The correct posture of a crush [rebirth]
Chapter 105 Extra Story: Last Life
Ever since Lu Yijing was born, her parents knew that this little guy would definitely be an out-and-out crybaby when he grew up, because why, except for sleeping and drinking milk, she would cry "wah-wah" the rest of the time It is said that crying is the instinct of every newborn, and it will be hell if you don't cry.
But Lu Yijing is different. After this period, other children of the same age will laugh when they are coaxed, and grin when they see people. It hit the ground, and she heard the loud noise. One second, she was happily playing with the toy, but the next second, she curled her lips, and cried out with a "wow", and the tears couldn't stop , There is no way, that big brother Lu Tianming, who is five years older than her, shoulders the responsibility of making this baby sister happy.
Lu Yijing can't bear too much shock, the sound of two objects colliding with each other is too loud, no, even if it must be loud, it must be reduced to the minimum; speak loudly or the volume is too loud to her, no, she will think you are annoying She can cry immediately when she curls her lips; tell her some stories about monsters and ghosts, she will listen carefully when you tell her, and tears will fall from her eyes when she thinks about these things when she sleeps at night. In short, Lu Yijing Everyone in the neighborhood knew that he was a timid crybaby when he was a child.
At that time, Lu Li, the father of Lu Yijing and Lu Tianming, had already made a fortune with his good friend Yu Zhengxuan. Lu Yijing was still young, only two years old, and had just learned to speak. Even his mother, father and brother couldn't speak clearly.
Ahem, these are not very important, the story still has to start when she was in elementary school.
Lu Yijing Elementary School is a foreign language school in City C. The school is a school integrating elementary school, junior high school and high school. However, when she was in the third grade of elementary school, she suddenly transferred back to Mingcai Middle School in Linxian City. There is an affiliated elementary school at the bottom. After graduating from the affiliated elementary school, you can directly study in Mingcai Middle School after junior high school.
Lu Yijing has been studying since she was a child. She has a quick mind and can quickly understand everything and draw inferences from one instance. The teacher often gives her some advice in private. She is also very popular with her classmates at school, but this state is only limited to her A foreign language school in City C.
She has loved reading since she was able to read in kindergarten. When she was in kindergarten, when other children were crying because they had just left home and came to a strange environment, she was crying too, but when her brother Lu Tianming hugged her When she was given a book of children's illustrations, she was attracted by the children's illustrations. Before the tears on her cheeks were wiped away, she sat on the small bench in the class and looked at the children's illustrations seriously. The small act of keeping her sister from crying has become one of the reasons why she became an excellent nerd when she grew up.
When other children were playing during recess, she read a phonetic storybook by herself. After returning home and finishing her homework every day, her goal was not to watch cartoons on TV, but to let Lu Tian, who wanted to watch cartoons, Ming taught her to read and write. As a sister control, is it important for cartoons to have their own baby sister?Of course not!As soon as Lu Tianming turned off the TV, he went to teach Lu Yijing with his first grade textbook.
Lu Yijing likes to stay at home and read books, so much so that the second heroine of this article, Yu Ge, doesn't know when her future girlfriend was born. Uncle Yu's daughter, and what kind of sister is Zhang?Certainly not!So it's better to read the four classics at home.
Apart from this younger sister, Lu Yijing can often see the little boy from the Yan family next door. Every time the eldest brother Lu Tianming takes him out to play, he will always see him playing in the sand with other children he doesn't know. Only get close to Lu Tianming, his real brother.
After graduating from kindergarten, she went to a foreign language school in City C, and after the third grade of elementary school, she transferred to the primary school attached to Mingcai Middle School.
This is also the place where she and the only obsession in this life met for the first time, although the previous memories were not so good.
It was a sunny afternoon. On the first day Lu Yijing transferred to Mingcai Affiliated Primary School, the male students in the class laughed at her for being as tall as a first grader. She was short, a head shorter than the girls in the same class. , is also a frequent target of bullying. She has good grades, but this is nothing in the eyes of her classmates. She, the number one in the whole grade, became a thorn in the eyes of the whole class after a midterm exam.
In addition, Lu Yijing was born with a relatively introverted personality and loves to cry. She stayed at home every day in the kindergarten and did not have many friends in the local area. Now that she has transferred to a new environment, she naturally has no one to vent her anger.
Mingcai Middle School is the best aristocratic school in Linxian City. The students are basically divided into: those with the best grades and some rich second generations.
There are many students like Lu Yijing, but she just didn't pick the right time to enroll, she had to be a transfer student.
In the first grade, the classmates in the class began to form small groups and small organizations. Lu Yijing didn't belong to any organization, so he naturally became the target of everyone's isolated bullying.
This situation continued until she was in the fifth grade of elementary school.
"You said your family is so rich, why can't you find much in your bag?"
The boy squatted on the ground. He looked at the textbooks and homework that had fallen on the ground and was already covered with dust, and then looked at Lu Yijing who was sitting on the ground in front of him, the part of his body that was exposed was already covered with paint. He seemed a little bit unbearable. , he waved back, and several boys around his age also surrounded him.
"200 yuan is enough for tonight's dinner. I'll let you go today. You are still five hundred short of the protection fee for this month. Remember to bring it tomorrow, and pay it by Monday next week at the latest." As he said, the boy raised his head. His hands clenched into fists and shook before her eyes.
"Don't tell your parents, do you know, or you will look good to me!" When he left, the boy did not forget to threaten, he raised his fist and waved forward, then called the little followers behind him to leave.
Looking at the soiled books thrown on the ground, Lu Yijing tremblingly stood up from the ground, but only swayed and then sat down on the ground again.
"Woooooooo..."
Dou Da's tears fell drop by drop on the dusty ground. She hugged her knees and buried her head in her thighs, crying "Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo". Crying and no one will come.
Lu Yijing felt very aggrieved, and even wondered why she came here to study. She missed the teachers and classmates at the original school. The teacher would always smile and touch her head and give herself a lecture. The little girl at the same table would come here every day. Bring fun toys to share with her. The classmates in the class are also very united and friendly. Why did I become like this when I came here.
Famous Talents Affiliated Elementary School and C City Foreign Language School are both boarding schools. Students can only go home on weekends. Lu Yijing can't go home, and she doesn't want to go back to her dormitory. Although her roommates don't bully her, Lu Yijing understands a word, then That is: "cold violence".
Lu Yijing is not stupid, she is very smart, and she also knows that the classmates in her class don't like her since she came, but she doesn't understand why.
It was getting dark, Lu Yijing was still crying with his head buried, the afterglow of the setting sun could not reach this dark corner, but Lu Yijing could still see the bruises on his body, she didn't want her parents and brother to know, so every time The reason is that I accidentally fell while not looking at the road, and then I fell like this. Lu Yijing is counting the days every day, and he will be able to go home the day after tomorrow, and he can see his parents and brother again. Lu Yijing felt that he should be happy and not cry.
"Hey, are you okay, why are you crying?"
