Divas are always prudish
Chapter 64
Chi Yan's mother is a beauty with impeccable facial features and character. She is elegant, generous, gentle and virtuous.She had many suitors, and every man wanted to marry her, but she rejected them all.
"Sorry, I can't marry you."
"why?"
"For my daughter."
There was a man who repeatedly promised to treat her daughter as his own after marriage, but the mother was not tempted. She worked hard and raised her daughter alone.
Chi Yan inherited her mother's beauty and temperament, carved in powder and made of jade, everyone loves her.
Chi Yan was only six years old when she and her mother left that bustling metropolis, and she was carried into the bus by her mother.Sitting on her mother's lap, she looked at the familiar buildings and environment that were gradually receding outside the window, thinking that she hadn't had time to say goodbye to those little friends, and she felt a little sad in her heart.
"Mom, why are we leaving?"
"Because grandma is sick and no one is taking care of her, we have to go back and take care of her."
"Oh."
Chi Yan knew from an early age that she was different from others. Other children had parents, but she did not have a father.She also has no grandparents.Apart from the mother, there is only one grandmother, but she has never seen it once.
Every child longs to be loved by his elders, and Chi Yan is no exception.She played with the buttons on her mother's chest uneasily with her short hands, and asked childishly, "Mom, does grandma not like me?"
Otherwise why never come to see her?
Facing her daughter's innocent eyes, the gentle mother seemed to be questioned, and said after a long silence: "Grandma...she will definitely like you when she sees you."
Chi Yan was full of joy, thinking of seeing her grandma soon, she was both looking forward to and nervous.
Mom said that grandma would like her.
In the future, there will be more people in the world who will love her and love her!
Chi Yan was dumbfounded when he saw the old man with bleary eyes and dull eyes who couldn't even speak.
Mom told her it was grandma.
Chi Yan called out obediently and timidly: "Grandma."
"Hey——" Grandma just smirked at her.
Chi Yan felt that this grandma was a little strange, but she couldn't tell what was so strange.Later, mother wiped her tears and told her quietly: "Grandma has Alzheimer's disease."
Chi Yan, who was only six years old, didn't know what Alzheimer's meant. She only knew that her grandma was ill, very seriously ill, so she and her mother had to take good care of her grandma.
Chi Yan didn't know that she had an uncle until the day after her grandmother was buried.
Uncle, what a strange name, will he love her like his mother?
Chi Yan's beautiful fantasy was quickly extinguished.
The uncle took the aunt to their small rental house, saying that the mother had swallowed up the inheritance of the grandmother, and forced the mother to pay back the money.The mother had no money to give them, and the uncle yelled at her, calling her disobedient, scolding her for being undisciplined, and calling her a bitch.
Mother gritted her teeth and endured silently.
Chi Yan was afraid and angry, struggling in her mother's arms: "You are not allowed to scold my mother, you are not my uncle, you are a bad person!"
"Shut up, you little bastard!" Uncle said, pointing at her nose.
The weak mother burst out of strength when she heard this sentence, let go of her daughter and rushed over to wrestle with her uncle.
But how can a woman's physical strength compete with a man?The mother was pushed to the ground by the tyrannical uncle, and her forehead hit the sharp corner of the coffee table, bleeding profusely.
"Mom!" Chi Yan rushed over to hug her mother's twitching body.
The uncle took the aunt and ran away.
The six-year-old girl was terrified. There was a landline next to her, but she didn't know to call 120 or call the police. She hugged her fainted mother and cried loudly.
The kind landlord and neighbors helped to take the mother to the hospital.
After the mother recovered from her injury, the uncle came to make trouble again, and the quarrel attracted the neighbors to watch.Amidst the little girl's screams and cries, a man rushed in like a hero and grabbed the uncle's hand that was about to hit his mother.
Chi Yan didn't know who the man was, but only knew that the man was very powerful, because he subdued his mad dog-like uncle in a few clicks.
The uncle who was beaten black and swollen ran away in desperation.
The onlookers also dispersed.
The mother bowed to the man with her terrified daughter in her arms: "Thank you."
"You're welcome."
The man was the landlord's son who had just returned from working. He went door-to-door to collect rent. He happened to see Chi Yan's mother and daughter being bullied, so he rushed in to help.
Chi Yan looked at the man with innocent and curious eyes.The man was also looking at her, touching her pink face and saying, "What a charming child."
Chi Yan knew that she was good-looking, but every time she was praised, she couldn't help blushing, and said shyly, "Thank you."
The man's name is Zou Tao, he looks very ordinary, he is not tall and has no money, he has nothing to do with the word "excellent" from head to toe, but he has won the heart of his mother.
After her grandmother passed away, her mother did not bring Chi Yan back to the big city. The mother and daughter lived together in a small rental house for a year.During this year, the annoying uncle and aunt came to the house every three days to ask mother for money, but Zou Tao showed up in time and beat them away with his fists.
Xu Shi was afraid of being beaten, and then his uncle didn't dare to come to the door anymore, and the mother and daughter lived a stable life for a while.
"Manman, do you like Uncle Zou?" Her mother asked her one day.
Chi Yan said crisply: "I like it!"
Every time Uncle Zou came, he would buy Chi Yan toys and beautiful dresses for her.Uncle Zou was very kind to his mother, and he was also very kind to her. He also helped them clean up the bad uncle. How could Chi Yan, who had been short of love since childhood, not like him.
"Then..." Mother twitched a bit, blushing and said, "How about letting Uncle Zou be Manman's father in the future?"
Chi Yan has always longed to have a father, but every time she asked where her father was going, her mother was always evasive and refused to tell her.Hearing that Uncle Zou was going to be her father, Chi Yan didn't even think about it, she applauded and cheered, "Okay, okay!"
On the day her mother and Uncle Zou got married, Chi Yan, who was dressed as a little princess, cried excitedly.
Chi Yan naively thought that she would have a complete family from now on, and she would no longer have to envy other children, she, her mother and Uncle Zou would be a happy family!
But as everyone knows, this is the beginning of her nightmare.
Six months before their marriage, Uncle Zou was considerate to their mother and daughter.One day, my mother said that she would take the children in the class to perform a chorus at the Children's Palace, and told Chi Yan to eat well before going out.Chi Yan nodded obediently.
"Goodbye Mom."
"Goodbye."
After his mother left, the man said to the yawning Chi Yan, "Is Manman sleepy? Dad, let's take a nap with you."
"OK."
Except for her mother, Chi Yan had never slept with anyone else, and she was a little embarrassed when she was carried into bed by a man.She remembered that her mother said that children need to take a nap to grow up quickly, and she wants to be an obedient and good child!So even though he was too nervous to sleep, Chi Yan closed his eyes obediently.
If she can't sleep, she can pretend to be asleep. When she falls asleep, Dad doesn't have to guard her.She is such a clever little ghost!
Chi Yan secretly rejoiced, feeling the weight on her body in a daze, she opened her eyes suddenly, met the man's bloodshot eyes, and asked in confusion, "Dad, what are you doing?"
The man didn't expect her to wake up so soon, he withdrew his outstretched hand, smiled and said, "Dad is helping you drive away mosquitoes."
Chi Yan rubbed her eyes, not quite understanding why the mosquitoes had to be crushed on her.She took a hard breath and said, "Dad, you are so heavy."
The man picked her up, rubbed the white and tender skin on her waist with his rough hands, and bit her neck with his mouth open.
"what!"
Chi Yan pushed him instinctively with her powerless hand, and said with aggrieved face, "Dad, why did you bite me?"
The man was panting heavily, and looked at her as if he wanted to eat her alive.Chi Yan was suddenly frightened and struggled in his arms.
"Click-"
The sound of the door lock turning was heard clearly in the eardrums, and the man who was holding her hurriedly let her go.
Chi Yan rushed out of the room with bare feet, opened her arms and hugged her mother who had just entered the door: "Mom!"
The mother left something behind and came back to pick it up. She rubbed her daughter's fluffy hair and said softly, "Why don't you take a nap?"
Chi Yan kept shaking her head, and said with her mouth flattened, "Mom, Dad bit me, it hurts so much."
