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Yan Muyu had mixed feelings to be able to sit at the same table with her parents and happily share dinner again.

She is not a rebellious person by nature. Since she was a child, she has always made her parents worry.

The dream she pursued at the beginning, although not following the rules, could not just stay in school and bloom, but her journey of chasing dreams was carried out with the understanding and help of her parents.

No matter how often she can go home, no matter how long she has been training, there is no accurate news about her debut, and her parents have never criticized or questioned her dream.

Compared with some people who enter the circle with the main purpose of making a living, she is lucky enough, at least she is not worried about being seduced by money and losing herself, at least she is not eager for success and impetuous to get into bad habits.

Dreams are based on life, unrealistic dreams, chasing success is called a miracle, chasing failure will be spurned by everyone.

Her dream was based on reality at first.

She wants to get in touch with music, she wants to learn to sing and dance, and she wants to be an artist and publish her own songs.With parental support, none of this is absurd.

She is not a person who does not know how to be grateful. After entering Xishi, she has been relying on the subsidies given by Xishi to live a frugal life. She has never relied on her parents to foster inertia in terms of money, because she understands that only hardship can keep her mind clear and not intoxicated by greed In ease.

She once had the opportunity to debut, as an individual.

It was just one year into Xishi at that time, but at the age of 17, she felt that she needed more systematic training to stabilize her character, so that she would not be arrogant because she gained a little popularity when she was young, and she would no longer improve herself skills.

Her ideal is to enter the preparation process for her solo debut when she becomes an adult, but a change occurred just at this time, making her 19 years old, and she is still willing to be a trainee.

Becoming a solo artist means exclusive access to resources. Of course, it is the most desirable way for many trainees to debut, and she used to be one of them.

How perfect it would be if her dreams never changed.But after meeting Song Qingmian, her dreams and aspirations all deviated.

She no longer wants to make a solo debut, because solo means that she will be busy with her personal announcements from now on, and will not have much time or reason to get close to Song Qingmian.

So she privately and tactfully expressed to Qiao Qing the idea of ​​forming a group and joining forces. Qiao Qing disagreed at first, but later, under her persuasion, he let go and said that he would discuss it with his superiors after an assessment.

During this period, she taught Song Qingmian all she had learned to help Song Qingmian improve her strength. Fortunately, Song Qingmian was extremely perceptive, and quickly made it to the list of Xishi trainees whose overall quality was in line with her debut.

Her original dream also changed completely after it was confirmed that the four of them would debut as a group.

What she pursues is no longer the road of music, but love.But this way, she failed to get the support of her parents, and she was doomed to betray her.

Yan Muyu looked at the parents on both sides who happily served her food and told her to eat quickly, and the sense of unreality in her heart became stronger.

Her parents now are not the same as the last time she saw them three years ago - heartbroken and sad.

Yan Chenming and Ji Yu are a cheerful and open-minded couple.

Since they are engaged in the catering industry, they often put the convenience of customers first. Their behavior requirements for Yan Muyu are also based on not causing trouble to others.

When Song Qingmian left the group, there were rumors on the Internet. Many fans who lost their fans said that it was because of the discord between Yan Muyu and Song Qingmian.

The four-person group was successful in building momentum and its popularity soared all the way. The sudden withdrawal of the popular group's rising members caused a great sensation at the time, and Yan Chenming and Ji Yu naturally also heard the news.

Ji Yu, who got the news, called Yan Muyu and asked Yan Muyu. Yan Muyu didn't explain the reason, but admitted that it was related to her, and was called home by Yan Chen for questioning.

Agitated, Yan Muyu confessed the fact that she likes Song Qingmian.

Yan Chenming and Ji Yu were shocked by Yan Muyu's sexuality at first, but after calming down, they reluctantly accepted this reality.

However, when the two learned that it was Yan Muyu's hard work that caused Song Qingmian to leave the group, they decided that Song Qingmian had no intention of treating Yan Muyu, and warned Yan Muyu not to pester Song Qingmian again.

But Yan Muyu, who was so hot at the time, didn't listen to the persuasion at all, so angry that Yan Chenming uttered harsh words, warning Yan Muyu that if she brought Song Qingmian any more unhappiness, she would no longer be the daughter of the Yan family.

The result of her insistence on going her own way was that Yan Muyu never returned to Yan's house after that.

After that, she would give her family a sum of her savings to her family every year and holiday. Although her career plummeted in the later period, the amount never decreased.

But she didn't get a single response to the message she sent along with the payment, knowing that Yan Chenming and Ji Yu didn't forgive her, and they didn't dare to go home again.

Even so, Yan Muyu also understood that Yan Chenming and Ji Yu loved her.

Thinking about it now, if she put down her face at that time and took the initiative to go home, how sad they would be if they learned that she failed to court and died of drunkenness.

The more Yan Muyu thought, the slower she moved her chopsticks.

