Cleanliness
Chapter 21 The Real Image
"I lied." Yu Qinghan turned his face away from looking at Xiao Tong, said these four words sullenly, and the cold wind in the severe winter poured into Xiao Tong's ears.
Xiao Tong looked at Yu Qinghan.This man stood in front of her, with his hands in his pockets, and said the words softly, delicately, calmly, and his eyelashes were as beautiful as ever.Xiao Tong wanted to laugh a little.
How could this person be so shameless that he lied to Xiao Tong for 12 years with this lie. In the end, the sentence "I lied" seemed to be Xiao Tong's wishful thinking in the past and had nothing to do with her.Xiao Tong really wanted to ask Yu Qinghan if she had a heart.
Xiao Tong walked in front of Yu Qinghan, but it was only a few steps, but it was extremely difficult, she stepped on the snow like a knife, it hurt her, but she couldn't stop, she wanted to go, Walking up to Yu Qinghan, looking into Yu Qinghan's eyes, to see if she has no heart.
Finally standing still in front of Yu Qinghan, Xiao Tong straightened her chest and stood straight. She was wearing a pair of high-heeled boots. Standing like this, she was about the same height as Yu Qinghan, looking directly at Yu Qinghan's face Eyes, Yu Qinghan suddenly felt that he had nothing to hide in front of Xiao Tong.
"But I take it seriously." Xiao Tong's nose was red with cold, and when he spoke, white steam came out, which was densely in front of Yu Qinghan's eyes. Yu Qinghan's sight was blocked by the cloud of white steam, even Xiao Tong's face could be seen Not real anymore.
"Yu Qinghan, you lied to me for 12 years, I took it seriously, what should I do?"
Yu Qinghan was watched by Xiao Tong and lowered her head again. She seemed to realize that she was such a scumbag for the first time, she lowered her head in shame, and remained silent for a long time before she squeezed out "I'm sorry" through her teeth. The weight of three words is too light, in front of Xiao Tong, Yu Qinghan was almost ashamed to speak.
Xiao Tong seemed to be aware of her embarrassment, and hummed a mocking sound in his nasal cavity, not even a smile.
Hearing her sarcasm, Yu Qinghan felt annoyed that she had been exposed, "Xiao Tong, are you right that we have come this far? Don't push yourself!"
"Huh? Hahaha..." Xiao Tong listened to Yu Qinghan's words, as if he had heard something funny, he laughed so hard that he covered his stomach and bent down, his shoulders trembled with the laughter, and slowly, Enough laughing, but still bent over, as if frozen into a sculpture in the snow, there was no movement for a long time.
"It's my fault." Xiao Tong couldn't bear it anymore, squatting in the snow and said, she laughed too much just now, she ate the cold wind, her throat was so dry that she breathed cold, and her words were hoarse and cold, "Yes My fault is that I was ignorant of current affairs and tarnished Miss Yu's daughter."
"Miss Yu has always loved cleanliness the most. From the day you thought I was filthy, I should have known how to get away. It is because I don't know how to flatter you that I have been by Miss Yu's side for so many years, and I have polluted you for nothing. s eyes."
Xiao Tong is actually a person who is not very good at words, and he is even more cautious in front of Yu Qinghan. She can be happy for a long time when Yu Qinghan treats her better, but when Yu Qinghan ignores her, she can only dare to feel sad alone. Saying these sharp and piercing words once made Yu Qinghan's heart ache.
"Xiao Tong, I'm sorry for you, don't be like this..."
"You didn't apologize to me, but I was willing to be humble." For one person, stepping myself into the dust, even looking down on myself, how can I expect others to love me.
"Xiao Tong..."
"Yu Qinghan, if I say, I will die without you, do you believe it?" Xiao Tong suddenly raised his head, looking at Yu Qinghan innocently, "Do you believe it or not."
Her eyes were pure and simple, Yu Qinghan loved her eyes the most, and couldn't bear it immediately, she wanted to nod and say I believe it, but another pair of extremely similar eyes appeared in her eyes.
They are almost the same, but the look in their eyes is completely different, sunshine, warmth, and gentle spring breeze, Yu Qinghan's words are stuck in his throat, and he can't say anything.
"Xiao Tong, I have taken care of you for ten years. Even if I owed you something before, I should have paid it off long ago. You can't use the past to tie me up for the rest of my life. It's not fair to me." Yu Qinghan calmed down, coldly Without saying that, he turned around and left without even looking back at Xiao Tong.
Yu Qinghan thought, she can't take care of Xiao Tong for the rest of her life because of guilt, what she likes is Mo Xiyuan, the warm and considerate Mo Xiyuan who watched her grow up, finally Mo Xiyuan came back, Yu Qinghan couldn't let go.
But Yu Qinghan's mind kept thinking back to Xiao Tong, she and Xiao Tong met for the first time, the cowardly Xiao Tong, then the innocent and laughing Xiao Tong who slowly opened his heart, and then collapsed The desperate Xiao Tong, and... the current Xiao Tong, Xiao Tong squatting in the snow in the dark night.
Yu Qinghan's heart hurts.
It's just a habit, Yu Qinghan thought, it will be fine.
Xi Yuan was still waiting for her.
Xiao Tong squatted in the same place, watching Yu Qinghan's back getting further and further away, she wanted to stop Yu Qinghan and not let her go, but she couldn't.
Yu Qinghan said that this was unfair to her.
But it was clearly Yu Qinghan who provoked him first, Xiao Tong thought, who will be fair to him?
Yu Qinghan once said that he wanted to give her a home. At that time, Xiao Tong was insane, and Yu Qinghan thought Xiao Tong didn't remember.
Xiao Tong remembered it all.
But Yu Qinghan lied, she admitted it herself, she lied.
Yu Qinghan doesn't want her anymore.
Xiao Tong has no home anymore, the only thing she has in this world is Yu Qinghan, now even Yu Qinghan doesn't want her anymore, she has no home anymore.
"Mom, hurry up, we're going home soon!" A three or four-year-old girl ran past Xiao Tong, her laughter was as crisp as a silver bell.
"Baby, slow down! Be careful not to fall—" A young woman trotted to catch up with the little girl, held her in her arms, and kissed her on the face. The mother and daughter laughed together.
"Cang Han, do you think you are the same age as the baby, why are you fooling around with her!" Another woman chased up from behind, complaining but smiling, and hugged the mother and daughter together. In her arms, she looks happy.
"A Ling, don't be fierce, look how happy the baby is playing, hahahaha..."
"Mom, eldest mother, let's go home quickly."
"Let's go! Go home!..."
Xiao Tong wanted to cry when he heard it, he didn't dare to stay in front of the crowd any longer, so he had to run away.
Xiao Tong used to have a family too.
Not anymore.
……
Winter is always cold, without Yu Qinghan, even if the heating in the house was turned on to the maximum, Xiao Tong was still shivering with cold, she took out all the quilts and blankets in the house and covered her body, it was useless at all, Xiao Tong seemed to have fallen into a hole in the ice, her teeth started to shake from the cold, she wrapped the quilt tighter and closed her eyes.
Go to sleep, it won't be cold when you fall asleep.This winter, no one is by her side to keep her warm.
Xiao Tong closed his eyes, and slowly, he finally stopped trembling.
When Jing Xing broke through the door, he saw this scene. Xiao Tong was wrapped in several layers of thick quilts, covered from neck to head red, curled up like a boiled prawn, his eyes tightly closed. Closed, the eyelashes fluttered non-stop.
Jing Xing originally thought that Xiao Tong should have had enough rest after taking such a long vacation, and planned to discuss with her the itinerary plan after returning to work in the company, but he didn't expect that no one answered after knocking on Xiao Tong's door for a long time. No one answered Xiao Tong's phone, and she didn't have the key to Xiao Tong's house, so she had to smash the anti-theft door lock to get in. She didn't expect to see Xiao Tong unconscious as soon as she entered.
"Xiao Tong, wake up! Can you hear me?" Jing Xing stretched out his hand to touch Xiao Tong's forehead, the temperature was so high that she shrank her hand abruptly, and quickly called 120, but with Xiao Tong's current situation, Fearing that something might happen before the ambulance came, Jing Xing had no choice but to take off his high heels and run outside with Xiao Tong on his back, just in time for the neighbor to hear the sound, Jing Xing had no time to explain, and only told the neighbor to help Xiao Tong look after the house.