The mother was taken aback when she saw the tooth marks on her neck, looked up and saw the man coming out of her daughter's room, and said angrily, "How can you bite her?"
"I was just kidding with her." The man squatted down to coax her, "I'm sorry, Manman, Dad was wrong, please forgive Dad this time?"
The man apologized so sincerely that Chi Yan forgave him softly, but since then he never dared to let him sleep with her.
……
The wind in the summer night can't dispel the dry heat in the air.
Nanxi's palms were hot, but she felt that the body of the person she held in her arms was a little cold.Is it an illusion?
After the question was thrown out, Chi Yan hugged her and remained silent for a long time, until Nan Xi thought that Chi Yan was unwilling to speak, but Chi Yan spoke.
It turned out that Chi Yan was not born an orphan, she had a mother, and once had a stepfather.
But why did he still go to the orphanage?
Nan Xi only knew that Chi Yan had adoptive parents. She had always been curious about this, but she never dared to ask.
She was very happy that Chi Yan was willing to take the initiative to share her childhood stories with her, but why did the stories get more and more wrong the more I heard them?
What she asked was obviously the reason for the formation of Chi Yan's sub-personality, why did Chi Yan tell her this?
The surroundings were so quiet that only the sound of their breathing could be heard.
Lush green plants are planted under the guardrail of the yard, and the shadows of the trees are pitch black, like bottomless black holes, which hide some unknown secrets.
Nanxi wasn't afraid of the dark at first, but suddenly a chill came up on her back, she couldn't help hugging the person in her arms tightly, and asked cautiously, "What happened next?"
Chi Yan looked at the crescent moon hiding in the clouds, and remained silent.
Chi Yan has forgotten most of the memories before the age of eight, but these, like the poisonous insects lurking in her body, are fused with her flesh and blood, and she can't get rid of them. She wants to forget, but dare not.
Chi Yan clenched the cold sweat in her palms, exhaled into the gloomy sky, and said intermittently: "Then... one night, he came home drunk and broke into my room, held me tightly, and pulled me Clothes...I cried, cried and begged him, but he covered my mouth to keep me from making a sound."
"What!" Nanxi pushed her away, met her gaze, and was startled.
For a moment, Nanxi felt that the person in front of her was so strange.
It's not that she has never seen Chi Yan lose her temper, but she has never seen such a look in his eyes. It was so cold that it made her heart chill, so much so that she forgot what she wanted to say.
Facing Chi Yan's chilling gaze, she became incoherent in anxiety: "He's just a beast! That beast...he..."
"He didn't succeed." Chi Yan patted the back of her hand reassuringly, with an inexplicable smile on the corner of his mouth, and said, "I succeeded in saving myself."
Hearing such an answer, Nan Xi didn't feel very relaxed.I don't know if it's because of the light, but she thinks Chi Yan's smile is weird, which makes her feel stuffy and uncomfortable.
She wanted to press the corner of Chi Yan's mouth with her hand, but her wrist was grabbed.
Chi Yan's eyes had returned to normal, and she looked at her softly like water, but her voice was very cold: "I accidentally kicked his lower body, and he rolled off of me."
It wasn't me who experienced those things, but just hearing Chi Yan's description of Nan Xi made me very angry.How old is Chi Yan, how dare that bastard treat her like that!
Nanxi subconsciously held Chi Yan's hand, feeling a coldness.
Chi Yan was sweating a lot, was it because of the heat, or was it for other reasons?
Nan Xi didn't think deeply, but always felt that Chi Yan was not as relaxed as she showed, so she squeezed her palm and looked at her worriedly: "Did that bastard get punished in the end?"
Chi Yan swayed a little, and said "um" inaudibly.
Nan Xi secretly breathed a sigh of relief, and wanted to ask how the ending would be.
Before she could speak, Chi Yan said leisurely: "I was actually very scared. I rushed to the door to find my mother, but the moment I opened the door..." He paused and frowned, "My body has become very strange , it seems that my sanity has been taken away, and all subsequent things are out of my control."
Nan Xi's heart tightened, and she hurriedly asked her, "Is it a sub-personality?"
"I don't know if it's true." Chi Yan lowered her eyes, "I don't know what I'm doing at all. When my mother was woken up by the screams and ran over, I had already crushed that man's lower body."
"Ah——" Nanxi covered her mouth with one hand and swallowed the rest of her exclamation, her widened eyes were full of undisguised shock.
"Did it scare you?" Chi Yan's slightly cool fingertips touched her tense cheek.
Nan Xi blinked hard, put down her hand covering her mouth, shook her head, and was furious for a moment: "He is just a beast in clothes!"
"Yeah, he's a beast, so he deserves what he deserves." Chi Yan said coolly, "I successfully rescued myself, and that was the biggest mistake I've ever made in my life."
"Why?" Nan Xi was puzzled.
Chi Yan smiled, coldly and sadly.It's so hot outside, but her body is shaking, and her voice is also trembling: "Because, I indirectly killed my mother."
The mother was furious when she heard that the man had done something worse than a beast to her, and she wanted to divorce the man.
The man became a useless person overnight. He held a grudge against Chi Yan. He ran home to take revenge as soon as he was discharged from the hospital. He bumped into Chi Yan's mother and daughter who were carrying suitcases and wanted to escape. The two adults had a dispute at the stairs. The man accidentally pushed his mother down the stairs——
The mother fell into a pool of blood, and when she was about to die, those beautiful eyes looked at the frightened daughter above from afar, so reluctant and unwilling.
Chi Yan's short nails dug into her flesh, but Nan Xi forgot to cry out for the pain.She didn't expect the ending of the story to be so tragic, and she was too shocked to speak.
The person in front of him was shaking like chaff, as if he was about to fall down in a second.
Nan Xi had never seen such a weak Chi Yan, those brown eyes were full of despair.
She panicked, and she hugged the trembling body tightly.
She couldn't see the expression on Chi Yan's face clearly, but felt the person in her arms trembling.The warm liquid flowed into her neck, and Nan Xi felt as if she had been scalded, her heart ached so badly that she couldn't breathe.
She regretted it terribly.
These are the scars that Chi Yan buried in her heart and did not want to be touched by others, but she tore off the protective film with her own hands.
Chi Yan was in pain, and she was in pain too.
"I'm sorry." Nanxi felt that she was a really bad girlfriend.
There was an inaudible choke in Chi Yan's throat.
Nanxi's heart contracted and she gritted her teeth.
The wind stopped, and the moon hid after eavesdropping on other people's secrets, and the two people embracing under the tree were like a still black and white painting.
Chi Yan pushed her away first.
"Why are you saying sorry to me?"
Nanxi pursed her lips.
The breeze pushed away the clouds again, and the cold moonlight shone on Chi Yan's fair face.Those eyes were as calm as water, neither red nor swollen, as if the wetness on her neck just now was her illusion.
Nanxi couldn't tell what it felt like, it was as if a balloon had been forcibly stuffed into her chest, which made her throat hurt.
Seeing that she was silent, Chi Yan said, "I'm fine."
The wetness on her neck was still there, so Nan Xi couldn't believe that she was fine.
Nanxi's lips moved: "If you feel uncomfortable, cry." She pointed to her thin and small shoulders, "I'll let you lean on my shoulders."
Chi Yan was amused by her serious and nervous look, pinched her nose and said, "I won't cry."
There are many ways to vent your grief, from crying and yelling.Chi Yan has never tried these.
Chi Yan is more willing to turn those negative emotions into some kind of motivation, running, dancing, and singing.That was before.
Only today did she realize that she could still confide in her.
Chi Yan hasn't talked about these past events for a long time, because she was depressed for a long time after witnessing the tragic death of her mother.The adoptive parents took her away from the orphanage and took her to see a psychiatrist. They wanted her to get rid of depression, but unexpectedly discovered her other personality.
The adoptive parents were very kind to her and comforted her countless times that her mother's death had nothing to do with her. Her mother loved her and would not blame her, but Chi Yan couldn't convince herself.
The mother's death was a hurdle in her heart.
Except for her adoptive parents and her first psychiatrist, no one knew about this past.
