[BTS] Wanderer's Room

After all, they were the ones who said they wanted to become grandfathers together, so many things happened between them over the years.Up to now, among the seven of them at that time, Kim Taehyung was almost the only one who kept in touch with Park Jimin.

Even if their world leader has crossed the 30-year-old gate, he still doesn't look old after such a long distance.He should have happened to be nearby when he called, and rushed over not long after putting down his phone.

"Explain clearly first, I didn't know Yoongi brother was here beforehand." Kim Taehyung took off his hat and mask and walked in, even holding a bottle of red wine just brought from the front desk in his hand.Smiling and sitting on the empty seat, he joked in a relaxed tone, "I don't care, I don't care, this meal is for my brother."

His tone was as if in front of so many, young and immature seven teenagers were standing on the streets of the United States dancing in a troupe, handing out leaflets all over the street asking people to see their group's concert.

Min Yoongi, as the producer who wrote his own lyrics and composed music and sells copyrights, is still richer than these younger brothers after all, so it has become normal for Min Yoongi to be coquettish and beg for treats.

Kim Taehyung's flashbacks are very good, although the eyebrows have long been worn from green and naive to mature and stable.But perhaps due to the superb acting skills of an excellent actor, he even speaks in the same tone as he did back then.

At that time, they were poor and white, with only dreams and youth.

And now they have all touched the pinnacle of South Korea's idol world, and they have achieved great success and are looked up to by all.The memories I have are full of regrets, and my eyes are full of desolation.

Kim Taehyung just participated in the wedding of a good friend of his for many years, and he didn't even have makeup on his face when he rushed over.While sitting here recalling the whole process at this moment, what I said was not festive at all.

"Just yesterday, I just heard the news of a friend's death, and I will go to his funeral in a few days. The little boy is young, just in his early twenties." He felt that the room was a bit hot, but he was worried about opening the window Someone will shoot a video, and I can only take off my coat silently.

Talking about the heavy topic of life and death, Kim Taehyung was silent for a while, and subconsciously lit a cigarette.

"The relationship between the protagonists of these two weddings and funerals is also good. I guess the one who went to heaven should have worked very hard to wait for him to finish the wedding, but maybe God likes him so much, so he couldn't wait to bring him around."

Min Yoongi still drinks a little less than Park Jimin, and he can still understand what he said at this moment, shaking his head and sighing: "I can only pray for him that he won't be as tired as before in another world."

Kim Taehyung nodded and looked over to express his agreement, and said softly, yes, the dead are relieved, but the living have to continue to suffer.

In fact, being an idol in South Korea is really tiring. If it is really physical fatigue, it is okay to say, the most important thing is that there is too much pressure in all aspects.Being squeezed every minute and every second, but also accepting abuse on the Internet, all of this is enough to make many people feel that they cannot live.

When Kim Taehyung was in his twenties, a friend committed suicide due to depression, he would be depressed for several days, unable to accept this fact, and needed members to accommodate him.

But when he was in his thirties and his friend committed suicide due to depression, he would just be taken aback for a moment, and then he would silently tell his agent that he would set aside a time slot to attend the funeral of his friend. Variety shows or TV dramas, nothing is delayed.

Even if you don't suffer from depression, a person who is mentally normal and exhausted to the extreme will have the idea of ​​committing suicide, not to mention what a person who is already sick will have to pay to persevere.

People go through the world, and sometimes it is true that living is much harder than not living.

The two of them tacitly said nothing, just sat face to face quite quietly.The amazing thing is that after five years of not seeing each other, Min Yoongi would feel slightly uncomfortable even when he was silent in front of Kim Namjoon, the person he has known the longest and is closest to him, but he did not feel this way at all with Kim Taehyung.

Obviously in his impression, his younger brother who is a bit fourth-dimensional is not a cold person, but now he always feels that the current solemn atmosphere is more like Kim Taehyung's original aura.

The cigarette at his fingertips was also quietly lit along with the silence of the two of them, until the aroma aroused Park Jimin, who had already fallen asleep because of drunkenness.

"Jungkook, how many times have I told you that you are the golden youngest and you are not allowed to smoke." He didn't even open his eyes, he hugged Kim Taehyung's back in a daze, he was a little humming when he spoke Chirping.

"To be an artist, you have to be self-conscious, you little bastard, you don't agree with me if you don't have long hair, and you don't listen to me if you don't have tattoos. If you don't listen to me this time, brother will really beat you up? "

Kim Taehyung picked up the leftover wine that Park Jimin drank just now and poured it into his mouth, as if he had been used to this kind of situation for a long time.

