Divas are always prudish

Chi Yan, who was drunk, was not only sticky but also soft, holding her and clinging to her, like a child who was afraid of being abandoned, pitiful and pitiful.

The two of them seem to have switched places.

Nan Xi enjoyed the feeling of being relied on by the person she liked, but when she thought of Chi Yan's words, whether it was the truth or the drunken words, she lost any charming thoughts in her heart.

——"I don't like her anymore."

The meaning of the word "了" is already obvious.

It turned out that Chi Yan really liked Xi Wenwen.

Nan Xi's heart was suddenly empty.

It was she who insisted on getting to the bottom of it, and she regretted it when she got the answer.

He wanted to lie to himself that Chi Yan was drunk, so he couldn't speak clearly, so he couldn't express clearly. The next second, he heard Chi Yan say: "I don't like her anymore."

Words stamp the heart.

Why do I have to emphasize it again?

Nan Xi's face was pale, and her breathing began to be unsteady.

Chi Yan, who was so drunk that she was unconscious, couldn't observe her words, and she couldn't wait for a response after talking for a long time. She touched Nan Xi's hand, clasped her fingers tightly, and murmured with her eyes closed: "I only like you."

Looking at the drunken girlfriend, Nan Xi's throat rolled, and she asked dryly and anxiously, "Who am I?"

Chi Yan's eyes opened a slit, and she looked at her fixedly, with clear lips and teeth: "You are Xixi."

She didn't admit the wrong person, should she be happy?Nan Xi was not very sure.

"It's mine." Chi Yan licked her palm with soft fingers.

The itchy feeling made Nanxi feel dazed, and all kinds of feelings came to her heart. She opened her mouth, but she couldn't make a sound when she wanted to respond.

"I like Xixi." Chi Yan said repeatedly, kissing the back of her tight hand, and said with a silly smile: "Xixi is my baby, my own baby."

Nan Xi listened to these sweet words like a log, her heart was like a roller coaster.

Perhaps because she was tired of talking, Chi Yan closed her eyes again.

Until Chi Yan couldn't bear the drowsiness and fell asleep, Nan Xi couldn't ask the question that was suffocating in her heart.

After learning that Xi Wenwen was Chi Yan's ex-girlfriend, Nanxi kept telling herself, don't worry about the past, don't be so petty, let the past go.

She wanted to pretend to be noble and magnanimous, but now she was so vulgar that she hated herself a little.

Chi Yan is willing to confess to her that she is not as happy as she imagined, and she knows that she is digging into a dead end.

Chi Yan liked her very much, and Nan Xi never doubted this feeling from the beginning to the end.What makes her uncomfortable and can't let go is, does Chi Yan like her because she resembles Xi Wenwen?

Everyone wants to be the most special in the eyes of the other half, and no one wants to be a substitute for someone else.

Very quiet tonight.

Chi Yan stopped raving, took her hand and took a shallow breath.

Nanxi stared at this face that was more charming after drinking alcohol in a daze for a long time, then pulled her hand back little by little, rubbed her wrist that was red from being scratched, and tried her best to get out of bed as quietly as possible.

iad connected to the hotel wifi, Nan Xi put on the earphones, searched Xi Wenwen's name on Baidu, saw the song "We Are Together" in the music file that popped up, paused for a few seconds, and clicked to play.

The style of the song is gentle, the lyrics are moving, and with a delicate and affectionate voice, it sings a lingering love story-if there is no personal emotional evaluation, this is undoubtedly a very good song.

The song is beautiful, the lyrics are beautiful, such a warm song, but Nanxi's heart is chilled when he hears it.

This is Xi Wenwen's love song for Chi Yan, right?

The lyrics mention "I want to hold your hand and jump on the black and white keys" "fingers through your hair and sit beside you and ride the sky with you"... What do these mean?

Nanxi broke down those beautiful lyrics and listened to each sentence, just like trying to understand it when she was a child, racking her brains to guess the hidden story behind it.A line of lyrics turned into scattered pictures, and when those pictures were spliced ​​together, she seemed to see the beautiful love between Chi Yan and Xi Wenwen.