Although Xiao Tong is thin, he is not small, close to 1.7 meters, and he has no consciousness and is dead. No matter what, Jing Xing is still a woman. In terms of strength, he is already weak. Carrying Xiao Tong in the elevator is enough Panting, he managed to get her into the car, and almost collapsed on the driver's seat from exhaustion.
She didn't dare to delay, she hadn't even breathed yet, but she had already turned on the engine, kicked the accelerator and sped towards the nearest hospital.
Xiao Tong had a high fever caused by acute pneumonia. Fortunately, he was sent to the doctor in time, and there was nothing serious about it. After hearing the doctor's diagnosis, Jing Xing breathed a sigh of relief and almost collapsed in Xiao Tong's ward.
Jing Xing was so exhausted that he forced himself to send the doctor away. He lay on the companion bed next to Xiao Tong's hospital bed for a long time, and finally recovered. She looked at Xiao Tong whose fever had not subsided and whose cheeks were still flushed, thinking, Being an agent is really tiring. It's only been a few months?Just sending Xiao Tong to the hospital twice, each time was not a trivial matter, Jing Xing was afraid that sooner or later he would be scared to death by Xiao Tong.
Jing Xing knew that Xiao Tong had a stomach problem, but she was in good health. Jing Xing had been her manager for so many years, and Jing Xing could count the number of times she went to the hospital with one hand, and two of them were in the hospital. It happened this winter, last time it was because of Yu Qinghan, Jing Xing sighed and thought, this time it's because of Yu Qinghan again.
If someone had a bright mind and met such a scumbag like Yu Qinghan, he would have already kicked him and gone to be happy, where is there no grass in the world?It's a pity that Xiao Tong is stubborn, she doesn't know what kind of magic Yu Qinghan cast on her, she has identified Yu Qinghan, and she won't listen to any persuasion.With Xiao Tong's talent, how many people admire her before it's too late?She just had room for Yu Qinghan in her heart, and she really didn't know how much more she would suffer in the future.
Every time Jing Xing thinks about it, he feels worthless for her.
Jing Xing found out that Xiao Tong had a high fever early in the morning, and sent her to the hospital. She still had a lot of work to do, so she asked her assistant to bring the computer to the hospital, and worked in Xiao Tong's ward. From time to time, she saw that Xiao Tong was awake No.
It was already afternoon when Xiao Tong woke up, she didn't know what happened to her, when she opened her eyes, she felt a splitting headache, and the decorations in the room were also very strange, at first she panicked for a while, until she saw Jing Xing, she was taken aback, "Ah Xing? Where am I?"
"You still have the nerve to ask me where I am." Jing Xing closed the laptop and said in a bad mood, "The fever is close to forty degrees. If I hadn't discovered it early, you would have been a fool for the rest of your life. Xiao Tong, although you used to Desperate, at least I know how to cherish my body, why, I really don’t plan to die now? Are you going to be hospitalized twice in three days?”
"I have a fever?" Xiao Tong touched his forehead, but he didn't feel it was hot, but his head hurt badly, probably because he really had a fever and couldn't remember anything.
"Fortunately, I didn't burn out my brain, and I'm pointing at your brain to make money for me." Jing Xing snorted angrily.
Xiao Tong knew he was in the wrong and caused Jing Xing trouble again, he lowered his head and let Jing Xing scold him, and only said "I'm sorry" after she finished venting.
"You should say this to yourself." Seeing Xiao Tong like this, Jing Xing couldn't bear to be harsh and sarcastic, and his temper softened, "Xiao Tong, your body is your own, and your life is also your own. You don't feel bad, no People can feel sorry for you."
Jing Xing waited for Xiao Tong's response, but Xiao Tong lowered his head and didn't speak, so Jing Xing had no choice but to say again: "I know I'm not qualified to meddle in the matter between you and Yu Qinghan, if you don't listen to what I say, I still want to say this. Xiao Tong, Yu Qinghan is not worthy of you."
Xiao Tong's eyelashes twitched, he raised his head slightly, looked at Jing Xing, the corners of his mouth slowly turned up, and made an ugly wry smile, "Ah Xing, I understand."
As if she was afraid that Jing Xing could not hear clearly, she repeated it again in a murmur: "I see." She didn't know whether to tell Jing Xing or herself.
Jing Xing's heart skipped a beat. Seeing Xiao Tong like this, she probably discovered some of Yu Qinghan's foolishness, "Xiao Tong, have you heard any messy rumors about Yu Qinghan? Don't think too much about it! That's all It was written by the reporters of those gossip magazines, and you have also dealt with reporters, so you should know best..."
While defending Yu Qinghan, Jing Xing wished she could slap herself twice. She wished that Xiao Tong would know as much about Yu Qinghan's nasty things as possible. Yu Qinghan excused?
But looking at Xiao Tong's dying look, she couldn't bear it, so she could only comfort herself, this is to enlighten Xiao Tong, this is to enlighten Xiao Tong...
The entanglement between Xiao Tong and Yu Qinghan, outsiders can't help, Jing Xing is kind, Xiao Tong couldn't bear to embarrass her, so he forced a smile, thanked him, and said: "Ah Xing, where are you going?" There are many things to be busy, go back first, I want to sleep for a while."
"Just woke up and want to sleep again? Why don't you eat something first?"
"No, Xing, I'm sleepy."
"I see."
When Xiao Tong said this, he was euphemistically issuing an order to chase away the guests. Jing Xing had no reason to stay any longer, so he had to leave.
When getting up, Jing Xing thought for a while, patted Xiao Tong on the shoulder and said, "Xiao Tong, tell me if you have anything to do, I will always be by your side to accompany you."
Xiao Tong nodded absently, not knowing if he listened.
Xiao Tong couldn't believe that she and Yu Qinghan had been together for more than ten years, but they really broke up without an explanation.Xiao Tong couldn't help but excuse Yu Qinghan, there must be some grievances, Yu Qinghan is not such a dishonest person, Xiao Tong wanted to ask Yu Qinghan what her grievances were, no matter what it was, She can face it with Yu Qinghan.
I have been here for more than ten years, are you still afraid of this little storm?
So Xiao Tong actively cooperates with the treatment and concentrates on recuperating. She suffers from insomnia all night long, but she still forces herself to sleep. Finally, she can sleep for an hour or two. Even though she is awakened by nightmares every time, she can support her body so that she does not collapse. .
Probably because her willpower to make herself better was too tenacious, she actually got better in a few days, the doctor allowed her to be discharged from the hospital, and the first thing Xiao Tong did after she was discharged was to find Yu Qinghan.
Xiao Tong called Yu Qinghan, and made more than a dozen calls, but none of them got through. She thought something happened to Yu Qinghan, and she was dizzy with anxiety, but later she changed her mobile phone number and called, and there was no answer soon. picked up.
"Hello?" A familiar voice that he hadn't heard for many days rang in Xiao Tong's ear, and Xiao Tong couldn't wait to reply: "Qinghan..."
In less than half a second, when she was about to say something again, all she heard was a beeping busy tone, and it turned out that the phone had been hung up.
It turned out that it wasn't that he couldn't get through, it was just that his number was blacklisted by Yu Qinghan.
Xiao Tong did not give up, and changed several mobile phone numbers to call Yu Qinghan, but this time he couldn't get through to any of them. Maybe Yu Qinghan learned to be smart, so he simply set up a call whitelist, and no strange calls could be made.
Xiao Tong didn't understand why Yu Qinghan suddenly and so determinedly wanted to disappear from his life?
Even if Yu Qinghan is really tired of herself, she has come here for so many years in the past, why must she be so resolute now and not leave Xiao Tong with a single thought?
Not only thinking about it, but also not leaving Xiao Tong with a reason, so that Xiao Tong can always find all kinds of reasons to excuse her, and he can't give up no matter what.
Yu Qinghan couldn't be found on the phone, so Xiao Tong had no choice but to go to the head office to find her. Xiao Tong knew that she had a nominal job in the head office, so he went for a stroll a few days a week. Fortunately, Xiao Tong is quite famous now. When going to the head office, most people dare not stop her.