When Nan Xi asked Chi Yan's mind went blank for a moment, subconsciously repelling her from recalling these uncomfortable things, but a voice in her heart told her that the people in front of her were trustworthy people like adoptive parents, and she could understand her pain.
"Xixi."
"Ok?"
"Thank you."
"...Thank me for what?" Nan Xi, who didn't know how to comfort his girlfriend, twisted her fingers at the hem of her clothes helplessly.
Starlight was reflected in Chi Yan's eyes, and she stared deeply at her: "Thank you for appearing in my life."
Before the age of 15, Chi Yan was a princess living in an ivory tower. Her adoptive parents made her have no worries about food and clothing, let her let go of those unpleasant pasts slowly, and made her feel the warmth of the family.
After the age of 15, Chi Yan left her adoptive parents in order to pursue her dream. Since her debut, she has been diligent and diligent. She has never stopped studying every day. The record-breaking sales and the soft-handed trophies make her feel extremely spiritually satisfied. , she loves this career and loves it like a madman.
She has adoptive parents who love her, an excellent team who work hard with her to fight side by side, and friends who are willing to help her, but there is only one person missing.
What Chi Yan always thought would delay her career and was dispensable to her quietly took root in her heart after meeting Nan Xi.
There was a time when it lay hidden in the shadows and stopped growing, until not long ago it broke through the ground and sprouted buds.
You can't hide liking someone, and being liked by someone is undoubtedly happiness.
Chi Yan had suffered a lot before, whether it was physically or mentally.But at this moment, at the moment of being hugged by the person she likes, what she has endured has become less important.
She made her remember the pain and made her forget the pain.
Nan Xi still didn't understand the meaning of Chi Yan's words. After deliberating for a long time, she whispered solemnly: "Senior sister, what has happened is irreversible. We should all look forward."
"Hmm." Chi Yan smiled.
"No matter what happens in the future, I will always be by your side."
Chi Yan is not a person who shows his emotions, and his expression completely changed after hearing what she said.Suddenly want to cry.
"Always..." Chi Yan's throat rolled, and he asked her hoarsely, "How long?"
Nan Xi thought about it seriously and said, "Until you don't like me."
Chi Yan's eyes moved slightly, she held her face with both hands, pressed her forehead against hers, and paused every word: "Then you will never try to escape in your life."
The warm lips fell down gently like a feather, gently grinding like caring for a treasure.
The breeze blows away the thick clouds, disturbs the water in a pool, and blows away the haze in my heart.
There was no trace of impurities in this kiss, but it contained deep affection in its purity.
If Guoguo hadn't come out to say that the watermelon was no longer iced and asked them if they wanted to eat, Nanxi would not have realized that the two of them had stayed outside for more than an hour.
There was a layer of sticky sweat on my body, and I was blown by the air conditioner when I entered the room, and my whole body felt refreshed and refreshed.
There was a pre-cut watermelon on the coffee table, Nan Xi ate one slice, and wanted to eat another slice.
Chi Yan took the plate away: "The lesson of dysmenorrhea last time was forgotten so quickly? One slice a day is enough, and you can't eat too much."
The last time my aunt Nan Xi accidentally ate some watermelon, the pain was so painful that she almost went into shock. Since then, Chi Yan has strictly controlled the amount of watermelon she eats.
How can you resist not eating watermelon in summer!Looking at the bright red, crisp and sweet watermelon flesh, Nan Xi took a deep breath, hugged Chi Yan's arm and said with a smile, "My one hasn't come yet, so it's okay to eat one more slice."
Seeing her greedy face, Chi Yan said unmoved, "Let me peel an apple for you."
"..." She still wouldn't eat it.
Chi Yan's technique of peeling flat fruits is getting better and better recently, not only better but also faster.Nan Xi wanted to sneak a piece of watermelon to nibble on while she wasn't paying attention, but she was caught right as soon as she stretched out her little paw.
In the palm of Chi Yan's left hand was a peeled yellow apple, and her right hand was holding her slender wrist, looking at her quietly.
Nanxi saw the warning in her eyes, and said embarrassingly, "I didn't want to eat, I just wanted to take a photo and send it to Moments."
Chi Yan couldn't help laughing: "Why are you acting like a child?" He was so handsome in his 20s and wanted to steal something.
Nanxi didn't refute, and deliberately squeezed her throat and said: "Then Xixi wants to eat watermelon, can sister Yanyan give it?"
"..." Sister Yanyan expressed a headache.
Nan Xi knew that she was naive, but she also knew that Chi Yan would not dislike her, so she squeezed her throat and said, "How about eating another slice~"
Chi Yan watched her twist her body, staring at herself eagerly with deer-like eyes, and said helplessly, "Can I still eat apples after eating watermelon?"
"Yes!" Nanxi said happily, without waiting for her consent, she grabbed a piece of watermelon from her hand and stuffed it into her mouth, took a bite, and clicked her mouth in satisfaction.
Chi Yan was angry and funny, and picked up the fruit knife again to help her cut the apple into small pieces.
"belch--"
Chi Yan's hands shook, and she raised her eyelids to look at someone who was hiccupping while covering his chest after eating the watermelon.
Nan Xi's face was slightly hot, and she said bravely, "This is a hungry belch."
"..."
Chi Yan helped her eat the apple for fear that she would be overwhelmed.
Guoguo tactfully hid in the room and didn't disturb them. In the empty living room, two people who were full of food and drink and didn't want to take a bath sat on the sofa and chatted.
Nan Xi's body was crooked, and after sitting for a while, she put her head on Chi Yan's lap.
Chi Yan played with her soft hair unconsciously with her fingers, met her dark and bright eyes, and said with a thought, "I want to hear the story of your childhood."
Chi Yan's childhood was not very good, and the blow she received when she was eight years old was too great, and she didn't remember many things.Even if she remembered, she didn't want that gloomy past to spoil such a warm atmosphere.
Nan Xi wanted to know more about her, why didn't she?
"Okay!" Nanxi sat up straight, "I was so naughty when I was young."
Chi Yan smiled: "How naughty."
Nanxi sat cross-legged, and said happily: "I'm very troublesome since I didn't go to kindergarten. My mother told me that I smashed all the eggs she just bought. My cat and I teamed up to kill each other. When I was three years old, I was the most sloppy and didn’t like to wear diapers. My mother took them off and I immediately peed on the sheets. She spanked my bottom every time. It hurts..."
Nanxi babbled a lot, from when she was still wearing crotch pants to when she graduated from elementary school, it was all about mischievous and embarrassing things.
Chi Yan didn't interrupt her once, nor did he laugh at her.
Some incidents may have been exaggerated, and some may have been fabricated. Whether it is true or not, Chi Yan knew very well that this silly girl deliberately used this method to comfort her.
It's so cute and silly.
When Chi Yan went to wash her hands, she came back and found that Nan Xi had fallen asleep on the sofa.She was surprised for a moment, and walked over lightly: "Xixi?"
Nanxi closed her eyes and answered vaguely.
"This is not a bed, go back to your room and sleep."
Nan Xi hugged the pillow and muttered, "Don't make noise."
Chi Yan's gaze fell on her slightly parted red lips, she slowly squatted down, and whispered in her ear, "If you don't get up, I'll kiss you."
Nanxi didn't say anything.
Chi Yan leaned over and took her slightly parted red lips.
"Hmm..." Nan Xi, who was having trouble breathing, was forced to open her eyes, and muttered to Shang Chi Yan's seemingly calm but dark eyes, "I'm sleepy."
"So it's time to take a shower and sleep."
Before entering her room, Nan Xi hooked Chi Yan's clothes with her fingers to prevent her from leaving.
Seeing her hesitant expression, Chi Yan thought it was to remind him of something he had forgotten, so he leaned over and kissed her on the cheek, and said, "Good night."
Nanxi still grabbed her and didn't let go, she said carefully: "Senior sister, if you have any unhappy things in the future, you must say it, and if you don't want to say it, don't hold it in your heart."
