Died at the age of 17

His smile was as cruel and passionate as a fire burning on ice, absolutely hopeless.He went to the window and looked at the empty street and the grassy wasteland.The fallen leaves have melted into the ground and rotted into soft soil. It will hurt if you fall like this, but you won't die.Is such a life more unbearable than death?

Vulcan ruled out every possibility one by one, he was always in the living room downstairs, so it was absolutely impossible for Xia Musha to go out through the door.As he was thinking, he stretched out his hand and lifted the complicated and low curtains. Under the curtains, there was nothing.He lifted the sheets, and there was nothing under the bed.

He walked to the closet, stretched out his hand and pushed open the door that was still closed.He heard low and weak breathing coming from the door, which was as clear and pleasant as raindrops falling on the window lattice at night.He found him, and Vulcan's mouth curled into a charming smile.It's just that the curvature of the corner of the mouth gradually deepened, showing an almost cruel coldness.

He took off his clothes and walked in, as if he walked into Xia Musha's warm and humid heart.He felt that the dark, damp, old and rotten smell had disappeared in the young man's clear and sweet breath.He was so close that it seemed as if he could be hugged by reaching out.

Vulkan didn't do anything, he just looked at Xia Musha.Xia Musha has lost a lot of weight in the past few days, he never comes down to eat, and his nerves are too sensitive.The double weakening and breakdown of body and mind.

The smile on the corner of Vulcan's mouth gradually softened, his anxiety and anger disappeared, and he disappeared without a trace.The teenager was not malicious, nor did he flee.He's just too scared of reality.Vulkan's blue eyes fluctuated, covered with a mist-like luster, and the hatred and coldness seemed to disappear.Only deep love and compassion remain.

Vulkan hugged Xia Musha in his arms, and touched his warm and throbbing Adam's Apple with his cold lips.Then move along the Adam's apple, kissing his pulsating blood, kissing his soul, his life.His lips moved up slowly along his chin, and kissed Xia Musha's pale lips.Until his pale lips turned a vivid color.

Xia Musha woke up, his eyes struggled to open, and then he saw Vulcan in front of him in a haze.It was like a phantom under the water breaking and flickering in front of him.Is he in a dream? Why is this dream so beautiful.He pursed his lips and kissed her, a light and shallow kiss without any sex, a pure and holy kiss like a sacrifice.

If this was a dream, he would rather never wake up.

Xia Mousha felt her dry lips touch the soft liquid like gauze.The white and sweet milk poured out of the notch of the transparent glass bottle infused his withered life.The glass bottle was held in Vulcan's hand, and his movements were very slow and light. He didn't put down the bottle until the last drop of milk flowed into Chamusha's mouth.He stretched out his hand and gently wiped the white liquid seeping from the corner of Xia Musha's mouth.Then he put the hand wiping the liquid in his mouth, savoring the vitality of the boy's life.All this was already very strange to him.

He leaned down to kiss the boy's lips, licking the sweet taste of the milk on the inner and outer lips.It has been integrated with the fragrance of the youth, you and I are indistinguishable.He lay down on his side and fell asleep hugging Xia Musha.Xia Musha's emaciated ribs hurt him a lot. This kid has lost a lot of weight recently.Curled up in his arms, like a small animal that has lost its sense of security, it keeps crawling into his arms, wanting him to hug him deeper until they become one and never separate again.

Perhaps it is only in such a late night that the tentacles of exile thoughts stretch and wander freely.He looked at the boy's soft and defenseless sleeping face.He stretched out his hand and gently stroked a strand of curly hair on the young man's forehead.How much he wanted to leave Paris with the boy, leave now, and never come back.Leave this sinful place, forget the hatred, forget the past and start over.

It's just that all of this is not so easy, a tiny desire is enough to affect the fate of countless people.The world was already turning in the direction he thought it would be.He is insignificant, he is just a stone thrown by God into the quagmire of the world, overflowing with tiny ripples, and sinking to the bottom of the lake in an instant.

Vulkan thought about it all night, and he didn't fall asleep all night.The morning sun shines into the morning dew between the leaves, shining with colorful luster.A relieved smile flashed on his face. For the first half of his life, he had been contending with God and fate.After he died, heaven still would not accept him, and exiled his soul to wander in the world.This meant that he would fight to the end, fight against himself, and fight against fate.

Night, night again.Daytime can be stage fright, but night will never be absent.The eternal night has witnessed the passing of human beings from generation to generation, birth, old age, sickness and death.Human beings come from darkness and will eventually be buried in darkness.The past, present, and future are only concepts that exist relative to the short life of human beings. In fact, there is no distinction and change, and there is only an eternal night.