But Xiao Tong stayed in Yu Qinghan's office for a week, and he didn't even meet Yu Qinghan's shadow. Yu Qinghan deliberately avoided her this time, and disappeared completely. Xiao Tong asked Yu Qinghan's assistant, Didn't find out any useful news.
In the end Xiao Tong decided to go all out and go directly to Yu's house to find someone.
Xiao Tong of Yu's family went there once, when her relationship with Yu Qinghan wasn't that bad, and that was the only time, and she never went there again.Fortunately, Xiao Tong has a good memory, and he still remembers the way to Yu's house.
Yu Qinghan doesn't need to go to the company, but she always has to go home. Her home is here, so she can't escape.
Xiao Tong was born with a lot of strength, and he was sure that he could catch Yu Qinghan here, so he came here to guard after get off work every day.
The hard work paid off, and finally squatted down to Yu Qinghan.
But it was two people.
The other person Xiao Tong doesn't know, it's not surprising, she doesn't know most of Yu Qinghan's friends.
It seems that Yu Qinghan and her have a very good relationship, talking and laughing are very intimate.Before seeing Yu Qinghan, Xiao Tong always excused her, thinking that something must have happened to her, but now seeing Yu Qinghan's radiant face, she was not so confident, but she still summoned up her courage and wanted to find Yu Qinghan asked clearly.
Xiao Tong and Yu Qinghan have been together for more than ten years, they don't want to be so vague.
She raised her legs and was about to walk towards Yu Qinghan, the woman who was close to Yu Qinghan suddenly turned her head, Xiao Tong only looked at that woman, her legs were frozen in the distance as if filled with lead, and could no longer move Move half a step.
It was a very, very good-looking woman, her skin was as white as snow, her face was like a peach blossom, and she turned her head and smiled casually, which made Xiao Tong feel ashamed.The most beautiful thing is her pair of eyes, like two springs, containing sparkling light, even if she looks into the distance without focus, she seems to be full of affection, a small tear mole at the corner of the eye is simply the finishing touch, that The sparkling eyes became three-dimensional in an instant, dazzing and dazzling, making Xiao Tong's eye sockets ache.
Why didn't I find out before, these eyes are so beautiful.Xiao Tong looked at the eyes in the mirror for more than 20 years, and they looked so good-looking when they were on other people's faces.
It is so, it is so.
Xiao Tong stood where he was, clenched his fists and clenched his teeth.Her vision was blurred, and the only thing she could see clearly was the woman's beautiful eyes.
"What's your name?"
"Xiao Tong."
"Which two words are they?"
"The leaves are rustling, the wind and rain sycamore trees."
Xiao Tong remembered when he and Yu Qinghan met for the first time. At that time, she was in a terrible state. There were few pedestrians in the alley outside the school wall, but Yu Qinghan appeared in front of her as if he had fallen from the sky. The first time they Talking, Yu Qinghan asked her name, and laughed happily after getting the answer.
Xiao Tong thought about these things countless times when she was alone. She often thought, what a coincidence, it was so dark that day, and there were few people in that alley, what a coincidence, that day I ran into Yu Qing cold.
Xiao Tong always felt that this was a gift from the heavens, probably because the heavens saw that she was too pitiful, so he handed her over to her fate with Yu Qinghan, making her life a little brighter and warmer.Xiao Tong has always regarded meeting Yu Qinghan as the greatest luck in his life, happy and grateful.
Even in the years that followed, so many things happened, and Yu Qinghan treated her worse and worse, Xiao Tong has always firmly believed in the fate that she met Yu Qinghan.
Until today, until I saw that woman, until I saw those eyes.
Xiao Tong seemed to have been given a immobilization spell, unable to move at all, her fingernails were digging her palms to bloody flesh, but she didn't feel any pain at all. This kind of pain is nothing, it can't compare to the pain of being poked with a knife in her heart, She laughed heartily.
She laughed at herself wishful thinking, she really thought that a pie would fall from the sky, and it would just hit her on the head.
How can there be such a coincidence in the world that she, a toad living in the mud, suddenly meets a beautiful and noble white swan?And that swan was so kind, it was sent to Xiao Tong's mouth for Xiao Tong to eat for nothing.
It was all planned.
Xiao Tong raised his hand and touched his right eye, the corners of her mouth twitched, and she pulled a mocking smile with difficulty and slowly.
Yu Qinghan, Yu Qinghan.Xiao Tong sighed and couldn't say a word, so he had to read it again secretly, Yu Qinghan.
She lamented that Yu Qinghan was really scheming and tricked her for 12 years, making her think that Yu Qinghan really liked her, even until the moment before she saw those eyes, she still thought so, and deeply thought that Of course.
There is no love for no reason in the world, no wonder Yu Qinghan disliked Xiao Tong like that in the later years, and never mentioned a word of separation. Xiao Tong used to think it was because of love, but now she just wants to be cruel. spit on yourself.
Bah, where does love come from? All Yu Qinghan's love is for others, even Yu Qinghan's kindness to herself is for others.
Yu Qinghan said those hugs, kisses, sweet words, and swearing promises without blinking his eyes. Xiao Tong was still thinking, how can anyone in the world lie so sincerely, so how could Yu Qinghan's words be lies? Of course it must be true.
Only now do I know that it really is true.
Yu Qinghan looked into Xiao Tong's eyes and said so many love words, every word was sincere from the bottom of his heart, but none of them were meant for her. In 12 years, what Yu Qinghan saw through her eyes was always another person.
Hugs, kisses, sweet words, all belong to another woman.
Only the endless disgust, abuse, and bad words belong to Xiao Tong.
"These are mine." Xiao Tong musingly thought, no wonder Yu Qinghan was so contradictory, at one moment he disliked her from the bottom of his heart, and at another moment he could be gentle and considerate to her from the bottom of his heart, splitting as if he had a dual personality.
It turned out that she was regarded as two people at all, the ugly and dirty one was Xiao Tong, and the perfect and holy one was her lover.
Xiao Tong saw the two people walking away from each other, standing in the same place, unable to even cry.
She thought she would cry, but she didn't. Finally, for once, she was a little stronger than she thought.
Suddenly, Xiao Tong suddenly raised his hand and slapped himself heavily.
His head was knocked to one side, and five clearly visible finger marks quickly appeared on his face.
"It's cheap." Xiao Tong tilted his head, his lips moved, "It's too cheap."
No wonder Yu Qinghan disliked it, even she herself.
Xiao Tong didn't know how she got back to her residence. Her head was stiff and she couldn't think. She only knew how to follow her subconscious mind to walk forward, when to turn, and when to cross the road. As he walked, his eyes were empty and his figure swayed, like a drunk and a lunatic.Passers-by saw her and looked sideways to avoid her, fearing that they would be provoked by her if they could not avoid it.
Finally arrived at the residence, unlocked, entered the door, did not forget to change the shoes, put the shoes neatly into the shoe cabinet, put the key back, and then sat on the sofa.
Then she sat on the couch like a robot with a drained battery, not moving for hours.
The body does not move, but the brain is running at high speed, and the past with Yu Qinghan, bit by bit, smashed and shattered, hovering in his mind, not letting go of every detail, even Yu Qinghan blinks slowly when he speaks sweet words The action plays, crystal clear.
Xiao Tong is like a bystander, seeing how stupid she was in the past, she wanted to remind her, but she still couldn't bear it.Those memories were as unreal as sweet dreams, but Xiao Tong couldn't bear to break them at all.
From daytime to dark, once it was dark, the living room and balcony were extraordinarily empty and deserted, with their bloody mouths open, as if they could swallow Xiao Tong at any time, Xiao Tong was a little scared, her eyeballs rolled, her fingers moved After a while, the wrists, elbows, and finally the blood circulation in the whole body resumed, and finally came back to life.
The darkness came to her from all directions. In the past, there was Yu Qinghan who blocked the darkness for her. From today onwards, she is really left alone, and no one can resist the darkness for her anymore.
Xiao Tong wanted to escape back to her own dark and bright secret room, but she resisted sitting on the sofa and did not move.
Some things have to be faced alone after all, Xiao Tong can't hide for a lifetime.
10 minutes, two 10 minutes, one hour...
Finally, Xiao Tong couldn't hold on any longer, and fled back to his secret room.
Forget it.
take it easy.
Xiao Tong thought, in the future, she will have a long time alone.