The main personality and the sub-personality are too different in character, the sub-personality is full of happiness and anger written on the face, the main personality looks at Wen Tun with no emotion, it turns out that there are so many secrets hidden in his heart.How can a person have no emotions?Before today, Nanxi had never seen any negative emotions in the main character. She wondered if the main character was too good at disguising and hiding it so well that no one else could find it.
Nan Xi doesn't want this.
Now that they are a couple, no matter whether it is a happy event or a bad event, she hopes to share it with Chi Yan.
Chi Yan didn't expect that what she was going to say was this, she was taken aback for a while, and said with a straight face, "I see."
Nan Xi knew that Chi Yan was a person who kept his word, so he said good night to her in a happy mood, closed the door and went to take a shower.
Go to bed early and get up early.
When Nan Xi went downstairs, Chi Yan had already prepared breakfast, and beckoned her to come over.
The breakfast is very simple and nutritious, milk, fruit, whole wheat bread, and eggs.
Chi Yan said to her after eating: "I'm going to the studio, let Guoguo stay with you at home in the morning."
Nanxi drank the last sip of milk and hurriedly said, "I don't need her to accompany you, let her go with you."
"Are you not afraid alone?"
"I'm not afraid of it during the day."
Chi Yan looked at her quietly for a while, then compromised: "Okay. If you are bored, you can call me."
"I'll sleep in later, I won't be bored, don't worry."
Chi Yan and Guoguo left.
When she first moved in, Chi Yan said that she could use the three rooms downstairs - the exercise room, recording studio and gym, but Nan Xi never used them once.She stared intently at one of the doors.
After all, she is a guest, so before using it, Nanxi still sent WeChat to ask the host's opinion first, and was stunned when she clicked on WeChat.
It's still the familiar avatar, but when did the nickname she gave to Chi Yan become "the only girlfriend Leah"? ? ?
Nan Xi: "..."
If you think about it with your toes, you know that this is a modification of the secondary personality.
Thinking of Chi Yan's jealous and awkward appearance the night before, Nan Xi felt it was funny, but at the same time felt a little sad.
Dr. Zhang said that mutual understanding and integration of the two personalities is the best treatment for Chi Yan. She doesn't know how to do it. Judging from the two personalities' conflicting attitudes towards each other, she thinks this matter must not be so serious easy.
There was a dance in the morning, Chi Yan left the rest of the work to Guoguo and Zhang Li, took a shower and changed clothes, and then drove home.
She wanted to call Nanxi to ask if there was anything she wanted to eat that she could take home, but she paused when she was about to dial, and sent a message instead.
There was no reply for a long time after the message was sent, Chi Yan thought Nan Xi was still sleeping late, so she put down her phone and drove there to buy wontons for her.
Be home in 10 minutes.
Chi Yan put the steaming takeaway on the table, opened the lid, the aroma was tangy, and the wontons with thin skin and meat were mouth watering.
Pasta is easy to lump if it is left for a long time, and it will not taste good.Chi Yan went upstairs to find the little slacker.
"Boom boom boom——"
Chi Yan called her through the door: "Xixi, are you up?"
The little slob didn't respond.
Chi Yan knocked on the door again, and said, "Get up and eat something first, or your stomach will starve."
"..."
Didn't hear this?
Chi Yan twisted the door and went in, only to find that the window was open, the quilt on the bed was messy, but there was no one there.
There was no one in the restroom either.
Chi Yan was puzzled and called her cell phone while going down the stairs.
Familiar music came from a certain room.
The mobile phone on the table vibrated suddenly, and Nan Xi, who was concentrating on her work, was taken aback. Seeing that it was Chi Yan, she took off her earphones to answer: "Senior sister?"
The closed door was pushed open, and Chi Yan, who was holding up her mobile phone, looked at the person sitting behind the computer suspiciously: "Aren't you done yet?"
The voice didn't seem to come from the receiver. Nanxi was feeling strange. When she looked up and saw Chi Yan standing at the door, her heart skipped a beat. When walking over, the content was successfully preserved.
Turn off the software, turn off the computer, all in one go.
She stood up without changing her face: "The teacher wrote a song for me, and sent it to let me try it out. I think it's not bad."
A few hours ago, Nanxi asked Chi Yan on WeChat if she could use the recording studio, but Chi Yan agreed without asking her why.
It is Chi Yan's consistent principle not to pry into other people's privacy casually, and this time he didn't ask too much, his eyes swept around that slightly oily face, and said, "I thought you were sleeping late...don't be too busy , I bought you wontons."
Nanxi has recovered very well in the past few days, as long as she doesn't shake her head vigorously, she won't experience symptoms such as dizziness and nausea.It's just that it's boring to stay at home all the time. On the fifth night, before going to bed, she said to Chi Yan: "Tomorrow I have to go to the company to discuss the arrangement with the teacher."
The doctor told her to rest at home for at least two weeks, but as a singer, Chi Yan knew that some jobs would not be shirked just because of your poor health, so she said silently, "I'll take you there tomorrow."
Arranging music is a complicated job. Nanxi arrived at the company at nine o'clock and finished it at three o'clock. She wanted to go to the studio to find Chi Yan, but her phone rang when she got out of the elevator.
Zhou Jiao called: "Xixi, have you started working today?"
"No, Sister Li said to let me take another week off." Nan Xi joked: "Are you having a good time on paid vacation these days?"
"It's cool to eat and sleep every day, but it's also boring." Zhou Jiao changed the subject, "How about we go shopping?"
After becoming a singer, Nanxi hadn't gone shopping for a long time. They went to the nearest shopping mall, and went directly to the supermarket when they arrived.
The weather is hot, Nan Xi wants to make some desserts for Chi Yan.
When she participated in the third season of "The Voice of Dreams", she made double skin milk for Chi Yan a few times, and Chi Yan liked it.
Nan Xi carefully selected milk wearing a mask.
Zhou Jiao pulled her clothes and whispered in a voice that only two people could hear: "The man at two o'clock has been looking at you."
Nan Xi followed her instructions and looked over——
Standing next to the shelf was a tall man wearing a peaked cap and black T-pants. When the man touched her, he avoided her eyes and pretended to get the milk on the shelf.
"Could it be a fan?" Zhou Jiao asked her quietly.
Nanxi didn't answer.
Nan Xi knew that she was a bit famous now, and wearing a mask didn't necessarily mean that others would not recognize her.But if she was a fan, why didn't she come up and strike up a conversation with her?
"Then...could it be a paparazzi?" Zhou Jiao asked again.
Nan Xi frowned.The storm of her being blackmailed by the whole network has long passed, and the incident of falling off the stage after so long has no news value. She can't figure out what the paparazzi are following her for.
Whether it is a fan or a paparazzi, the sneaky look of a man is really suspicious.Nanxi grabbed a few bottles of milk and yogurt and threw them into the shopping cart, urging Zhou Jiao to check out.
The man didn't follow me when I was in line.
There are too many things to buy, and the parking space is too far away, so Nanxi guards the big bags and asks Zhou Jiao to pick up the car first.
She took out her phone to check the time, when she caught a glimpse of a man in black walking towards her out of the corner of her eye, she recognized the man who was spying on her in the supermarket just now, her heart tightened, she pretended to put away her phone naturally, and held Find Zhou Jiao for the big and small bags.
The man followed her at a moderate distance.
Nanxi couldn't figure out what was going on with this man, her hand hurt from something strangling her, so she went into a certain men's clothing store on the first floor of the shopping mall in a hurry.
"Welcome." The waiter came out with a sweet smile, "Madam, do you want to buy clothes?"
Nanxi came in to avoid the man in order to test if he was following her, but he did not expect that man to follow her!
The lingering ghost is either a paparazzi or a pervert!
Nan Xi suddenly remembered the two paparazzi who followed her and Chi Yan by car last night, and the alarm bells rang in her heart. She dropped the big and small bags and said to the waiter, "Can you take a look at these things for me?"
"Ok ma'am." The waiter said, "But you'd better take your valuables with you."
"No valuables. Thank you." Nanxi hurried inside.
