The correct posture of a crush [rebirth]

Since she was a child, Yu Ge has never been a person who has to ask the end of the casserole. When asked, some people have a personality that wants to beat the child to death with a punch. She likes to stop. The adults told her these questions After getting the correct answer, she will not ask any more questions.

She didn't want to know the deeper meaning of these questions, because it might be like peeling off a person's flesh to understand those bloody organs, and perhaps the deeper the answer hidden in the question, the more bloody.

For example, those boring celebrity gossips, all kinds of horrific murders reported in the news, why this celebrity cheated, that celebrity got a cuckold with some color on his head, what is the motive of this murderer, and what did he kill for? Another example is why one plus one equals two, and one minus one equals zero. Others may spend 24 hours a day without eating to understand these problems. Lu Yijing is like this, but Yu Ge doesn't know it. Just tell her that one plus one equals two, but she is not interested in knowing the mystery.

Yu Ge is actually the same as what Lu Yijing said, she is very simple, that's why she doesn't want to get in touch with people and things with conspiracies, it's okay to play tricks, but she doesn't like people who are too scheming.

She understood very early on what kind of person she was. In the past, the class teacher would ask them to write down their shortcomings and correct them at the beginning of each semester. Every time Yu Ge wrote down mistakes, there were always eight words-escape from reality. ,avoiding problem.

Ever since Wang Yi died, she had been escaping from reality. She subconsciously believed that Wang Yi had gone to a faraway place, and it would take several years before she could return. After that, Lu Yijing had always protected her very well. good.

Until now when Yan Ze said such words to her, Yu Ge subconsciously wanted to escape, to escape from this place.

The door is not far behind him, just stand up and walk a few steps to hold the doorknob, and then open the door.

escape.

This idea has been germinating and growing in Ge's heart, wrapping around her entire heart.

Yu Ge felt that he was about to be strangled by these vines and was about to suffocate.

Slowly, she raised her hand to hold the string of necklaces around her neck, and the vines that were tightening her heart no longer wound around her heart, but slowly untied them.

Now that he was able to breathe, Yu Ge could feel his heart slowly calming down. When he held the necklace, it was as if he could feel his mother holding his hand.

She turned her head and met Wang Yi's kind smile for a moment, the scene was fleeting, and Yu Ge realized that this was Yan Ze's home.

Feeling lost surrounded Yu Ge, she put down her hands, picked up the glass full of boiled water on the coffee table and drank some water.

"It's okay, your face doesn't look very good."

"fine."

Yan Ze looked at Yu Ge, he hesitated for a moment, hesitating whether to tell Yu Ge, but it was hard to take back the words already said.

Originally, I came to Yu Ge this time to tell her that Yan Ze had struggled for a long time, and it was not until yesterday that he really thought about something, something that changed subtly.

It wasn't until last night that he realized what was real.

"Don't talk about me, your complexion is worse than mine, and I didn't eat enough at noon, I was hungry."

Yan Ze rubbed his cheek, he pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled, this morning he committed another drug addiction, which made him feel uncomfortable for a while.

"Just say what you want, and I'll go back after I finish. Yijing is still waiting for my call."

Escaping from reality is not a good thing after all. Yu Ge managed to grasp a corner of the truth. As long as she opened it further, she would be able to know all the truth behind it. The truth is likely to be bloody, because Yu Ge has already smelled it. Its smell, the rust and fishy smell of blood.

The two sat where they were, neither of them spoke first, Yu Ge was waiting, waiting for Yan Ze to be ready to reveal the truth behind these things.

"Do you mind if I smoke?" Yan Ze knew that Yu Ge had quit smoking, so he asked like this.

Yu Ge shook his head and replied, "I don't mind, let's smoke."

"Well."

After getting Yu Ge's consent, Yan Ze took out a cigarette and lit it with a lighter. He was not in a hurry to put the cigarette by his mouth, but held it between his fingers to let the smoke rise slowly.

"I won't ask for your forgiveness. It doesn't matter if you beat me to death here in a fit of anger. I deserve all these."

"I don't dare to commit murder and violate the law." Yu Ge said with a smile.

Yan Ze nodded, he thought, this was probably the last time the two of them joked together.

What happens after that is up to fate.

Yan Ze took a deep breath, turned his head to look at the glass on the coffee table, and spoke slowly.

"Yan Ze and I are actually not as you imagined, um... let's be happy, at least I am not like this, he is."

Yu Ge didn't quite understand what Yan Ze said. She looked at Yan Ze with a lot of doubts in her eyes.

"Do you know what I've been through?"

"what?"

Yan Ze stopped talking, he raised his hand and slowly rolled up the sleeves of his shirt until he put his bony arm in front of Yu Ge.

Just one glance made Yu Ge's scalp tingle, and goosebumps fell all over the ground. He could be forced to have trysophobia even without trypophobia.

What was left on Yan Ze's hand was the mark left by a needle and a syringe. Yu Ge didn't have the habit of looking at people carefully. If an ordinary friend had nothing on his face the first day, but a scar suddenly appeared on the second day, she would be fine. It doesn't feel strange, because in her view of people, that person seems to have a scar on his face, and she doesn't know what the scar looks like.

It wasn't until today that Yu Ge discovered that Yan Ze was much thinner and more slovenly than before, and his originally fair skin had gradually turned into a yellow color that was far from healthy.

"I accidentally came into contact with drugs and became addicted to drugs."

"That's why I became like this, I made myself like this."

