Cleanliness

Xiao Tong hugged his phone and huddled in the corner of the wall. Jing Xing was afraid that she would be stimulated again, so he didn't dare to disturb her, so he just sat on the ground and waited for Xiao Tong to wake up. It didn't take long for Xiao Tong to wake up. At the beginning, it took a long time for the eyes to gather light, and the memory was still not clear. Seeing Jing Xing appearing in his home, he asked blankly: "Ah Xing? Why are you here?"

Jing Xing didn't know how to explain to Xiao Tong for a while, but Xiao Tong had already remembered everything, and when he saw the sharp knife on the ground, his expression immediately became tense, "Am I sick again?"

Jing Xing didn't answer, she then asked again: "Did it hurt you?"

"No, Xiao Tong, don't worry, I'm fine, if you don't believe me, there is no blood on the knife."

Xiao Tong dubiously looked at the edge of the knife, then at Jing Xing, and found that she really didn't seem to be scratched by the knife, so he was relieved, and found that he was still holding Jing Xing's mobile phone in his arms, and smiled apologetically, Return the phone to Jing Xing, "I'm sorry to make you laugh."

Jing Xing took the phone and asked tentatively, "Xiao Tong, do you... remember what happened just now?"

"remember."

"Then you also know yourself..." Jing Xing couldn't find a suitable word to describe Xiao Tong's state just now, but he heard Xiao Tong indifferently laugh:

"Mental illness?"

She put away the fruit knife on the ground, put it back into the small basket on the coffee table, pulled Jing Xing up, poured her a glass of water, and said without hesitation: "I didn't know before, but later, somehow, after waking up, I can When you think of something, you will know it naturally.”

However, Xiao Tong hadn't suffered from illness for many years, and she thought she was cured, but who knew that she suddenly had an attack today and was seen by others.

Xiao Tong has a long history of mental illness, about two years. Strictly speaking, it is on the verge of mental illness and mental illness, and even doctors can't fully define it.

During that time, Xiao Tong was like in hell, there was no one around her, and everyone was pushing her to the depths of hell.

Only Yu Qinghan, Yu Qinghan was Xiao Tong's last straw, later, Xiao Tong himself gave up, it was Yu Qinghan who dragged her desperately and dragged her ashore.

"How did you get it?" Jing Xing asked.

She looked at Xiao Tong worriedly, expecting Xiao Tong to give her an answer, but she forgot, what kind of good thing can make people despair to the point of collapse?Jing Xing cared about Xiao Tong, but he didn't know that he was digging out the wound in Xiao Tong's heart that she had covered up for many years.

Xiao Tong took a deep look at her, with vigilance in his eyes, and suddenly thought of something, "Are you also from Shangrong County No. [-] Middle School?"

"Yes." Jing Xing said.

Xiao Tong nodded, his eyes turned cold, he took Jing Xing's water glass away, and rushed away the guests in a panic: "I'm really sorry about today's incident, you go, I don't want to see you." .

"Xiao Tong, what's the matter with you?" Jing Xing was pushed out by Xiao Tong involuntarily, and turned his head with difficulty while holding the door frame, "Xiao Tong, what can't you tell me? I'm very worried about you."

"Ah Xing, can you not force me?" Xiao Tong leaned wearily against the door panel, her cheeks were trembling on both sides, and she gritted her teeth so that her voice would not tremble so violently, "Ah Xing, I will listen to you , I have a good vacation, you go, you go..."

"Don't come here." Xiao Tong leaned against the door and muttered, "Push me again, and I will fall into hell."

Jing Xing paused, pushing the door with much less force.She no longer forced Xiao Tong to tell herself about her previous experiences.She didn't want to force Xiao Tong to collapse.

She just wanted to enter Xiao Tong's life and let Xiao Tong know that other than Yu Qinghan, other people in the world can treat her well.

Now it seems that it is a bit too hasty.

Jing Xing slowly withdrew his strength to fight against Xiao Tong through the door, only heard a click, the door lock was put on, and Jing Xing was mercilessly turned away.Standing in front of the tightly closed anti-theft door, she sighed leisurely, and then said to the door: "Then you rest for a few days, and I will come to see you in a few days."

Xiao Tong didn't hear it.

Xiao Tong just thought, why Yu Qinghan didn't come yet.

Those people, they are pushing themselves into hell again, last time, it was Yu Qinghan who pulled him up, but this time, why didn't Yu Qinghan come here.