Feeling that someone was poking him with something, Lu Yijing raised his head, and saw a girl poking himself with a finger in front of him, Lu Yijing thought that someone was going to bully her again, so he raised his hand to protect his head, but in his imagination The beating didn't come, the girl knelt down and took out a handkerchief from her pocket, she grabbed Lu Yijing's arm and approached, then gently wiped away the tears on Lu Yijing's face.
"Yu Ge, what are you doing? We won't be able to drink milk tea if we don't leave."
"Oh, why are you so anxious, if you can't drink today, you can drink it tomorrow."
The girl stood up, and she took out another band-aid from her pocket, tore it off and stuck it on Lu Yijing's bleeding knee.
"Why do you suffer so many injuries? It must be very painful. My father told me that if the wound is not treated in time, it will be infected, and it may be amputated!"
Beside the girl was a little boy. He looked impatient and leaned against the wall with his arms folded. Then the girl raised her hand and hit him on the head. The boy covered his head and curled his lips, then bent down Go, Lu Yijing found that he was helping himself to pick up the books and stationery that had fallen on the floor, patted the ashes and put them back in the schoolbag for himself.
"Thank you." Lu Yijing said to the two with sobs.
"Are you being bullied?" the girl asked, Lu Yijing quickly shook his head like a rattle.
"No, I wasn't bullied, I accidentally fell."
"Well, then you should pay more attention next time. Girls should take good care of themselves, not to mention you are such a beautiful girl."
Lu Yijing raised his head and met the girl's eyes. For a moment, Lu Yijing didn't know how to answer. She didn't speak, but just lowered her head.
"Here, lollipop, lollipop is delicious and sweet, stop crying after you eat it."
Lu Yijing took the lollipop from the girl, it was very ordinary, there was nothing magical about it, but Lu Yijing could feel its warmth from it.
"Yu Ge, if you don't leave, you really won't be able to drink milk tea."
"Oh, here we come."
The girl smiled at Lu Yijing, and she said, "Then I'll leave first, this guy behind me is too noisy."
"Well, bye, bye."
"Hey, goodbye."
The girl left, and Lu Yijing held the lollipop that the girl gave her in his hand. Lu Yijing felt warm in his heart, as if the sun broke through the dark clouds and illuminated everything.
And this girl is the sun, which illuminates Lu Yijing's dark inner world for a moment, making her feel that not everyone in this world is such a bad person, she suddenly begins to have expectations, expectations for tomorrow, tomorrow will be okay met her?
Lu Yijing looked at the handkerchief left by the girl here, and picked it up with his body, Lu Yijing thought, I can see her, it must be possible.
"What's her name? Yu Ge?"
Which yu and which ge?
This little girl brought infinite hope to Lu Yijing. The school uniform she wore that time belonged to Mingcai, so she is also a student of Mingcai Primary School, and I don't know which class she will be in.
Lu Yijing looked at the washed sky blue handkerchief, does this girl like sky blue?Why not pink?She looked at the handkerchief and thought of countless whys.
Lu Tianming felt that something was wrong with her sister these days. She often looked at the sky in a daze by herself, and sometimes there would be an imperceptible smile on her face, and she looked extremely happy. Lu Tianming felt that this feeling was very familiar. Second, I have already understood a lot of things and things that should be understood by this age group. Lu Yijing looks like the girl he liked in the same class at the time, until Lu Tianming met that "girl" in the men's room. It was later discovered that he was actually a fake mother.
"Like" is easy to show on the face, Lu Tianming thought, does my sister like a boy in their class?
In fact, Lu Yijing still lived that kind of life later, the only difference is that every time she was bullied, she would always take out the girl's handkerchief to look at, thinking about what she said to herself that day, the girl became her spirit pillar.
Perhaps this is fate, fate, it is really wonderful.
Just when the deadline for paying the protection fee was reached, Lu Yijing was surrounded by them in that familiar alley. She was timid, surrounded by several boys who were taller and stronger than her. She didn't dare to catch her breath, when she didn't pay enough money this time, it was inevitable that she would be beaten, Lu Yijing covered her head, but at this moment, a small figure suddenly appeared in front of her, and then Lu Yijing Hearing that person shout: "Run!" Lu Yijing's hand was held by that person, and it was only when she realized that she realized that she was already running.
Lu Yijing saw clearly that the person leading her away in front of him was the little girl she had been thinking about day and night.
Lu Yijing felt warm when held by her tiny hands.
Later, what this group of junior high school students did was caught by the teaching director, and the punishment came to an end.
Lu Yijing also knew the girl's name, Yu Ge, so Yu, the song of singing, and the boy with her was named Yan Ze, Lu Yijing had some impression of the boy, he often played in the children's playground when he was young Is that the little boy in the sand? It turned out to be him.
During the Chinese New Year, the four members of the Lu family were going to visit relatives. The relatives were actually friends, but these two families were better than one family.
"Dad, where are we going?" Lu Tianming looked at the little black suit on his body. It didn't look like he was going to visit relatives during the Chinese New Year, but it was like a blind date on TV. If he was taller, he was going to a prom.
"Do you still remember Uncle Yu? Let's go find Uncle Yu this time. There is a kid at Uncle Yu's house. You met him in the morning, but it was Yijing." Lu Li knelt down and patted Lu Yijing and Lu Tianming's heads: " Both of you are older than the kid, so don't bully her."
"Come on... who dares to bully her..." Lu Tianming looked up at the sky, "I'm afraid of being bullied by that bully."
Lu Yijing didn't know why, but he felt more than a dozen expectations in his heart.
She poked her head into the door, not knowing whether to go in or not. When she saw Yu Zhengxuan in front of her, Lu Yijing stood behind Lu Tianming and called out, "Hello, Uncle Yu."
Uncle Yu looked much gentler than expected. After saying hello to Lu Yijing, he waved to the people who were watching TV in the living room.
"Xiaoge, come here quickly."
Hearing Yu Zhengxuan's voice, the man immediately stood up from the sofa.
"Hello, Uncle Lu, Auntie, and Brother Tianming."
It was a very familiar voice. Standing behind Lu Tianming, Lu Yijing only poked her head out, but when she saw that the person in front of her was Yu Ge, she froze for a while.
"So you are Lu Yijing. I often hear my dad talking about you."
Only then did Lu Yijing realize that she hadn't told Yu Ge her name yet.
This is a beginning, as the beginning of her ten years of bitter crush on song.
Junior high school is a new starting point in life.
There are many people who fall in love in junior high school, and Lu Yijing also met her first friend in the new class—Ye Xi.
Lu Yijing is no longer the Lu Yijing she was in elementary school. She started to change drastically after being beaten up by Yu Ge in terms of personality. How should I put it, she is not introverted, and does not like to cry. Instead, she has become colder and colder. .
"Xiaojing, why are there so many people in our class falling in love?"
"Didn't you also receive a love letter from a boy in another class a few days ago? If you want to talk, you can try."
Ye Xi was sitting on the bench flipping through the book in his hand, but his eyes were always on Lu Yijing, who was five tables away from him. Today, Lu Yijing should stay on duty, and she can leave after sweeping the floor. Ye Xi Xixi accompanied her in the classroom, but it was just to accompany her.