"Remember the time we went to a nightclub? A gangster came to me and asked me if I wanted to try it." Yu Ge looked at Yan Ze with a wry smile, but her fists became tighter and tighter: "I was curious at the time, I want to give it a try, I haven't got the things yet, but you are lucky, you beat me to the ground as soon as you came, and then you pulled me out and taught me a lesson. At that time, we How old are you? Like high school."

Yu Ge looked at Yan Ze, as if he was looking at a strange man. Yes, the person in front of him was Yan Ze, whom he was familiar with, but only the name was familiar, and other things had already become extremely strange to her. up.

But now is not the time to be sad, and it is impossible for Yu Ge to hold Yan Ze and cry with him.

She watched Yan Ze inhale some cigarettes and then exhale the smoke, and suddenly understood why he smoked so desperately. She forgot that taking drugs is not just about injections.

"Qu Fan hates me."

Yan Ze suddenly looked up at Yu Ge, there was too much sadness in his eyes.

"Even his hatred involves many unrelated people, you are one of them, remember the last time I asked you out? He said, let me put some cum in your coffee, he wants you to be inadvertently Suck these things and become addicted, because he thinks that I will come to you, you give money, he gives goods, and get benefits from it.”

Facing Yu Ge's astonished expression, Yan Ze lowered his head: "A Ge, I can't harm you."

"I know, you don't want to hurt me."

Yu Ge lowered her eyes. She drank the cold water and smelled the smoke beside her. She suddenly had an urge to smoke. Yu Ge took out a lollipop from her bag and put it in her mouth. Here, she does it every time she feels the urge to smoke.

Yu Ge's silence made Yan Ze feel even more nervous. She seemed to feel his nervousness, and said appropriately, "You tell me, I'll listen."

"I met Aunt Wang before the accident. She knew that I was smoking these things, but she didn't expose me to the police station and relevant departments. She gave me a sum of money."

"Her death was indeed an accident, nothing else."

"Pfft." Yu Ge couldn't hold back, she laughed out loud.

Then Yu Ge raised her hand and patted Yan Ze's shoulder. With a smile in her eyes, she said, "You came to tell me that my mother gave you a sum of money before she left?"

"Qu Fan asked me to find you."

Yu Ge was taken aback for a moment, and her expression returned to its previous appearance, that tepid look.

"Qu Fan said, I will invite you over today, put some sleeping pills in the water you drink, and abduct you."

When Yan Ze said this, Yu Ge happened to be drinking water from a glass, and Yu Ge had just finished drinking after he finished speaking. She looked at Yan Ze and blinked and put the glass on the coffee table.

When Yan Ze saw her, he looked at her and didn't know what to say for a moment.

"Aren't you afraid that I will hurt you?"

"You said just now that you didn't want to hurt me."

"Besides, do I understand you better, or Qu Fan understands you better? You let me go the first time, and you will definitely let me go the second and third time, Yan Ze, such a despicable and shameless person like Qu Fan What is it that makes your heart beat?"

Yu Ge was already unhappy looking at Qu Fan, but now she was even more upset when she heard Yan Ze confess all the facts. She couldn't understand, there are so many strange things in the world, how could there be Qu Fan who is even more weird than the strange things?

After staying here all afternoon, Yu Ge's waist hurts from sitting. She thought that she would be very angry after hearing this, and wanted to find Qu Fan immediately and beat him up, but in the end, she just wanted to laugh. I want to laugh.

"I don't hate anyone, I only hate one person." Yu Ge glanced at the time, it was already six o'clock in the evening, and it was time to go back.

Yu Ge stood up, and she stretched.

Walking to the door and opening it, Yu Ge looked at Yan Ze with a calm gaze without any emotion.

"If you can quit that thing, let's try to quit it. No one wants you to be like this, and uncles and aunts don't want to see you live like this, just like my mother doesn't want to see me live like this."

"Live in this world like a walking corpse, it's better to just die, Yan Ze, you can't live without Qu Fan."

While Yu Ge was walking on the stairs, she didn't think too much about the things Yan Ze confessed to herself in the afternoon. She was going to take out her mobile phone to call Lu Yijing, and think slowly after returning home.

But she fumbled in the pockets of her bag for a long time and couldn't find her mobile phone.

"It's weird." Yu Ge slapped his head, probably at Yan Ze's house.

Yu Ge thought about it carefully in his mind again. He seemed to have put his phone on the table just after reading the time, but he really didn't bring it.

Standing at the stairs, Yu Ge looked at the dark stairwell in front of him with complicated emotions.

What are you afraid of if there are voice-activated lights?Your voice will light up once you growl, and you won't lose a piece of meat if you go up, besides, there must be children in the resident, even the children are bolder than you, Yu Ge, look at you, you are worthless!

Yu Ge scolded herself over and over again in her heart, she took a deep breath, and took the first step towards the stairs.

But at this moment, a gust of wind suddenly passed behind Ge, until Yu Ge realized that she had already been swallowed up by the severe pain in the back of her head. She just wanted to cry out, but found that her consciousness was stronger than she imagined. Be vulnerable.

Feeling the world spinning around, Yu Ge leaned forward. Just when she was about to have a close contact with the ground, she finally woke up and felt that someone picked her up in time.

Wait, what's going on...

The strange man half-supported Yu Ge and held her in his arms. He raised his head and met Yan Ze who had just come downstairs.

"you……"

"Brother Yan, I'm sorry."

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