[APH Luzhong] Ivan Diary

Who would have thought that: if it was like this all the time, it would be fine to ignore everything.

However, Ivan remembered that Sophia was coming to pick him up.

His heart gradually suffocated.

He was slowly losing strength.

He quietly let go of Wang Yao's hand.

Then, he slowly moved his mouth away, and lowered his eyes to see Wang Yao's red lips: "I'm sorry..." He said softly.At this moment, he wasn't shy anymore, he just felt fear and confusion, not for himself, but for Wang Yao.

Wang Yao took a step back in a daze and stopped. He covered his hot mouth tightly with the back of his hand. He didn't dare to look at Ivan. He turned around and fled out of the infirmary in a hurry, almost falling down.

Oops...that's too bad...it's me that ruined everything...

Ivan felt his stomach start to cramp. He hugged his stomach and put his head on his curled knees, covering his blushing face with the quilt.

Why does it become like this...

However, he remembered the touch when Wang Yao's lips were pressed against his mouth, the temperature of Wang Yao's breath, and Wang Yao's confused eyes when he was kissed suddenly, time and time again, he couldn't stop, his heart Get excited.

This is……

Ivan thought of all his delusions about Wang Yao so far, and suddenly understood something:

No way... I'm going crazy...

——I seem to like Yaojun.

In the dark, something emptied, twisted, cracked, shattered, died, disappeared.

Instead, a new emotion is burgeoning.

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small theater

Wang Yao: Well, the kid is alone now, go talk to him.

Ivan: (nervous) Yes.

(Ivan walks to Torris, Wang Yao hides and observes)

Ivan: (Normal) Excuse me, would you like to make friends with me?

Torres: Huh?sure.

Wang Yao: (It turns out that this guy is fine by himself...) (silent)

Extra Story [-]: Wang Yao's Diary

I like Ivan, and Ivan likes me. ——Wang Yao

Sunny Friday, February 2

Today I made a friend. His name is Ivan Braginsky. He is a pure Russian. He has light blond hair and blue-purple eyes. He looks very gentle and shy. He always talks to me. He is blushing and has a soft voice. He is a very cute child.

It was Ivan who spoke to me first.In the theology class in the morning, he found me deserting and suddenly invited me to read the Bible.Although I have no faith, the other party's kindness was hard to resist, so I agreed-this was the first time I took a theology class.

I thought it was over like this, after all, everyone hates me, but I didn't expect Ivan Braginsky to come to me again during the lunch break.He seemed curious as to why I wasn't taking a theology class.

I didn't expect that there would be people in this small town who wanted to get involved with me.

I honestly told him the truth, thinking he would be scared away by me, but instead I was comforted by him.What a strange kid, and he has incredible insights into religion, and I kind of like him.

Then, I became friends with him.

To commemorate today, I have my first friend since birth.Hope to get along well with Ivan in the future.

Sunny Saturday, February 2

In art class today, I drew a portrait of my mom.I dare not show the painting to others.

Ivan invited me to go fishing after school, at the pond on the west side of town.He seemed to be good at fishing, and soon caught a grass carp, two grass carp and some beautiful small fish, all of which were edible.I waited patiently and caught a fish whose name I didn't know.

I remembered that I had heard that Ivan was an orphan before. He often had no food to eat before he learned to catch fish, right?It's kind of similar, me and Ivan.

Ivan seemed nervous when he was with me, blushed and lost his mind a lot, and started apologizing endlessly when he made a mistake, it seems that he is not very social with people.Like a frightened fawn, a little cute.

We went home in the evening.Another person.Supper was picologi and tea.

Alone is fine.

February 2 cloudy Sunday

It's Sunday, school is out, it's so boring, everyone in the town is going to church.

I walked around the church and saw Ivan, in line for communion with his family.His family seemed poor but kind, which was nice.

The people around me didn't like my presence at the church, so I went back and made bread, toast and challah all afternoon.I think I will send some bread to Ivan at school tomorrow, he should be very happy.

I don't want to believe in that high god, the believers worship him and go bankrupt, he has never helped anyone...

Go to bed early and hurry until tomorrow.

Rainy Monday, February 2

There is a Latin test today, and I passed it. Ivan next door seems a little dangerous.To be honest, Latin is a beautiful language, but what I really want to learn is Chinese.

