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Jiang Dongshen didn't blame the Chinese New Year but was promoted by half a point.

But he couldn't bring Nian but Sheng back together.

Jiang Dongshen thought to himself, but now the so-called "I'm sorry Jiang Dongshen", "I'm not good enough for Jiang Dongshen", "He should not want me, if he really doesn't blame me, it's really strange" this kind of unfounded worrying thoughts, It is the biggest sticking point between them.However, Niansheng has extreme low self-esteem, which has not decreased but increased during these four years. Jiang Dongshen cannot allow his low self-esteem to grow like weeds.So he had to calm down first, put aside the year and rise.

Let him think by himself, reflect on himself, and let him come to Jiang Dongchen in person instead of waiting for Jiang Dongchen to reach out.

If Jiang Dongchen brought him back that day, it would be of no benefit to Nian Sheng. ——Because he would never regard such behavior as love at all, he would think it was alms, pity, something he didn't deserve but "showed mercy" because Jiang Dongshen looked at him pitifully, so he would He will put himself in a lower and more humble posture, thus killing the cheerful and handsome young man in the past, and in exchange for a humble person who is almost flattering in every word and deed.

Jiang Dongshen was sober. He knew that something was wrong with his relationship with Nian Quesheng, and it was a bit broken.If you still want to love him blindly, then their relationship will be rotten to the bottom after all.

But what if Nian Quesheng really never recovered?Jiang Dongshen had thought about it, but immediately vetoed it. ——He believes that Nian has the ability to see things clearly.Just blinded by the momentary haze.He is so smart, with quiet wisdom and open-mindedness, given him time, he will definitely be able to come out on his own.

This time ranges from a few days to months and years.Jiang Dongshen wanted to wait, as if he had heard someone say that everything has to be done slowly, there are thousands of things in the world, who doesn't want to love each other across mountains and rivers.

We have to wait until that cheerful and handsome Nian Quesheng returns to Jiang Dongchen's side intact.

But Nian Sheng slept for a long time, and when he opened his eyes again, it was already the morning of the second day.

People who have been tired for a long time should generally feel that they sleep very deeply when they fall asleep, and when they wake up, they will feel refreshed as if the dirt has been washed away.But Nian Sheng did not have him having complicated and disturbing dreams, and after waking up from the dream, his body was still heavy and exhausted.

He didn't know where to go, and Qian Huandu didn't want to be guarded by others, so he just dressed up, walked to the table, hesitated for a moment, and took the sword.

The whole body is silver and moon white, with soft and simple patterns. This sword is too conspicuous because it is the white moonlight that the big families have been fighting for for too long.

But Nian Sheng walked out of the house and recited the Yujian Jue.

He thought to himself that it was time for him, a lost person, to visit a "senior" who could resolve his doubts and reassure him.

Nian has rarely been promoted to Yujian, but if he is really Yujian, he is very chic and stable.And it went straight into the clouds high and fast, like a goshawk rushing into the sky.

Breaking through the clouds and falling, looking at the deep and beautiful place, it is Fengcheng Mountain, which is lush with vegetation.

But Nian raised his sword into his sleeve, almost trotting across the winding gravel road, and knocked on the door in front of him.

An Zhi was the one who opened the door. Seeing the person coming, he asked in surprise, "Mr. Nian?"

Nian Butsheng nodded: "It's me."

Before An Zhi could speak, the couple also ran out from inside and called out, "Young Master Nian, are you still alive?"

Nian Kesheng smiled slightly, lowered his eyes and said, "It's a long story."

An Zhi asked Nian Quesheng to sit in the room, but Nian Quesheng only briefly mentioned his experience, but he talked about his relationship with Jiang Dongchen in detail and a lot.After finishing speaking, he asked dejectedly, "What should I do?"

An Zhi frowned, but smiled for a moment, and asked, "How can you tell that he is blaming you?"

But Nian said: "I can't tell, he's not in Qianhuandu now."

An Zhi leaned on the back of the chair, and asked with a smile: "If he was really angry with you and blamed you for leaving without saying goodbye and dying alone, why did he bother to find you these past few years? Just give up, marry a wife and have children, how can you do that?" Isn't it better?"

But Nian Sheng remained silent, curling up his fingers on his knees slightly.

An Zhiwen said softly: "I haven't been able to contact Mr. Jiang in the past few years, but he has visited us several times. To tell you the truth, Mr. Nian, he has become thinner and thinner every time. If it weren't for the lovesickness and the difficulty of being alone, How could it be so? He just returned to Jiang's house now, can you deny everything he has done for you because of this incident? "

But Nian said: "You mean he..."

"He doesn't want you anymore without what you said." An knew, "He may be waiting for you to find him, or...he is waiting for you to come back."

But Nian was puzzled: "But I'm already back."

An Zhi sighed lightly, then turned his head and asked, "Let me ask you, Mr. Nian, since you came back, have you ever treated him with the same attitude as before?"

