[Vampire Knight] Briar

[There are only strong and weak in nature, there is no good or evil.Morality is just the survival instinct produced by the majority of the weak in order to resist the few strong. 】

- Nietzsche (slave morality)

"Do you hate me?" My heart was in a mess, and all kinds of thoughts were mixed together in my head. It took me a long time to ask such a question that didn't make any sense.

Iris Kaoru's hand stroking my hair paused. "Liang, why do you think so?" His tone was a little surprised, even more helpless.

"If I hadn't been born...then these tragedies wouldn't have happened? Besides, wouldn't the Scarlet House be gone?" So...if Iris Kaoru treats me as a pawn, why would he come back to me? Woolen cloth?

"Cool." Iris Kaoru sighed, and he whispered to me: "I long for your blood." The voice was not loud, but very clear. "Also, I only long for your blood. Only you can satisfy my hunger and thirst."

I, who have been in human society for many years, do not know that for vampires, such words, like "the moonlight is beautiful tonight" in human mouths, have a deeper hidden meaning.

Hearing Kaoru Kaoru's words, I was terrified in my heart.I thought that he raised me like a 'reserve grain' ready to be slaughtered?

After all, if human beings are to vampires what veal steaks of different qualities are to gourmets; then to other vampires, purebloods are like the best eel rice that can replenish blood and add blue. The kind that gets leveled up.Pure-bloods are not only feared by people, but respected as the king of the blood clan; they are also watched by other vampires who are their subordinates all the time. If they are weak, they will be swallowed up by those retainers, and no pieces will be left behind.

But for a vampire like me with almost zero combat effectiveness, I was probably born to be a dish in the eyes of others.If I didn't have calamus protecting me, I would have already become someone else's meal, so how could I have survived so far?

So... I'm being eaten anyway, but I'm not that unwilling to be eaten by calamus?I'm just... just a little afraid of pain.I gently closed my eyes, curled up in Iris Kaoru's arms, and suppressed the trembling in my voice.

"Eat." I told him.

"What?" Is Kaoru Kaoru knowingly asking?

I was cruel, raised my head, and looked directly at his dark red pupils that were clearly visible at night: "I know that vampires can devour other vampires through blood. Although... although I don't have any powerful abilities , but if I was eaten by you, I don't seem to be so unwilling. Because I also know that without you, when I was young, I would probably have been eaten by other vampires who were spying on the blood of the Sakura family. So, Iris Kaoru, eat me." I don't know where the courage came from, and I cupped his face with my hands.

Iris Kaoru didn't seem to understand what I was saying.He froze there, staring at me blankly.

From his pupils, I can see the pair of small reflections that belong to me.

So, did I say that to him with a smile?

"...It's too foul, Ryo." I saw Iris Kaoru bent his eyebrows and showed me a gentle smile.Just like when he was still 'calamus', every time he faced my coquetry, he would show the same expression.

Such a familiar look confused me for a moment, whether the person in front of me was a powerful and dangerous pure-blood, or the 'calamus' that belonged to me alone.

"We all feel hunger and thirst, good boy." Iris Kaoru's red eyes were like aged wine rippling, his voice was low and full of temptation. "Because we are vampires, we have this 'craving'. It's our 'nature', our desire for 'loved'."

He raised his hand, tore off the collar of his shirt, and casually cut a small wound on the vein above the collarbone.

Blood trickled out from there.

For a while, I was completely attracted by the smell of blood.

The crimson red in front of my eyes is like red poppies blooming in the field, tempting me to eat.

"You don't need to restrain your desires, Ryo. Especially with me." Iris Kaoru's words, with a sense of intoxicating conviction, made me instinctively lower my head and move closer to his neck.

I never knew that the whispers of a pure-blood could have so much power to make people willingly obey the commands in those words.

"That's it. Be good. I'll teach you how to satisfy our mutual 'thirst'." Iris Kaoru guided me, and he gently pressed my head to his neck with his arm.

I didn't feel 'hungry' at first, but his behavior aroused the 'appetite' that belongs to a beast and must be satisfied even if it is scratching the heart.

I was captivated by Iris Kaoru's voice.

Fangs quickly grew in my mouth, and I gently bit down on the luscious red.

"Good boy." Accompanied by the sense of satisfaction and happiness that the blood entered the mouth, I heard Kaoru Iris' low laughter.Then, I noticed that the inside of my wrist was being licked gently, and the sharp but warm canine teeth bit the blood vessels in my wrist, but there was no pain as imagined, but just a burst of itchy numbness.

I seem to understand a little bit why some vampires are not hungry, but addicted to blood-sucking behavior.

The warm blood slowly covered every taste bud on the tip of my tongue, and slowly flowed into my body along my throat.What slowly passed to me from that blood was the other party's love and cherishment for me.

That kind of pampering and tolerance that is everywhere, that kind of wholehearted warmth and tenderness.

I heard that every cell in Kaoru Kaoru's blood was expressing to me that I was the person he wanted to protect.

The molecules in the blood are like sweet sugar, melting in my body, as if softly calling my name, 'cool'.

The overwhelming strong emotion wrapped me in it.everywhere.

He loves me.

That irreplaceable, intense emotion.

I am his unique treasure in this world.

I also……

I couldn't help slowing down the blood-sucking action, and changed to sucking and licking.Savor the love this man has for me.

want to possess this person.

Will not let go.he's mine.Want to be more intimate with him.I……

I love him.

This idea just entered my mind, like a basin of ice water, it instantly woke me up.

etc!I... love Iris Kaoru?

Not the kind of family love, but the kind of love between men and women?I……! ! !

