Divas are always prudish

"...Leah?"

"Recognize me?" Chi Yan's voice cooled down again, "Are you disappointed to see me?"

"..." Nanxi had never seen Chi Yan look so yin and yang, and she felt very uncomfortable hearing those words. She shrank her shoulders subconsciously, and waved her hands in mid-air.

Chi Yan clamped her slender wrist almost fiercely, approached her, and spit out a cold breath on her face: "What are you afraid of, huh? You don't want to see me?"

Waking up in the middle of the night and encountering such a thing, anyone would be caught off guard.Nanxi shook her head in fear: "I didn't, I just..."

"No?" Chi Yan didn't want to listen to her explanation. His angry eyes swept over her shoulders, her neck, and her collarbone. Sparks seemed to burst from her eyes, but her tone was still cold: "Don't rush to deny it." , I know you don't want to see me. Do you still want to blame me for interrupting your good business?"

"Hiss—" The short and sharp nails pierced the delicate skin of the wrist, and Nan Xi cried out in pain.

Chi Yan, who was in a rage, was brought back a little bit of reason by the puffing sound, let go of her hand, and frowned in self-loathing when she saw the nail print on her wrist that she had scratched out.

Nanxi wanted to sit up while she was in a daze.Chi Yan became alert, her gaze turned to her suddenly, and she tore off the thin blanket covering her body.

Nanxi exclaimed, and quickly put her hands on her chest.

Unexpectedly, this action irritated Chi Yan, and half-forced her hands away: "What are you covering, can 'she' see but I can't?"

"……"of course not!It was just an instinctive reaction just now, Nanxi didn't expect that Chi Yan would misunderstand, and tremblingly said: "I...I'm a little cold."

The temperature has dropped sharply in the past few days, and the temperature difference between morning and evening is very large. Chi Yan is surrounded by a ball of fire all over her body. She can't feel whether the indoor temperature is high or low.When she saw the hairs on Nan Xi's arms, she realized that she was reckless, her face froze, and her expression eased a little.

Chi Yan was wearing pajamas, but Nan Xi was wearing nothing. This feeling was really awkward. She wanted to get dressed first, but the clothes were thrown under the bed and piled up with Chi Yan's clothes in a mess.

... She didn't even dare to make a request, for fear of adding fuel to the flames.

She tried to pull the thin blanket, but before she could move her fingers, the overwhelming heat slammed down on her.

She was unprepared, and was pushed down almost arbitrarily by Chi Yan, her frail hands were raised above her head and pressed against the pillow.

This position is too uncomfortable.

Nan Xi snorted.Chi Yan turned a deaf ear to it.

A few hours ago, Chi Yan was so gentle to her that he even worried that he would hurt her, but now he is like a wild beast, not rough, but domineering.She was having trouble breathing.

"Why are you doing this to 'her'? Why are you doing this to me?"

"..." Nan Xi couldn't answer Chi Yan's sad and indignant question.

"Why give 'her' the first time, why?!"

"..."

"You don't love me anymore."

"I love you!"

"You lied to me, and you still want to lie to me!"

"..."

It ended up being a bite.

Nanxi felt pain everywhere, but she didn't make a sound.She knew that no matter what she said at this time, Chi Yan wouldn't listen to him. Chi Yan wanted to vent, so she cooperated with her.

She indulged Chi Yan, but she suffered physically.

"Kouwu..."

Chi Yan didn't even miss that place!

Nanxi raised her neck, desperately reaching out to grab something.

Chi Yan slowly raised her head, her lips were wet, her eyes were burning with evil fire, her eyes locked on Nanxi for a moment, and she moved her fingers lightly.

... For the next half an hour, Nan Xi couldn't think at all.Now she is physically sensitive and mentally sensitive.

The faint sobbing sound awakened the sinking Chi Yan.

Chi Yan licked the tears seeping from the corners of her eyes, her voice was hoarse and distressed: "Did it hurt you?"

Nan Xi only shed tears and kept silent.

Chi Yan hurriedly rolled aside: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it, I was just jealous, seeing you like 'her', I'm going crazy."

"……"Feel.

The more she didn't answer Chi Yan, the more anxious she became. She glanced down quickly, looked at a red and swollen place and said with a guilty conscience, "Does it hurt? Shall I help you?"

... What a fart!

Nanxi almost laughed out of tears, pulled the thin blanket to cover herself up to her chin, only her head was exposed, and she looked at Chi Yan with wet, red and swollen eyes.