After hearing Lu Yijing's words, Ye Xi shook her head and said, "No, I have to wait until college to fall in love, but Xiaojing you." Ye Xi closed the book and put it on the table, then walked around to the classroom to get a handful broom.
"Xiaojing, do you have someone you like?"
Lu Yijing's hand holding the broom paused for a moment. For some reason, it reminded her of Yu Ge. A few seconds later, she shook her head at Ye Xi: "No, I don't have anyone I like."
"But everyone in the class has someone they like." Ye Xi pouted, she didn't believe that Lu Yijing didn't have someone he liked, even if he really didn't, then there would always be something in his heart.
Lu Yijing put down the broom and replied, "I am me, they are them."
"Squad Leader Lu, you are such a good role model. If you don't fall in love, you don't even have anyone you like."
"Both each other, Vice Squad Leader Ye, you are also excellent."
Lu Yijing put away the broom, took today's homework and greeted Ye Xi at the door of the classroom: "Hurry up, I have to pick someone up."
"I'm coming."
Ye Xi quickly packed up the books and came out, and locked the classroom door by the way.
Of course she knew who Lu Yijing was looking for, that Fa Xiao who grew up with her, two years younger than her, and the elementary school girl Yu Ge who was in the first grade of junior high school.
Every day after school Lu Yijing would pick her up and give her homework. Thinking of this, Ye Xi felt a little jealous. Of course, it was jealousy of friendship. Lu Yijing treated this elementary school girl like her girlfriend.
Ye Xi entered the rot circle in the first year of junior high school, swimming freely in the rot sea. Lu Yijing is a nerd who only knows how to study and read, so naturally he doesn't understand these things. Now when he sees Lu Yijing and this elementary school girl together, Ye Xi will always I could smell the fragrance of lilies from the side, but the elementary school girl is straight, and so is Lu Yijing.
"Why do you say you are so nice to her? You pick her up after school every day, and you even bring homework when you get home. You always want to bring her a copy of any novelty."
"Big darling, how long will it take you to be so caring about me? I also want you to help me with my homework. The tutor in my family is too strict. I want to cry when I see him."
Ye Xi kept talking behind Lu Yijing. Lu Yijing brought her a bottle of mineral water in case she was tired, and Ye Xi gulped it down after taking it.
Just at this time Lu Yijing also came to Yu Ge's classroom door, she just knocked on the glass, Yu Ge who was by the window raised her head when she heard the sound, she smiled at Lu Yijing who was outside the window, took the packed schoolbag and left classroom.
"Yijing, sister Ye Xi."
Lu Yijing raised her hand to straighten Yu Ge's collar, and she put a lollipop in Yu Ge's hand.
"Hey, why do you always call my sister every time, and you call her 'Yijing, Yijing', little friend, how often do you call sister Yijing?"
After hearing this, Lu Yijing slapped Ye Xi lightly on the head, then turned to Ge and said, "She likes to joke."
But Lu Yijing didn't expect that Yu Ge would actually do what Ye Xi said.
"Sister Yijing." She called out.
Lu Yijing was stunned again, Yu Ge picked up her schoolbag, she then stretched out her hand to Lu Yijing, understanding what it meant, Lu Yijing took her hand and led her forward.
Ye Xi stood behind and watched the two of them smacking their mouths, then shook her head as if sighing, um, it was the fragrance of lilies.
Lu Yijing treats Yu Ge as her younger sister, but somewhere in the dark, she feels that this relationship has gradually changed.
After entering high school, her studies began to become busy. Lu Yijing still maintained her top grades in the school, and she was still the class monitor. Most of the students in the class were classmates from the key classes of junior high school, so it was natural to call him "Squad Leader Lu". Also extremely intimate and familiar.
With evening self-study in high school, Lu Yijing would take time out of her busy schedule to make up lessons for Yu Ge, which has probably become her habit.
Sometimes Lu Yijing would receive a love letter from a boy in the same class or a boy from another class, and she would hand it over to Ye Xi to deal with it before rejecting it.
Since the third year of junior high school, Lu Yijing has discovered that she is different from others. It is not that she has an extra eye, a mouth, and a nose, or that she has three heads and six arms, but her sexual orientation. She finds that she is not interested in boys, except that she has a crush But none of them could make her heart beat or make her heart beat faster.
To sum up any one of the above, but if it is placed in front of Yu Ge, it will be different.
This situation has been intensifying until now.
"Did you find that the sports committee member of our class is very handsome?" After class, Ye Xi got off her seat and ran to Lu Yijing's side, she said quietly while sitting beside Lu Yijing.Lu Yijing shook his head as usual and asked back: "Why, do you like him?"
"You man! I'm helping you find someone."
"You forgot, I don't like boys." Lu Yijing was still doing her math problems, and she buried her head and talked to Ye Xi. Ye Xi pouted and then lay on the desk and looked at Lu Yijing: "Didn't you really say that Just for fun."
"How often have I been joking?"
"Hiss, ok ok."
Seeing that Ye Xi was still lying on the table looking at him, Lu Yijing poked her on the head with the cap of his pen.
"Xiao Jing, why don't you like me? You see, we should get along after we get along for so long. Don't you think that the fat will not flow into the fields of outsiders?"
"If you have such thoughts, why not think about the history recitation in the next class. If you can't recite it, you will be punished ten times. You should weigh it yourself."
Ye Xi slapped Lu Yijing's arm again: "Why are you so bad! Hey, I'm serious, if you don't have a girlfriend and I don't have a boyfriend or girlfriend by the time we graduate from college, why don't we Let's just make do with each other and get along."
"Thank you for your kindness, I have someone I like."
After hearing this, Ye Xi almost jumped up from his seat without excitement: "Who is it?"
Lu Yijing put the cap on the pen, she put the math paper aside, and after thinking for a while, she replied, "You and I both know someone."
Lu Yijing has very few friends, so few that Ye Xi can count them on her fingers. After listing her two or three friends one by one and none of them are, Ye Xi suddenly had a count in her heart, and she looked around. After a while, she noticed that there were people playing and reading books in the classroom, and when no one noticed, she took a deep breath and asked, "Could it be Yu Ge's kid?"
Lu Yijing didn't shake her head or nod, but Ye Xi noticed the softness in her eyes, it was a kind of tacit consent, Ye Xi understood.
"Go back and recite the book again. That's the end of this topic. If you don't recite it ten times, I won't help you."
"I know, I know, why are you like my tutor?"
Ye Xi returned to her seat. Although the history book was in front of her, she didn't put her thoughts on it. Instead, she was still recalling Lu Yijing's tacit answer to her. I didn't expect that my Xiaojing really liked that kid.
Lu Yijing discovered this relationship during the summer vacation of the second year of high school. Yu Ge graduated from the third year of junior high school and entered high school, but Lu Yijing learned that she had a boyfriend. Lu Yijing didn't understand why when he heard such news, She would feel out of breath, as if someone had strangled her neck, and even she couldn't breathe smoothly, and even felt uncomfortable in her heart.