She is sour, she is jealous.

She has a hideous face and a distorted mind.

She is acting and hypocritical, like a crazy person.

She masochistically made up their past love. She was very unconvinced and wanted to deny all of this, but she had to admit the facts.The story depicted in the lyrics is so beautiful that it makes her jealous.

She and Chi Yan have never done many of the things mentioned in it.

Xi Wenwen dated Chi Yan for half a year, and she and Chi Yan also dated for half a year, but she was no match for a dead person.

The tablet was poked until it ran out of battery before Nanxi realized it. She couldn't find the charging cable, so she ran to the hotel front desk in the middle of the night to ask for it.I want to connect in the future and restart the machine, but I can no longer muster the energy to listen to that song.She sat slumped on the sofa and sneered softly into the cold air.

Everyone is gone, why should she do this?

Fortunately, Chi Yan was drunk and fell asleep, so she didn't see her ugly face.

The night seems to slow down time.

The air conditioner was turned on just right, and a warm yellow lamp was turned on by the bed, and the person on the bed moved.

Chi Yan opened her eyes and felt a little dizzy. She didn't understand what was going on. She turned her sleepy eyes around, but before she could tell where she was, she saw the familiar figure curled up on the sofa, and her consciousness was clear.

The little man curled up on the narrow sofa like a shrimp, with one hand hanging helplessly to the ground, as if he had fallen asleep.

How can Xixi sleep on the sofa?

Where can I sleep comfortably in such a position?

Chi Yan walked over quickly, bending over to pick him up.

Those tormenting messy dreams were interrupted, and when a hand was inserted into her armpit, Nanxi woke up.

Suddenly the four eyes met.

Chi Yan's eyes were soft, and she whispered guiltily, "I'll carry you to bed."

Nanxi saw the person in front of her clearly, and thought of the scene of Chi Yan and Xi Wenwen making out in her dream, her chest hurt, and she pushed her hand away coldly.

The overreaction made Chi Yan stunned for a moment, thinking she was angry at getting up, and coaxed patiently: "The sofa is too small and hard, let's go to sleep on the bed."

Nan Xi was silent.

The two of them pushed and pulled, and the tablet that was buckled upside down on the stomach fell to the ground with a "snap".

Chi Yan squatted down to pick it up, and saw a certain picture on the screen that hadn't been closed yet, her eyes were full of surprise.

Nanxi snatched back the tablet.

Chi Yan didn't know why.

The person is awake, and the other functions of the body have not yet fully awakened. When Nan Xi stood up, her legs were a little weak. Chi Yan quickly reached out to support her, looked at her gloomy face and awkward look, and thought for a while and asked, "Why are you watching this?" ?”

"Accidentally clicked on it." Nan Xi said sullenly.

Chi Yan took the bulky tablet from her hand, looked at the protagonist in the video with blurred pixels, and said, "This video should be from a few years ago." No, how could it be accidentally clicked?

Nanxi understood her subtext, met her quiet eyes that seemed to know everything, and was irritable for no reason, stuck her neck, and broke the pot and said: "I just clicked on it on purpose, do you have any objections?"

"..." The voice was slightly hoarse and soft, but the tone didn't sound right no matter what.Chi Yan asked her softly: "You've been weird these two days, are you still angry?"

"I'm not angry!" Nan Xi became furious and walked around her to leave.

Chi Yan stopped her: "Where are you going?"

Nan Xi's chin clicked on the big bed, meaning to sleep.

"You haven't answered my question yet." Chi Yan held her waist tightly and looked down at her, "Why read Wenwen?"

As soon as Nan Xi heard the two words of intimacy, she couldn't maintain her pretended calmness any longer. She turned around and looked directly at her.

"What's wrong with you, can you tell me?"

Nanxi's gentle tone and worried eyes made Nanxi feel discouraged instantly. Her shoulders slumped, she took a deep breath and said, "I'm not angry."

"You have." Chi Yan said firmly.

