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Yan Muyu suffered from insomnia.

Yan Muyu, who has always been able to fall asleep quickly and has excellent sleep quality, suffered from insomnia.

The result of the performance was not surprising, the two excellent teams came out on top.Worrying about whether they will be eliminated will not come to the top players.

Of course Yan Muyu will not worry about the result of the performance.

After returning to the art school from the studio, she lay down on the bed after washing, her mind kept thinking about Song Qingmian's expression at the curtain call.

Although she almost lost control for a moment, Yan Muyu did not lose her composure when she was in the studio.

Later, when she saw Song Qingmian at the curtain call, she saw that Song Qingmian had a very decent demeanor, saying hello to the audience when she should, saying hello to people around when she should, with proper manners and always accompanied by a smile.

But Song Qingmian's smile made her feel stuck in her throat - it was a smile that forced herself to smile.

Maybe other people can't see it, but Yan Muyu, who knows Song Qingmian and has known Song Qingmian for the longest time, can see it at a glance.

Heart aches.

But Yan Muyu could only pretend to turn a blind eye.

Yan Muyu also imagined how she would feel if Song Qingmian said that she loved her too.But this kind of fantasy only flashed in Yan Muyu's mind in the previous life.

Now, when she is about to fulfill her long-cherished wish, her panic is greater than her surprise. She even doubts whether she really loves Song Qingmian.

She became confused.

If she didn't confirm the answer in her heart, she wouldn't dare to expect to go to the next step with Song Qingmian.

Even if it was what she had been looking forward to for a long time...

Compared with these daydreams, Yan Muyu is more worried about how to get along with Song Qingmian in the future.

The first performance has ended, and tomorrow we will record the first elimination and the latest popularity ranking.

The dormitory they are currently in will also be adjusted according to the situation. There are exactly four people in Xishi, and they live in one room in all likelihood.

During this time, if she had to spend time with Song Qingmian 24 hours a day, she was afraid that she would accidentally lose control of her emotions.

Yan Muyu's worries did not come true.

After recording the first elimination, the program team eliminated five groups of company contestants with low performance and popularity votes.

The number of contestants has dropped from 110 to 88, and the dormitory has also undergone drastic changes.

When the first performance was divided into bedrooms, there were only four rooms available on the first floor.In fact, there are a total of five dormitories on the fourth floor, and the dormitory 405 is specially provided for the most popular contestants who are eliminated every time they are recorded.

405 is separated from the other four dormitories by a certain distance, and there is a staff elevator available outside the dormitory. Players who have obtained the right to use the 405 dormitory not only have the right to freely control the dormitory, but can also freely use the staff elevator.

As long as the contestants living in the 405 dormitory are willing, except for courses and training, the rest of the time can completely avoid contact with other contestants.And the most popular player is Song Qingmian.

Yan Muyu is not ignorant of the existence of 405 dormitory. In her previous life, it was the dormitory where Song Qingmian used to avoid her.

But she thought that Song Qingmian would not use that dormitory in this life and forgot it for a while. Who would have thought that Song Qingmian would live in it to avoid her in the end.

Although the reason for avoiding her has changed, Yan Muyu still feels dumbfounded.

When moving to a dormitory with Jian Zhicheng and Ning Guoguo, Yan Muyu noticed that the two of them hesitated to speak.

But I don't know if Song Qingmian had already greeted the two of them in advance, but they didn't ask what they wanted to ask in the end.

Yan Muyu sighed silently.

The second performance is a team competition with the company.Although they don't need to share the same bed, Yan Muyu and Song Qingmian will still see each other during class and rehearsal during the day.

At this moment, it is most correct to minimize the time she spends with Song Qingmian, she kept telling herself in her heart.

There is less than half a month to prepare for the following performances, and the time has become tight.

Fortunately, both Yan Muyu and Song Qingmian had memories from their previous lives to rely on, and the rehearsal went very smoothly.

Reverting to being regular teammates of the same company, the players who were not eliminated got along for a month, and most of them became familiar with each other. They no longer required to go together in class, and the players who liked to be alone became free.

Yan Muyu is a member who likes to be alone.But Song Qingmian made a lot of friends, but because of Yan Muyu, she became a loner during this period, and her whereabouts were uncertain except for rehearsals and classes.

Yan Muyu and Song Qingmian will still have necessary exchanges during daytime rehearsals and classes, and preparing for the performance is not just a matter for the two of them, and it is not a time when they can act emotionally.

But other than that, private communication is no longer there.He couldn't tell which one was worse than Yan Muyu's situation when he was just reborn.

After spending a week in such a "calm and peaceful way", Song Qingmian's physical condition began to raise the alarm - the visible weight loss and fatigue made Yan Muyu realize that he could not procrastinate any longer and had to clarify his attitude towards Song Qingmian.

Jian Zhicheng also hinted to Yan Muyu many times to talk to Song Qingmian, so Yan Muyu knocked on the door of the 405 dormitory where Song Qingmian was staying at the night when the recording was stopped.

"Knock...knock...knock..."

"...Which one?"

Yan Muyu knocked on the door three times in a row, and finally Song Qingmian's faint voice of inquiry came from dormitory 405.