When Yu Ge was dating her boyfriend, Lu Yijing had a fight with her, and she didn't understand why she suddenly became so angry with Ge. During the whole process, she just stood in the perspective of an adult so that Yu Ge could not fall in love early. But she couldn't find a position in the end, and she didn't know what reason she could use to persuade Yu Ge, she didn't have any position at all.
Falling in love is her own business, and it's not up to her to teach Yu Ge a lesson. At that time, Lu Yijing discovered a fact that even she couldn't accept, that she fell in love with Yu Ge.
The two fought coldly for a whole summer vacation, and it was only later that Lu Yijing found out that Yu Ge had broken up with that boy because "I don't like you", but Lu Yijing understood that Yu Ge actually liked that boy quite a bit.
Lu Yijing hid this liking very well. Her concern for Ge is justified in the eyes of outsiders and her. Excessive care and love will only be regarded by them as a sister caring for her sister. It was so natural that they didn't feel that there was anything wrong.
Not daring to confess, Lu Yijing kept this love in his heart.
"Aren't you going to tell her?" Ye Xi asked.
Lu Yijing shook his head: "I don't plan to, just let it be."
Lu Yijing was afraid, afraid that after she said what she liked, she wouldn't even have to be friends.
Although she has changed, her cowardice is still there.
This emotional cowardice is deadly enough.
Lu Yijing thought, it's better to continue to be her coward.
This ten-year unrequited love and secret love finally came to an end one day.
Lu Yijing accompanied Yu Ge from junior high school to high school, and then to university, even after work. From Yu Ge's point of view, Lu Yijing will always be her best friend.
After working, Lu Yijing's concern for Ge continued, but it was just right. She played the role of friend, but she never thought of changing "friend" into "lover". She thought about it, but she didn't dare to act.
Until one day, Lu Yijing received a wedding invitation from Yuge. On the invitation, the bride was her, while the groom was a partner of the company.
Lu Yijing just heard from Yu Ge's assistant that the two of them saw each other because they were arguing.
"President Lu, Director Yu and Vice President Huang are really talented and beautiful, they are a natural match."
"Yes." Lu Yijing calmly answered the secretary's question.
"Yijing, I haven't seen your boyfriend yet."
"I don't want to find a partner yet, just wait."
"Then I'll give you the bouquet. I also want to see your happy appearance and your wedding dress."
If you can't see it, Lu Yijing said in your heart, you won't see it for the rest of your life.
"Do you think my wedding dress is beautiful?" Yu Ge stood in front of the mirror, trying on the wedding dress.
"Very beautiful, very beautiful." Lu Yijing replied.
The sourness in his heart magnified infinitely, until Yu Ge entered the dressing room again, Lu Yijing looked up and saw himself in the mirror.
"It's a good day, why are you crying?"
She took a tissue and wiped away the tears from her face.
"She is happy, you should be happy."
Lu Yijing managed to smile in the mirror, but her smile was uglier than crying.
When I got home, I was completely drunk.
After that wedding, Lu Yijing and Yu Ge haven't seen each other for some time. She and her husband went abroad for their honeymoon and came back today.
Lu Yijing received a call from his friend Ye Xi.
"Hey dear, the company is on holiday today, I want to come and play with you."
"I haven't had a holiday yet, let's try another day."
"Okay, okay, I will arrive in Linxian City tomorrow, do you want to pick me up?"
"Big baby, I'm on a business trip tomorrow, let my brother pick you up."
"I haven't seen you for a few days, you don't love me anymore, okay, okay, I'll call your brother later."
"Then I'll hang up first and take a shower."
"Remember to send me a copy of the bathing map."
"Screw you."
Fog filled the entire bathroom, hot water had already been placed in the bathtub, and the bottle of red wine in Lu Yijing's hand had just run out at the moment, her face was slightly red, and she looked a little drunk.
She was only wearing a thin white shirt, before she took it off she sat in the bathtub, the warm water wrapped her whole body, Lu Yijing closed his eyes as if enjoying a moment of comfort.
The next second, the severe pain on her wrist made her more awake. The red liquid was mixed with transparent water, like bright red roses blooming.
Just when Lu Yijing was about to fall into a deep sleep, a phone rang. She took the phone and found that it was Yu Ge's call. After a few seconds of hesitation, she connected the last call between Yu Ge and her.
"I'm back in China, come to my place for dinner tonight, I haven't been with you for a long time."
"You just came back to China, let's take a rest, how are you doing, did you have fun?"
Lu Yijing's voice was a little lazy, as if she had just woken up.
"Well, I'm very happy, and I brought you a present back."
"What gift?" Lu Yijing asked.
"A pair of bracelets, one for each of you and me."
Lu Yijing smiled, and she continued, "Aren't you afraid that your husband will be jealous?"
"The premise is that he has to dare to do it."
"so."
The bright red liquid stained the transparent water red, and Lu Yijing's consciousness still remained, she thought, maybe she would be relieved in a few seconds, but after receiving this call, she felt even more unwilling.
Do you still want to leave with regrets?
No, I don't want to.
"Age."
"Huh? What's wrong?"
Lu Yijing took a deep breath and revealed the secret that had been hidden in her heart for ten years.
"I like you, I love you."
Then there was tens of seconds of silence on the opposite side, Lu Yijing glanced at the phone, Yu Ge didn't hang up the phone, maybe he was thinking about how to answer, Lu Yijing was not in a hurry because she had already said it.
"I accidentally pressed mute just now, what do you want to say to me?"
"It's nothing, I'll hang up the phone first and prepare to drive."
"Well, see you tonight then."
"See you."
Lu Yijing finally plucked up the courage to say "I like you" to Ge, but the other party couldn't hear her when she died.
That may be for the best.
Countless memories appeared before her eyes like a revolving lantern, Lu Yijing closed his eyes.
If life can be repeated again, I think I can say that sentence to you: "I like you."
But it's just a pity that there are no ifs in this world.
"Doctor, is she all right?"
"It's just heatstroke, just take a drip and it's fine. It's nothing serious, and I can't die."
"It's fine."
Faintly hearing a man and a woman talking, Lu Yijing opened her eyes in a daze. She tried her best to prop up her body, and soon saw what was in front of her.
"I rely on Lao Lu, you finally woke up! Run around and you will faint, scaring me to death."
After Lu Yijing saw who was coming, tears flowed from her eyes without warning, and she didn't even realize it.
"Wow, why are you crying? It's just a sunstroke, and you can't die."
Seeing Lu Yijing crying and panicking, Yu Ge ran around and passed out. What's the point of crying? Could it be because of face problems?Squad leader Lu passed out in front of the whole class, she couldn't hold back her face?
But then Yu Ge was hugged by Lu Yijing, and even she was stunned, what kind of acting was this?
Lu Yijing hugged Yu Ge and cried wantonly, crying heartbreakingly, Yu Ge had no choice but to hug her back in a daze while coaxing her while patting her back and stroking her head.