Xiao Tong goes to and from get off work as usual every day, it is no different from before, there is still a little difference, in the past, she always thought that there was Yu Qinghan waiting for her at home, and she was afraid that she would not be able to cook for Yu Qinghan in time when she returned home, now she has no scruples , Even if I stay up late and work overtime at the company until the early hours of the morning, it doesn't matter.
The boss took out the posture of desperate Saburo, and the people under him naturally did not dare to slack off. The efficiency of the entire studio almost doubled, and a major improvement in overall performance was achieved by the end of the year. Those directors of the head office did not expect With such unexpected results at the end of the year, he was so happy that he couldn't close his mouth, he praised Xiao Tong's ability, gave Xiao Tong and the people in the studio a large bonus, and generously promised Xiao Tong that in the coming year When the studio is free, let her take a long vacation.
Those young employees under Xiao Tong, who were as tired as dogs, finally showed a gratified smile when they found out the increased balance on their cards. After all, their hard work was not in vain. They followed the boss and had meat to eat.
However, when the assistant passed by Xiao Tong, seeing her pale face, she still became worried, "Sister Tong, why is your face so bad? Why don't you rest for a few days? Don't wear yourself out, this large group of people It depends on you to lead the way to a well-off life."
"It's okay." Xiao Tong waved his hands and smiled, "I don't have that ability, I have to rely on your sister Jing Xing to run to a well-off society, why don't you hurry up and hug her thigh with tea."
Actually still in the mood to make a joke, it must be nothing serious, the assistant thought about it, and finally walked away.
The smile on Xiao Tong's face immediately cooled down.
It was Jing Xing who first discovered that something was wrong with Xiao Tong, and under Jing Xing's repeated questioning, Xiao Tong had no choice but to tell the truth.
"I broke up with Yu Qinghan." Xiao Tong said, "To be precise, I was dumped by her." After she finished speaking, she pretended not to care and smiled.
Jing Xing looked at her smile and was silent for a while before saying: "It's good to divide, you should burn incense."
"That's not it." Xiao Tong said in her voice, and continued to laugh.
Jing Xing said, "Stop laughing."
Pretending to be free and easy is not suitable for Xiao Tong, her smile is uglier than crying.
When Xiao Tong heard the words, he smiled embarrassingly.
"Did you...be sick afterwards?" Jing Xing asked.
"No." Xiao Tong shrugged, "I also thought I was going to get sick again, who knows, it's amazing."
It's amazing, after leaving Yu Qinghan, I'm living a good life, neither crazy nor out of control, no sickness or disaster, maybe even stomach trouble for a long time.
It's just that I'm still very afraid of the dark and the empty room, and I added a new problem, that is, Xiao Tong didn't even dare to go into the bedroom where Yu Qinghan once lived together. For some reason, she always thought of Yu Qinghan I can't help but be sick of all the nasty things I've done with different women in that bedroom.
But it's not a big deal, if you don't enter, you can't enter, anyway, it won't affect your life.
Yu Qinghan's saying is right, who in this world can't live without him?No one is obligatory.
"It's the end of the year." Jing Xing said, "Busy and busy, another year has passed."
"Yes." Xiao Tong thought, who would have thought that this year would be the last year for himself and Yu Qinghan.
Jing Xing asked: "It's Chinese New Year, I finally have a holiday, have you thought about where to go? Why don't you go to my place to celebrate the New Year? Anyway, I'm alone."
Jing Xing also has a younger brother in the United States, and her parents wanted to see their grandson, so they also went to settle in the United States. She is alone in the country, and every New Year's day she hangs out with a group of friends. If there is Xiao Tong this year, she will push those friends away. Partying and celebrating the New Year with Xiao Tong is actually pretty good.
"No." Xiao Tong shook his head and refused, "I want to visit my grandma, but I haven't visited her for a long time."
Jing Xing nodded and said, "Sure, say hello to the old man for me."
Jing Xing's invitation can be declined, but the company's annual meeting must be attended, and Xiao Tong, as the company's chief designer, has to give a speech on stage.
The annual meeting is held in the company's own hotel. There is a large banquet hall on the top floor and a large open-air balcony. In addition to the company's people, there are also many media reporters and stars in the entertainment industry. After Yu Qingming and several senior executives have finished their speeches, Xiao Tong I also went up and finished memorizing my own manuscripts, and then there was free time for free activities. Everyone was dressed up to attend, and acquaintances gathered to chat about the situation of this year, and flattered them sincerely. Be happy, who cares if what you say is true.
Xiao Tong is not good at these things, so she hides in the corner of the balcony to smoke alone, away from Yu Qinghan, she doesn't have so many scruples, when she was busy with work a while ago, she had to consume several packs a day, she smoked while smoking. Feeling the benefits of living alone, I actually started to enjoy myself there.
"Xiyuan, it's windy outside, you wear a shawl before you come out, be careful of catching a cold." A voice from the balcony shook Xiao Tong's whole body, half of the cigarette held between his fingers fell to the ground and rolled twice Slowly turn off.
In the corner where Xiao Tong was sitting, there was no light at all, only darkness remained.
Yu Qinghan, seeing Yu Qinghan again, unexpectedly on such an occasion, Xiao Tong sneered, she and Yu Qinghan really had a bad relationship.
"Xiaohan, look at your urgency, I'm just too stuffy in there, I'm going out to blow the cold wind, am I so delicate?"
"It's just so delicate." Yu Qinghan draped the shawl over Mo Xiyuan's bare shoulders, rested her chin on her shoulders, and took a sip of champagne from the glass in her hand, "Xiyuan, you don't know, How happy I am that you can come back, I have been waiting for you for ten years, a full ten years."
It turned out that the beautiful woman was called Xiyuan, what a beautiful name, Xiao Tong thought, Yu Qinghan had been with him for 12 years, so ten years were spent waiting for this Xiyuan.
What about two more years?Is it for Xiao Tong?Probably not.
"Didn't I come back? I'm so old, why do I still like to act like a baby?" Mo Xiyuan smiled and touched Yu Qinghan's head, and said softly, "Don't worry, I won't leave again."
"What you said, don't change."
"Okay, no change."
So Yu Qinghan laughed.
It was a heartfelt joy. Xiao Tong and Yu Qinghan had been together for 12 years, and she had never seen her smile like this.
Xiao Tong gritted his teeth and thought maliciously, why?
Why, when Yu Qinghan was lonely and empty and wanted to find a substitute, he spent 12 years in vain, and almost his entire life?
Why, with Yu Qinghan's word of breaking up, she can retreat completely, no longer caring about her own life?
Why?
In the dark corner, Xiao Tong looked at the woman who also had a tear mole in the corner of her eye, feeling jealous and resentful.She thought, she must be ugly now, how can a woman who is full of jealousy not be ugly.
Because of Yu Qinghan, this year-end event became awkward and difficult. During the meeting, Xiao Tong sneaked out once, and when he sneaked back again, the show hadn't ended yet. Finally, Xiao Tong found the right opportunity to stop Yu Qinghan. Qinghan, dragged her to a corner where no one was around.
"It's you?" Yu Qinghan saw Xiao Tong clearly, his face became ugly, "What else do you want to do?"
"Qinghan, you left some things in my house, when will you pick them up?"
"I don't want it anymore, you throw it away."
"Okay." Xiao Tong nodded, sighed, and took two glasses of champagne from the table, one of which was handed to Yu Qinghan, "We have been together for ten years, and it's a good time to get together. After drinking this glass of wine, Even if we break up."
Yu Qinghan took the wine glass without hesitation, and drank it down in one gulp.
"Miss Yu is a cheerful person." Xiao Tong showed a smile on his face.
"Can I go?" Yu Qinghan asked with a cold face.
"Can you give me a ride?" Xiao Tong said softly, "I'm afraid of the dark."
"I'm afraid of the dark."
These three words made Yu Qinghan's heart twitch in pain. She didn't know why, but seeing Xiao Tong like this, she suddenly couldn't refuse.
"it is good."
"Thank you."
Xiao Tong thought, when they were together in the past, Yu Qinghan had rejected him so many times, and when they separated, she was too embarrassed to refuse.
The human heart is really strange.
Yu Qinghan sent Xiao Tong downstairs to her house all the time, standing downstairs, Xiao Tong said: "Aren't you going to sit down?"