"I didn't." Nanxi was upset and irritable, her tone was awkward and a little aggressive, "I'm just a little jealous."

"Jealous?" Chi Yan was puzzled: "What are you jealous of?"

"I'm jealous that the song she wrote won an award, I'm jealous that she is better than me, I'm jealous that she performed happily on the show with the guitar you gave her, I'm jealous that you taught her to play the piano, I'm jealous that you changed the lyrics for her, Also jealous that she wrote a love song for your love, jealous that you once liked her! I..."

These words were held in her heart for several hours, Nanxi spoke quickly and anxiously, choking on saliva, she turned her head to cough, and her eyes were red after coughing.

Chi Yan was startled by her words at first, and was startled again when she saw her red eyes, and put one hand on her thin shoulder: "Who told you that I like Wenwen?"

Nanxi felt that she was worthless, and Chi Yan found out that she was hypocritical, but she couldn't control her bad temper and said something she shouldn't have said.She hated her aunt, and even regretted being a woman, but after thinking about it, Chi Yan wouldn't like her if she wasn't a woman, and she felt even more uncomfortable.

Pretentiously, she wiped away the non-existent tears from the corners of her eyes, Nan Xi looked away angrily, and said in a stiff tone, "You told me that yourself."

"I told you that I like Wenwen?" Chi Yan asked in disbelief.

"Don't think that what you say when you're drunk is nothing!" Nanxi turned her head to stare at her, with a feverish head, and said bluntly, "Did you regard me as Xi Wenwen's substitute?"

What the hell is a double?The thoughtless accusations and inexplicable words made Chi Yan confused, she vaguely guessed something, and asked instead: "Did 'that person' tell you these words?"

Nan Xi thought that Chi Yan knew that it was Dai Anqi who told her the secret, her eyes flickered, and she pretended to be calm and said: "Don't care who said it, please answer my question directly."

"I never regarded you as someone's substitute." Chi Yan frowned, "I never liked Wenwen either."

Nanxi almost believed the first sentence, but when she heard the latter sentence, her heart sank, she pushed her away and shouted: "You liar! You just said you like her a few hours ago!"

Chi Yan said eagerly, "That's not me."

"It wasn't you, could it be..." Before the ghost words could be uttered, Nan Xi suddenly thought of something, and stared at her in a daze, "...Senior Sister?"

"it's me."

Nan Xi was stunned.

Nan Xi didn't pick up the video when she sent a video last night. Chi Yan could clearly tell that she was in a bad mood when she called. She spent the whole night thinking about why she made her girlfriend angry. She didn't sleep well, so she asked Guoguo to drive over I wanted to coax people, but I accidentally fell asleep in the car, and then I didn't know what happened.

Apparently, "that person" woke up again last night.

Chi Yan stroked her irritable flying hair, looked around her greedily, and said, "The matter of Wenwen... I wanted to keep it from you, but 'she' confessed first."

Nan Xi waited a minute before accepting the switch from the secondary personality to the primary personality. Her mind was a little messed up, and she asked, "Why did you keep it from me?"

Chi Yan sat her down on the bed, hesitated and said, "Because this matter is a bit complicated."

Nan Xi looked up at her.

Those eyes were full of curiosity and confusion. Chi Yan sat down beside her, sorted out her thoughts, and said, "I helped Wenwen once. She is a very capable singer-songwriter. I admire her and take her into consideration." As a good friend, the liking for her is also the kind of liking among friends. However, I didn't expect her to have feelings for me beyond friends, and I didn't expect that 'that person' would like Shang Wenwen."

"..."

"I don't know when 'that person' confessed his love to Wenwen, and what agreement he made with Wenwen. I still get along with Wenwen like a friend, until one day..." Chi Yan looked at Nan Xi cautiously, seeing that the other party was fine The reaction was too great to continue: "Wenwen hugged me and wanted to kiss me, and I realized that the situation was not good."

"Wenwen regarded me as 'that person', I told her about my physical condition, and I said 'that person' was not me, so I rejected her."