This is not a dream, Lu Yijing feels the familiar warmth, this is not a dream.
If life can be repeated again, if this is really realized.
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But Lu Yijing is different. After this period, other children of the same age will laugh when they are coaxed, and grin when they see people. It hit the ground, and she heard the loud noise. One second, she was happily playing with the toy, but the next second, she curled her lips, and cried out with a "wow", and the tears couldn't stop , There is no way, that big brother Lu Tianming, who is five years older than her, shoulders the responsibility of making this baby sister happy.
Lu Yijing can't bear too much shock, the sound of two objects colliding with each other is too loud, no, even if it must be loud, it must be reduced to the minimum; speak loudly or the volume is too loud to her, no, she will think you are annoying She can cry immediately when she curls her lips; tell her some stories about monsters and ghosts, she will listen carefully when you tell her, and tears will fall from her eyes when she thinks about these things when she sleeps at night. In short, Lu Yijing Everyone in the neighborhood knew that he was a timid crybaby when he was a child.
At that time, Lu Li, the father of Lu Yijing and Lu Tianming, had already made a fortune with his good friend Yu Zhengxuan. Lu Yijing was still young, only two years old, and had just learned to speak. Even his mother, father and brother couldn't speak clearly.
Ahem, these are not very important, the story still has to start when she was in elementary school.
Lu Yijing Elementary School is a foreign language school in City C. The school is a school integrating elementary school, junior high school and high school. However, when she was in the third grade of elementary school, she suddenly transferred back to Mingcai Middle School in Linxian City. There is an affiliated elementary school at the bottom. After graduating from the affiliated elementary school, you can directly study in Mingcai Middle School after junior high school.
Lu Yijing has been studying since she was a child. She has a quick mind and can quickly understand everything and draw inferences from one instance. The teacher often gives her some advice in private. She is also very popular with her classmates at school, but this state is only limited to her A foreign language school in City C.
She has loved reading since she was able to read in kindergarten. When she was in kindergarten, when other children were crying because they had just left home and came to a strange environment, she was crying too, but when her brother Lu Tianming hugged her When she was given a book of children's illustrations, she was attracted by the children's illustrations. Before the tears on her cheeks were wiped away, she sat on the small bench in the class and looked at the children's illustrations seriously. The small act of keeping her sister from crying has become one of the reasons why she became an excellent nerd when she grew up.
When other children were playing during recess, she read a phonetic storybook by herself. After returning home and finishing her homework every day, her goal was not to watch cartoons on TV, but to let Lu Tian, who wanted to watch cartoons, Ming taught her to read and write. As a sister control, is it important for cartoons to have their own baby sister?Of course not!As soon as Lu Tianming turned off the TV, he went to teach Lu Yijing with his first grade textbook.
Lu Yijing likes to stay at home and read books, so much so that the second heroine of this article, Yu Ge, doesn't know when her future girlfriend was born. Uncle Yu's daughter, and what kind of sister is Zhang?Certainly not!So it's better to read the four classics at home.
Apart from this younger sister, Lu Yijing can often see the little boy from the Yan family next door. Every time the eldest brother Lu Tianming takes him out to play, he will always see him playing in the sand with other children he doesn't know. Only get close to Lu Tianming, his real brother.
After graduating from kindergarten, she went to a foreign language school in City C, and after the third grade of elementary school, she transferred to the primary school attached to Mingcai Middle School.
This is also the place where she and the only obsession in this life met for the first time, although the previous memories were not so good.
It was a sunny afternoon. On the first day Lu Yijing transferred to Mingcai Affiliated Primary School, the male students in the class laughed at her for being as tall as a first grader. She was short, a head shorter than the girls in the same class. , is also a frequent target of bullying. She has good grades, but this is nothing in the eyes of her classmates. She, the number one in the whole grade, became a thorn in the eyes of the whole class after a midterm exam.
In addition, Lu Yijing was born with a relatively introverted personality and loves to cry. She stayed at home every day in the kindergarten and did not have many friends in the local area. Now that she has transferred to a new environment, she naturally has no one to vent her anger.
Mingcai Middle School is the best aristocratic school in Linxian City. The students are basically divided into: those with the best grades and some rich second generations.
There are many students like Lu Yijing, but she just didn't pick the right time to enroll, she had to be a transfer student.
In the first grade, the classmates in the class began to form small groups and small organizations. Lu Yijing didn't belong to any organization, so he naturally became the target of everyone's isolated bullying.
This situation continued until she was in the fifth grade of elementary school.
"You said your family is so rich, why can't you find much in your bag?"
The boy squatted on the ground. He looked at the textbooks and homework that had fallen on the ground and was already covered with dust, and then looked at Lu Yijing who was sitting on the ground in front of him, the part of his body that was exposed was already covered with paint. He seemed a little bit unbearable. , he waved back, and several boys around his age also surrounded him.
"200 yuan is enough for tonight's dinner. I'll let you go today. You are still five hundred short of the protection fee for this month. Remember to bring it tomorrow, and pay it by Monday next week at the latest." As he said, the boy raised his head. His hands clenched into fists and shook before her eyes.
"Don't tell your parents, do you know, or you will look good to me!" When he left, the boy did not forget to threaten, he raised his fist and waved forward, then called the little followers behind him to leave.
Looking at the soiled books thrown on the ground, Lu Yijing tremblingly stood up from the ground, but only swayed and then sat down on the ground again.
"Woooooooo..."
Dou Da's tears fell drop by drop on the dusty ground. She hugged her knees and buried her head in her thighs, crying "Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo". Crying and no one will come.
Lu Yijing felt very aggrieved, and even wondered why she came here to study. She missed the teachers and classmates at the original school. The teacher would always smile and touch her head and give herself a lecture. The little girl at the same table would come here every day. Bring fun toys to share with her. The classmates in the class are also very united and friendly. Why did I become like this when I came here.
Famous Talents Affiliated Elementary School and C City Foreign Language School are both boarding schools. Students can only go home on weekends. Lu Yijing can't go home, and she doesn't want to go back to her dormitory. Although her roommates don't bully her, Lu Yijing understands a word, then That is: "cold violence".
Lu Yijing is not stupid, she is very smart, and she also knows that the classmates in her class don't like her since she came, but she doesn't understand why.
It was getting dark, Lu Yijing was still crying with his head buried, the afterglow of the setting sun could not reach this dark corner, but Lu Yijing could still see the bruises on his body, she didn't want her parents and brother to know, so every time The reason is that I accidentally fell while not looking at the road, and then I fell like this. Lu Yijing is counting the days every day, and he will be able to go home the day after tomorrow, and he can see his parents and brother again. Lu Yijing felt that he should be happy and not cry.
"Hey, are you okay, why are you crying?"
Feeling that someone was poking him with something, Lu Yijing raised his head, and saw a girl poking himself with a finger in front of him, Lu Yijing thought that someone was going to bully her again, so he raised his hand to protect his head, but in his imagination The beating didn't come, the girl knelt down and took out a handkerchief from her pocket, she grabbed Lu Yijing's arm and approached, then gently wiped away the tears on Lu Yijing's face.