It rained at noon, and I shared bread with Ivan for lunch in the classroom. He was really happy and left a piece for his family.I suddenly felt sorry for Ivan, such a young child, he should not often be able to eat bread, so I gave him another piece.

In order not to embarrass him, I asked him to fish for me to eat in the future, and exchange the fish for bread, and everyone got what he wanted.

It just so happens that I raise cats with fish, so I can find something to do when I'm bored.There is a black cat that often hangs around the door of the house recently. It is fluffy and quite big. Others are jealous of its fur color and drive it away, so I will occasionally feed it.

But I dare not hug him into the house, because that person doesn't know when he will come back.

Sunny Tuesday, February 2

Learn geometry today, I am not very good at geometry, Ivan is slightly better than me.

In class, Ivan and I passed a copy of Robinson Crusoe to read. He had never read a book other than a textbook, so he was very excited, especially when he saw Robinson fighting the barbarians.I promised to lend him the book in the future.

I sometimes think that this child Ivan is so beautiful, his eyes are purple blue, like lake water, and like a kind of crystal.My eyes are black, what do they look like?

After school, I wanted to play with Ivan, but he left in a hurry.

Another boring night, I drew a picture - "My First Friend".Good night.

Sunny Wednesday, February 2

The sun is shining today, so comfortable.It's a pity that I got hot after running around in physical education class.

Ivan suddenly asked me why I had long hair. He seemed to have cared about it for a long time but was too embarrassed to ask.I told him it was because of national habits.

Indeed, my mother hoped that I would grow my hair like the Han people, saying that "the body, hair and skin are the parents", not to be easily damaged, not to forget my blood relationship, and not to forget my roots.

Others laughed at my hair, but Ivan wanted to be unique. He stroked my hair enviously and told me that it was beautiful and soft, but I couldn’t be happier when he praised me like that...

In terms of hair, he is also the same, with snow-like hair color, it is really good-looking.

Forget it, don't get entangled in this trivial matter, go to sleep.

Sunny Thursday, February 2

The weather was still fine. During the lunch break, Ivan and I climbed to the roof to eat and take a nap while basking in the sun.

Ivan asked me to pillow his leg. I felt embarrassed and wanted to refuse, but I was speechless when I saw Ivan's bright smile... I slept on Ivan's leg for half an hour, and it was very comfortable , let him rest next time.

In the music class, Ivan actually played a short section of the accordion. Although he was not very proficient, there was also a rhythm in it.He likes the accordion and learned it from his music teacher.

The two of us walked together after school until we broke up.If only we lived on the same street.

I am really happy today, as if everything is going well.Is this what it's like to have friends?

I like Ivan, a cheerful kid, more and more.

Sunny Friday, February 2

Today is the day when Father Nikolai comes again, and Ivan invites me to skip class. Anyway, the priest never cares about the children in this class.

We slipped off to pick catnip in the flower fields outside of town.I told Ivan I had a cat and he was very excited to get to know my cat.But in fact, I don't know that cat very well and haven't named the cat yet.

As a result, we made an appointment to come to my house to play some day, but no one was at my house anyway.At the beginning, Ivan was worried that my family would look down on him, but I assured him again and again that I would not cause trouble to anyone, and the rest is to find a good day...

The flower field is so beautiful, a green bud, swaying in the sun.Ivan said that this is a sunflower field, and they will be in full bloom in the summer, and you can enjoy the flowers and eat sunflower seeds.

Sunflowers are very beautiful flowers. I still remember the flower language of sunflowers told me by the florist: "Silent love".The meaning is also beautiful.

Silent love.

February 2 cloudy Saturday

I was not feeling well today, so I asked for leave and went to the infirmary to lie down because I really didn't want to go to class.

I really didn't expect that the kid Ivan also lied that he was not feeling well and came to the infirmary to accompany me.

The two of us slept in bed all day without being disturbed by anyone, which was great.Sleeping with Ivan is very reassuring, his body is always warm and smells good.Strange, Ivan should have no money to go to the bathhouse, right?Or is it because I haven't been so close to people for a long time?

That's all, just invite Ivan to the bathhouse next time.When……

In short, first of all, sleep.Good night, Ivan.

February 2 cloudy Sunday

How should I put it... If Ivan and I were brothers, I would share half of my things with him, so that he wouldn't have to suffer.

I saw him picking up waste on the street today.I dare not speak to him.

An orphan going to school, after all