I snapped back to my senses.

Suddenly, I realized that the way the two of us are now is more than ambiguous, it can be regarded as the scene of catching rape.

I pressed Kaoru Kaoru on the bed, pressed my forehead against his chin as a point of strength, and licked the blood from his neck.Kaoru Iris held my right hand.Iris lowered her head, sucking blood from the inside of my wrist.And my left hand has torn open his shirt and put it on his waist.Move a little and you can feel his chest.

This scene was simply too exciting for me.

I never thought that the two of us would become like this.

Shame, bewilderment, and sudden knowledge of my unexpected love for Iris Kaoru made me push him away in an instant and jump up from the bed.

"What's the matter, Ryo?" Amid Kaoru Kaoru's doubtful voice, I subconsciously touched the complete clothes on my body, wanting to say something, but didn't know what to answer him.

Shyness, annoyance, and the rushing heartbeat almost swallowed up my remaining sanity.Like a frightened bird, I stared at Iris Kaoru with wide eyes.

I saw Kaoru Kaoru froze for a moment, then got up from the bed and walked towards me.

I took two steps back, to the edge of the door.Then, I heard his confused voice again: "Cool?"

I don't know what I'm thinking either.

All I knew was that I opened the door suddenly, threw away my helmet and armor, and ran out barefoot, as if there was a monster chasing me behind.

When I ran downstairs, I realized that at some point, I had returned to the Black Master Academy.

When I was standing downstairs in Yezhiliao, not knowing what I should do, Jiulan Yuki's voice sounded from behind me: "Xiaoliang! Why are you standing here?!"

I turned my head and saw Jiulan Yuki holding her blood-hunting weapon and looking at me panting, like a Valkyrie who just returned from a battle.

"You Ji? Why do you..." Before I could finish my question, I saw two vampires who looked like ghosts and were completely crazy running out behind her. "Be careful behind you!!!"

Jiulan Youji immediately turned around and knocked out one of them, but the other rushed towards her as if she didn't feel the pressure of the blood.

As scared as it was, I couldn't watch Kuran Yuki get bitten.So, I casually picked up the flower pot in the flower bed beside me and smashed it hard.

Simultaneously with the shattering of the flower pot in my hand, there was a gunshot.The vampire who lost his mind fell down in front of me, it was the silver-haired blood hunter—Child Zero.

"Are you okay!" He looked at Jiulan Yuki nervously.

You Ji shook her head, but looked at me with concern: "Xiao Liang, are you okay? Where is Mr. Calamus? You..." She suddenly noticed that I was not wearing shoes. "Why are you barefoot?"

"I..." I hesitated for a while, and said to Yuki hesitantly: "We are all fine. But... I just had a fight with Acorus... and I don't really want to see him for the time being."

I felt the breath of Kaoru Iris, he came down from upstairs and walked behind us.But I still choose to say so.

Yulan Yuki and Zhisheng Zero obviously also sensed that powerful breath of pure blood.

Because I saw that Jiulan Yuki looked behind me with a look of shock; while Zhisheng Zero raised the blood rose gun in his hand, full of vigilance.

"Can I borrow your dormitory?" Whether it's ostrich or quail, I want to avoid Iris Kaoru now and calm down.So I lowered my head, and instead of looking at Iris Kaoru who was chasing me, I asked Kulan Yuki.

"Ah... um, okay." Yuuki froze for a moment, but soon came back to her senses.She is indeed a kind and delicate child. She didn't ask me other questions, but just held my hand: "Zero, you go to the teaching building to help first. Please tell Senior Ying, please find out in time. What's wrong, I'll be right there. Xiaoliang, come with me, I'll find you a pair of shoes..."

Before she finished speaking, a pair of comfortable shoes was handed to my sight.

"Calamus-kun?" "Did you cause the chaos in the school? A pure-blood who secretly hides his identity!" The voices of Yulan Yuki and Lingsheng Ling sounded beside me.

I raised my head and looked at Kaoru Iris who was a head taller than me in a windbreaker.

He ignored Yuki and Zhisheng Ling's questioning, let alone Zhisheng Ling's blood rose spear that almost hit him.He had my shoes in his hands and just stood there, looking at me stubbornly.

I sighed, suppressed the awkward feeling in my heart, and took the shoes away from my head.

"Thank you..." I said softly, "I just want... just, I want to clear my mind and go to you again." Then, I bent down to put on the shoes, and asked casually: "Yes Yuuki, what happened here at school?"

I thought it was just an ordinary attack.Unexpectedly, Jiulan Youji told me a very shocking news: "Little Liang, for some reason today, the vampires in the night department rioted. Everyone seemed to lose their minds and started attacking other people indiscriminately .”

"How about Lan Tangying? And my cousin Hong Maria?" I was worried about more than these people.Also, there is the Scarlet Sakura family.Just forgot to ask Iris Kaoru, the Scarlet Sakura family... was he exterminated?

"Senior Ying is fine. He is busy investigating the cause of the matter. Miss Maria is out today. I don't know much about her." As long as it's fine.No bad news, just good news.

It's just... How can I ask about the situation of the Scarlet Sakura family?That's the Hi Sakura family's own fault, so what's wrong with Iris Kaoru?

But my surname is Fei Ying.

Forget it, let's not think about it.

Judging from the vampires who had just caught up, the current situation in the Black Master Academy is not optimistic.

and so--

"Yuuki, we don't need to go to your dormitory. I'll go change clothes, and then go directly to the teaching building. I think, as a pure-blood, I can also help control the chaos of the students in the night department." I changed Good shoes, stood up and said to Jiulan Yuki.