Seeing Chi Yan like this, she felt very uncomfortable. Thinking of her out-of-control behavior just now, she raised her hand and slapped herself.

Nan Xi turned pale with shock, and hurriedly grabbed her hand: "What are you doing!"

With the movement of getting up, Nan Xi's quilt was scattered, revealing red marks on her chest that had grown heavier, looking as if she was about to bleed, which was shocking.

These... are the masterpieces of my madness?Chi Yan was so shocked that she reached out her hand to touch her, but she was afraid of hurting her, so she didn't dare to look directly into Nan Xi's eyes for a moment, and said regretfully with her head down, "I'll go get the medicine."

There should be ointments to reduce swelling at home, like in the first aid kit outside the living room.

Nanxi held her hand tightly and refused to let her go: "No, I don't hurt."

"But it's swollen."

When Chi Yan spoke, her eyes glanced down again intentionally or unintentionally.Nan Xi blushed.She didn't feel any pain there, but the pain was at the heart.She hugged Chi Yan and refused to let go, and said, "I don't want any anti-swelling ointment, you go to the kitchen and give me that knife."

Chi Yan was puzzled: "What are you doing with the knife?"

"Cut me in half."

"!!!" Chi Yan clasped her shoulders with both hands and shook, "What nonsense are you talking about!"

"Isn't it good to split it in two?" Nan Xi said lightly, "Half for you and half for Senior Sister, so that you don't have to fight anymore."

Chi Yan was terrified when he heard that: "You..."

"If you don't take it, I will take it." Nanxi lifted the quilt and slipped out of the bed. She moved neatly, but when her two feet hit the ground, she almost fell because her legs were weak.

Chi Yan quickly hugged her with her eyes: "Don't scare me!"

Nan Xi struggled in her arms: "Who scared you? Don't you know that I'm a fool? I will do what I say. Let go, I'm going to get the knife."

Chi Yan didn't think she was joking, how dare she let go?It took a lot of effort to throw her back on the bed, and when she saw that she was about to get up again, she was really bluffed, and pressed her hands and feet together, coaxing her softly: "I'm sorry, Xixi, I was wrong, I shouldn't have forced you."

Tears welled up in Nan Xi's eyes, and she kept twisting her body while crying: "I love you so much, I want to give you an unforgettable 30th birthday gift, I gave you the first time, and you still said I betrayed you, Say I lied to you."

She didn't remind Chi Yan that she forgot that today was her birthday. Seeing her crying, she was confused: "I'm the bastard, I shouldn't have said those bastard words."

"You messed with me for two hours, and you didn't ask me if I was tired, and you yelled at me."

"How can there be two hours, it's only... good, good, I was wrong, I shouldn't yell at you. Baby, don't cry..."

"You still said that I don't love you. If you don't love you, who would want to do it with you!"

When Chi Yan heard this, her blood surged up, the more she coaxed her tears flowed faster, the more she felt that she was a bastard, kissed her and coaxed her: "I know you love me. You gave me the first time, you love me so much It's the first time for me too, baby I love you too."

Nanxi glanced at her.

Chi Yan realized later.No, the first time was with "that person", not her!What's even more exasperating is that they actually did it for two hours.

two hours! ! !

Before Chi Yan had time to settle the score with her, Nan Xi angrily separated her hand, tearing and twitching: "Do you still dare to yell at me in the future?"

Nanxi's tears are the deadliest weapon for Chi Yan, she has no time to think that she has an hour and a half less than "that person", she raised two fingers and swore: "I'll be a bastard if I yell at you again!" .”

"Are you going to force me to break up with you?"

"I didn't force you to break up with me, I asked you to break up with 'that person'." Chi Yan was quite sober about this.

"'She' is you, how do you want me to divide it?!" Nanxi spread out in large characters, smashing and smashing, "I don't want to chop you, so you should chop me."

"..."

Seeing that she was not moving, Nan Xi grabbed her by the collar of her pajamas and yelled, "Either cut me off, or don't mention breaking up again in the future, you choose one."

Speaking of this threat, Nan Xi actually didn't have the confidence at all, after all, Chi Yan has always been soft rather than hard.But she didn't expect to be able to calm Chi Yan down.

There were tangled emotions in Chi Yan's eyes, like pain, like anger, he looked at her deeply for a long time, and finally fell down on her in discouragement.

"You're pushing me."