The men's clothing store is very big, she temporarily rejected the enthusiastic waiter, took out her mobile phone and wanted to call Zhou Jiao, while flipping through the mobile phone, she had to be wary of the man approaching, accidentally bumping into someone.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Nan Xi
"Sorry, I can't marry you."
"why?"
"For my daughter."
There was a man who repeatedly promised to treat her daughter as his own after marriage, but the mother was not tempted. She worked hard and raised her daughter alone.
Chi Yan inherited her mother's beauty and temperament, carved in powder and made of jade, everyone loves her.
Chi Yan was only six years old when she and her mother left that bustling metropolis, and she was carried into the bus by her mother.Sitting on her mother's lap, she looked at the familiar buildings and environment that were gradually receding outside the window, thinking that she hadn't had time to say goodbye to those little friends, and she felt a little sad in her heart.
"Mom, why are we leaving?"
"Because grandma is sick and no one is taking care of her, we have to go back and take care of her."
"Oh."
Chi Yan knew from an early age that she was different from others. Other children had parents, but she did not have a father.She also has no grandparents.Apart from the mother, there is only one grandmother, but she has never seen it once.
Every child longs to be loved by his elders, and Chi Yan is no exception.She played with the buttons on her mother's chest uneasily with her short hands, and asked childishly, "Mom, does grandma not like me?"
Otherwise why never come to see her?
Facing her daughter's innocent eyes, the gentle mother seemed to be questioned, and said after a long silence: "Grandma...she will definitely like you when she sees you."
Chi Yan was full of joy, thinking of seeing her grandma soon, she was both looking forward to and nervous.
Mom said that grandma would like her.
In the future, there will be more people in the world who will love her and love her!
Chi Yan was dumbfounded when he saw the old man with bleary eyes and dull eyes who couldn't even speak.
Mom told her it was grandma.
Chi Yan called out obediently and timidly: "Grandma."
"Hey——" Grandma just smirked at her.
Chi Yan felt that this grandma was a little strange, but she couldn't tell what was so strange.Later, mother wiped her tears and told her quietly: "Grandma has Alzheimer's disease."
Chi Yan, who was only six years old, didn't know what Alzheimer's meant. She only knew that her grandma was ill, very seriously ill, so she and her mother had to take good care of her grandma.
Chi Yan didn't know that she had an uncle until the day after her grandmother was buried.
Uncle, what a strange name, will he love her like his mother?
Chi Yan's beautiful fantasy was quickly extinguished.
The uncle took the aunt to their small rental house, saying that the mother had swallowed up the inheritance of the grandmother, and forced the mother to pay back the money.The mother had no money to give them, and the uncle yelled at her, calling her disobedient, scolding her for being undisciplined, and calling her a bitch.
Mother gritted her teeth and endured silently.
Chi Yan was afraid and angry, struggling in her mother's arms: "You are not allowed to scold my mother, you are not my uncle, you are a bad person!"
"Shut up, you little bastard!" Uncle said, pointing at her nose.
The weak mother burst out of strength when she heard this sentence, let go of her daughter and rushed over to wrestle with her uncle.
But how can a woman's physical strength compete with a man?The mother was pushed to the ground by the tyrannical uncle, and her forehead hit the sharp corner of the coffee table, bleeding profusely.
"Mom!" Chi Yan rushed over to hug her mother's twitching body.
The uncle took the aunt and ran away.
The six-year-old girl was terrified. There was a landline next to her, but she didn't know to call 120 or call the police. She hugged her fainted mother and cried loudly.
The kind landlord and neighbors helped to take the mother to the hospital.
After the mother recovered from her injury, the uncle came to make trouble again, and the quarrel attracted the neighbors to watch.Amidst the little girl's screams and cries, a man rushed in like a hero and grabbed the uncle's hand that was about to hit his mother.
Chi Yan didn't know who the man was, but only knew that the man was very powerful, because he subdued his mad dog-like uncle in a few clicks.
The uncle who was beaten black and swollen ran away in desperation.
The onlookers also dispersed.
The mother bowed to the man with her terrified daughter in her arms: "Thank you."
"You're welcome."
The man was the landlord's son who had just returned from working. He went door-to-door to collect rent. He happened to see Chi Yan's mother and daughter being bullied, so he rushed in to help.
Chi Yan looked at the man with innocent and curious eyes.The man was also looking at her, touching her pink face and saying, "What a charming child."
Chi Yan knew that she was good-looking, but every time she was praised, she couldn't help blushing, and said shyly, "Thank you."
The man's name is Zou Tao, he looks very ordinary, he is not tall and has no money, he has nothing to do with the word "excellent" from head to toe, but he has won the heart of his mother.
After her grandmother passed away, her mother did not bring Chi Yan back to the big city. The mother and daughter lived together in a small rental house for a year.During this year, the annoying uncle and aunt came to the house every three days to ask mother for money, but Zou Tao showed up in time and beat them away with his fists.
Xu Shi was afraid of being beaten, and then his uncle didn't dare to come to the door anymore, and the mother and daughter lived a stable life for a while.
"Manman, do you like Uncle Zou?" Her mother asked her one day.
Chi Yan said crisply: "I like it!"
Every time Uncle Zou came, he would buy Chi Yan toys and beautiful dresses for her.Uncle Zou was very kind to his mother, and he was also very kind to her. He also helped them clean up the bad uncle. How could Chi Yan, who had been short of love since childhood, not like him.
"Then..." Mother twitched a bit, blushing and said, "How about letting Uncle Zou be Manman's father in the future?"
Chi Yan has always longed to have a father, but every time she asked where her father was going, her mother was always evasive and refused to tell her.Hearing that Uncle Zou was going to be her father, Chi Yan didn't even think about it, she applauded and cheered, "Okay, okay!"
On the day her mother and Uncle Zou got married, Chi Yan, who was dressed as a little princess, cried excitedly.
Chi Yan naively thought that she would have a complete family from now on, and she would no longer have to envy other children, she, her mother and Uncle Zou would be a happy family!
But as everyone knows, this is the beginning of her nightmare.
Six months before their marriage, Uncle Zou was considerate to their mother and daughter.One day, my mother said that she would take the children in the class to perform a chorus at the Children's Palace, and told Chi Yan to eat well before going out.Chi Yan nodded obediently.
"Goodbye Mom."
"Goodbye."
After his mother left, the man said to the yawning Chi Yan, "Is Manman sleepy? Dad, let's take a nap with you."
"OK."
Except for her mother, Chi Yan had never slept with anyone else, and she was a little embarrassed when she was carried into bed by a man.She remembered that her mother said that children need to take a nap to grow up quickly, and she wants to be an obedient and good child!So even though he was too nervous to sleep, Chi Yan closed his eyes obediently.
If she can't sleep, she can pretend to be asleep. When she falls asleep, Dad doesn't have to guard her.She is such a clever little ghost!
Chi Yan secretly rejoiced, feeling the weight on her body in a daze, she opened her eyes suddenly, met the man's bloodshot eyes, and asked in confusion, "Dad, what are you doing?"
The man didn't expect her to wake up so soon, he withdrew his outstretched hand, smiled and said, "Dad is helping you drive away mosquitoes."
Chi Yan rubbed her eyes, not quite understanding why the mosquitoes had to be crushed on her.She took a hard breath and said, "Dad, you are so heavy."
The man picked her up, rubbed the white and tender skin on her waist with his rough hands, and bit her neck with his mouth open.
"what!"
Chi Yan pushed him instinctively with her powerless hand, and said with aggrieved face, "Dad, why did you bite me?"
The man was panting heavily, and looked at her as if he wanted to eat her alive.Chi Yan was suddenly frightened and struggled in his arms.
"Click-"
The sound of the door lock turning was heard clearly in the eardrums, and the man who was holding her hurriedly let her go.
Chi Yan rushed out of the room with bare feet, opened her arms and hugged her mother who had just entered the door: "Mom!"
The mother left something behind and came back to pick it up. She rubbed her daughter's fluffy hair and said softly, "Why don't you take a nap?"
Chi Yan kept shaking her head, and said with her mouth flattened, "Mom, Dad bit me, it hurts so much."
The mother was taken aback when she saw the tooth marks on her neck, looked up and saw the man coming out of her daughter's room, and said angrily, "How can you bite her?"
