Reading File Love GL[Entertainment]

The author has something to say: the second half has been substantially revised.

After removing the stones accumulated in his heart, Yan Muyu felt that the invisible hurdle in front of him disappeared instantly.

Girls who grow up in an outstanding family environment are usually either well protected and ignorant of the world; or they are well versed in the world and mature early.

Song Qingmian is the former on the outside, but the latter on the inside.

Yan Muyu hadn't heard Song Qingmian talk about her opinion for a long time.She used to think that she knew Song Qingmian very well, and she insisted on believing what she believed, but in the end she ended up in a mess.

So after hearing Song Qingmian's ready-to-confess words that day, Yan Muyu's heart surged with confusion and anxiety that could not be shaken off no matter what.She interrupted Song Qingmian's words at that time, but she just didn't want to be swallowed up by confusion and anxiety.

But if Song Qingmian hadn't pointed out all this, even if Yan Muyu had noticed something strange, she would have pretended not to know.

Today Song Qingmian's words on the stage seemed to say goodbye to this love in a subtle way, so Yan Muyu, who had cleared away her confusion and anxiety, didn't dare to delay any longer, and rushed out of the bathroom with her mobile phone.

"Hey! Why didn't I hear the sound of flushing water?" Ning Guoguo lay on the bed, startled by the sound of Yan Muyu's sudden opening of the bathroom door, "You have...a mobile phone! Where did it come from? Play with me too!"

"The phone belongs to someone else and I have to return it right away! I have something urgent to explain later!"

Yan Muyu put her mobile phone on the table, opened her cabinet in a hurry, and took out the wooden fish from the gift box in the cabinet.

"Why do you have a wooden fish in a hurry? Do you want to chant scriptures? By the way, where did you get the wooden fish? Hey, where are you going—"

Yan Muyu hurried to the door of 402 with Muyu and her mobile phone. Before she left, she cast a begging look at Jian Zhicheng who had been silently watching her actions since she rushed out of the bathroom, and boldly ignored Ning Guoguo The chain of questions left a 402.

It was not early at this time, and the doors of several dormitories on the fourth floor were closed.After leaving 402, Yan Muyu hurried to 404 to knock on the door, and returned the phone to Liu Qishui.

After Liu Qishui went downstairs with her mobile phone, she immediately ran to 405.

"Knock...knock...knock..."

"...Which one?"

After calming down her excited heart, Yan Muyu began to knock on the door of Room 405.The same three knocks on the door were exchanged for the same words that I heard when I first came to 405 to find Song Qingmian.

The difference is that Yan Muyu's mood is completely different.

"It's me." Yan Muyu replied softly.

However, this time the beauty in the room did not open the door immediately, even through a door, Yan Muyu could feel the hesitation in the heart of the person in the room.

"I...I feel sick to my stomach, I want you to get some oral liquid to drink."

Fearing that Song Qingmian would not open the door, Yan Muyu used the excuse of coaxing Ning Guoguo, and at the same time carefully hid the wooden fish behind her back.

With a click, the door opened.

"Come in." Song Qingmian lowered her head, not looking at Yan Muyu.

Yan Muyu entered 405 calmly.

After Song Qingmian closed the door, Yan Muyu who was standing behind Song Qingmian quickly reached out and locked the door.

"Why did you lock the door—"

"—Qing Mian, I actually came to you to get the gift that originally belonged to me."

Saying that, Yan Muyu held the wooden fish hidden behind her with both hands, and handed it to Song Qingmian who turned around in a panic.

Silence spread and diffused in the room, and the two were conducting a silent spiritual communication.

After a while, Song Qingmian raised her head, stared at Yan Muyu and asked seriously: "...Have you really thought it through this time?"

"It's true." Yan Muyu said firmly.

"But I... didn't I convey my thoughts to you through the yellow rose?" Song Qingmian smiled slightly.

"Yellow roses represent lost love and apologizing for love, but it also has the meaning of 'trying to love, waiting for love'. So you are not only apologizing for love, you are also calling me brave, telling me that you are Waiting for me to love you, right?" Yan Muyu smiled all over her face, and took a few steps closer to Song Qingmian holding the wooden fish.

Yan Muyu was thankful that she was not intimidated by the first information she found when searching for flower language.

After recovering from her rigidity, she persevered through a few more articles, and found that there was still room for recovery, so she dared to let her thoughts fly free.

Song Qingmian looked down at the wooden fish in Yan Muyu's hands, then raised her head and asked again: "Aren't you worried that my love is out of guilt? Do you have any other questions to ask me? Just holding the wooden fish hastily like this Come in front of me..."

"Don't be hasty." Yan Muyu hid her smile and asked solemnly, "After the first performance, when you were interrupted by me, did you want to tell me... I was right about you in the last life, You are actually the same as me, have always loved me?"

Song Qingmian blushed, and no longer faced Yan Muyu's fiery gaze, she lowered her head and bluffed back: "...What if I say no?"

Yan Muyu didn't panic, with a smile in her eyes, but she pretended to be serious and replied: "Then I can only put away the wooden fish and leave here..." As she said that, she was about to put down the hand holding the wooden fish.

