Cleanliness

Yu Qinghan was pouring water for Xiao Tong, when he heard it, he threw the water glass heavily on the table, sat on the edge of the bed and smiled strangely, "Jing Xing? Are you on good terms with her? You still think about her when you have a fever."

Xiao Tong didn't feel any discomfort after burning for half the night, her head hurt because of Yu Qinghan's words, she didn't bother arguing with Yu Qinghan, turned her face away from her, and said sickly: "Your people detained her One night, I was the one who hurt you, and you let her go."

"Our family is a serious businessman, let alone a gangster. The legs are growing on her body, and she can leave whenever she wants, but she is afraid that she will be reluctant to leave someone."

"You send her back, just say I don't want to see her."

Yu Qinghan was in a happy mood because of these words, she possessed herself and kissed Xiao Tong's cheek, Xiao Tong frowned and avoided it, Yu Qinghan failed once, and lowered her head for the second time, this time breaking Xiao Tong's face , not letting her escape.

"You used to like me to kiss you the most, every time you blushed for a long time." Yu Qinghan smiled in Xiao Tong's ear, "Xiao Tong, I will kiss you often in the future, okay?"

Xiao Tong only felt that half of her face was scalded by the dirty iron, and it hurt like a layer of skin peeled off. She pressed it for a long time before suppressing the nausea. She simply closed her eyes and refused to go. Look at Yu Qinghan.

Yu Qinghan didn't realize that there was something wrong with Xiao Tong, Xiao Tong's face turned bright red due to the high fever, it was exactly the same as the blush on Xiao Tong's face when she was shy in her memory, Yu Qinghan was even a little happy, Look, she said no, but she was still happy in her heart. Yu Qinghan thought that no one in this world understood Xiao Tong better than herself. Xiao Tong, who had relied on him for so many years, how could he just leave as soon as he said it?Probably this time I was really hurt badly, treat her better in the future, and she will always come back.

"Xiao Tong, you're tired, go to sleep, I'll be with you, you won't dare to have nightmares." It was always like this before, Xiao Tong always had nightmares at night, and he had to be in Yu Qinghan's arms to fall asleep.

But when Xiao Tong heard this, her shoulders shook violently, her eyes were sore, but she dared not sleep anyhow.

With Yu Qinghan by his side, Xiao Tong couldn't sleep, even with his eyes closed, his eyes were still haunted by nightmares.

No one can save Xiao Tong, Yu Qinghan pushed her into hell bit by bit, Xiao Tong could hear those devils laughing ferociously with his eyes closed, Yu Qinghan was no longer Xiao Tong's life-saving straw.

The best hospital, the most expensive ward, and the most professional doctor. After three days of treatment, Xiao Tong's illness did not improve, but became serious. On the third night, it finally turned into pneumonia, and brought out the old man who hadn't committed it for a long time. Stomach trouble, in the middle of the night, he suddenly vomited a big mouthful of blood, splashing Yu Qinghan's half body, Yu Qinghan was paralyzed from fright at that time, his whole body was weak, trembling, he pressed the beeper beside the bed, when the doctor came, he was still trembling, I couldn't say a word for a long time, and could only ask back and forth:

"Will she die?"

It's a pity that those doctors are all Europeans, none of them can speak Chinese, and they are busy sending Xiao Tong to the operating room, so they can't care about Yu Qinghan.

According to Chinese medicine, this is called stagnation and illness. Western medicine doesn't understand that, but they also know the influence of psychological factors on the treatment effect. Later, they simply told Yu Qinghan not to appear in front of Xiao Tong, so as not to affect the patient's treatment. .

Yu Qinghan was terrified by Xiao Tong's sudden vomiting of blood, she had lingering fears, fearing that something might happen to Xiao Tong, she did not dare to appear in Xiao Tong's ward, and only quietly watched through the door when Xiao Tong was asleep.

Xiao Tong has been seriously ill these days, and she can't eat well or sleep well. She is so thin that only a handful of bones are left. Her skin is pale and transparent, and her lips are almost as white as her face. When she was sleeping, her face was turned to one side, revealing a section of her thin neck , fragile, as if it will be broken if you bend it lightly.

"Miss Yu, please forgive me, the patient may need psychological treatment more now." The doctor making the rounds stood behind Yu Qinghan, looked into the door quietly for a minute, and said softly.

"What did you say?" Yu Qinghan suddenly turned his head.

"The patient seems to have severe mental weakness, and she seems to have hallucinations. Ms. Xiao, in my opinion, her psychological problems are more complicated and difficult than physical diseases."

"I don't know..." Yu Qinghan murmured, "I didn't find out..."

Yu Qinghan knew about Xiao Tong's mentality...even a little abnormal, but how many years ago did that happen?eight years ago?ten years ago?Xiao Tong's illness has been cured early... Although she still retains some quirks left over from her illness, and her personality is quite different from the previous one, she looks very normal on the outside, can communicate with people normally, and can also chat and laugh with strangers , this quack doctor calls this "mental illness"?

"Doctor, did you make a mistake?"

"Miss Yu, although I'm not a psychiatrist, please don't doubt my professionalism."

"Fuck your mother's professionalism." Yu Qinghan didn't want to listen any more, so she cursed impatiently in Chinese, and said: "GetOut."

The doctor's expression changed, he didn't say anything, he just glanced at Xiao Tong in the ward, and left coldly.

What a quack doctor, Yu Qinghan thought, Xiao Tong has recovered a long time ago, why would he get sick again.