Snow fell, and the air turned white.This year's winter came very early, and the snow fell on the ground, illuminating the deep night very brightly.A layer of hoarfrost fell on the ground, and the air suddenly cooled down. It was as white as a mirror, reflecting the coldness of the world.The lamp is white, the fire is white, everything in the world is white.

Vulkan wanted to take Xia Mousha out for a walk.After all, it is not a problem to curl up in such a small space and be isolated from the world.

Seeing that Vulkan was about to go out, Emily hurriedly put down what she was doing and wanted to follow.She looked at Vulcan, and Vulkan turned to look at her.There is no warmth in the cold eyes, as if looking at a dead object.Emily froze, she felt the trembling from the depths of her soul.Instinct stopped her, and she stopped.It's just that a trace of confusion flashed across her face, and after the confusion, a cold and beautiful smile overflowed.

Vulkan didn't seem to notice Emily at all.He just put on a light winter coat, as if he didn't feel the cold.His hand gently held Xia Musha's hand.It was just the tightened joints and bulging veins that betrayed him.He turned around, wrapped Xia Mousha with a heavy windbreaker, and then put a snow-white hat on him.It looks very warm.

It's just that Xia Musha still couldn't stop trembling, his eyes were full of fear and dodge.It's dodging from one's surroundings and being intimidated by all people in the world.Someone cut open the chrysalis he wove with his life to survive.Vulkan gently embraced his trembling shoulders, and his lips gently brushed against his trembling cheeks, bringing a warm and cool touch.

Xia Mousha stopped trembling and snuggled into Vulkan's arms.They hugged each other and walked out, their fiery breath sprayed out a white mist in front of them.They stepped on the snow, leaving deep and shallow marks on the snow.Warm yellow light fell on the corners of his eyes and the tip of his eyebrows.

There was a soft and gentle smile on Vulkan's face.Xia Musha couldn't help being infected, and laughed, it was a smile as clear as water.There was no one on the street, they walked so far, they kept walking, even they themselves didn't know how far they walked.They walked towards the edge of the city, until the end of the city.

In front of him was a long bridge built with hemp ropes and planks, on which a thin layer of snow had condensed into ice.A small, dilapidated thatched hut stood beside the bridge, and there was a faint dark purple light shining in the hut.

There was a flash of emptiness in Xia Mousha's eyes, and the dark purple flames flashed in his dim eyes, and the purple light gradually brightened, flashing into a silk thread, leading him to walk over.Vulkan tightened his hand and followed him to the front of the house.This hut has an indescribable spookiness, but also an unspeakable temptation.

The door opened quietly, as if anticipating their arrival.In the back of the room sat a disheveled woman.The dark purple flames shone on the woman's face, making her look hideous.The face had been burned and torn apart.Only the intact eyes were left, like two black round holes, suddenly raised his head and stared at Xia Musha abruptly.

Her flaxen hair hung in front of her face, and was stuck with grease and tied into an inextricable knot.The corners of her face were grinning, and her face was torn to the sides, revealing a horrified and hideous smile.

Her voice was hoarse, like the harsh aftertaste of fingernails across the floor, 'Here you come, sit down when you come. ' She seemed to have expected their arrival a long time ago, and a smile that was so excited that it was almost crazy flashed across her face.

Xia Musha seemed to be bewitched and driven by some kind of force, he sat on the dirty ground.There seemed to be no living things in the silent room.There was a rustling sound next to my ears, and the fat mouse flashed by, and then hid in the darkness again.Vulcan laughed, the corners of his mouth raised slightly, and the smile appeared a little frivolous.He doesn't believe in God, and he doesn't believe in fate.All the miracles and curses in this world are his own.

The dirty woman pulled Xia Musha's hand that was not held by Vulcan, and the sharp black nails lightly brushed the back of Xia Musha's hand, leaving criss-crossing dark red silk threads.

She picked up a pair of dirty and worn-out dominoes from behind.She brushed the dominoes one by one with the dry and gray sage, and the dominoes shone with a bright white light, brighter than the dim candlelight, illuminating the whole room.

Xia Musha's eyes were completely attracted by this gorgeous change, and the streamer was imprinted in his crazy and obsessed eyes.It's just that there was still a disapproving light flashing across Vulkan's face.

The cards flowed smoothly in the woman's hand like running water.After two or three inversions, the woman raised the cards high in the air and held them lightly in her hand again. Her black hole-like eyes stared at Xia Musha, and the cards in her hand spread out towards Xia Musha.

'Listen to your inner voice and draw three cards from it. '

Xia Musha's eyes darkened for a moment, and he stretched out his hand tremblingly, touching the extremely sharp edge of the domino.The sharp corner of the domino scratched his finger, his blood flowed on the domino, and he trembled his hand cautiously, as if touching his destiny.