Nan Xi stared in confusion as if she understood.The secondary personality likes Xi Wenwen, but what Xi Wenwen likes is the main personality, but the main personality doesn't like Xi Wenwen.

What a messy relationship this is!

Chi Yan stopped talking halfway, and Nan Xi couldn't help asking: "And then?"

Chi Yan's eyes were gloomy, and her brows were stained with sadness, and said, "I don't want Wenwen to be misunderstood too deeply, I must confess to her earlier, but I didn't expect her reaction to be so strong."

"After being rejected by me, she drove away. I couldn't catch up, and the mobile phone couldn't be contacted. I didn't know until later that she went to the racing track and had an accident during the drag racing."

You don't need to ask Nan Xi about the rest, Xi Wenwen died in a car accident.

"I killed Wenwen." Chi Yan said in pain.

The uneasiness and jealousy in my heart were instantly squeezed away by this sentence, Nanxi forgot the purpose of questioning at the beginning, and blurted out: "It's not your fault."

"If I had known that Wenwen had that kind of thought for me, I shouldn't have helped her like that, and I shouldn't have taken her to live in my home. Then she wouldn't like me, wouldn't be rejected by me, and it wouldn't happen. Such misfortune."

Nan Xi was speechless.After all, it's human life, so she couldn't say anything to comfort Chi Yan lightly.She had never been very good at comforting others, instead she held Chi Yan's cold hand and hugged him.

"By the time we got to the hospital, she was completely cold."

"..." Although this story had nothing to do with me, and she didn't know Xi Wenwen, Nan Xi felt very uncomfortable hearing it.

Chi Yan said to herself, "She must hate me very much."

Nan Xi was still speechless.She found that she could always step on Chi Yan's minefield. The matter of Xi Wenwen, including the matter of Chi Yan's mother, these two deepest wounds in Chi Yan's heart were all torn open by her own hands.

She always seems to be doing stupid things.

Nanxi was so annoyed that she didn't have the heart to care about her substitute. She pressed Chi Yan's squirming lips with her hand, and said distressedly: "Stop talking about it."

She didn't want to see Chi Yan sad.

Chi Yan stared at her.

The raindrops "crackled" on the windows, and the temperature dropped sharply.

The two sat for a while, Nanxi turned off the air conditioner, and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry."

The emotion in Chi Yan's eyes was still there, and she looked at her blankly: "Why are you apologizing to me?"

Nanxi didn't explain, she reached out to hug her, rubbed her head against her chest, and deliberately interrupted: "Are you sleeping?"

There were still more than three hours before dawn. Although he drank the sober soup, his head was still dizzy. Chi Yan pondered for a moment and said, "Sleep."

The two lay down facing each other, but neither closed their eyes.

Chi Yan twirled her soft hair with her fingers, and called her hesitantly, "Xi Xi."

"Ok?"

Cold fingers brushed over her eyebrows, nose, lips, and finally landed on her cheeks.Chi Yan said: "You are very good, you don't need to compare with anyone."

"……I do not have."

"It doesn't matter who you are, you are you." Chi Yan said word by word: "Don't pay attention to what anyone says, you have to believe that you are unique, no one can replace you, and you don't need to be someone's substitute."

If there was any uncertainty before, it is gone now.

Nan Xi felt ashamed of her unreasonable troubles before, and she stopped talking hard, hugged Chi Yan tightly and said, "I know."

Chi Yan kissed her forehead, got up to turn off the lights, her body was imprisoned and unable to move.She wanted to get off the thighs that were resting on her waist, but Nanxi snorted dissatisfiedly.

Chi Yan looked at her: "How do you sleep like this?"

"Just sleep like this." Nanxi kicked her calf, "Do you think I'm heavy?"

It's heavy but not heavy, Chi Yan looked at her wide open legs, angrily and funnyly said: "It's easy to leak, isn't it?"

It was only then that Nanxi remembered that her aunt hadn't finished, so she put her legs back awkwardly.

Didn't get a good rest last night, the two of them slept until noon and didn't wake up.