"No."
"That's right." Xiao Tong smiled, "There is another woman
Xiao Tong looked at Yu Qinghan.This man stood in front of her, with his hands in his pockets, and said the words softly, delicately, calmly, and his eyelashes were as beautiful as ever.Xiao Tong wanted to laugh a little.
How could this person be so shameless that he lied to Xiao Tong for 12 years with this lie. In the end, the sentence "I lied" seemed to be Xiao Tong's wishful thinking in the past and had nothing to do with her.Xiao Tong really wanted to ask Yu Qinghan if she had a heart.
Xiao Tong walked in front of Yu Qinghan, but it was only a few steps, but it was extremely difficult, she stepped on the snow like a knife, it hurt her, but she couldn't stop, she wanted to go, Walking up to Yu Qinghan, looking into Yu Qinghan's eyes, to see if she has no heart.
Finally standing still in front of Yu Qinghan, Xiao Tong straightened her chest and stood straight. She was wearing a pair of high-heeled boots. Standing like this, she was about the same height as Yu Qinghan, looking directly at Yu Qinghan's face Eyes, Yu Qinghan suddenly felt that he had nothing to hide in front of Xiao Tong.
"But I take it seriously." Xiao Tong's nose was red with cold, and when he spoke, white steam came out, which was densely in front of Yu Qinghan's eyes. Yu Qinghan's sight was blocked by the cloud of white steam, even Xiao Tong's face could be seen Not real anymore.
"Yu Qinghan, you lied to me for 12 years, I took it seriously, what should I do?"
Yu Qinghan was watched by Xiao Tong and lowered her head again. She seemed to realize that she was such a scumbag for the first time, she lowered her head in shame, and remained silent for a long time before she squeezed out "I'm sorry" through her teeth. The weight of three words is too light, in front of Xiao Tong, Yu Qinghan was almost ashamed to speak.
Xiao Tong seemed to be aware of her embarrassment, and hummed a mocking sound in his nasal cavity, not even a smile.
Hearing her sarcasm, Yu Qinghan felt annoyed that she had been exposed, "Xiao Tong, are you right that we have come this far? Don't push yourself!"
"Huh? Hahaha..." Xiao Tong listened to Yu Qinghan's words, as if he had heard something funny, he laughed so hard that he covered his stomach and bent down, his shoulders trembled with the laughter, and slowly, Enough laughing, but still bent over, as if frozen into a sculpture in the snow, there was no movement for a long time.
"It's my fault." Xiao Tong couldn't bear it anymore, squatting in the snow and said, she laughed too much just now, she ate the cold wind, her throat was so dry that she breathed cold, and her words were hoarse and cold, "Yes My fault is that I was ignorant of current affairs and tarnished Miss Yu's daughter."
"Miss Yu has always loved cleanliness the most. From the day you thought I was filthy, I should have known how to get away. It is because I don't know how to flatter you that I have been by Miss Yu's side for so many years, and I have polluted you for nothing. s eyes."
Xiao Tong is actually a person who is not very good at words, and he is even more cautious in front of Yu Qinghan. She can be happy for a long time when Yu Qinghan treats her better, but when Yu Qinghan ignores her, she can only dare to feel sad alone. Saying these sharp and piercing words once made Yu Qinghan's heart ache.
"Xiao Tong, I'm sorry for you, don't be like this..."
"You didn't apologize to me, but I was willing to be humble." For one person, stepping myself into the dust, even looking down on myself, how can I expect others to love me.
"Xiao Tong..."
"Yu Qinghan, if I say, I will die without you, do you believe it?" Xiao Tong suddenly raised his head, looking at Yu Qinghan innocently, "Do you believe it or not."
Her eyes were pure and simple, Yu Qinghan loved her eyes the most, and couldn't bear it immediately, she wanted to nod and say I believe it, but another pair of extremely similar eyes appeared in her eyes.
They are almost the same, but the look in their eyes is completely different, sunshine, warmth, and gentle spring breeze, Yu Qinghan's words are stuck in his throat, and he can't say anything.
"Xiao Tong, I have taken care of you for ten years. Even if I owed you something before, I should have paid it off long ago. You can't use the past to tie me up for the rest of my life. It's not fair to me." Yu Qinghan calmed down, coldly Without saying that, he turned around and left without even looking back at Xiao Tong.
Yu Qinghan thought, she can't take care of Xiao Tong for the rest of her life because of guilt, what she likes is Mo Xiyuan, the warm and considerate Mo Xiyuan who watched her grow up, finally Mo Xiyuan came back, Yu Qinghan couldn't let go.
But Yu Qinghan's mind kept thinking back to Xiao Tong, she and Xiao Tong met for the first time, the cowardly Xiao Tong, then the innocent and laughing Xiao Tong who slowly opened his heart, and then collapsed The desperate Xiao Tong, and... the current Xiao Tong, Xiao Tong squatting in the snow in the dark night.
Yu Qinghan's heart hurts.
It's just a habit, Yu Qinghan thought, it will be fine.
Xi Yuan was still waiting for her.
Xiao Tong squatted in the same place, watching Yu Qinghan's back getting further and further away, she wanted to stop Yu Qinghan and not let her go, but she couldn't.
Yu Qinghan said that this was unfair to her.
But it was clearly Yu Qinghan who provoked him first, Xiao Tong thought, who will be fair to him?
Yu Qinghan once said that he wanted to give her a home. At that time, Xiao Tong was insane, and Yu Qinghan thought Xiao Tong didn't remember.
Xiao Tong remembered it all.
But Yu Qinghan lied, she admitted it herself, she lied.
Yu Qinghan doesn't want her anymore.
Xiao Tong has no home anymore, the only thing she has in this world is Yu Qinghan, now even Yu Qinghan doesn't want her anymore, she has no home anymore.
"Mom, hurry up, we're going home soon!" A three or four-year-old girl ran past Xiao Tong, her laughter was as crisp as a silver bell.
"Baby, slow down! Be careful not to fall—" A young woman trotted to catch up with the little girl, held her in her arms, and kissed her on the face. The mother and daughter laughed together.
"Cang Han, do you think you are the same age as the baby, why are you fooling around with her!" Another woman chased up from behind, complaining but smiling, and hugged the mother and daughter together. In her arms, she looks happy.
"A Ling, don't be fierce, look how happy the baby is playing, hahahaha..."
"Mom, eldest mother, let's go home quickly."
"Let's go! Go home!..."
Xiao Tong wanted to cry when he heard it, he didn't dare to stay in front of the crowd any longer, so he had to run away.
Xiao Tong used to have a family too.
Not anymore.
……
Winter is always cold, without Yu Qinghan, even if the heating in the house was turned on to the maximum, Xiao Tong was still shivering with cold, she took out all the quilts and blankets in the house and covered her body, it was useless at all, Xiao Tong seemed to have fallen into a hole in the ice, her teeth started to shake from the cold, she wrapped the quilt tighter and closed her eyes.
Go to sleep, it won't be cold when you fall asleep.This winter, no one is by her side to keep her warm.
Xiao Tong closed his eyes, and slowly, he finally stopped trembling.
When Jing Xing broke through the door, he saw this scene. Xiao Tong was wrapped in several layers of thick quilts, covered from neck to head red, curled up like a boiled prawn, his eyes tightly closed. Closed, the eyelashes fluttered non-stop.
Jing Xing originally thought that Xiao Tong should have had enough rest after taking such a long vacation, and planned to discuss with her the itinerary plan after returning to work in the company, but he didn't expect that no one answered after knocking on Xiao Tong's door for a long time. No one answered Xiao Tong's phone, and she didn't have the key to Xiao Tong's house, so she had to smash the anti-theft door lock to get in. She didn't expect to see Xiao Tong unconscious as soon as she entered.
"Xiao Tong, wake up! Can you hear me?" Jing Xing stretched out his hand to touch Xiao Tong's forehead, the temperature was so high that she shrank her hand abruptly, and quickly called 120, but with Xiao Tong's current situation, Fearing that something might happen before the ambulance came, Jing Xing had no choice but to take off his high heels and run outside with Xiao Tong on his back, just in time for the neighbor to hear the sound, Jing Xing had no time to explain, and only told the neighbor to help Xiao Tong look after the house.