Ji Yu thought that the food didn't suit Yan Muyu's appetite, so she cast a look at Yan Chenming. Yan Chenming understood, coughed twice, and asked, "Xiao Yu, why do you eat so little food today? You can't open your mouth in the company. If you want to eat, eat more when you get home. Or... what's on your mind? Tell your parents if you have something."

"No...no." Yan Muyu regained consciousness and hastily denied, "It's because the food is too delicious, I'm savoring it."

"Look, let me tell you that this kid has eaten honey when he comes home this time." Ji Yule said.

"Could it be that Xishi also trained sweet talk courses?" Yan Chenming joked with a smile, "But Xiaoyu, what's the matter when you come home suddenly this time?"

In the past, Yan Muyu used to go home on May [-]st, National Day, and Spring Festival. Recalling that she didn't tell them the purpose of going home, she replied: "Tomb-sweeping is the main thing, but at the end of the month I will be closed in S City to attend A program lasted for several months. I couldn’t go home on May Day, so I thought about coming back early.”

"So that's how it is." Ji Yu paused, "I don't know much about the show with your dad, but we will definitely watch it after it airs. City S...You Xuan is currently being asked by her dad to go there Ban, she is going home in Qingming. Just in time, remember to visit her before you leave, maybe you can get some information about the show in advance."

"Yes, I'll say hello to Lao You later." Yan Chenming echoed.

You Xuan is the daughter of Yan Chenming's best friend in the news industry, and also Yan Muyu's junior high school classmate and one of the few friends.

Yan Muyu had no reason to refuse, and after agreeing, she picked up the food and ate it.

After dinner, Yan Muyu wanted to help clean up the dishes, but Ji Yu refused and sent her back to her room.

Stepping into the room she hadn't returned to for three years, she finally had the real feeling of being home.

Her room is based on a comfortable light blue color, without too many clutter, books and musical instruments are clean and tidy, and it can be seen that people often come in to clean them.

Yan Muyu is not a rebellious person, but there was also a period of rebellion.

When she was young, she was unwilling to learn the popular musical instruments that everyone learned, so she picked some musical instruments with low popularity and popularity for practice, and the pipe placed in the innermost part of her musical instrument storage was one of them.

Guanzi is an ancient wind instrument, shaped like a flute, but each has its own advantages and disadvantages. Because of its sad sound, it is also called mourning.

Yan Muyu took a fancy to Guan Zi's unique voice and studied very hard, but after all, he was young and couldn't deeply feel the sadness of his blowing, and couldn't find resonance, so he gradually left him in the cold.

In order to facilitate Yan Muyu's practice, Yan Chenming and Ji Yu once asked someone to renovate her room to achieve the best sound insulation effect so as not to affect the neighbors.

After this rebirth, Yan Muyu felt the real grief. After scanning the items in the room, she walked to the storage box of the tube, took out the tube and blew.

Playing the nameless ditty that came out of emotion, Yan Muyu fell into fantasy.

In her fantasy, she felt like a lone flower blooming on the top of Lingxiao Lonely Peak.

It is not easy to be able to bloom flowers on the top of the harsh environment, but whether she blooms or withers, no one knows, and no one cares, just like her love that blooms without authorization.

Maybe... she could try, write a song and write it down.

Extreme emotions are the most inspirational, Yan Muyu came up with such an idea.

It was a pity in her last life that she couldn't even reach the standard of being a successful singer and dancer, let alone go further to create. After thinking about the competition system in the later stage of the show, she decided to take action.

The public actually has very low requirements for idols who are trainees. At the lowest level, as long as they have a good face, they can attract a group of fans who put their appearance first.

If singing and dancing are equally outstanding, fans will have more confidence to fight and compare with other fans outside; if singing and dancing are both good, they will be invincible.Idols are also divided into whether they are talented or not, and whether they are willing to make progress, but often the more powerful the person, the more unwilling to stop, constantly exploring new fields and absorbing new knowledge to further improve their own strength.

Creation is one of those options.

At the beginning of the attempt, Yan Muyu only set a general tone for the song she was going to create, and drew a basic framework - in the future, when composing music, pipes must be used as the main instrument; It rhymes flat and flat, and records the information you want to convey one by one for future integration.

The picture she imagined when she played the pipe just now became the inspiration for her lyrics.

She entrusts her unrequited love in the previous life in the blooming and decay of a solitary flower, and hides the love that is difficult to express in this life in the solitary flower that blooms on the top of a lonely peak that no one knows and cares about.

In the end, she despaired once, but fortunately she was reborn. She didn't want this song to be just a mournful song, and expressed that she didn't regret feeling the love she had ever felt—even if it was just the love she believed in alone. .

When I went home, I didn't expect to have an unexpected harvest.

Yan Muyu washed up in a hurry, told her parents not to disturb her, and while the inspiration was still there, she played to her heart's content, and didn't stop writing until three or four in the morning the next day.