"You forced me first." Nan Xi felt aggrieved.

"..." Chi Yan couldn't refute, and hugged her tightly, her voice was full of exhaustion and sadness: "I can't live without you."

Nan Xi hugged her instead: "I can't live without you either."

"You should belong to me alone. I really... can't tolerate 'that person' sharing you with me." Chi Yan said through gritted teeth.

... Unexpectedly, after receiving countless psychological counseling, Chi Yan still regarded himself as two separate people.

The degree of stubbornness of the sub-personality is beyond Nanxi's imagination, especially when dealing with things related to himself.Nan Xi no longer knew how to persuade her.

She couldn't convince Chi Yan, and Chi Yan couldn't convince her either.The two were deadlocked like this.

After hugging quietly for a while, Chi Yan remembered to cover his naked girlfriend with a quilt.The quilt blocked the coolness in the air, and Nanxi's messy heart gradually calmed down. She held Chi Yan's hand through the thin blanket and said, "I can't bear to share you with others."

Chi Yan frowned, with a serious expression: "I only have you, there has never been anyone else, and there will never be anyone else."

"But if, as you said, you and senior sister are two people, you let me break up with senior sister. If we really break up, can you guarantee that senior sister will not go to someone else in the future? Senior sister has a new girlfriend, won't she Will they do this kind of intimate thing with each other? Even if they can resist it, they will go shopping and eat together, hold hands, and kiss."

Chi Yan had never thought about this question before, she was speechless for a moment, and said, "Then don't let her look for it."

"You are too domineering, why can you have a girlfriend and senior sister can't."

Chi Yan was speechless.

This conjecture was not made by Nanxi on the spur of the moment, but a long time ago, after she learned that Chi Yan had a dual personality.She once thought that if the two personalities liked different people, wouldn't that mean that she would share the same body with another woman?I'm afraid she can't.

She is very lucky and happy, because both the main personality and the secondary personality like her.

After a while, Nanxi said again: "I'm also a clean freak, and I can't tolerate things that you can't tolerate."

Chi Yan understood what she meant, with a distressed expression on his face.

Nanxi sat up, looked directly into her eyes, put her hand lightly on her heart, and said, "I have never regarded this body as two people coexisting, so there is no 'other', only 'us'."

"I love you, Chi Yan, Leah, and Chi Yaman. This has not changed from the beginning to the end."

She took the trouble to say these words many times, and she wasn't sure if Chi Yan really listened.

Chi Yan opened his mouth, as if he wanted to say something.

Nanxi didn't have the strength to argue with her again, so she blocked what she wanted to say with her mouth before she could speak.

Chi Yan also temporarily put aside her distracting thoughts and kissed her back.

Kissing was a little too much, considering that Nan Xi's body could no longer bear it, Chi Yan could barely hold back, pressed his forehead against hers, and gasped.

"You let me think about it." Chi Yan said after a long time.

This sentence means that the solid line of defense in Chi Yan's heart has been pried away by her!

It's not easy.

Nanxi suppressed the ecstasy in her heart, and nodded obediently.

"I want to take a shower." The lower body was very sticky and uncomfortable, and they just forgot to clean it up because they were just arguing.

Chi Yan helped her into the bathroom, ignored her blushing, insisted on cleaning her up, and helped her back to the big bed.Seeing her moist eyes and plump lips, she couldn't help kissing her for a while longer.

As soon as the two separated, Nan Xi yawned long and untimely.

Chi Yan knew that she was very tired, and lovingly touched the broken hair on her forehead, then recovered her gentle voice and said, "Go to sleep."

Nan Xi patted the place next to her to signal her to sleep together.

Chi Yan didn't move.It's not that she's not sleepy, but she just doesn't want to close her eyes.And the problems that Nanxi told her just now, she hasn't figured it out yet.

Nanxi stared at her with eyes as big as copper bells, begging.

How could Chi Yan bear such a look?Heart softened in a mess, turned on the bed, just lay down, the mobile phone on the bedside table suddenly rang.

Both of them were startled at the same time.

Chi Yan was the first to react, patted her on the back reassuringly, and reached for her phone.

It was Chi Yan's cell phone that rang. She picked it up and looked at it, and said to Nan Xi, "It's Sister Li." At the same time, she pressed to answer.