"I was just kidding with her." The man squatted down to coax her, "I'm sorry, Manman, Dad was wrong, please forgive Dad this time?"
The man apologized so sincerely that Chi Yan forgave him softly, but since then he never dared to let him sleep with her.
……
The wind in the summer night can't dispel the dry heat in the air.
Nanxi's palms were hot, but she felt that the body of the person she held in her arms was a little cold.Is it an illusion?
After the question was thrown out, Chi Yan hugged her and remained silent for a long time, until Nan Xi thought that Chi Yan was unwilling to speak, but Chi Yan spoke.
It turned out that Chi Yan was not born an orphan, she had a mother, and once had a stepfather.
But why did he still go to the orphanage?
Nan Xi only knew that Chi Yan had adoptive parents. She had always been curious about this, but she never dared to ask.
She was very happy that Chi Yan was willing to take the initiative to share her childhood stories with her, but why did the stories get more and more wrong the more I heard them?
What she asked was obviously the reason for the formation of Chi Yan's sub-personality, why did Chi Yan tell her this?
The surroundings were so quiet that only the sound of their breathing could be heard.
Lush green plants are planted under the guardrail of the yard, and the shadows of the trees are pitch black, like bottomless black holes, which hide some unknown secrets.
Nanxi wasn't afraid of the dark at first, but suddenly a chill came up on her back, she couldn't help hugging the person in her arms tightly, and asked cautiously, "What happened next?"
Chi Yan looked at the crescent moon hiding in the clouds, and remained silent.
Chi Yan has forgotten most of the memories before the age of eight, but these, like the poisonous insects lurking in her body, are fused with her flesh and blood, and she can't get rid of them. She wants to forget, but dare not.
Chi Yan clenched the cold sweat in her palms, exhaled into the gloomy sky, and said intermittently: "Then... one night, he came home drunk and broke into my room, held me tightly, and pulled me Clothes...I cried, cried and begged him, but he covered my mouth to keep me from making a sound."
"What!" Nanxi pushed her away, met her gaze, and was startled.
For a moment, Nanxi felt that the person in front of her was so strange.
It's not that she has never seen Chi Yan lose her temper, but she has never seen such a look in his eyes. It was so cold that it made her heart chill, so much so that she forgot what she wanted to say.
Facing Chi Yan's chilling gaze, she became incoherent in anxiety: "He's just a beast! That beast...he..."
"He didn't succeed." Chi Yan patted the back of her hand reassuringly, with an inexplicable smile on the corner of his mouth, and said, "I succeeded in saving myself."
Hearing such an answer, Nan Xi didn't feel very relaxed.I don't know if it's because of the light, but she thinks Chi Yan's smile is weird, which makes her feel stuffy and uncomfortable.
She wanted to press the corner of Chi Yan's mouth with her hand, but her wrist was grabbed.
Chi Yan's eyes had returned to normal, and she looked at her softly like water, but her voice was very cold: "I accidentally kicked his lower body, and he rolled off of me."
It wasn't me who experienced those things, but just hearing Chi Yan's description of Nan Xi made me very angry.How old is Chi Yan, how dare that bastard treat her like that!
Nanxi subconsciously held Chi Yan's hand, feeling a coldness.
Chi Yan was sweating a lot, was it because of the heat, or was it for other reasons?
Nan Xi didn't think deeply, but always felt that Chi Yan was not as relaxed as she showed, so she squeezed her palm and looked at her worriedly: "Did that bastard get punished in the end?"
Chi Yan swayed a little, and said "um" inaudibly.
Nan Xi secretly breathed a sigh of relief, and wanted to ask how the ending would be.
Before she could speak, Chi Yan said leisurely: "I was actually very scared. I rushed to the door to find my mother, but the moment I opened the door..." He paused and frowned, "My body has become very strange , it seems that my sanity has been taken away, and all subsequent things are out of my control."
Nan Xi's heart tightened, and she hurriedly asked her, "Is it a sub-personality?"
"I don't know if it's true." Chi Yan lowered her eyes, "I don't know what I'm doing at all. When my mother was woken up by the screams and ran over, I had already crushed that man's lower body."
"Ah——" Nanxi covered her mouth with one hand and swallowed the rest of her exclamation, her widened eyes were full of undisguised shock.
"Did it scare you?" Chi Yan's slightly cool fingertips touched her tense cheek.
Nan Xi blinked hard, put down her hand covering her mouth, shook her head, and was furious for a moment: "He is just a beast in clothes!"
"Yeah, he's a beast, so he deserves what he deserves." Chi Yan said coolly, "I successfully rescued myself, and that was the biggest mistake I've ever made in my life."
"Why?" Nan Xi was puzzled.
Chi Yan smiled, coldly and sadly.It's so hot outside, but her body is shaking, and her voice is also trembling: "Because, I indirectly killed my mother."
The mother was furious when she heard that the man had done something worse than a beast to her, and she wanted to divorce the man.
The man became a useless person overnight. He held a grudge against Chi Yan. He ran home to take revenge as soon as he was discharged from the hospital. He bumped into Chi Yan's mother and daughter who were carrying suitcases and wanted to escape. The two adults had a dispute at the stairs. The man accidentally pushed his mother down the stairs——
The mother fell into a pool of blood, and when she was about to die, those beautiful eyes looked at the frightened daughter above from afar, so reluctant and unwilling.
Chi Yan's short nails dug into her flesh, but Nan Xi forgot to cry out for the pain.She didn't expect the ending of the story to be so tragic, and she was too shocked to speak.
The person in front of him was shaking like chaff, as if he was about to fall down in a second.
Nan Xi had never seen such a weak Chi Yan, those brown eyes were full of despair.
She panicked, and she hugged the trembling body tightly.
She couldn't see the expression on Chi Yan's face clearly, but felt the person in her arms trembling.The warm liquid flowed into her neck, and Nan Xi felt as if she had been scalded, her heart ached so badly that she couldn't breathe.
She regretted it terribly.
These are the scars that Chi Yan buried in her heart and did not want to be touched by others, but she tore off the protective film with her own hands.
Chi Yan was in pain, and she was in pain too.
"I'm sorry." Nanxi felt that she was a really bad girlfriend.
There was an inaudible choke in Chi Yan's throat.
Nanxi's heart contracted and she gritted her teeth.
The wind stopped, and the moon hid after eavesdropping on other people's secrets, and the two people embracing under the tree were like a still black and white painting.
Chi Yan pushed her away first.
"Why are you saying sorry to me?"
Nanxi pursed her lips.
The breeze pushed away the clouds again, and the cold moonlight shone on Chi Yan's fair face.Those eyes were as calm as water, neither red nor swollen, as if the wetness on her neck just now was her illusion.
Nanxi couldn't tell what it felt like, it was as if a balloon had been forcibly stuffed into her chest, which made her throat hurt.
Seeing that she was silent, Chi Yan said, "I'm fine."
The wetness on her neck was still there, so Nan Xi couldn't believe that she was fine.
Nanxi's lips moved: "If you feel uncomfortable, cry." She pointed to her thin and small shoulders, "I'll let you lean on my shoulders."
Chi Yan was amused by her serious and nervous look, pinched her nose and said, "I won't cry."
There are many ways to vent your grief, from crying and yelling.Chi Yan has never tried these.
Chi Yan is more willing to turn those negative emotions into some kind of motivation, running, dancing, and singing.That was before.
Only today did she realize that she could still confide in her.
Chi Yan hasn't talked about these past events for a long time, because she was depressed for a long time after witnessing the tragic death of her mother.The adoptive parents took her away from the orphanage and took her to see a psychiatrist. They wanted her to get rid of depression, but unexpectedly discovered her other personality.
The adoptive parents were very kind to her and comforted her countless times that her mother's death had nothing to do with her. Her mother loved her and would not blame her, but Chi Yan couldn't convince herself.
The mother's death was a hurdle in her heart.
Except for her adoptive parents and her first psychiatrist, no one knew about this past.