"Wait…!"

At the moment when Yan Muyu lowered Muyu's hand, Song Qingmian's hastily shouted and flusteredly stretched out her hand to save Muyu, revealing her true thoughts.

Yan Muyu's hand only went down a few centimeters before stopping. After realizing that she turned to Song Qingmian, who had admitted what she thought in her heart, her face was flushed red, and she lowered her head in shame, "Yes... actually Since the last life... I have always loved you..."

Years of obsession, tossing and turning for two lifetimes, and finally hearing the answer that was longed for in the depths of her heart, Yan Muyu was filled with emotion in an instant.There was silence between the two of them again, but it was completely different from the atmosphere just now.

The wooden fish in Yan Muyu's hand is hollow and not heavy.

But not long after the performance ended and she had exhausted a lot of physical strength, her hands were still holding up steadily, her arms gradually became sore, and the hand holding the wooden fish began to shake slightly.

Song Qingmian originally lowered her head and immersed herself in the embarrassment after her thoughts became clear, but the wooden fish in her sight began to shake slightly, and she realized that they were still standing at the door. She immediately calmed down and raised her head to propose: "Let's sit at the table Let's talk again."

"Okay!" Yan Muyu readily agreed.

In 405, only Song Qingmian lived alone. She only placed a chair next to the leisure square table in the dormitory, which shoulders the two functions of a dining table and a coffee table, so she asked Yan Muyu to put the wooden fish on the square table and sit down first, and then she moved to the window. Another chair came.

"Don't you blame me?" After sitting down, Song Qingmian got straight to the point.

"What's your fault?" Yan Muyu asked following Song Qingmian's words.

"I was the one who refused to admit my feelings back then, and now I'm the one who tried to use your remaining friendship to redeem this relationship. I'm such a selfish person, shouldn't you blame me?" Song Qingmian's eyes became dim.

"If you say selfish, am I too?"

The square table was not big, and seeing Song Qingmian's eyes dim, Yan Muyu immediately stretched out a hand to hold Song Qingmian's on the opposite side, and then said:

"Even if the two are in love, it doesn't mean that you can rely on this feeling to get everything from the other party. And in my last life, I tried to get your feelings, so you have to respond to me. It's obvious that you have refused, so I guess But maybe you have difficulties, but you are still unwilling to stop, unwilling to give you room to breathe, and that will push you further and further away."

"Fortunately, God was merciful and gave us a chance to re-examine this relationship. Although at the beginning when you were going to confess, there were still some hurdles in my heart that I hadn't crossed, which made you suffer a lot during this period of time."

"But to be honest, there is a huge difference between the fact that 'you have always loved me' and the fact that 'you have never loved me'. After hearing that you are willing to admit it, I am too happy, so how can I blame it?"

Song Qingmian struggled in his eyes: "But after all, I hurt you—"

"——I have already said last time that my death was just an accident, stemming from my own indulgence and intemperance. So, don't mention this matter again."

Yan Muyu used the thumb holding Song Qingmian's hand, rubbed the back of Song Qingmian's hand to comfort her twice, then changed the subject:

"However, I'm a little concerned. If I didn't bother to ask Xiao Liu to borrow my phone to look up the flower language of yellow roses, and I didn't bother to look through the press conference video to find the meaning of wooden fish. If I didn't come to you to talk about these things today, what would you do in the future?"

Yan Muyu had never heard Song Qingmian mention the language of flowers before, so Yan Muyu guessed that Song Qingmian secretly asked others to look up the language of roses for her on the basis of knowing that the second performance was "Rose".

Song Qingmian must have just wanted to try her luck at first, but she did not expect that there was such a color of roses that could properly express the mood she wanted to express now, and then she suggested costumes when the four of them were discussing thing.

When Song Qingmian first entered the door, Song Qingmian was not surprised to see Yan Muyu take out the wooden fish. The same person who went to the launch video.

Song Qingmian pondered for a moment after hearing this, then stared at Yan Muyu and replied: "If you don't come to me to talk about our affairs, then I will really believe that you don't want to continue to develop this relationship with me. In the future I will Will play the role of a good friend in life and a good teammate in business."

"Aren't you going to try to keep me anymore? Actually, you know, I have nothing to do with your tears..." Yan Muyu made a hypothesis.

"As you said, even if you are in love with each other, you can't just rely on having feelings to do whatever you want." Song Qingmian paused, "I know you haven't really let me go. But if I try to cry and make a scene It made you feel unbearable, but in the end your heart softened and you agreed to be with me, so why not rely on your feelings for me to do whatever you want?"

"I have experienced the wandering and seeing-saw between reason and emotion, and that feeling is very painful. Whether to start a relationship is a battle in my heart. I have made a choice that actually goes against my original wish, and if it causes harm in the future, it will affect two people."

"I have tasted such a bitter fruit before, and we have no second chance to be born again. So I don't want to work hard to redeem it, and I just selfishly seek peace of mind... In my opinion, if it is not for you If you want to be with me after you figure it out, maybe it means that our relationship should never have started."

"That's why I just confirmed to you, have you really thought about it?"