Although Xiao Tong is thin, he is not small, close to 1.7 meters, and he has no consciousness and is dead. No matter what, Jing Xing is still a woman. In terms of strength, he is already weak. Carrying Xiao Tong in the elevator is enough Panting, he managed to get her into the car, and almost collapsed on the driver's seat from exhaustion.
She didn't dare to delay, she hadn't even breathed yet, but she had already turned on the engine, kicked the accelerator and sped towards the nearest hospital.
Xiao Tong had a high fever caused by acute pneumonia. Fortunately, he was sent to the doctor in time, and there was nothing serious about it. After hearing the doctor's diagnosis, Jing Xing breathed a sigh of relief and almost collapsed in Xiao Tong's ward.
Jing Xing was so exhausted that he forced himself to send the doctor away. He lay on the companion bed next to Xiao Tong's hospital bed for a long time, and finally recovered. She looked at Xiao Tong whose fever had not subsided and whose cheeks were still flushed, thinking, Being an agent is really tiring. It's only been a few months?Just sending Xiao Tong to the hospital twice, each time was not a trivial matter, Jing Xing was afraid that sooner or later he would be scared to death by Xiao Tong.
Jing Xing knew that Xiao Tong had a stomach problem, but she was in good health. Jing Xing had been her manager for so many years, and Jing Xing could count the number of times she went to the hospital with one hand, and two of them were in the hospital. It happened this winter, last time it was because of Yu Qinghan, Jing Xing sighed and thought, this time it's because of Yu Qinghan again.
If someone had a bright mind and met such a scumbag like Yu Qinghan, he would have already kicked him and gone to be happy, where is there no grass in the world?It's a pity that Xiao Tong is stubborn, she doesn't know what kind of magic Yu Qinghan cast on her, she has identified Yu Qinghan, and she won't listen to any persuasion.With Xiao Tong's talent, how many people admire her before it's too late?She just had room for Yu Qinghan in her heart, and she really didn't know how much more she would suffer in the future.
Every time Jing Xing thinks about it, he feels worthless for her.
Jing Xing found out that Xiao Tong had a high fever early in the morning, and sent her to the hospital. She still had a lot of work to do, so she asked her assistant to bring the computer to the hospital, and worked in Xiao Tong's ward. From time to time, she saw that Xiao Tong was awake No.
It was already afternoon when Xiao Tong woke up, she didn't know what happened to her, when she opened her eyes, she felt a splitting headache, and the decorations in the room were also very strange, at first she panicked for a while, until she saw Jing Xing, she was taken aback, "Ah Xing? Where am I?"
"You still have the nerve to ask me where I am." Jing Xing closed the laptop and said in a bad mood, "The fever is close to forty degrees. If I hadn't discovered it early, you would have been a fool for the rest of your life. Xiao Tong, although you used to Desperate, at least I know how to cherish my body, why, I really don’t plan to die now? Are you going to be hospitalized twice in three days?”
"I have a fever?" Xiao Tong touched his forehead, but he didn't feel it was hot, but his head hurt badly, probably because he really had a fever and couldn't remember anything.
"Fortunately, I didn't burn out my brain, and I'm pointing at your brain to make money for me." Jing Xing snorted angrily.
Xiao Tong knew he was in the wrong and caused Jing Xing trouble again, he lowered his head and let Jing Xing scold him, and only said "I'm sorry" after she finished venting.
"You should say this to yourself." Seeing Xiao Tong like this, Jing Xing couldn't bear to be harsh and sarcastic, and his temper softened, "Xiao Tong, your body is your own, and your life is also your own. You don't feel bad, no People can feel sorry for you."
Jing Xing waited for Xiao Tong's response, but Xiao Tong lowered his head and didn't speak, so Jing Xing had no choice but to say again: "I know I'm not qualified to meddle in the matter between you and Yu Qinghan, if you don't listen to what I say, I still want to say this. Xiao Tong, Yu Qinghan is not worthy of you."
Xiao Tong's eyelashes twitched, he raised his head slightly, looked at Jing Xing, the corners of his mouth slowly turned up, and made an ugly wry smile, "Ah Xing, I understand."
As if she was afraid that Jing Xing could not hear clearly, she repeated it again in a murmur: "I see." She didn't know whether to tell Jing Xing or herself.
Jing Xing's heart skipped a beat. Seeing Xiao Tong like this, she probably discovered some of Yu Qinghan's foolishness, "Xiao Tong, have you heard any messy rumors about Yu Qinghan? Don't think too much about it! That's all It was written by the reporters of those gossip magazines, and you have also dealt with reporters, so you should know best..."
While defending Yu Qinghan, Jing Xing wished she could slap herself twice. She wished that Xiao Tong would know as much about Yu Qinghan's nasty things as possible. Yu Qinghan excused?
But looking at Xiao Tong's dying look, she couldn't bear it, so she could only comfort herself, this is to enlighten Xiao Tong, this is to enlighten Xiao Tong...
The entanglement between Xiao Tong and Yu Qinghan, outsiders can't help, Jing Xing is kind, Xiao Tong couldn't bear to embarrass her, so he forced a smile, thanked him, and said: "Ah Xing, where are you going?" There are many things to be busy, go back first, I want to sleep for a while."
"Just woke up and want to sleep again? Why don't you eat something first?"
"No, Xing, I'm sleepy."
"I see."
When Xiao Tong said this, he was euphemistically issuing an order to chase away the guests. Jing Xing had no reason to stay any longer, so he had to leave.
When getting up, Jing Xing thought for a while, patted Xiao Tong on the shoulder and said, "Xiao Tong, tell me if you have anything to do, I will always be by your side to accompany you."
Xiao Tong nodded absently, not knowing if he listened.
Xiao Tong couldn't believe that she and Yu Qinghan had been together for more than ten years, but they really broke up without an explanation.Xiao Tong couldn't help but excuse Yu Qinghan, there must be some grievances, Yu Qinghan is not such a dishonest person, Xiao Tong wanted to ask Yu Qinghan what her grievances were, no matter what it was, She can face it with Yu Qinghan.
I have been here for more than ten years, are you still afraid of this little storm?
So Xiao Tong actively cooperates with the treatment and concentrates on recuperating. She suffers from insomnia all night long, but she still forces herself to sleep. Finally, she can sleep for an hour or two. Even though she is awakened by nightmares every time, she can support her body so that she does not collapse. .
Probably because her willpower to make herself better was too tenacious, she actually got better in a few days, the doctor allowed her to be discharged from the hospital, and the first thing Xiao Tong did after she was discharged was to find Yu Qinghan.
Xiao Tong called Yu Qinghan, and made more than a dozen calls, but none of them got through. She thought something happened to Yu Qinghan, and she was dizzy with anxiety, but later she changed her mobile phone number and called, and there was no answer soon. picked up.
"Hello?" A familiar voice that he hadn't heard for many days rang in Xiao Tong's ear, and Xiao Tong couldn't wait to reply: "Qinghan..."
In less than half a second, when she was about to say something again, all she heard was a beeping busy tone, and it turned out that the phone had been hung up.
It turned out that it wasn't that he couldn't get through, it was just that his number was blacklisted by Yu Qinghan.
Xiao Tong did not give up, and changed several mobile phone numbers to call Yu Qinghan, but this time he couldn't get through to any of them. Maybe Yu Qinghan learned to be smart, so he simply set up a call whitelist, and no strange calls could be made.
Xiao Tong didn't understand why Yu Qinghan suddenly and so determinedly wanted to disappear from his life?
Even if Yu Qinghan is really tired of herself, she has come here for so many years in the past, why must she be so resolute now and not leave Xiao Tong with a single thought?
Not only thinking about it, but also not leaving Xiao Tong with a reason, so that Xiao Tong can always find all kinds of reasons to excuse her, and he can't give up no matter what.
Yu Qinghan couldn't be found on the phone, so Xiao Tong had no choice but to go to the head office to find her. Xiao Tong knew that she had a nominal job in the head office, so he went for a stroll a few days a week. Fortunately, Xiao Tong is quite famous now. When going to the head office, most people dare not stop her.
But Xiao Tong stayed in Yu Qinghan's office for a week, and he didn't even meet Yu Qinghan's shadow. Yu Qinghan deliberately avoided her this time, and disappeared completely. Xiao Tong asked Yu Qinghan's assistant, Didn't find out any useful news.