However, even though he was a quack doctor, the advice he gave was not bad. Since Yu Qinghan did not appear in front of Xiao Tong, Xiao Tong really recovered slowly, and he recovered soon after the fever subsided. Finally, I slowly controlled it and was able to eat.

Yu Qinghan told the doctor that she wanted to see Xiao Tong, but was strictly forbidden by the doctor.

"Miss Yu, the patient's body cannot bear the second shock, you can go to see her—if you want to send her to see God."

"Then I will never be able to appear in front of her? When can I go in and see her? Give me the exact time!"

"At least until her condition stabilizes."

Yu Qinghan didn't have that much patience, one sunny afternoon, when Xiao Tong was half-sitting on the hospital bed looking at the garden outside the window in a daze, Yu Qinghan finally couldn't help pushing the door open and entering.

The door creaked, Xiao Tong turned to look at Yu Qinghan, her thin shoulders were soaked in the sun, her hair was dyed orange, but her skin became paler, she and Yu Qinghan looked at each other, their eyes flickered, and then they turned pale Turning his face away expressionlessly, he continued to look at the garden outside the window. The sun was shining in the garden. There were fathers playing football with their children, and couples were holding hands.

Yu Qinghan and Xiao Tong's eyes met, and she shuddered, she had never seen Xiao Tong's eyes like this, and she didn't have any desire to survive.

"It's sunny today." Yu Qinghan coughed, and pushed a wheelchair in from nowhere, "Xiao Tong, why don't I take you to the garden?"

Xiao Tong didn't speak, Yu Qinghan just regarded her as acquiescing, put one hand on her shoulder, the other passed through her knee, and carried her to the wheelchair. Yu Qinghan couldn't hold Xiao Tong before, even if Xiao Tong still When she was a girl, Yu Qinghan couldn't hold her in her arms, but now she can hold her with ease. The only sensuality on Xiao Tong's body is gone, and her whole body is full of bones, which makes Yu Qinghan's heart choked up.

Xiao Tong didn't respond or resist, she was carried into the wheelchair by Yu Qinghan like a piece of wood, and transported to the garden.

The father and son playing football had already left, and another couple came. They looked no more than sixteen or seventeen years old. The boy had a bandage on his arm, and the girl fed him the cut fruit. The two whispered and looked at each other from time to time. Laughing, looking around, kissing each other quickly and shyly, the sun surrounded them together, just like youth.

Yu Qinghan pushed Xiao Tong under the tree. Seeing the couple, she seemed a little envious, she also smiled, and bent down to Xiao Tong's ear, "Xiao Tong, when I met you, did you also Why are they so big?"

Xiao Tong's eyes trembled.

"You were so pretty at that time, your eyes seemed to be full of sunrise, the first time I kissed you, my heart almost jumped out." Yu Qinghan said, "Xiao Tong, that was the first time I kissed someone else."

Xiao Tong lowered her eyes, Yu Qinghan's voice made her irritated, so she had no choice but to block it, and concentrate on listening to the whispered love words of the young couple in love.

The beautiful feelings in the world are always similar, and the beautiful vows are also roughly the same. From France to China, now to ten years ago, across space and time dimensions, the words spoken by the lovers, except for the language, are actually the same as when Yu Qing There is no difference between Han and Xiao Tong in general, so those sincere romances are only ridiculous to Xiao Tong's ears.

"Xiao Tong, how good we used to be, why didn't you come back?" Yu Qinghan sat down on the grass next to Xiao Tong's legs, laying on her lap, with an innocent look on her face, "Xiao Tong, Why don't you come back?"

"Yu Qinghan."

"Ok?"

"The Lord is back, why are you still holding on to me as a substitute?"

Yu Qinghan shrank his pupils and held his breath.

God knows, Yu Qinghan suddenly remembered Mo Xiyuan at this moment. She put her hands on her chest, and then remembered that there was a pair of rings prepared for Mo Xiyuan in the inner pocket of her close-fitting coat.

Yu Qinghan was at a loss for words, and Xiao Tong didn't seem to care about Yu Qinghan's answer, she hadn't spoken for a long time, as if to vent, once she said it, it was like a gate that could never be closed, "Look how much you love Mo Xiyuan, because of a pair of eyes similar to hers, I have been entangled with her for a whole ten years. Look how much you love Mo Xiyuan. During the ten years with me, every girl in your bed looks like Mo Xiyuan Yuan, look how much you love Mo Xiyuan, she is back, you love her while humiliating me."

"Yu Qinghan, you always remember the first time you kissed me, but the first time you kissed me, did you think about Mo Xiyuan?"

"Yu Qinghan, Mo Xiyuan's holiness and nobility cannot be tarnished, so can fakes be ruined casually? What were you doing when I called you back then? Do you think I've never seen those photos on your blog? "

"Yu Qinghan, you say I'm mean, you say you have a cleanliness, you have a cleanliness, why do you come to me? Why don't you go to your noble and spotless Mo Xiyuan? My fake is ruined into the dust What else do you want to do? Apart from giving you my heart and soul for so many years, I have never offended you. Why do you hate me so much? You have to spoil me enough and step on me a few times to crush me to pieces. happy?"

The author has something to say: the overtime work is over, and there should be a long period of buffer period, and the daily update will resume today, yes, it is the daily update

(Recently, I was thinking about a major issue. Should I give up my job and go back to my hometown? My current job makes me very depressed. The first thing I do when I wake up every day is to quit my job. I really want to go home. If I really can’t find a job, I can write full-time. good.