"It's me." Yan Muyu replied softly.

As soon as the voice fell, the door was opened with a click.

Song Qingmian, who had already washed and changed into pajamas, stared blankly at Yan Muyu for a few seconds with surprise on her face, and then hurriedly turned sideways to let Yan Muyu into the room.

"Have you eaten and slept well recently?"

Seeing Song Qingmian's obviously thinner body, after the door closed, Yan Muyu couldn't help but ask.

"………have."

Song Qingmian's hesitation was so obvious that Yan Muyu's expression instantly became serious.

"Still lying!" Furious, Yan Muyu's tone was no longer gentle, "If you try to injure your own body in exchange for the answer you want to hear... you will definitely not succeed! You are not worthy of sympathy!"

Hearing Yan Muyu's words, Song Qingmian's surprise disappeared instantly.

Her eyes dimmed, and she replied with a gloomy expression: "I have no such plan...give me some more time——"

"—Give you a little more time and the second performance is coming soon. Do you want to perform on stage in this state? Or do you want to prove to everyone how much you forget to eat and sleep?"

Obviously worried, but angry at Song Qingmian's refusal to admit that he was ruining his body.The devil, clamoring in his heart that he could not soften his heart, gained the upper hand, and Yan Muyu began to speak indiscriminately.

These words sounded full of irony, causing Song Qingmian to bow his head.

The next second, she suddenly raised her head and smiled brightly at Yan Muyu: "Did you come to me today just to say these things?"

"...!"

Seeing Song Qingmian's smile, Yan Muyu's heart suddenly ached.At the same time that her heart was completely extinguished, she also lost the ability to speak.

Song Qingmian didn't wait for Yan Muyu's reaction, and continued to smile and said: "Give me a little more time, and I will return to normal."

"I won't deliberately avoid you in private, and I won't drag you down in performances...nor will I try to use my own body in exchange for the answers I want to hear...and the sympathy of others."

"If you're just coming to me to talk about this... I think maybe we haven't reached the point where we can both calm down and talk... please come back."

After finishing speaking, Song Qingmian opened the door again, as if seeing off the guests.

Yan Muyu closed her eyes and took a deep breath. After exhaling the turbid air, she gently removed Song Qingmian's hand and closed the door again.

She looked at Song Qingmian, and said seriously and solemnly:

"It's my fault for not expressing my intention, but please stop putting on such a hypocritical smile."

"You guessed right. I once felt that some of your abnormal words and deeds violated in my heart. Although I don't want to admit and face it, I can't change the bad enough situation now."

"You said you were the same as me. You said that you not only had the same experience as mine, but also had the same feelings for you. But what kind of answer do you expect to hear from me?"

"You broke everything. What you revealed was not only a very failed emotional experience that I couldn't talk about, but also made me have to face the persecution and harm I caused to you. I don't know if you have thought about your treatment of me. Guilt-driven feelings, but I think my feelings for you may end because of guilt."

"My death has nothing to do with you. It was just an accident. I never thought of making you compromise and repent in that way. So the person who should avoid me is actually me, not you. The one who has no face People are actually me, not you. You don't have to bear what I should bear."

"It's obviously not long, but I suddenly miss the days when we held hands and walked and chatted on the sports field."

"You asked me that day, if I made a mistake in a major life decision, what would I do when I realized that I made a mistake. I answered you at that time, if there is a chance to save it, I will do my best to make up for it through behavior .If it cannot be saved, I will bear all the consequences and will not make the same mistake a second time."

"Your question must have been thought up a long time ago. And my answer, in fact, you already know it, don't you?"

"I fell in love with you, which was the beginning of all my mistakes. This is a major decision I made that I missed. Regaining a new life is my chance to make up for it, and my way of saving it... is to stop loving you."

"That's all I want to say. I hope you can stop ruining your body as you said, and return to normal soon." After speaking, Yan Muyu stopped looking at Song Qingmian, and she reached out to open the door, " When things get back to normal, we'll still be teammates and friends. Let's just pretend that nothing happened that day..."

After speaking, Yan Muyu stepped out of the room.

"You're always like this... After talking to yourself, you never wait for me to answer."

Hearing the voice behind him, Yan Muyu stopped in his tracks.

The fake smile on Song Qingmian's face who was standing by the door had disappeared, but his expression was even more sad.

"Decided to love me for myself, and decided not to love me anymore for myself. Maybe it's because I never kept up with you, maybe it's too late for me to make up..."

"I also asked you that day, if you had to go against the wishes of others to save your past mistakes and not make the same mistakes again, would you still persist. You said you would persist, but if it was me, I would think about it."

"Originally, I used those few words to protect my heart, but I didn't see that you were taking the opportunity to express your attitude."

"I'm sure my feelings for you are not out of guilt, but my answer doesn't seem to meet your expectations at all."

"In fact, in this world, there has never been a 'right or wrong', there are only 'choices'."

"You've made your choice anew, and mine doesn't seem to matter anymore...I think I should respect yours this time."

"So you don't have to worry, everything will be back to normal..."

As soon as the words fell, Song Qingmian closed the door.

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