Xiao Tong hugged her knees with her hands behind her back against the door, sitting on the floor, staring blankly at the ground, but there was nothing on the ground, but she clearly saw a huge dark abyss at her feet, Xiao Tong was terrified , holding her knees and backing away, trying not to let herself fall, but the abyss was getting closer and closer to her, and just as she was about to fall, she heard a knock on the door again.

It's Yu Qinghan!

Xiao Tong's pupils lit up, and he opened the door like flying, without looking at the person's face at all, he just hugged the person's neck, and almost clung to the person's body, "Qinghan...you came to save me... I knew you'd come...they...they're dragging me down..."

Even without looking, Xiao Tong knew that it was Yu Qinghan. She had been with Yu Qinghan for 12 years and was familiar with everything about Yu Qinghan. Different from others.

Yu Qinghan came to save her, Xiao Tong thought, yes, Yu Qinghan will definitely come, how could she leave him alone?no, no...

The person who came was indeed Yu Qinghan. She had been back to the country for several days, and she wanted to come to Xiao Tong to clarify for a long time, but every time when things came to an end, she was timid and retreated. Come, Xiao Tong embraced her before entering the door, and Yu Qinghan began to regret it again.

She didn't dare to come because she was afraid of Xiao Tong's behavior.

I didn't expect it to be like this.

Yu Qinghan frowned, sighed silently in her heart, then hugged Xiao Tong's shoulders, slowly and carefully pressed her ear and said: "Xiao Tong, I'm here, don't be afraid, be good, let's go home and say, okay?" good?"

"Home?" Xiao Tong repeated in confusion, and then again, "Home?"

"Yes, home. Xiao Tong, let's go home first, shall we?"

"Where is there a home?" Xiao Tong let out a strange laugh in his throat, "Grandma is so mad at me, Qinghan, I have no home for a long time."

grandmother?Yu Qinghan was stunned.She squinted her eyes and remembered that there was indeed such an old man in her distant memory.

A very kind and kind old man, the clothes on his body are always patched with various patches, but they are always clean without a single stain, even Xiao Tong's clothes are white after washing, clean and without stains.

The old man passed away suddenly, and the time of his death was when Xiao Tong had a mental breakdown. Even the funeral was organized with the help of Yu Qinghan.

That day, Xiao Tong was also like this, he was dumbfounded, watching grandma's ashes being buried, and smiled so perverted and weirdly, she said: "Yu Qinghan, from now on, I have no home."

What did Yu Qinghan say at that time?

Yu Qinghan said: "Xiao Tong, from now on, I will be your home."

Xiao Tong no longer remembers such a firm promise, but Yu Qinghan still remembers it vividly. In her long and profound dislike for Xiao Tong, she gradually wore away her feelings for Xiao Tong. Looking back now, her heart is like It hurts like being cut open by someone, together with the dusty memory, Yu Qinghan suddenly remembered that Xiao Tong was not so annoying in the past.

Once, Xiao Tong was very good.

However, there is a better Mo Xiyuan, and that is the woman Yu Qinghan really loves deeply.

Thinking of Mo Xiyuan, Yu Qinghan's cut heart healed a little more, and became firm again. Mo Xiyuan was the happiness that Yu Qinghan finally grasped, and it was impossible for him to miss it because of his momentary soft-heartedness towards Xiao Tong.

"Who said there is no home anymore." Yu Qinghan carried Xiao Tong back to the house, asked her to lie down on the bed, covered her with a quilt, and then lay down beside her bed and said: "Xiao Tong, this house is You bought it with the first money you earned, you forget?"

"I haven't forgotten. At that time, I paid the down payment, and there was only 200 yuan left in my pocket, and I ate white water steamed buns for a month." Xiao Tong smiled shyly, "People say I'm stupid, but I'm not."

"This house has a big balcony, I know, Qinghan likes it best."

Yu Qinghan's heart began to ache again.

Today, she obviously came to talk about breaking up, but she became more and more reluctant to part with Xiao Tong.

Yu Qinghan thought, would Xiao Tong go crazy if he said this at this time?

But she thought again, Xiao Tong has gone crazy.

or later.

The author has something to say: I know, you will be very angry after reading this chapter...

Well, there will be another chapter tonight, the next chapter is broken up, don't worry...

Running with everyone's anger, Yu Qinghan is the scumbag, don't scold me, I'll scold her for you...