he lived

Because of my mental state, I couldn't work, I couldn't travel far.I was so trapped in this small room, accompanied by a figure created by illusion every day, watching the sun rise in the morning and watch the sun set in the evening, I had an illusion of comfort and peace.My life has never been so slow-paced for a long time.

How many years have I not seen the rising sun?I don't know either.For a long time, I have been running around in order to survive. When I was in school, I worked several jobs at the same time for tuition and living expenses. After graduation, I was busy in order to gain a foothold in the city. I belonged to the group of people who basically could not see the sun.

It's not for the sake of getting ahead, nor is it to make myself proud, it's just because I don't work twice as hard as others, so I can't continue to live in this city.I don't want to go back to where I used to live, with a bunch of bad memories.I have suffered so much just to get out of there, so now, no matter how much I pay, I am willing, as long as I don’t go back.

It's strange that I've been preoccupied with this kind of retrospective thinking lately.I don't want to emphasize how hard I have worked, and I'm not an artist who plans to make a debut by selling bitter love dramas, there is no such need.Maybe people nowadays always think that with the rapid economic development, there should be very few people who have experienced me.In fact, not everyone is born with a golden spoon in his mouth, and not everyone is lucky enough to live in a developed city.Whether it is a remote village or your present, there are too many people living in poverty, but they are too small and the world is too big, so you can't see them.There are many kinds of rich life, but the word poor will always have only one kind.

The life of the poor is worthless. I have heard too many examples of poor people being able to eat a person.For example, a mother, because her son is terminally ill and has no money to take medicine, remembers that her insurance policy can pay 20 yuan, so she jumps off the stairs.It turned out that the insurance policy was only valid for one year, and it had expired long ago.

An old man in the next village, in order to raise money for his grandson to see a doctor, went to the town to set up a stall and his car was confiscated. In order to keep the tricycle, he lay under the wheel, but the car didn't stop and went directly over his waist.The man was rescued, and the doctor said he was paraplegic. In order not to drag the poor family down, he directly hanged himself on the doorknob of the toilet with his trouser belt.

If you ask me are there really many poor people in this land?I'll tell you: Yes, there really are, but they are all humbled in the soil, you can't see them.