Nian Quesheng raised his head suddenly, as if he had been opened up, speechless.

The couple laughed at the side, and sighed: "Mr. Nian, when An Zhi just came back, he kept saying apologies all day long. I was so angry that I was dying, but the person who was finally found did not come back." It makes sense to give up."

An Zhi patted his couple's head, but when Nian Sheng heard that, he lowered his head in thought, pursed his lips and did not speak.But it seems that some humble aura is gradually fading away, revealing that the original youth has risen.

He has a high level of comprehension. Occasionally he is blinded by the smog, but there is absolutely no reason why he will be fascinated for a lifetime.

An Zhi looked at him and understood that he understood. ——This is also a reasonable thing, he will come back to his senses sooner or later.So An Zhi took a sip of tea slowly, and said, "You don't have to rush to find him, just calm down for now. Being too reckless will not be a good thing for you or him."

Nian Butsheng nodded, and said softly, "Thank you, I see."

After a moment of silence, Nian Quesheng asked again: "What happened in these years? These years when I was away."

An Zhi replied calmly: "The Nian family is gone."

But Nian stagnated a little, and soon returned to normal, and said very calmly: "It's expected."

But still, uncontrollably, he let out a sigh.

Nian Qusheng said again: "It's Yuchi... Bai Su, Bai Su did it, right?"

An knew: "I never heard who it was. I only heard that Nian Zongzhu committed suicide by drinking poison. His two sons were killed by Yuchi's family. All are missing."

Nian Quesheng bit his lower lip and said, "Is Nian Queqing still alive?"

An knew: "My husband and I have been to Beihe several times in recent years. On that day, Sovereign Yuchi and Sovereign Bai almost had a fight. People in Yuchi's family said that Sovereign Bai was protecting the remnants of the dead clan."

Nian Sheng frowned: "Sect Master Yuchi, why bother?"

An Zhi looked at Nian but said: "Bai Yueguang escaped, who will fall on this matter, everyone knows."

But Nian Sheng pondered for a while: "How about this matter now?"

Ann knew: "It's still deadlocked."

"What about Bai Su's statement?"

"The survivors of the Nian family were arrogant, and they didn't want to be placed under the fence of the enemy, and committed suicide."

Nian Quesheng seemed to be hit hard by something in his heart, and he was shocked, but he quickly calmed down again and told himself that it was all an excuse.

So he said again: "What about now?"

An Zhi replied: "It's still in a stalemate, but it's still safe. Sect Master Yuchi asked to search Bai's house, and Sect Master Bai agreed, but he found nothing over and over again. So Sect Master Yuchi put down his harsh words. If you don't see Nian Keqing or Bai Yueguang , so that the Bai family... will never have a peaceful day." After speaking, he smiled sarcastically, "It can be seen that Sect Master Yuchi, even if he is as close as uncle and nephew to Sect Master Bai by blood, he only reconciled because of the benefit, and broke up when the benefit was exhausted. "

But Nian raised his voice, nodded and said, "The next Nian family will be born again."

An Zhi agrees: "Later generations mourn and fail to learn from it, which also makes future generations mourn future generations again."

Nian Quesheng sat for a while, then suddenly stood up and said, "I have to go."

An Zhi glanced at him, put down his teacup, stood up and said, "Are you going to find Mr. Jiang?"

But Nian Sheng slightly shook his head: "No, I'm going to visit Beihe."

After finishing speaking, he asked his companion: "Do you have a windbreaker or a cloak? Let me cover the Nian's family clothes. Let people see, I'm afraid it will cause unnecessary trouble."

Some old accounts should be settled together with the present.

Nian was promoted to Yujian to the outskirts of Beihe City, and first went to check the cave with the natural barrier. ——The hole door was not repaired after it burst, and the hole was exposed.However, Nian sublimated his small Fu magic technique to allow a villain to check inside, and the villain would not be able to get out.

Today's Immortal Family should be Yuchi's family at the top, but unfortunately they do not work as hard as Nianjia, and the natural barriers are not managed. I don't know how many mortals have strayed into these years because they are avoiding the wind and rain and can't get out.

It's only a matter of time before people lose their hearts.In a few years, this domineering Yuchi family will become the target of public criticism.

Let's just watch.

But Nian raised and lowered the eaves of the hat, turned his footsteps, and walked quickly towards Zhengcheng.

Today's Bai family is different from the past. After recruiting more disciples, the reputation and reputation of the Bai family before the genocide have not decreased but increased.The main gate is solemn and solemn, and the disciples guarding the gate are in strict order. When Nian Ke came up, two disciples stood in front of him with horizontal swords and shouted: "Who is it!"

Nian Quesheng deliberately lowered his voice, and said to the two disciples, "Go and inform your suzerain that a friend of his has come to visit, and ask him to come out to see me."

Seeing that the visitor was not kind, the guard disciple said in awe-inspiring manner: "Report your name!"

