Life experience is ups and downs and the rain hits Ping (General Zhaoxi and colleagues)

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"Perhaps, from the day you married A Yang, I should know what it means to be ruthless."

"No, cousin, I will not be happy. I will spend my whole life regretting it, but it is too late."

Ye Zhao thought.

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My name is Xia Li, I am His Majesty's youngest child, and also His Majesty's most beloved daughter and courtier.

I don't know who my father is.

My mother is the Great Qin Wannian Emperor, but she does not allow us to call her mother, since she can remember, she has let us call her Your Majesty.

Your Majesty dotes on me more, not because I am younger, nor because I resemble her.Even when it comes to petting, it's just that they call me more often on weekdays.

I think it probably has something to do with a chance encounter in my childhood.

It was the twelfth lunar month of the 12th year of ten thousand years, His Majesty was 32 years old, and I was six years old. The Queen Mother took us children to Daxiangguo Temple to pray for blessings.

I was bored crying in the Buddhist hall, and the nanny took me around.We walked to the small garden, and there was a female layman standing under the plum tree.Because she was very beautiful, I jumped out of the nurse's arms and ran to her.

"Sister, sister, who are you?" I looked up at her.

"I'm a layman practicing in the temple." She smiled at me faintly and patted the top of my head.

"My sister's handkerchief is so beautiful." I saw a little black duck embroidered on her handkerchief.

"Then give it to the little lady."

"My sister is so pretty too! How about my sister go home with me?"

"The little lady is also beautiful. But it is inconvenient for practitioners to go out of the mountain gate."

"It's okay. I'll tell the emperor's grandmother, and she'll do it if she agrees."

"So it's Her Royal Highness." She nodded and shook her head at me, and I saw her eyes were red.

"My name is Xia Li." I smiled at her, but she ran away in a hurry.

I like that handkerchief, and I carry it with me every day.One day His Majesty found out and asked me where I came from, so I had no choice but to tell the truth.

I heard that His Majesty left the palace and didn't come to ask about our homework for several days, and fell ill when he came back.

Every year in the twelfth lunar month to pray for blessings, His Majesty will reward me with many things from the girls' household, and let me take them to the temple to give to others.There is probably only one woman in Daxiangguo Temple, so I can only be with her.She will give me some self-made sewing as a return gift, each time there are two copies, one big and one small, and I will also present one to His Majesty.

In the 22nd year of Wannian, I was 16 years old, and His Majesty ordered me to supervise the country.His Majesty has been in poor health this year and has lost a lot of weight.His Majesty has been on the throne for 22 years. Except for the [-]th day of the twelfth lunar month and the New Year's Eve every year, he does not rest for a day, but this year he is always lazy.His Majesty celebrated his longevity in July and insisted on taking me to Daxiangguo Temple to pray for blessings.

Is His Majesty really here to pray?I also beat drums in my heart.She took me here and there every day, asking me to tell her over and over again what I have seen and heard here over the years.

His Majesty rested at night, and I finally found time to chat with Layman Wangchen, and indeed I haven't seen her for half a year.

She has a heart attack and is very weak.I told her that His Majesty's recent strangeness was intended to tease her, but she suddenly fell on the pillow and began to cry.I don't know how to comfort her, I can only ask her if there is any unfulfilled wish.She hesitated, then shook her head again.

His Majesty stayed in the temple for a few days, and Wanshou, the envoy from various countries, was coming to see him. The Ministry of Rites urged His Majesty to go back.

"Si Niang, I don't want to leave."

"If your majesty likes it, you can come and live here often. Or let the masters of the monastery often come to the palace to give lectures."

"Si Niang is here this time, did you meet your old friend?"

"Layman Wangchen suffers from heart disease, Si Niang didn't dare to bother her."

"Oh? Seriously?"

"Layman Wangchen said that after more than 20 years of practice, it is unwise to not get rid of attachment and suffering. Life and death are fate, but it may not be liberation."

The teacup in His Majesty's hand was not steady, and the hot tea splashed all over her body, and the servant and I were in a hurry.

I looked up at my mother, startled, for the first time I had seen her cry.

When the Empress Dowager died, she didn't cry.

She didn't cry when the empress dowager died.

She didn't cry when a servant wanted to collude with courtiers and win over the emperor's heir, but she ordered them all to die.

Where there is a rebellion, where there is a natural disaster, when an important minister dies, she has never cried on any occasion where the emperor could cry outrightly.

"Si Niang. I think that I am a good emperor and worthy of the people of the world. But I have only one person to lose in this life." She choked up.

A string in my heart is broken, is it true that the rumor that His Majesty likes women is true?The person His Majesty has let down is Layman Wangchen?

"I used to think that there was a turning point, but I just accepted my mistake after the incident. Later, I really realized my mistake, but I still can't be forgiven." She smiled wryly.

"Your Majesty, do you regret it?" I asked her boldly.

"Si Niang, I am the emperor." She regained the majesty of the emperor.

She didn't answer me, and I didn't dare to ask again.

In the 22nd year of the Wannian Mid-Autumn Palace Banquet, His Majesty was not in good health and said that he wanted to rest, so he asked me to host it.The courtiers began to look at me more and more differently, but I felt a little uneasy.

In the twelfth lunar month of the 22nd year of ten thousand years, when I went to Daxiangguo Temple to pray for blessings, the host told me that Layman Wangchen would go there in August.I couldn't help sighing, I think I guessed right.