After calling for room service, Nanxi and Chi Yanwo ate lunch in the room after washing up, packed up their things and left.

Later, Nanxi learned from Zhou Jiao that when Chi Yan arrived, she secretly sent a message to Zhou Jiao asking which room they lived in. She originally wanted to surprise Nanxi, but she heard that Nanxi was invited to a social event after the performance. Don't worry. I couldn't find it anymore.

Thanks to Chi Yan who came in time, otherwise Nan Xi probably wouldn't be able to wake up today after drinking that glass of white wine.It's just that I didn't expect that Chi Yan couldn't drink liquor. It must be very uncomfortable to be that drunk last night, and she was still making trouble for no reason.

The two tacitly did not mention what happened last night.

On the way back, Chi Yan's phone rang "Ding Ding Dong Dong". Nan Xi caught a glimpse of the name on the caller ID, and hurriedly got out of Chi Yan's arms, leaning against the car door.

Seeing her hiding far away, Chi Yan teased, "Afraid my mother will see you?"

It felt weird to have a video with Chi Yan's parents, Nan Xi was nervous and silent, her eyes signaled that she could take it.

Chi Yan accepted the video invitation.

"Leah, you are a big liar!" Candy's voice came out in broken Chinese.She used Lin Shuyue's mobile phone to make a video call with Chi Yan. She couldn't speak Chinese well and then said a few words in English.

Chi Yan ignored her sister's noise, and turned to translate for Nan Xi: "Yesterday I promised to compete with her in swimming, but I was let go and made trouble with me."

"Then explain to her quickly."

Nan Xi's voice was very low, and Candy couldn't hear her babbling over there. Seeing that Chi Yan ignored her, she was so angry that she switched to Chinese: "Wo now, I'm very upset!"

"I don't care if you're happy or not." Chi Yan said surprisingly.

"..." Nan Xi clicked her tongue, she couldn't believe that the always gentle Chi Yan would say such a thing to her sister!Looking at Chi Yan's seemingly cold smile on the corner of her mouth, she even had the illusion that what she was seeing was not the main personality but the sub-personality.

Candy didn't expect Chi Yan to respond like this, her blue eyes widened and she complained in English.

Chi Yan said coolly, "I'm also very upset now that you stole my yogurt."

Candy rolled her blue eyes and said in surprise, "How do you know!"

Chi Yan pointed to the yogurt packaging box exposed in the lower right corner of the video, and looked at her expressionlessly.

Candy suddenly felt guilty, and stuttered some English, which probably meant that she was greedy, and in turn blamed her for being stingy, and the sisters even cared about a box of yogurt.

Chi Yan heard her chanting, and said unmoved: "Xi Xi bought it for me, you can't drink it."

Candy on the other side of the video seemed to be dumb, and was quiet for a few seconds, then suddenly called out to Mom and Dad.

The English was spoken so fast and long that Nanxi couldn't understand a word, but she could tell from the tone that the little girl was aggrieved and angry, and poked Chi Yan with her hand: "If she wants to drink, drink it. I'll buy it for you again."

Chi Yan glanced at her quietly, then turned to Candy who was frantic in the video and said, "Okay, I forgive you."

Only then did Candy stop, her mouth pouted, and she glared at her angrily.

Seeing her expression, Chi Yan calmed down and said, "You are such a big person, don't cry."

Candy's nose twitched, her hands crossed her arms, her chin slightly lifted, and said arrogantly: "You coax me!"

Chi Yan sneered, and said lightly, "I don't coax anyone except my girlfriend."

"You...you, you, you!" Candy pointed at the screen with trembling fingers, and complained in her poor Chinese: "You are too much! Starting today, you will lose this girl forever! Goodbye!"

After speaking, the video was hung up.

Chi Yan, who made her sister furious, was overjoyed, put down her phone and said, "This little girl has improved a lot in Chinese."

Nan Xi moved her body back and defended her little sister: "It's not good for you to tease her like this."