Nan Xi recalled the last time the two of them were secretly photographed and posted on the Internet, and it was Zhang Li who called them in the middle of the night to inform them.Her heart tightened all of a sudden, and she sat up abruptly.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't disturb you at this time." Zhang Li's voice was calm but heavy, "Yan Yan, the one from the nursing home just left."

……

At four o'clock in the morning, they hurried to the nursing home.

It was the first time for Nan Xi to enter the mortuary, and she was so oppressed by the cold atmosphere inside that she dared not take a deep breath.Chi Yan saw her nervousness, and whispered to her, "You can wait for me outside."

Nanxi shook her head.

In fact, this matter has nothing to do with Nan Xi, but Chi Yan's expression has become very strange since receiving the call. Nan Xi is worried about her and wants to be with her.

Chi Yan stopped persuading her and squeezed her hand even harder.

The white cloth was lifted, revealing the face of a skinny old woman. Her hair was completely white, and her face was covered with wrinkles. She looked as if she was just asleep.

who is thisNan Xi was full of doubts, and looked at Chi Yan beside him.

The second he saw the corpse, Chi Yan's pale face became even paler.

I don't know if it's an illusion, but Nanxi felt Chi Yan's body shake.Before she could distinguish carefully, she heard Zhang Li say: "The nurse said that the old man ate half a bowl of rice more than usual for dinner, and hummed a few songs before going to bed. She should have walked very peacefully."

"En." Chi Yan responded without emotion.

Several people mourned in silence for a few minutes, and finally couldn't stand the temperature inside and had to come out.

Until she walked out of that gloomy place, Nanxi asked, "Who is that old grandma?" In her impression, Chi Yan never mentioned to her other relatives other than her biological mother, grandmother, and adoptive parents. The reaction is not very unfamiliar with the old man, she dare not guess randomly.

"She..." Chi Yan hesitated before saying, "She is Wenwen's grandma."

"Xi Wenwen?" This was beyond Nan Xi's expectation.

"Yeah." Chi Yan said: "Wen Wen has been dependent on her grandma since she was a child. Her grandma suffered from Alzheimer's disease. In order to treat grandma's illness, Wen Wen became a singer. But later, Wen Wen..."

Chi Yan didn't go on, but Nan Xi could get a rough idea of ​​the rest of the story.It was because Xi Wenwen was overly sad after being rejected by Chi Yan's master personality and ran to play racing and died in a car accident accidentally. Because of guilt, Chi Yan helped Xi Wenwen take care of his sick and unable to take care of himself grandma.

Nan Xi was also silent.

This is a high-end nursing home, and the people who can come here for treatment are either rich or noble. There is no one else in the corridor except them, and the silence is a little strange.

"Xixi, about me and Wenwen..."

"Needless to say." Nan Xi guessed what Chi Yan wanted to say, "I believe in you." The protagonist had already explained it to her before, so she didn't need to listen to it again.

Chi Yan was stunned for a moment, seeing her calm face, swallowing the words that came to her lips.

Zhang Li and Guoguo were involved in the follow-up. After five o'clock, Nan Xi and Chi Yan returned to the villa.

After a night of passion, both of their bodies were hollowed out, but they couldn't fall asleep, they just hugged each other, lying on the bed without saying or doing anything.

A little sparrow flew from nowhere, chirping non-stop on the small tree outside the window.

"Is it noisy?" Chi Yan covered her ears with her hands.

"A little."

The little sparrow has been refusing to leave, it seems that it thinks that the Feng Shui of this area really wants to make a nest in the tree.

It was so noisy outside, Nanxi still couldn't bear the drowsiness and fell asleep.

She just dozed off accidentally, and when she woke up, she bumped into Chi Yan's gentle eyes like water, rubbed her eyes, and asked, "Aren't you asleep?"

"Sleep for a while." Chi Yan had a weird expression on her face. She burrowed her fingers into her clothes and saw something, her eyes darkened, "Did 'she' wake up last night?"

"Huh?" Nanxi yawned halfway, and asked in a daze, "...are you a senior sister?"

"It's me." While speaking, Chi Yan had already undid her top two buttons, and then discovered more secrets.

"Don't look." Nanxi covered her clothes with her hands, her little face flushed.

"You and 'her'..." Chi Yan stopped his movements, and there was some kind of forbearance in his brown eyes, "Did you do it?"

The last three words were very soft, but they made Nan Xi's heart tremble.Come, come, start to settle old scores with her.

Nan Xi didn't want to deceive the sub-personality, and naturally she wouldn't deceive the main personality, so she gritted her teeth and nodded infrequently.