In the end Xiao Tong decided to go all out and go directly to Yu's house to find someone.
Xiao Tong of Yu's family went there once, when her relationship with Yu Qinghan wasn't that bad, and that was the only time, and she never went there again.Fortunately, Xiao Tong has a good memory, and he still remembers the way to Yu's house.
Yu Qinghan doesn't need to go to the company, but she always has to go home. Her home is here, so she can't escape.
Xiao Tong was born with a lot of strength, and he was sure that he could catch Yu Qinghan here, so he came here to guard after get off work every day.
The hard work paid off, and finally squatted down to Yu Qinghan.
But it was two people.
The other person Xiao Tong doesn't know, it's not surprising, she doesn't know most of Yu Qinghan's friends.
It seems that Yu Qinghan and her have a very good relationship, talking and laughing are very intimate.Before seeing Yu Qinghan, Xiao Tong always excused her, thinking that something must have happened to her, but now seeing Yu Qinghan's radiant face, she was not so confident, but she still summoned up her courage and wanted to find Yu Qinghan asked clearly.
Xiao Tong and Yu Qinghan have been together for more than ten years, they don't want to be so vague.
She raised her legs and was about to walk towards Yu Qinghan, the woman who was close to Yu Qinghan suddenly turned her head, Xiao Tong only looked at that woman, her legs were frozen in the distance as if filled with lead, and could no longer move Move half a step.
It was a very, very good-looking woman, her skin was as white as snow, her face was like a peach blossom, and she turned her head and smiled casually, which made Xiao Tong feel ashamed.The most beautiful thing is her pair of eyes, like two springs, containing sparkling light, even if she looks into the distance without focus, she seems to be full of affection, a small tear mole at the corner of the eye is simply the finishing touch, that The sparkling eyes became three-dimensional in an instant, dazzing and dazzling, making Xiao Tong's eye sockets ache.
Why didn't I find out before, these eyes are so beautiful.Xiao Tong looked at the eyes in the mirror for more than 20 years, and they looked so good-looking when they were on other people's faces.
It is so, it is so.
Xiao Tong stood where he was, clenched his fists and clenched his teeth.Her vision was blurred, and the only thing she could see clearly was the woman's beautiful eyes.
"What's your name?"
"Xiao Tong."
"Which two words are they?"
"The leaves are rustling, the wind and rain sycamore trees."
Xiao Tong remembered when he and Yu Qinghan met for the first time. At that time, she was in a terrible state. There were few pedestrians in the alley outside the school wall, but Yu Qinghan appeared in front of her as if he had fallen from the sky. The first time they Talking, Yu Qinghan asked her name, and laughed happily after getting the answer.
Xiao Tong thought about these things countless times when she was alone. She often thought, what a coincidence, it was so dark that day, and there were few people in that alley, what a coincidence, that day I ran into Yu Qing cold.
Xiao Tong always felt that this was a gift from the heavens, probably because the heavens saw that she was too pitiful, so he handed her over to her fate with Yu Qinghan, making her life a little brighter and warmer.Xiao Tong has always regarded meeting Yu Qinghan as the greatest luck in his life, happy and grateful.
Even in the years that followed, so many things happened, and Yu Qinghan treated her worse and worse, Xiao Tong has always firmly believed in the fate that she met Yu Qinghan.
Until today, until I saw that woman, until I saw those eyes.
Xiao Tong seemed to have been given a immobilization spell, unable to move at all, her fingernails were digging her palms to bloody flesh, but she didn't feel any pain at all. This kind of pain is nothing, it can't compare to the pain of being poked with a knife in her heart, She laughed heartily.
She laughed at herself wishful thinking, she really thought that a pie would fall from the sky, and it would just hit her on the head.
How can there be such a coincidence in the world that she, a toad living in the mud, suddenly meets a beautiful and noble white swan?And that swan was so kind, it was sent to Xiao Tong's mouth for Xiao Tong to eat for nothing.
It was all planned.
Xiao Tong raised his hand and touched his right eye, the corners of her mouth twitched, and she pulled a mocking smile with difficulty and slowly.
Yu Qinghan, Yu Qinghan.Xiao Tong sighed and couldn't say a word, so he had to read it again secretly, Yu Qinghan.
She lamented that Yu Qinghan was really scheming and tricked her for 12 years, making her think that Yu Qinghan really liked her, even until the moment before she saw those eyes, she still thought so, and deeply thought that Of course.
There is no love for no reason in the world, no wonder Yu Qinghan disliked Xiao Tong like that in the later years, and never mentioned a word of separation. Xiao Tong used to think it was because of love, but now she just wants to be cruel. spit on yourself.
Bah, where does love come from? All Yu Qinghan's love is for others, even Yu Qinghan's kindness to herself is for others.
Yu Qinghan said those hugs, kisses, sweet words, and swearing promises without blinking his eyes. Xiao Tong was still thinking, how can anyone in the world lie so sincerely, so how could Yu Qinghan's words be lies? Of course it must be true.
Only now do I know that it really is true.
Yu Qinghan looked into Xiao Tong's eyes and said so many love words, every word was sincere from the bottom of his heart, but none of them were meant for her. In 12 years, what Yu Qinghan saw through her eyes was always another person.
Hugs, kisses, sweet words, all belong to another woman.
Only the endless disgust, abuse, and bad words belong to Xiao Tong.
"These are mine." Xiao Tong musingly thought, no wonder Yu Qinghan was so contradictory, at one moment he disliked her from the bottom of his heart, and at another moment he could be gentle and considerate to her from the bottom of his heart, splitting as if he had a dual personality.
It turned out that she was regarded as two people at all, the ugly and dirty one was Xiao Tong, and the perfect and holy one was her lover.
Xiao Tong saw the two people walking away from each other, standing in the same place, unable to even cry.
She thought she would cry, but she didn't. Finally, for once, she was a little stronger than she thought.
Suddenly, Xiao Tong suddenly raised his hand and slapped himself heavily.
His head was knocked to one side, and five clearly visible finger marks quickly appeared on his face.
"It's cheap." Xiao Tong tilted his head, his lips moved, "It's too cheap."
No wonder Yu Qinghan disliked it, even she herself.
Xiao Tong didn't know how she got back to her residence. Her head was stiff and she couldn't think. She only knew how to follow her subconscious mind to walk forward, when to turn, and when to cross the road. As he walked, his eyes were empty and his figure swayed, like a drunk and a lunatic.Passers-by saw her and looked sideways to avoid her, fearing that they would be provoked by her if they could not avoid it.
Finally arrived at the residence, unlocked, entered the door, did not forget to change the shoes, put the shoes neatly into the shoe cabinet, put the key back, and then sat on the sofa.
Then she sat on the couch like a robot with a drained battery, not moving for hours.
The body does not move, but the brain is running at high speed, and the past with Yu Qinghan, bit by bit, smashed and shattered, hovering in his mind, not letting go of every detail, even Yu Qinghan blinks slowly when he speaks sweet words The action plays, crystal clear.
Xiao Tong is like a bystander, seeing how stupid she was in the past, she wanted to remind her, but she still couldn't bear it.Those memories were as unreal as sweet dreams, but Xiao Tong couldn't bear to break them at all.
From daytime to dark, once it was dark, the living room and balcony were extraordinarily empty and deserted, with their bloody mouths open, as if they could swallow Xiao Tong at any time, Xiao Tong was a little scared, her eyeballs rolled, her fingers moved After a while, the wrists, elbows, and finally the blood circulation in the whole body resumed, and finally came back to life.
The darkness came to her from all directions. In the past, there was Yu Qinghan who blocked the darkness for her. From today onwards, she is really left alone, and no one can resist the darkness for her anymore.
Xiao Tong wanted to escape back to her own dark and bright secret room, but she resisted sitting on the sofa and did not move.
Some things have to be faced alone after all, Xiao Tong can't hide for a lifetime.
10 minutes, two 10 minutes, one hour...
Finally, Xiao Tong couldn't hold on any longer, and fled back to his secret room.
Forget it.
take it easy.
Xiao Tong thought, in the future, she will have a long time alone.