"Yu Ge, what are you doing? We won't be able to drink milk tea if we don't leave."
"Oh, why are you so anxious, if you can't drink today, you can drink it tomorrow."
The girl stood up, and she took out another band-aid from her pocket, tore it off and stuck it on Lu Yijing's bleeding knee.
"Why do you suffer so many injuries? It must be very painful. My father told me that if the wound is not treated in time, it will be infected, and it may be amputated!"
Beside the girl was a little boy. He looked impatient and leaned against the wall with his arms folded. Then the girl raised her hand and hit him on the head. The boy covered his head and curled his lips, then bent down Go, Lu Yijing found that he was helping himself to pick up the books and stationery that had fallen on the floor, patted the ashes and put them back in the schoolbag for himself.
"Thank you." Lu Yijing said to the two with sobs.
"Are you being bullied?" the girl asked, Lu Yijing quickly shook his head like a rattle.
"No, I wasn't bullied, I accidentally fell."
"Well, then you should pay more attention next time. Girls should take good care of themselves, not to mention you are such a beautiful girl."
Lu Yijing raised his head and met the girl's eyes. For a moment, Lu Yijing didn't know how to answer. She didn't speak, but just lowered her head.
"Here, lollipop, lollipop is delicious and sweet, stop crying after you eat it."
Lu Yijing took the lollipop from the girl, it was very ordinary, there was nothing magical about it, but Lu Yijing could feel its warmth from it.
"Yu Ge, if you don't leave, you really won't be able to drink milk tea."
"Oh, here we come."
The girl smiled at Lu Yijing, and she said, "Then I'll leave first, this guy behind me is too noisy."
"Well, bye, bye."
"Hey, goodbye."
The girl left, and Lu Yijing held the lollipop that the girl gave her in his hand. Lu Yijing felt warm in his heart, as if the sun broke through the dark clouds and illuminated everything.
And this girl is the sun, which illuminates Lu Yijing's dark inner world for a moment, making her feel that not everyone in this world is such a bad person, she suddenly begins to have expectations, expectations for tomorrow, tomorrow will be okay met her?
Lu Yijing looked at the handkerchief left by the girl here, and picked it up with his body, Lu Yijing thought, I can see her, it must be possible.
"What's her name? Yu Ge?"
Which yu and which ge?
This little girl brought infinite hope to Lu Yijing. The school uniform she wore that time belonged to Mingcai, so she is also a student of Mingcai Primary School, and I don't know which class she will be in.
Lu Yijing looked at the washed sky blue handkerchief, does this girl like sky blue?Why not pink?She looked at the handkerchief and thought of countless whys.
Lu Tianming felt that something was wrong with her sister these days. She often looked at the sky in a daze by herself, and sometimes there would be an imperceptible smile on her face, and she looked extremely happy. Lu Tianming felt that this feeling was very familiar. Second, I have already understood a lot of things and things that should be understood by this age group. Lu Yijing looks like the girl he liked in the same class at the time, until Lu Tianming met that "girl" in the men's room. It was later discovered that he was actually a fake mother.
"Like" is easy to show on the face, Lu Tianming thought, does my sister like a boy in their class?
In fact, Lu Yijing still lived that kind of life later, the only difference is that every time she was bullied, she would always take out the girl's handkerchief to look at, thinking about what she said to herself that day, the girl became her spirit pillar.
Perhaps this is fate, fate, it is really wonderful.
Just when the deadline for paying the protection fee was reached, Lu Yijing was surrounded by them in that familiar alley. She was timid, surrounded by several boys who were taller and stronger than her. She didn't dare to catch her breath, when she didn't pay enough money this time, it was inevitable that she would be beaten, Lu Yijing covered her head, but at this moment, a small figure suddenly appeared in front of her, and then Lu Yijing Hearing that person shout: "Run!" Lu Yijing's hand was held by that person, and it was only when she realized that she realized that she was already running.
Lu Yijing saw clearly that the person leading her away in front of him was the little girl she had been thinking about day and night.
Lu Yijing felt warm when held by her tiny hands.
Later, what this group of junior high school students did was caught by the teaching director, and the punishment came to an end.
Lu Yijing also knew the girl's name, Yu Ge, so Yu, the song of singing, and the boy with her was named Yan Ze, Lu Yijing had some impression of the boy, he often played in the children's playground when he was young Is that the little boy in the sand? It turned out to be him.
During the Chinese New Year, the four members of the Lu family were going to visit relatives. The relatives were actually friends, but these two families were better than one family.
"Dad, where are we going?" Lu Tianming looked at the little black suit on his body. It didn't look like he was going to visit relatives during the Chinese New Year, but it was like a blind date on TV. If he was taller, he was going to a prom.
"Do you still remember Uncle Yu? Let's go find Uncle Yu this time. There is a kid at Uncle Yu's house. You met him in the morning, but it was Yijing." Lu Li knelt down and patted Lu Yijing and Lu Tianming's heads: " Both of you are older than the kid, so don't bully her."
"Come on... who dares to bully her..." Lu Tianming looked up at the sky, "I'm afraid of being bullied by that bully."
Lu Yijing didn't know why, but he felt more than a dozen expectations in his heart.
She poked her head into the door, not knowing whether to go in or not. When she saw Yu Zhengxuan in front of her, Lu Yijing stood behind Lu Tianming and called out, "Hello, Uncle Yu."
Uncle Yu looked much gentler than expected. After saying hello to Lu Yijing, he waved to the people who were watching TV in the living room.
"Xiaoge, come here quickly."
Hearing Yu Zhengxuan's voice, the man immediately stood up from the sofa.
"Hello, Uncle Lu, Auntie, and Brother Tianming."
It was a very familiar voice. Standing behind Lu Tianming, Lu Yijing only poked her head out, but when she saw that the person in front of her was Yu Ge, she froze for a while.
"So you are Lu Yijing. I often hear my dad talking about you."
Only then did Lu Yijing realize that she hadn't told Yu Ge her name yet.
This is a beginning, as the beginning of her ten years of bitter crush on song.
Junior high school is a new starting point in life.
There are many people who fall in love in junior high school, and Lu Yijing also met her first friend in the new class—Ye Xi.
Lu Yijing is no longer the Lu Yijing she was in elementary school. She started to change drastically after being beaten up by Yu Ge in terms of personality. How should I put it, she is not introverted, and does not like to cry. Instead, she has become colder and colder. .
"Xiaojing, why are there so many people in our class falling in love?"
"Didn't you also receive a love letter from a boy in another class a few days ago? If you want to talk, you can try."
Ye Xi was sitting on the bench flipping through the book in his hand, but his eyes were always on Lu Yijing, who was five tables away from him. Today, Lu Yijing should stay on duty, and she can leave after sweeping the floor. Ye Xi Xixi accompanied her in the classroom, but it was just to accompany her.