"I didn't tease her." Chi Yan was serious, and said in her ear with a voice that only two people could hear: "I just want to tease you in this life."

Tall magnolias are planted on both sides of the street. The pure white flowers are blooming brightly, and the air is full of sweet and greasy smell.

Nan Xi was taken home by Chi Yan, and she felt embarrassed when she saw Lin Shuyue and Zhong Heng.

The couple welcomed her very much.

Candy pulled her aside and said bad things about Chi Yan: "Leah is so stingy, I won't let Wo drink the yogurt you bought."

Nan Xi whispered to her: "I bought a lot more, can I share half with you?"

"Howl!" Candy cheered, "Hide that nest, don't let her eat it!"

Nan Xi smiled, thinking that this little sister was extremely cute.

Lin Shuyue had already prepared meals, and the family happily ate a sumptuous dinner. After an hour's rest, Candy clamored to go play in the water.

Chi Yan promised her that she would not go back on her word, and originally wanted to ask Nanxi if she wanted to be together, but thought that Nanxi's aunt would stop forever.

Nan Xi couldn't go into the water, so she sat by the side and watched the two sisters swim and acted as a referee by the way.

Candy won all three rounds, and complacently asked Chi Yan for a gift.

Chi Yan promised to buy it for her, waved her to play by herself, and dragged her tired body ashore.

Nan Xi wrapped Chi Yan's wet body with a clean towel, looked at the person swimming happily alone in the pool and said, "Candy swims so fast."

Chi Yan wiped the water on her face mischievously, and said, "I let her do it."

The cold water dispelled some of the heat, Nanxi stuffed a glass of Lin Shuyue's squeezed juice into her hand, and asked her deliberately: "Then if I compete with you, will you let me?"

"will not."

"..." Nan Xi's brain crashed.Chi Yan, who promised to only coax her in this life, would not let her swim!

"I don't even want to swim in the water with you." Chi Yan added after taking a sip of juice.

"Why?" Nan Xi asked dully, thinking that he was not a bad swimmer, and he didn't need her to teach him.

"Because—" Chi Yan intentionally dragged out her voice, leaned over and bit her thin ear tip, and whispered in her ear, "I haven't seen you in a bikini yet."

Nan Xi didn't understand the necessary connection between the two, her eyes moved down unconsciously, and she "accidentally" saw Chi Yanyin's soaked bikini under the towel, her face became hot.The head was still lowered, and the chin was supported by one hand.

Chi Yan fixed her head with one hand, looked into her shining eyes through the dim light, and said, "If you dress like me, I don't even have the heart to compete with you."

Nanxi finally understood, her face became even hotter.

Chi Yan touched her hot face with the ice-slippery glass, her voice was clear after soaking in water, but her words were ambiguous: "I just want to give you artificial respiration."

"..." Nan Xi was so ashamed that she fanned herself desperately.

Chi Yan put the juice on the table next to her, put one arm around her slender waist, leaned close to her dripping body, and coaxed, "Call one?"

Nan Xi looked at the little sister who was thrashing violently in the water, calmed down, and closed her eyes obediently.

A fruity kiss.

After exhaling, she was a little hypoxic, and Nanxi finished the glass of juice that Chi Yan hadn't finished, picked up her phone to check the time, and said, "I'm going back."

Chi Yan still wrapped her arms tightly around her waist, and said confidently, "I don't have the strength to see you off."

Swimming is really tiring, Nanxi said thoughtfully: "I don't need you to send it, I will go back by myself."

"It's not easy to take a taxi here." Chi Yan touched her forehead and whispered, "Don't go."

Just finished calling and have to stay overnight, this is too much!Nan Xi rubbed her nose, thought symbolically for two seconds, and said "Oh" blushingly.

Chi Yan smiled silently, turned around and called Candy to come up, and took Nanxi's hand to leave first.

"The sheets and quilts in the guest room were washed by my mother today." Facing her confused gaze, Chi Yan said with a smile, "So you have to sleep with me tonight."

The pair of crickets in the grass chirped happily from time to time, as if they were secretly doing something bad.