I thought he was a weak little white flower

Bai Xiaosheng said to me meanly: "If a stranger gives you sweets and asks you to go with him, you must not go with him."

I was so angry that I said angrily, "I'm not three years old!"

"Why don't we take a test to see your security awareness."

"Just do it, whoever is afraid of whom!"

"If you met an old lady in the north of the city and fell, what would you do?"

"Of course I helped her up."

"Then she said she was injured and asked you to take her home. Her home is in the south of the city. What would you do?"

"Her home is so far away, I must help her."

"Later, in order to thank you, she asked you to have dinner at her house, and she said that she was the only one in her house and wanted you to accompany her. She even stewed pig's trotters for you."

"She is so pitiful, I must accompany her."

Bai Xiaosheng shook his head again and again, and said to Yu Heqing, "It's over, it's over, you raised a fool."

I'm at a loss, isn't it what I should do to help the elderly?

I turned my head to look at Yu Heqing, but Yu Heqing also looked at me with a sad face.

Bai Xiaosheng explained to me: "You are the descendant of the dragon, and there are many people who want to harm you."

"The north of the city is a rich area, and the south of the city is a slum. Why does an old lady who lives in a slum appear in a rich area?"

"Take a step back, you have so many servants, you can even go to the government, you don't need to take this risk."

"The slums are messy, and you will be a living target if you go there. You never know what some people will do to survive. If something happens to you there, in case the government can't find out."

"The whole ghetto will be buried with you."

"Let's talk about how an old lady in a slum can afford pig's trotters, and it happens to be what you like to eat. There are too many flaws."

I was so shocked that I couldn't speak for a while, and it took me a long time to find my voice.

"But I'm just a vase..."

Bai Xiaosheng shook his head and said disappointedly: "Even if you are not taken seriously, you are still the royal family. This is a matter of the royal family's face, and local officials are also involved."

"...but who would want me?"

"Too many, if you hinder anyone's interests, they will want to eradicate you."

Bai Xiaosheng’s words completely overturned my cognition, my consciousness still stays in the previous life, I grew up under the red flag, I believe that everyone is equal, I was educated to be helpful to others, I was educated to have compassion for the weak.

But now tell me it’s not true, some people’s lives are worthless, and there are many people who want my life, so I shouldn’t feel free to show kindness to others, it’s wrong.

My three views have been strongly impacted, I don't know what to do, I don't want to be an indifferent and selfish person, but I also don't want Yu Heqing to worry about me.

The tearing on both sides made me feel painful, Yu Heqing hugged me into his arms, and I hid my tears into his clothes to hide my fragility.

Yu Heqing patted my head to comfort me, and he said to me: "It's okay, just be yourself, mother and concubine will protect you, don't be afraid."

His gentle voice almost drowned me, I really want to listen to his words and be a simple and ignorant fool under his wings.

But I can't be so selfish and let him suffer from fear for me every day.

I pulled myself out of his arms, tried to wipe away my tears, and said to him sobbingly: "I will protect, protect myself, you don't, don't worry."

"Good boy." Yu Heqing leaned over and kissed the corner of my eyes, his tone of love and compassion made me feel at ease.