After hearing Lu Yijing's words, Ye Xi shook her head and said, "No, I have to wait until college to fall in love, but Xiaojing you." Ye Xi closed the book and put it on the table, then walked around to the classroom to get a handful broom.
"Xiaojing, do you have someone you like?"
Lu Yijing's hand holding the broom paused for a moment. For some reason, it reminded her of Yu Ge. A few seconds later, she shook her head at Ye Xi: "No, I don't have anyone I like."
"But everyone in the class has someone they like." Ye Xi pouted, she didn't believe that Lu Yijing didn't have someone he liked, even if he really didn't, then there would always be something in his heart.
Lu Yijing put down the broom and replied, "I am me, they are them."
"Squad Leader Lu, you are such a good role model. If you don't fall in love, you don't even have anyone you like."
"Both each other, Vice Squad Leader Ye, you are also excellent."
Lu Yijing put away the broom, took today's homework and greeted Ye Xi at the door of the classroom: "Hurry up, I have to pick someone up."
"I'm coming."
Ye Xi quickly packed up the books and came out, and locked the classroom door by the way.
Of course she knew who Lu Yijing was looking for, that Fa Xiao who grew up with her, two years younger than her, and the elementary school girl Yu Ge who was in the first grade of junior high school.
Every day after school Lu Yijing would pick her up and give her homework. Thinking of this, Ye Xi felt a little jealous. Of course, it was jealousy of friendship. Lu Yijing treated this elementary school girl like her girlfriend.
Ye Xi entered the rot circle in the first year of junior high school, swimming freely in the rot sea. Lu Yijing is a nerd who only knows how to study and read, so naturally he doesn't understand these things. Now when he sees Lu Yijing and this elementary school girl together, Ye Xi will always I could smell the fragrance of lilies from the side, but the elementary school girl is straight, and so is Lu Yijing.
"Why do you say you are so nice to her? You pick her up after school every day, and you even bring homework when you get home. You always want to bring her a copy of any novelty."
"Big darling, how long will it take you to be so caring about me? I also want you to help me with my homework. The tutor in my family is too strict. I want to cry when I see him."
Ye Xi kept talking behind Lu Yijing. Lu Yijing brought her a bottle of mineral water in case she was tired, and Ye Xi gulped it down after taking it.
Just at this time Lu Yijing also came to Yu Ge's classroom door, she just knocked on the glass, Yu Ge who was by the window raised her head when she heard the sound, she smiled at Lu Yijing who was outside the window, took the packed schoolbag and left classroom.
"Yijing, sister Ye Xi."
Lu Yijing raised her hand to straighten Yu Ge's collar, and she put a lollipop in Yu Ge's hand.
"Hey, why do you always call my sister every time, and you call her 'Yijing, Yijing', little friend, how often do you call sister Yijing?"
After hearing this, Lu Yijing slapped Ye Xi lightly on the head, then turned to Ge and said, "She likes to joke."
But Lu Yijing didn't expect that Yu Ge would actually do what Ye Xi said.
"Sister Yijing." She called out.
Lu Yijing was stunned again, Yu Ge picked up her schoolbag, she then stretched out her hand to Lu Yijing, understanding what it meant, Lu Yijing took her hand and led her forward.
Ye Xi stood behind and watched the two of them smacking their mouths, then shook her head as if sighing, um, it was the fragrance of lilies.
Lu Yijing treats Yu Ge as her younger sister, but somewhere in the dark, she feels that this relationship has gradually changed.
After entering high school, her studies began to become busy. Lu Yijing still maintained her top grades in the school, and she was still the class monitor. Most of the students in the class were classmates from the key classes of junior high school, so it was natural to call him "Squad Leader Lu". Also extremely intimate and familiar.
With evening self-study in high school, Lu Yijing would take time out of her busy schedule to make up lessons for Yu Ge, which has probably become her habit.
Sometimes Lu Yijing would receive a love letter from a boy in the same class or a boy from another class, and she would hand it over to Ye Xi to deal with it before rejecting it.
Since the third year of junior high school, Lu Yijing has discovered that she is different from others. It is not that she has an extra eye, a mouth, and a nose, or that she has three heads and six arms, but her sexual orientation. She finds that she is not interested in boys, except that she has a crush But none of them could make her heart beat or make her heart beat faster.
To sum up any one of the above, but if it is placed in front of Yu Ge, it will be different.
This situation has been intensifying until now.
"Did you find that the sports committee member of our class is very handsome?" After class, Ye Xi got off her seat and ran to Lu Yijing's side, she said quietly while sitting beside Lu Yijing.Lu Yijing shook his head as usual and asked back: "Why, do you like him?"
"You man! I'm helping you find someone."
"You forgot, I don't like boys." Lu Yijing was still doing her math problems, and she buried her head and talked to Ye Xi. Ye Xi pouted and then lay on the desk and looked at Lu Yijing: "Didn't you really say that Just for fun."
"How often have I been joking?"
"Hiss, ok ok."
Seeing that Ye Xi was still lying on the table looking at him, Lu Yijing poked her on the head with the cap of his pen.
"Xiao Jing, why don't you like me? You see, we should get along after we get along for so long. Don't you think that the fat will not flow into the fields of outsiders?"
"If you have such thoughts, why not think about the history recitation in the next class. If you can't recite it, you will be punished ten times. You should weigh it yourself."
Ye Xi slapped Lu Yijing's arm again: "Why are you so bad! Hey, I'm serious, if you don't have a girlfriend and I don't have a boyfriend or girlfriend by the time we graduate from college, why don't we Let's just make do with each other and get along."
"Thank you for your kindness, I have someone I like."
After hearing this, Ye Xi almost jumped up from his seat without excitement: "Who is it?"
Lu Yijing put the cap on the pen, she put the math paper aside, and after thinking for a while, she replied, "You and I both know someone."
Lu Yijing has very few friends, so few that Ye Xi can count them on her fingers. After listing her two or three friends one by one and none of them are, Ye Xi suddenly had a count in her heart, and she looked around. After a while, she noticed that there were people playing and reading books in the classroom, and when no one noticed, she took a deep breath and asked, "Could it be Yu Ge's kid?"
Lu Yijing didn't shake her head or nod, but Ye Xi noticed the softness in her eyes, it was a kind of tacit consent, Ye Xi understood.
"Go back and recite the book again. That's the end of this topic. If you don't recite it ten times, I won't help you."
"I know, I know, why are you like my tutor?"
Ye Xi returned to her seat. Although the history book was in front of her, she didn't put her thoughts on it. Instead, she was still recalling Lu Yijing's tacit answer to her. I didn't expect that my Xiaojing really liked that kid.
Lu Yijing discovered this relationship during the summer vacation of the second year of high school. Yu Ge graduated from the third year of junior high school and entered high school, but Lu Yijing learned that she had a boyfriend. Lu Yijing didn't understand why when he heard such news, She would feel out of breath, as if someone had strangled her neck, and even she couldn't breathe smoothly, and even felt uncomfortable in her heart.