Nian Butsheng smiled, and said to the gatekeeper disciple, "Han Shui."

The disciple went in to communicate, and Nian Quesheng waited outside the door with his arms folded. After half a column of incense and white nights, he quickly walked out. Seeing someone coming, he said solemnly: "You are still back."

But Nian Sheng took a look at Bai Su, his eyes passed over Bai Su's shoulder and then fell on the gatekeeper disciple behind him, and said indifferently: "Yes, I'm back."

Bai Su stretched out his hand, waved away the disciples standing around, and after a long time, Xiang Nian asked: "Are you going to avenge the annihilation of the clan single-handedly like this?"

But Nian Sheng lowered his head and smiled, and asked back: "Do you think I'm here to avenge the annihilation of the family? The Nian family deserved it. What's more, the Bai family was also a dead family in the past. If the two enmities balance each other, I don't care about it." ——Our personal grievances I can also ignore it, but there are two things, I can't let it go."

Bai Su lifted his chin, motioning for Nian Quesheng to continue.

Nian Qusheng said coldly: "One year is Nian Quqing, he treats you more like an elder brother than me, but you repay him with family ruin and death. As my elder brother, he doesn't care about this matter, and I can't just stand by and watch."

Bai Su was already guilty of this incident, and even more silent when he heard the words, Nian Quesheng said: "Nian Queqing, how is it now?"

Thinking of the year is clear, Bai Su felt guilt and pain in his heart, so he lost his confidence, lowered his head, and whispered: "It's not good."

Nian Sheng felt a little sad.

Then he said, "How bad is it?"

Bai Su said: "He didn't eat well, didn't sleep well, he was very thin, and his energy was not good. He was not like this at the beginning."

"It wasn't like that at first, and it is now, so the problem is with you, isn't it?"

Bai Su lowered his head: "I treat him as usual, but why he is like this...I don't know."

Nian Butsheng suddenly felt a little sad, turned his eyes away and said: "I don't consider whether there are other external factors, but as far as you are concerned, if you think you are good to him, isn't it just imprisonment?"

Bai Su was startled, and did not speak, but Nian Butsheng continued: "Usually hide him in Bai's house, and then hide him in a remoter place when Yuchi's family calls? Then you will definitely want a Yuchi at that time." The people in the Bai family deal with each other, and then the year is over, you can find a confidant from the Bai family to guard him and protect him, but in fact, you are more afraid that he will escape. You know that he may escape, You should know that he is unwilling to stay with you forever to receive your so-called 'protection', if you are tired, isn't he tired."

Bai Su said: "But if I don't..."

"But if you don't hide him, he will be persecuted by Yuchi's family. Do you want to say this? Let me put it bluntly, Bai Su, you treat Nian well, but it's based on your personal interests That's all. If you really want him to live a better life than now, you should take him away. Don't be Suzerain Bai, and just find some poor village with him to live a miserable life that no one knows about. Forget it, he will definitely be happier than he is now. But you didn’t choose this way at the beginning, because you couldn’t let it go.”

"You can't let go." Nian Quesheng said, "You can't let go of the humiliation you have endured these years, and you can't let go of everything you have worked so hard to achieve, so you will never be able to give the life Nian Queqing wants."

The deepest selfishness in his heart was quietly uncovered, and Bai Su felt guilty for a while, and he knew that he was ashamed.When faced with Nian Qusheng who was a few years younger than himself, he was too ashamed to lift his head, and said in a low voice: "I am the one who is sorry for him."

"You're sorry for him." Nian Quesheng laughed mockingly, "Then do you know what he wants now?"

Bai Su fell silent.

But Nian Sheng sneered: "The so-called authorities are obsessed, but bystanders are clear. You are a smart person, but you are a fool in this respect, and so am I."

What Jiang Dongshen wants is only the promotion of the year, not his so-called leaving Jiang Dongshen to "live well".

Bai Su pondered for a long time, and finally sighed: "You... Forget it, let's talk about the second thing of your trip."

But Nian said: "Because of Jiang Dongchen, I'm not being reasonable. His spiritual power collapsed because of me, and he almost became a mortal. In the final analysis, you are still to blame."

Bai Su chuckled: "You don't have to be unreasonable, it's my fault. I've heard a lot about him over the years, it's amazing how faithful and affectionate he is."

After finishing speaking, Bai Su said again: "So, how do you plan to avenge these two enmities, Mr. Nian,—to silence?"

Nian Quesheng couldn't help laughing: "You are really confused. - I killed you, what will Nian Queqing do? I have experienced life and death, why bother to let my brother go through it again?"

Bai Su said: "Then what are your plans?"

Nian Quesheng said: "Beihe Barrier. I stayed there for a while, and the clean place is the most calming place. You are so calm and calm there. Think about what Nian Queqing really wants, and think about your current situation. What are these actions for. Think about the current disputes caused by him, what kind of choices will it bring to him. "

And... hurt.