fell from the same year. He was stunned for less than two seconds, and tears burst out immediately.

In fact, he was quite looking forward to what this man who missed and came to Zheng Haoxi's bedside to give condolences would say, but Min Yoongi just lowered his head and drank the red wine in the glass, and fell silent.

"Red wine is not drunk that way." Jin Nanjun heard his own voice, and then he reached out and handed over his favorite wine from the dinner party.

Min Yoongi turned his head and looked at him for a long time, then took the bottle of wine and put it aside, "I haven't drank something with such high alcohol content for a long time. Namjoon, I told you."

Jin Namjoon opened his mouth in astonishment for two or three seconds, and then dug out the postcard that this person sent him two years ago in the depths of his memory.

It does seem to mention the no-booze thing, for whatever reason.

"Stomach bleeding." Seeing that he was thinking too hard, Min Yoongi told him the reason with his lips moving slightly, but his face was obviously not as good-looking as before.

As if complaining about his forgetting.

Ah, this happened two years ago, how can I remember it so carefully.Kim Namjoon even thought so aggrievedly.Then I heard another voice echoing in my heart.

"That's Min Yoongi."

At the most lingering time, the person who said every word that he would always be the most important.

In fact, thinking about it now, Min Yoongi never made any promises back then, so naturally he couldn't talk about betrayal or breaking the contract.

But he, Jin Nanjun, is different. Wen Xiangnuanyu has said all the good things in his pregnancy, but now looking back, it has become a deep hole that needs to be filled.

It's okay to refuse to landfill, but he is reluctant.

Min Yoongi obviously also pinpointed this point, both inside and outside the words are ironic about his inconsistency between words and deeds.

In fact, until now, Kim Namjoon has not figured out what this brother means.Whether it is love or not, there is a gap of five years between the answers. Rather than continue to toss for a good answer, he wants to be given a direct sentence.

It's just that Min Yoongi missed his gaze at a critical moment, and then lit a cigarette very skillfully, "Actually, I came back this time not only because of Jungkook's wedding, but also for other reasons."

It's just that he didn't mention the reason for the time being.

As the best drinker in the team, even if he couldn't drink too much because of stomach bleeding, he still drank all the members of the table to the ground.

Min Yoongi raised his eyebrows and looked around, and finally his eyes fell on Kim Namjoon who was not completely stupefied.

"Namjoon, do you want to hear the reason?"

What is music to non-active idols like them.

At first, it was indeed a lofty dream. When I was young, I made unremitting efforts for it, and said in a childish voice that I wanted to spread my own music to every corner of the world.

Then what?

There are too many uncontrollable factors in this society that hinder us from moving forward. When you try your best to overcome that obstacle, will you look back and find that you no longer remember what you wanted at the beginning?

Kim Nam Joon suddenly remembered that on a certain night not long ago, Kim Tae Hyung, the second youngest member of the former group, drank a lot of wine at the awards ceremony and chatted with him on the phone.

Through the deep night and the distance blurred by technology, he could clearly hear Kim Taehyung's sob behind pretending to be nothing.

He said Nam Joon hyung, when Big Hit came out, I thought about my solo, writing lyrics and composing myself just like you guys.But many film and television companies have come to me to make TV dramas, I think it's good, I have a sense of presence on the screen, and there will be people who will support me when I release songs in the future.

I finally succeeded. This is the best male number one award that I have dreamed of for a long time.

But brother, I found that I forgot all the things you gave me at the beginning, and I couldn't write a single word.

This world has always been fair, what you want to get, but also to pay the corresponding price.

Just like if a student wants to get good grades, he has to cut down his entertainment time such as playing games to study hard.At the same time, if a person wants to gain fame and wealth, then he usually has to pay the price of childhood dreams.

Kim Taehyung is a person who knows how to use his own advantages and characteristics best. He is very clear about his appearance, voice, how to be developed to maximize value, and he also knows what kind of idol is attractive.

For example, before the group disbanded, the company sent someone to supervise each of them to manage their facial expressions, and he was always the one with the fastest response.

He faced the mirror with a smile that could attract fans to the maximum, and his eyes were full of brilliance and light.

Later, the person who laughed like this was drinking to himself and calling Kim Namjoon in the middle of the night.

That night, Kim Namjoon went to the company's rooftop, found a place with the coolest wind, sat cross-legged, and smoked for a long time by himself.

Now that they are in their thirties, they have long since lost their wanton and noisy mentality. The friends who used to be full of peach blossoms in the circle and would not refuse any comers have also accepted marriage one after another. At this age, men are the easiest to feel Lonely.

Every corner of the brightly lit city screams indulgence and excitement.

It's a young people's world.

Kim Namjoon even wanted to jump off the rooftop.

Seeing that he is running for four, his career is steadily rising, but there is always no one around him. The older he gets, the less he looks at Yingying and Yanyan around him. No wonder Tian Zhengguo hastily yelled when he caught someone he didn't like among a bunch of courteous women. to step into the grave of marriage.

Kim Namjoon has always felt that this is the only way, no one will not change.One day everyone will admit that they have no way to beat the reality, and the dream they have had will wake up sooner or later.

Until he saw the picture of the audio track clicked on the screen of Min Yoongi's phone.

He suddenly understood that music was his life for Min Yoongi.

"I've traveled to many places over the years, and I've seen many, many things that I can't see in Seoul." Min Yoongi was actually a little drunk, leaning on Kim Namjoon and making gestures with him, his happy eyes narrowed into slits.

In fact, Min Yoongi doesn't care much about whether his Seoul dialect is standard. When he is angry or happy, he will use a little dialect.Swallow words, but the amazing thing is that Kim Namjoon can understand everything.

"I think it's amazing. It's a far more exciting life than what we've ever experienced." He seemed to be in high spirits, pouted his lips slightly and said quite vigorously, "I did volunteer work when there was a plague in Africa. I almost got infected with the virus."

"Actually, I went back to Korea two months ago, and recorded all of what I saw and heard in my upcoming new album." Min Yoongi paused, then raised his head suddenly, "Speaking of it, Namjoon, how long have you been?" Have you ever written a song for yourself?"