Xiao Tong goes to and from get off work as usual every day, it is no different from before, there is still a little difference, in the past, she always thought that there was Yu Qinghan waiting for her at home, and she was afraid that she would not be able to cook for Yu Qinghan in time when she returned home, now she has no scruples , Even if I stay up late and work overtime at the company until the early hours of the morning, it doesn't matter.
The boss took out the posture of desperate Saburo, and the people under him naturally did not dare to slack off. The efficiency of the entire studio almost doubled, and a major improvement in overall performance was achieved by the end of the year. Those directors of the head office did not expect With such unexpected results at the end of the year, he was so happy that he couldn't close his mouth, he praised Xiao Tong's ability, gave Xiao Tong and the people in the studio a large bonus, and generously promised Xiao Tong that in the coming year When the studio is free, let her take a long vacation.
Those young employees under Xiao Tong, who were as tired as dogs, finally showed a gratified smile when they found out the increased balance on their cards. After all, their hard work was not in vain. They followed the boss and had meat to eat.
However, when the assistant passed by Xiao Tong, seeing her pale face, she still became worried, "Sister Tong, why is your face so bad? Why don't you rest for a few days? Don't wear yourself out, this large group of people It depends on you to lead the way to a well-off life."
"It's okay." Xiao Tong waved his hands and smiled, "I don't have that ability, I have to rely on your sister Jing Xing to run to a well-off society, why don't you hurry up and hug her thigh with tea."
Actually still in the mood to make a joke, it must be nothing serious, the assistant thought about it, and finally walked away.
The smile on Xiao Tong's face immediately cooled down.
It was Jing Xing who first discovered that something was wrong with Xiao Tong, and under Jing Xing's repeated questioning, Xiao Tong had no choice but to tell the truth.
"I broke up with Yu Qinghan." Xiao Tong said, "To be precise, I was dumped by her." After she finished speaking, she pretended not to care and smiled.
Jing Xing looked at her smile and was silent for a while before saying: "It's good to divide, you should burn incense."
"That's not it." Xiao Tong said in her voice, and continued to laugh.
Jing Xing said, "Stop laughing."
Pretending to be free and easy is not suitable for Xiao Tong, her smile is uglier than crying.
When Xiao Tong heard the words, he smiled embarrassingly.
"Did you...be sick afterwards?" Jing Xing asked.
"No." Xiao Tong shrugged, "I also thought I was going to get sick again, who knows, it's amazing."
It's amazing, after leaving Yu Qinghan, I'm living a good life, neither crazy nor out of control, no sickness or disaster, maybe even stomach trouble for a long time.
It's just that I'm still very afraid of the dark and the empty room, and I added a new problem, that is, Xiao Tong didn't even dare to go into the bedroom where Yu Qinghan once lived together. For some reason, she always thought of Yu Qinghan I can't help but be sick of all the nasty things I've done with different women in that bedroom.
But it's not a big deal, if you don't enter, you can't enter, anyway, it won't affect your life.
Yu Qinghan's saying is right, who in this world can't live without him?No one is obligatory.
"It's the end of the year." Jing Xing said, "Busy and busy, another year has passed."
"Yes." Xiao Tong thought, who would have thought that this year would be the last year for himself and Yu Qinghan.
Jing Xing asked: "It's Chinese New Year, I finally have a holiday, have you thought about where to go? Why don't you go to my place to celebrate the New Year? Anyway, I'm alone."
Jing Xing also has a younger brother in the United States, and her parents wanted to see their grandson, so they also went to settle in the United States. She is alone in the country, and every New Year's day she hangs out with a group of friends. If there is Xiao Tong this year, she will push those friends away. Partying and celebrating the New Year with Xiao Tong is actually pretty good.
"No." Xiao Tong shook his head and refused, "I want to visit my grandma, but I haven't visited her for a long time."
Jing Xing nodded and said, "Sure, say hello to the old man for me."
Jing Xing's invitation can be declined, but the company's annual meeting must be attended, and Xiao Tong, as the company's chief designer, has to give a speech on stage.
The annual meeting is held in the company's own hotel. There is a large banquet hall on the top floor and a large open-air balcony. In addition to the company's people, there are also many media reporters and stars in the entertainment industry. After Yu Qingming and several senior executives have finished their speeches, Xiao Tong I also went up and finished memorizing my own manuscripts, and then there was free time for free activities. Everyone was dressed up to attend, and acquaintances gathered to chat about the situation of this year, and flattered them sincerely. Be happy, who cares if what you say is true.
Xiao Tong is not good at these things, so she hides in the corner of the balcony to smoke alone, away from Yu Qinghan, she doesn't have so many scruples, when she was busy with work a while ago, she had to consume several packs a day, she smoked while smoking. Feeling the benefits of living alone, I actually started to enjoy myself there.
"Xiyuan, it's windy outside, you wear a shawl before you come out, be careful of catching a cold." A voice from the balcony shook Xiao Tong's whole body, half of the cigarette held between his fingers fell to the ground and rolled twice Slowly turn off.
In the corner where Xiao Tong was sitting, there was no light at all, only darkness remained.
Yu Qinghan, seeing Yu Qinghan again, unexpectedly on such an occasion, Xiao Tong sneered, she and Yu Qinghan really had a bad relationship.
"Xiaohan, look at your urgency, I'm just too stuffy in there, I'm going out to blow the cold wind, am I so delicate?"
"It's just so delicate." Yu Qinghan draped the shawl over Mo Xiyuan's bare shoulders, rested her chin on her shoulders, and took a sip of champagne from the glass in her hand, "Xiyuan, you don't know, How happy I am that you can come back, I have been waiting for you for ten years, a full ten years."
It turned out that the beautiful woman was called Xiyuan, what a beautiful name, Xiao Tong thought, Yu Qinghan had been with him for 12 years, so ten years were spent waiting for this Xiyuan.
What about two more years?Is it for Xiao Tong?Probably not.
"Didn't I come back? I'm so old, why do I still like to act like a baby?" Mo Xiyuan smiled and touched Yu Qinghan's head, and said softly, "Don't worry, I won't leave again."
"What you said, don't change."
"Okay, no change."
So Yu Qinghan laughed.
It was a heartfelt joy. Xiao Tong and Yu Qinghan had been together for 12 years, and she had never seen her smile like this.
Xiao Tong gritted his teeth and thought maliciously, why?
Why, when Yu Qinghan was lonely and empty and wanted to find a substitute, he spent 12 years in vain, and almost his entire life?
Why, with Yu Qinghan's word of breaking up, she can retreat completely, no longer caring about her own life?
Why?
In the dark corner, Xiao Tong looked at the woman who also had a tear mole in the corner of her eye, feeling jealous and resentful.She thought, she must be ugly now, how can a woman who is full of jealousy not be ugly.
Because of Yu Qinghan, this year-end event became awkward and difficult. During the meeting, Xiao Tong sneaked out once, and when he sneaked back again, the show hadn't ended yet. Finally, Xiao Tong found the right opportunity to stop Yu Qinghan. Qinghan, dragged her to a corner where no one was around.
"It's you?" Yu Qinghan saw Xiao Tong clearly, his face became ugly, "What else do you want to do?"
"Qinghan, you left some things in my house, when will you pick them up?"
"I don't want it anymore, you throw it away."
"Okay." Xiao Tong nodded, sighed, and took two glasses of champagne from the table, one of which was handed to Yu Qinghan, "We have been together for ten years, and it's a good time to get together. After drinking this glass of wine, Even if we break up."
Yu Qinghan took the wine glass without hesitation, and drank it down in one gulp.
"Miss Yu is a cheerful person." Xiao Tong showed a smile on his face.
"Can I go?" Yu Qinghan asked with a cold face.
"Can you give me a ride?" Xiao Tong said softly, "I'm afraid of the dark."
"I'm afraid of the dark."
These three words made Yu Qinghan's heart twitch in pain. She didn't know why, but seeing Xiao Tong like this, she suddenly couldn't refuse.
"it is good."
"Thank you."
Xiao Tong thought, when they were together in the past, Yu Qinghan had rejected him so many times, and when they separated, she was too embarrassed to refuse.
The human heart is really strange.
Yu Qinghan sent Xiao Tong downstairs to her house all the time, standing downstairs, Xiao Tong said: "Aren't you going to sit down?"
"No."
"That's right." Xiao Tong smiled, "There is another woman
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