She thought that Chi Yan would ask her other questions, such as "how long did you do it" and "what posture did you use", but she didn't.

After thinking about it, I found it absurd. The protagonist has always been restrained, how could he ask such a blunt question.

Chi Yan didn't say anything superfluous, she pushed away her pressing hand and said, "Let me see."

"..." Nanxi had no choice but to lie down obediently and let go.

Chi Yan inspected her whole body, not even the hair and toes, and then helped her get dressed silently.

Nan Xi was so itchy by her unknowing teasing, she didn't know what Chi Yan was thinking at the moment, she rubbed against her, hugged her coquettishly: "Manman, I love you."

At noon, when Zhang Li called to tell them to go to the funeral parlor, the protagonist knew about Grandma Xi Wenwen's death.

The old man has no other relatives, so the funeral is simple.Chi Yan bought a good cemetery for the old man at a very expensive price, hoping that she could walk with dignity.

Burial three days later.

Nanxi went with her.

The urn was placed in a small cemetery, and the entire process from sealing the coffin to the end of the funeral took only 10 minutes.

Nan Xi had long noticed the tombstone next to the old grandma's tombstone. On the tombstone was a picture of a clean woman. Neither sad nor happy, she looked at her quietly.She hurriedly looked away and saw the words on the tombstone - Xi Wenwen's Tomb.

The name of the person who erected the tomb is exactly the same as the name of the grandmother next to him.

When she was about to leave, Chi Yan walked up to Xi Wenwen's tombstone. After a standard ninety-degree bow, she said to the photo of the woman on the tombstone, "Wenwen, grandma is going to accompany you. You won't be lonely in the future."

When going down the mountain, it suddenly began to rain lightly, Guoguo quickly handed them an umbrella.

Nan Xi took the umbrella and found that Chi Yan was still holding a bouquet of lilies in her arms: "Do you want to take this back?"

Chi Yan looked at her, and answered irrelevantly: "Can you accompany me to a place?"

Nan Xi didn't ask her where she was going, but said yes.

Chi Yan explained to Guoguo Zhang Li in front of her, and led Nanxi up step by step.

Nan Xi seemed to understand something.

They stopped at a tombstone.

This cemetery is bigger, the surrounding is very empty, there are flowers and grass, and there is a big tree next to it that shades the sun.

Chi Yan told her: "This is my mother."

In fact, there is no need to introduce Nanxi to understand, because she saw Chi Yan's real name written on the tomb erector.She bowed first, and then greeted the tombstone a little cautiously: "Hello, Auntie, I'm Nan Xi."

Chi Yan placed the lilies in front of the tombstone, took her hand and said, "Mom, this is Nanxi, my girlfriend. I told you before, do you remember?"

A gust of breeze blew across his face, like a mother's gentle and loving touch.

Chi Yan smiled knowingly, nudged Nanxi with her elbow, and said, "She still remembers you."

Nan Xi was concentrating on looking at the photo of Chi Yan's mother, feeling that her mother was so beautiful, she was taken aback when she heard this, and said, "You mentioned me to your mother before?"

"I will find time to see her once a month, and every time I will share with her the happy things in my life, and of course I will mention you."

"What do you say about me?" Nanxi was a little curious.

"Praise you, saying that I am so fascinated by you."

Nanxi's heart was as sweet as honey. She suppressed the upward curve of her mouth, blinked her eyes, and said, "Then...you can ask your mother for me, does she like me?"

"Wait a minute." Chi Yan put her head close to the rain-drenched tombstone seriously, listened for a while, straightened up, and said solemnly: "She said you are beautiful, and wanted to recognize you as her daughter, and asked if you would like it. "

This is tantamount to liking it very much.

Nan Xi knew that Chi Yan was talking nonsense, but she still sincerely said to the beautiful woman in the photo, "I am willing."

Chi Yan smiled.

Nanxi looked at her and smiled, thinking they were so stupid.

The two chatted with their mother for a while, and the rain became heavier and heavier.

Before leaving to say goodbye, Nanxi said solemnly: "Auntie, I will often visit you with Manman in the future."

"Why are you still called Auntie even if you are willing to be a daughter?" Chi Yan corrected her.

Just now she promised happily, but now she feels a little embarrassed, Nan Xi blushed and said, "How can you call me mom if you're not married yet."

Chi Yan put a hand on her waist and said, "I'll propose when I get back."