When Nan Xi asked Chi Yan's mind went blank for a moment, subconsciously repelling her from recalling these uncomfortable things, but a voice in her heart told her that the people in front of her were trustworthy people like adoptive parents, and she could understand her pain.
"Xixi."
"Ok?"
"Thank you."
"...Thank me for what?" Nan Xi, who didn't know how to comfort his girlfriend, twisted her fingers at the hem of her clothes helplessly.
Starlight was reflected in Chi Yan's eyes, and she stared deeply at her: "Thank you for appearing in my life."
Before the age of 15, Chi Yan was a princess living in an ivory tower. Her adoptive parents made her have no worries about food and clothing, let her let go of those unpleasant pasts slowly, and made her feel the warmth of the family.
After the age of 15, Chi Yan left her adoptive parents in order to pursue her dream. Since her debut, she has been diligent and diligent. She has never stopped studying every day. The record-breaking sales and the soft-handed trophies make her feel extremely spiritually satisfied. , she loves this career and loves it like a madman.
She has adoptive parents who love her, an excellent team who work hard with her to fight side by side, and friends who are willing to help her, but there is only one person missing.
What Chi Yan always thought would delay her career and was dispensable to her quietly took root in her heart after meeting Nan Xi.
There was a time when it lay hidden in the shadows and stopped growing, until not long ago it broke through the ground and sprouted buds.
You can't hide liking someone, and being liked by someone is undoubtedly happiness.
Chi Yan had suffered a lot before, whether it was physically or mentally.But at this moment, at the moment of being hugged by the person she likes, what she has endured has become less important.
She made her remember the pain and made her forget the pain.
Nan Xi still didn't understand the meaning of Chi Yan's words. After deliberating for a long time, she whispered solemnly: "Senior sister, what has happened is irreversible. We should all look forward."
"Hmm." Chi Yan smiled.
"No matter what happens in the future, I will always be by your side."
Chi Yan is not a person who shows his emotions, and his expression completely changed after hearing what she said.Suddenly want to cry.
"Always..." Chi Yan's throat rolled, and he asked her hoarsely, "How long?"
Nan Xi thought about it seriously and said, "Until you don't like me."
Chi Yan's eyes moved slightly, she held her face with both hands, pressed her forehead against hers, and paused every word: "Then you will never try to escape in your life."
The warm lips fell down gently like a feather, gently grinding like caring for a treasure.
The breeze blows away the thick clouds, disturbs the water in a pool, and blows away the haze in my heart.
There was no trace of impurities in this kiss, but it contained deep affection in its purity.
If Guoguo hadn't come out to say that the watermelon was no longer iced and asked them if they wanted to eat, Nanxi would not have realized that the two of them had stayed outside for more than an hour.
There was a layer of sticky sweat on my body, and I was blown by the air conditioner when I entered the room, and my whole body felt refreshed and refreshed.
There was a pre-cut watermelon on the coffee table, Nan Xi ate one slice, and wanted to eat another slice.
Chi Yan took the plate away: "The lesson of dysmenorrhea last time was forgotten so quickly? One slice a day is enough, and you can't eat too much."
The last time my aunt Nan Xi accidentally ate some watermelon, the pain was so painful that she almost went into shock. Since then, Chi Yan has strictly controlled the amount of watermelon she eats.
How can you resist not eating watermelon in summer!Looking at the bright red, crisp and sweet watermelon flesh, Nan Xi took a deep breath, hugged Chi Yan's arm and said with a smile, "My one hasn't come yet, so it's okay to eat one more slice."
Seeing her greedy face, Chi Yan said unmoved, "Let me peel an apple for you."
"..." She still wouldn't eat it.
Chi Yan's technique of peeling flat fruits is getting better and better recently, not only better but also faster.Nan Xi wanted to sneak a piece of watermelon to nibble on while she wasn't paying attention, but she was caught right as soon as she stretched out her little paw.
In the palm of Chi Yan's left hand was a peeled yellow apple, and her right hand was holding her slender wrist, looking at her quietly.
Nanxi saw the warning in her eyes, and said embarrassingly, "I didn't want to eat, I just wanted to take a photo and send it to Moments."
Chi Yan couldn't help laughing: "Why are you acting like a child?" He was so handsome in his 20s and wanted to steal something.
Nanxi didn't refute, and deliberately squeezed her throat and said: "Then Xixi wants to eat watermelon, can sister Yanyan give it?"
"..." Sister Yanyan expressed a headache.
Nan Xi knew that she was naive, but she also knew that Chi Yan would not dislike her, so she squeezed her throat and said, "How about eating another slice~"
Chi Yan watched her twist her body, staring at herself eagerly with deer-like eyes, and said helplessly, "Can I still eat apples after eating watermelon?"
"Yes!" Nanxi said happily, without waiting for her consent, she grabbed a piece of watermelon from her hand and stuffed it into her mouth, took a bite, and clicked her mouth in satisfaction.
Chi Yan was angry and funny, and picked up the fruit knife again to help her cut the apple into small pieces.
"belch--"
Chi Yan's hands shook, and she raised her eyelids to look at someone who was hiccupping while covering his chest after eating the watermelon.
Nan Xi's face was slightly hot, and she said bravely, "This is a hungry belch."
"..."
Chi Yan helped her eat the apple for fear that she would be overwhelmed.
Guoguo tactfully hid in the room and didn't disturb them. In the empty living room, two people who were full of food and drink and didn't want to take a bath sat on the sofa and chatted.
Nan Xi's body was crooked, and after sitting for a while, she put her head on Chi Yan's lap.
Chi Yan played with her soft hair unconsciously with her fingers, met her dark and bright eyes, and said with a thought, "I want to hear the story of your childhood."
Chi Yan's childhood was not very good, and the blow she received when she was eight years old was too great, and she didn't remember many things.Even if she remembered, she didn't want that gloomy past to spoil such a warm atmosphere.
Nan Xi wanted to know more about her, why didn't she?
"Okay!" Nanxi sat up straight, "I was so naughty when I was young."
Chi Yan smiled: "How naughty."
Nanxi sat cross-legged, and said happily: "I'm very troublesome since I didn't go to kindergarten. My mother told me that I smashed all the eggs she just bought. My cat and I teamed up to kill each other. When I was three years old, I was the most sloppy and didn’t like to wear diapers. My mother took them off and I immediately peed on the sheets. She spanked my bottom every time. It hurts..."
Nanxi babbled a lot, from when she was still wearing crotch pants to when she graduated from elementary school, it was all about mischievous and embarrassing things.
Chi Yan didn't interrupt her once, nor did he laugh at her.
Some incidents may have been exaggerated, and some may have been fabricated. Whether it is true or not, Chi Yan knew very well that this silly girl deliberately used this method to comfort her.
It's so cute and silly.
When Chi Yan went to wash her hands, she came back and found that Nan Xi had fallen asleep on the sofa.She was surprised for a moment, and walked over lightly: "Xixi?"
Nanxi closed her eyes and answered vaguely.
"This is not a bed, go back to your room and sleep."
Nan Xi hugged the pillow and muttered, "Don't make noise."
Chi Yan's gaze fell on her slightly parted red lips, she slowly squatted down, and whispered in her ear, "If you don't get up, I'll kiss you."
Nanxi didn't say anything.
Chi Yan leaned over and took her slightly parted red lips.
"Hmm..." Nan Xi, who was having trouble breathing, was forced to open her eyes, and muttered to Shang Chi Yan's seemingly calm but dark eyes, "I'm sleepy."
"So it's time to take a shower and sleep."
Before entering her room, Nan Xi hooked Chi Yan's clothes with her fingers to prevent her from leaving.
Seeing her hesitant expression, Chi Yan thought it was to remind him of something he had forgotten, so he leaned over and kissed her on the cheek, and said, "Good night."
Nanxi still grabbed her and didn't let go, she said carefully: "Senior sister, if you have any unhappy things in the future, you must say it, and if you don't want to say it, don't hold it in your heart."
The main personality and the sub-personality are too different in character, the sub-personality is full of happiness and anger written on the face, the main personality looks at Wen Tun with no emotion, it turns out that there are so many secrets hidden in his heart.How can a person have no emotions?Before today, Nanxi had never seen any negative emotions in the main character. She wondered if the main character was too good at disguising and hiding it so well that no one else could find it.