After a while, when Park Jimin, who was so drunk that he couldn't tell who was who, wanted to go to sleep again, Kim Taehyung softly coaxed him with a little helplessness and a little tenderness.

"Okay, why don't I listen to my brother?"

His voice is not at all different from that of Jungkook. The former Park Jimin could hear who it was when he was woken up when he was woken up.But now it seems that Tian Zhengguo is by his side, after hearing this, he raised his head and smiled: "You must have lied to me again, you little devil, you will never turn back until you hit the south wall."

Kim Taehyung raised his eyebrows and smiled, but for some reason, Min Yoongi felt that he could see the bleakness in his brilliant expression.

After all, he was old and did not wear makeup. Min Yoongi only saw it when he got close. While the bumps on the opponent's face were undoubtedly exposed, it turned out that even the corners of the eyes had fine lines.

In the past, Kim Taehyung had a very sharp side in his personality, like a grown-up male lion, with a slight but obvious aggressiveness and wildness underneath his silly and cute personality.

But now it seems that in the precipitation of the years, he has really softened.

He whispered in Park Jimin's ear with his own deep and gentle voice: "But I have already hit the south wall, so this time I will definitely turn back."

Park Jimin seemed a little surprised, because he had to drink too much, so he couldn't remember that there was someone like Min Yoongi here, and he was a little unconcealed when he spoke.

"What do you have to hit against? It's obvious that your brother and I were the ones who were diagnosed with lung cancer in those years because we couldn't stand the smog effect on the stage and smoked for years."

Hearing this, Min Yoongi suddenly stood up from the stool.

With great fear in his eyes, he looked at them in disbelief.

Kim Taehyung raised his fingers and pressed his lips to make a silent gesture to Min Yoongi, and he turned sideways and brought Park Jimin from behind, letting him sleep peacefully in his arms.

He shook the lid of the red wine, sat on the original seat with a sense of ceremony and bent over to fill it up for Min Yoongi: "Okay, Brother Yoongi, now let's celebrate the first time in five years. Let's have a party with the three of you. Jimin is not feeling well right now, so I apologize to you on his behalf."

Of course Min Yoongi's focus was not here, he felt his teeth trembling uncontrollably, and almost wanted to grab Kim Taehyung's collar to ask for clarification.

"What's wrong with Jimin?"

He barely restrained himself so that he would not lose control, but he did not expect that Kim Taehyung's gaze was very calm.

"Lung cancer was detected a few days before his official announcement that Mr. Tanaka Kota was going to get married." He said this, even laughing at the end.

"Everyone is going to die, brother Yoongi, relax. After all, we are almost forty."

Once people get older, usually after the age of 30, they always like to recall the past.

Min Yoongi suddenly felt a little sour in his heart, and couldn't figure out why he was no longer young like this.

I can't see the fine lines on the faces of the partners who used to lean on each other's backs to move forward, whether they were wronged or won honors.

He felt that the more he lived, the more hypocritical he became. After all, when he was in his 20s, he could calmly say "There is always a banquet in the world, and we will come here." Now it is great to be able to get together more and more.

A few days ago, Kim Namjoon told him that there are a few elderly people who have a very good relationship, and they send smiles to each other every day to confirm that they are still alive.

At that time, Min Yoongi still regarded this as a joke, but now it seems that all this is not far away from him.

He really wanted to expect some miracle to happen, but his rationality told him that perhaps one of the seven of them really wanted to leave first.

In fact, during their hardest and most tiring period, Min Yoongi didn't think about who would be the first to fall.

At that time, I only thought that person might have suffered from depression before, and his mental state was not very good for so many years; it might be Zheng Haoxi, who pretended to be happy, until he had already changed beyond recognition; it might even be the most stressed, Kim Namjoon is the one with the heaviest responsibility.

He thought about many people, but he never thought about Park Jimin.

Because he is really a very strong child, when he parachuted to Big Hit with the timidity of leaving his hometown alone, no one but Fang Shihyuk was optimistic about him, but he was able to break a bloody path among the thorns.

He is like a sunflower growing tenaciously in the desert, so Min Yoongi never thought that sunflowers also need water.

Those years of high-intensity training not only destroyed the will of God, but also challenged the human body.

"Soon to be born in the same year, the same month and the same day, but I hope to die on the stage in the same year and the same month."

"Collect life, divide death, BTS."

The vows I made when I was young now seem like a dream.Everyone is moving forward along their own life trajectory, and there will never be a turning back.

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