When Yu Ge was dating her boyfriend, Lu Yijing had a fight with her, and she didn't understand why she suddenly became so angry with Ge. During the whole process, she just stood in the perspective of an adult so that Yu Ge could not fall in love early. But she couldn't find a position in the end, and she didn't know what reason she could use to persuade Yu Ge, she didn't have any position at all.
Falling in love is her own business, and it's not up to her to teach Yu Ge a lesson. At that time, Lu Yijing discovered a fact that even she couldn't accept, that she fell in love with Yu Ge.
The two fought coldly for a whole summer vacation, and it was only later that Lu Yijing found out that Yu Ge had broken up with that boy because "I don't like you", but Lu Yijing understood that Yu Ge actually liked that boy quite a bit.
Lu Yijing hid this liking very well. Her concern for Ge is justified in the eyes of outsiders and her. Excessive care and love will only be regarded by them as a sister caring for her sister. It was so natural that they didn't feel that there was anything wrong.
Not daring to confess, Lu Yijing kept this love in his heart.
"Aren't you going to tell her?" Ye Xi asked.
Lu Yijing shook his head: "I don't plan to, just let it be."
Lu Yijing was afraid, afraid that after she said what she liked, she wouldn't even have to be friends.
Although she has changed, her cowardice is still there.
This emotional cowardice is deadly enough.
Lu Yijing thought, it's better to continue to be her coward.
This ten-year unrequited love and secret love finally came to an end one day.
Lu Yijing accompanied Yu Ge from junior high school to high school, and then to university, even after work. From Yu Ge's point of view, Lu Yijing will always be her best friend.
After working, Lu Yijing's concern for Ge continued, but it was just right. She played the role of friend, but she never thought of changing "friend" into "lover". She thought about it, but she didn't dare to act.
Until one day, Lu Yijing received a wedding invitation from Yuge. On the invitation, the bride was her, while the groom was a partner of the company.
Lu Yijing just heard from Yu Ge's assistant that the two of them saw each other because they were arguing.
"President Lu, Director Yu and Vice President Huang are really talented and beautiful, they are a natural match."
"Yes." Lu Yijing calmly answered the secretary's question.
"Yijing, I haven't seen your boyfriend yet."
"I don't want to find a partner yet, just wait."
"Then I'll give you the bouquet. I also want to see your happy appearance and your wedding dress."
If you can't see it, Lu Yijing said in your heart, you won't see it for the rest of your life.
"Do you think my wedding dress is beautiful?" Yu Ge stood in front of the mirror, trying on the wedding dress.
"Very beautiful, very beautiful." Lu Yijing replied.
The sourness in his heart magnified infinitely, until Yu Ge entered the dressing room again, Lu Yijing looked up and saw himself in the mirror.
"It's a good day, why are you crying?"
She took a tissue and wiped away the tears from her face.
"She is happy, you should be happy."
Lu Yijing managed to smile in the mirror, but her smile was uglier than crying.
When I got home, I was completely drunk.
After that wedding, Lu Yijing and Yu Ge haven't seen each other for some time. She and her husband went abroad for their honeymoon and came back today.
Lu Yijing received a call from his friend Ye Xi.
"Hey dear, the company is on holiday today, I want to come and play with you."
"I haven't had a holiday yet, let's try another day."
"Okay, okay, I will arrive in Linxian City tomorrow, do you want to pick me up?"
"Big baby, I'm on a business trip tomorrow, let my brother pick you up."
"I haven't seen you for a few days, you don't love me anymore, okay, okay, I'll call your brother later."
"Then I'll hang up first and take a shower."
"Remember to send me a copy of the bathing map."
"Screw you."
Fog filled the entire bathroom, hot water had already been placed in the bathtub, and the bottle of red wine in Lu Yijing's hand had just run out at the moment, her face was slightly red, and she looked a little drunk.
She was only wearing a thin white shirt, before she took it off she sat in the bathtub, the warm water wrapped her whole body, Lu Yijing closed his eyes as if enjoying a moment of comfort.
The next second, the severe pain on her wrist made her more awake. The red liquid was mixed with transparent water, like bright red roses blooming.
Just when Lu Yijing was about to fall into a deep sleep, a phone rang. She took the phone and found that it was Yu Ge's call. After a few seconds of hesitation, she connected the last call between Yu Ge and her.
"I'm back in China, come to my place for dinner tonight, I haven't been with you for a long time."
"You just came back to China, let's take a rest, how are you doing, did you have fun?"
Lu Yijing's voice was a little lazy, as if she had just woken up.
"Well, I'm very happy, and I brought you a present back."
"What gift?" Lu Yijing asked.
"A pair of bracelets, one for each of you and me."
Lu Yijing smiled, and she continued, "Aren't you afraid that your husband will be jealous?"
"The premise is that he has to dare to do it."
"so."
The bright red liquid stained the transparent water red, and Lu Yijing's consciousness still remained, she thought, maybe she would be relieved in a few seconds, but after receiving this call, she felt even more unwilling.
Do you still want to leave with regrets?
No, I don't want to.
"Age."
"Huh? What's wrong?"
Lu Yijing took a deep breath and revealed the secret that had been hidden in her heart for ten years.
"I like you, I love you."
Then there was tens of seconds of silence on the opposite side, Lu Yijing glanced at the phone, Yu Ge didn't hang up the phone, maybe he was thinking about how to answer, Lu Yijing was not in a hurry because she had already said it.
"I accidentally pressed mute just now, what do you want to say to me?"
"It's nothing, I'll hang up the phone first and prepare to drive."
"Well, see you tonight then."
"See you."
Lu Yijing finally plucked up the courage to say "I like you" to Ge, but the other party couldn't hear her when she died.
That may be for the best.
Countless memories appeared before her eyes like a revolving lantern, Lu Yijing closed his eyes.
If life can be repeated again, I think I can say that sentence to you: "I like you."
But it's just a pity that there are no ifs in this world.
"Doctor, is she all right?"
"It's just heatstroke, just take a drip and it's fine. It's nothing serious, and I can't die."
"It's fine."
Faintly hearing a man and a woman talking, Lu Yijing opened her eyes in a daze. She tried her best to prop up her body, and soon saw what was in front of her.
"I rely on Lao Lu, you finally woke up! Run around and you will faint, scaring me to death."
After Lu Yijing saw who was coming, tears flowed from her eyes without warning, and she didn't even realize it.
"Wow, why are you crying? It's just a sunstroke, and you can't die."
Seeing Lu Yijing crying and panicking, Yu Ge ran around and passed out. What's the point of crying? Could it be because of face problems?Squad leader Lu passed out in front of the whole class, she couldn't hold back her face?
But then Yu Ge was hugged by Lu Yijing, and even she was stunned, what kind of acting was this?
Lu Yijing hugged Yu Ge and cried wantonly, crying heartbreakingly, Yu Ge had no choice but to hug her back in a daze while coaxing her while patting her back and stroking her head.
This is not a dream, Lu Yijing feels the familiar warmth, this is not a dream.
If life can be repeated again, if this is really realized.
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