Nan Xi doesn't want this.
Now that they are a couple, no matter whether it is a happy event or a bad event, she hopes to share it with Chi Yan.
Chi Yan didn't expect that what she was going to say was this, she was taken aback for a while, and said with a straight face, "I see."
Nan Xi knew that Chi Yan was a person who kept his word, so he said good night to her in a happy mood, closed the door and went to take a shower.
Go to bed early and get up early.
When Nan Xi went downstairs, Chi Yan had already prepared breakfast, and beckoned her to come over.
The breakfast is very simple and nutritious, milk, fruit, whole wheat bread, and eggs.
Chi Yan said to her after eating: "I'm going to the studio, let Guoguo stay with you at home in the morning."
Nanxi drank the last sip of milk and hurriedly said, "I don't need her to accompany you, let her go with you."
"Are you not afraid alone?"
"I'm not afraid of it during the day."
Chi Yan looked at her quietly for a while, then compromised: "Okay. If you are bored, you can call me."
"I'll sleep in later, I won't be bored, don't worry."
Chi Yan and Guoguo left.
When she first moved in, Chi Yan said that she could use the three rooms downstairs - the exercise room, recording studio and gym, but Nan Xi never used them once.She stared intently at one of the doors.
After all, she is a guest, so before using it, Nanxi still sent WeChat to ask the host's opinion first, and was stunned when she clicked on WeChat.
It's still the familiar avatar, but when did the nickname she gave to Chi Yan become "the only girlfriend Leah"? ? ?
Nan Xi: "..."
If you think about it with your toes, you know that this is a modification of the secondary personality.
Thinking of Chi Yan's jealous and awkward appearance the night before, Nan Xi felt it was funny, but at the same time felt a little sad.
Dr. Zhang said that mutual understanding and integration of the two personalities is the best treatment for Chi Yan. She doesn't know how to do it. Judging from the two personalities' conflicting attitudes towards each other, she thinks this matter must not be so serious easy.
There was a dance in the morning, Chi Yan left the rest of the work to Guoguo and Zhang Li, took a shower and changed clothes, and then drove home.
She wanted to call Nanxi to ask if there was anything she wanted to eat that she could take home, but she paused when she was about to dial, and sent a message instead.
There was no reply for a long time after the message was sent, Chi Yan thought Nan Xi was still sleeping late, so she put down her phone and drove there to buy wontons for her.
Be home in 10 minutes.
Chi Yan put the steaming takeaway on the table, opened the lid, the aroma was tangy, and the wontons with thin skin and meat were mouth watering.
Pasta is easy to lump if it is left for a long time, and it will not taste good.Chi Yan went upstairs to find the little slacker.
"Boom boom boom——"
Chi Yan called her through the door: "Xixi, are you up?"
The little slob didn't respond.
Chi Yan knocked on the door again, and said, "Get up and eat something first, or your stomach will starve."
"..."
Didn't hear this?
Chi Yan twisted the door and went in, only to find that the window was open, the quilt on the bed was messy, but there was no one there.
There was no one in the restroom either.
Chi Yan was puzzled and called her cell phone while going down the stairs.
Familiar music came from a certain room.
The mobile phone on the table vibrated suddenly, and Nan Xi, who was concentrating on her work, was taken aback. Seeing that it was Chi Yan, she took off her earphones to answer: "Senior sister?"
The closed door was pushed open, and Chi Yan, who was holding up her mobile phone, looked at the person sitting behind the computer suspiciously: "Aren't you done yet?"
The voice didn't seem to come from the receiver. Nanxi was feeling strange. When she looked up and saw Chi Yan standing at the door, her heart skipped a beat. When walking over, the content was successfully preserved.
Turn off the software, turn off the computer, all in one go.
She stood up without changing her face: "The teacher wrote a song for me, and sent it to let me try it out. I think it's not bad."
A few hours ago, Nanxi asked Chi Yan on WeChat if she could use the recording studio, but Chi Yan agreed without asking her why.
It is Chi Yan's consistent principle not to pry into other people's privacy casually, and this time he didn't ask too much, his eyes swept around that slightly oily face, and said, "I thought you were sleeping late...don't be too busy , I bought you wontons."
Nanxi has recovered very well in the past few days, as long as she doesn't shake her head vigorously, she won't experience symptoms such as dizziness and nausea.It's just that it's boring to stay at home all the time. On the fifth night, before going to bed, she said to Chi Yan: "Tomorrow I have to go to the company to discuss the arrangement with the teacher."
The doctor told her to rest at home for at least two weeks, but as a singer, Chi Yan knew that some jobs would not be shirked just because of your poor health, so she said silently, "I'll take you there tomorrow."
Arranging music is a complicated job. Nanxi arrived at the company at nine o'clock and finished it at three o'clock. She wanted to go to the studio to find Chi Yan, but her phone rang when she got out of the elevator.
Zhou Jiao called: "Xixi, have you started working today?"
"No, Sister Li said to let me take another week off." Nan Xi joked: "Are you having a good time on paid vacation these days?"
"It's cool to eat and sleep every day, but it's also boring." Zhou Jiao changed the subject, "How about we go shopping?"
After becoming a singer, Nanxi hadn't gone shopping for a long time. They went to the nearest shopping mall, and went directly to the supermarket when they arrived.
The weather is hot, Nan Xi wants to make some desserts for Chi Yan.
When she participated in the third season of "The Voice of Dreams", she made double skin milk for Chi Yan a few times, and Chi Yan liked it.
Nan Xi carefully selected milk wearing a mask.
Zhou Jiao pulled her clothes and whispered in a voice that only two people could hear: "The man at two o'clock has been looking at you."
Nan Xi followed her instructions and looked over——
Standing next to the shelf was a tall man wearing a peaked cap and black T-pants. When the man touched her, he avoided her eyes and pretended to get the milk on the shelf.
"Could it be a fan?" Zhou Jiao asked her quietly.
Nanxi didn't answer.
Nan Xi knew that she was a bit famous now, and wearing a mask didn't necessarily mean that others would not recognize her.But if she was a fan, why didn't she come up and strike up a conversation with her?
"Then...could it be a paparazzi?" Zhou Jiao asked again.
Nan Xi frowned.The storm of her being blackmailed by the whole network has long passed, and the incident of falling off the stage after so long has no news value. She can't figure out what the paparazzi are following her for.
Whether it is a fan or a paparazzi, the sneaky look of a man is really suspicious.Nanxi grabbed a few bottles of milk and yogurt and threw them into the shopping cart, urging Zhou Jiao to check out.
The man didn't follow me when I was in line.
There are too many things to buy, and the parking space is too far away, so Nanxi guards the big bags and asks Zhou Jiao to pick up the car first.
She took out her phone to check the time, when she caught a glimpse of a man in black walking towards her out of the corner of her eye, she recognized the man who was spying on her in the supermarket just now, her heart tightened, she pretended to put away her phone naturally, and held Find Zhou Jiao for the big and small bags.
The man followed her at a moderate distance.
Nanxi couldn't figure out what was going on with this man, her hand hurt from something strangling her, so she went into a certain men's clothing store on the first floor of the shopping mall in a hurry.
"Welcome." The waiter came out with a sweet smile, "Madam, do you want to buy clothes?"
Nanxi came in to avoid the man in order to test if he was following her, but he did not expect that man to follow her!
The lingering ghost is either a paparazzi or a pervert!
Nan Xi suddenly remembered the two paparazzi who followed her and Chi Yan by car last night, and the alarm bells rang in her heart. She dropped the big and small bags and said to the waiter, "Can you take a look at these things for me?"
"Ok ma'am." The waiter said, "But you'd better take your valuables with you."
"No valuables. Thank you." Nanxi hurried inside.
The men's clothing store is very big, she temporarily rejected the enthusiastic waiter, took out her mobile phone and wanted to call Zhou Jiao, while flipping through the mobile phone, she had to be wary of the man approaching, accidentally bumping into someone.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Nan Xi
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